Chapter 32

After Li Shuo got into the car, he called the phone back.

Zhao Jinxin picked up the phone almost instantly: "Uncle Li, are you back?" ”

"Tell me the truth, are you cheating?"

"It's not." Zhao Jinxin said, "I'm really afraid of the dark, no one accompanies me at night, and I have to turn on a light to sleep." ”

Li Shuo has indeed heard that many people have such a habit, is it serious that he can't eat Zhao Jinxin for a while, if it is true, then Zhao Jinxin should be afraid now. He said helplessly: "Then you wait for me, I'll go over now, is there an emergency light or candle at home?" ”

"Yes." Zhao Jinxin whispered, "But the light source is too small, and it looks even more terrifying." ”

Li Shuo was a little convinced that Zhao Jinxin was really afraid of the dark, so he comforted: "Don't be afraid, I'll be there soon." While driving, he thought that Zhao Jinxin was powerful and fierce when he dealt with the three robbers, but why he always had a childlike side, and of course, there was a lewd-demon-possessed side in bed, such a multi-faceted and fickle Zhao Jinxin was not only dangerous, but also had a different kind of sexuality and cuteness. Among the people he has interacted with, there is no one who can make people feel more happy from body to heart than Zhao Jinxin.

Li Shuo couldn't help but fantasize about Zhao Jinxin hiding in the dark room wrapped in a quilt, waiting for himself to comfort him, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

Li Shuo rushed to Zhao Jinxin's house as quickly as possible, the whole building was indeed dark, and it seemed that the power outage was true.

This luxury apartment has a generator to provide emergency power, so the elevator can still be used, Li Shuo went upstairs, just knocked on the door twice, the door opened like a whirlwind, and a tall shadow from the darkness threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Li Shuo felt a burst of pity in his heart, he patted Zhao Jinxin's back, and said softly: "Okay, okay, don't be afraid, Uncle Li is here." ”

Zhao Jinxin gently licked the kiss marks he had planted, revealing a smug smile: "It's so slow." ”

"It's slow, I almost ran a red light."

Zhao Jinxin didn't let go, just hugged Li Shuo like that, and moved back into the house.

This apartment is a multi-story structure, with a single-story area of more than 200 square meters, the living room is very large, and now it is pitch black, looking out from the spacious floor-to-ceiling windows, there are no taller buildings around, only the dark blue night sky with dark clouds and moons, which looks a little scary.

Li Shuo rubbed Zhao Jinxin's hair vigorously: "Okay, right?" I'm here, I'm not afraid. ”

Zhao Jinxin raised his head and looked at Li Shuo sadly: "Are you happy on a date?"

"Why aren't you happy to see that the old man is doing well." Li Shuo didn't really want to talk to Zhao Jinxin about things related to Han Feiye, he suddenly remembered something, "When did you change my caller ID picture?" It's too nonsense, what if my parents see it. ”

Zhao Jinxin shrugged, not stunned at all: "I want you to think about me all the time." ”

Li Shuo deleted the caller ID in front of him: "Don't mess around next time." He pointed to his neck, "This is also true, I mean it, I'll be angry if you do this again." ”

Zhao Jinxin hooked his neck: "What, did it affect your relationship with your ex-boyfriend?" He deliberately accentuated the pronunciation of "before".

"It has nothing to do with who I meet, it's rude to meet anyone with this kind of thing."

"Then you can come too, let's settle it." Zhao Jinxin tilted his neck and leaned up.

Li Shuo pushed his head away: "I'm not that interested." Li Shuo saw the emergency light on the table and turned it on, "Isn't it quite bright." ”

"Not enough, I want you to accompany me."

Li Shuo said helplessly: "Have you eaten?" ”

"Nope."

"I'll go make you something to eat." Li Shuo carried the emergency light into the kitchen and took out a few dishes from the refrigerator.

Zhao Jinxin hugged him from behind, his head against his neck, like a large koala.

Li Shuo couldn't cry or laugh: "You plan to let me cook like this?" ”

"If you do it, I'll hug you." Zhao Jinxin really didn't seem to have the intention of letting go.

Li Shuo had no choice but to let Zhao Jinxin hang on him like this, and by the light of the emergency light, he neatly washed and cut vegetables.

Zhao Jinxin was silent for a long time: "What kind of person is your ex-boyfriend?" ”

Li Shuo paused: "He is a very good person. ”

"How good is it? What's a good way? ”

"Hmm...... Very mature, very smart, very hardworking, sharp and meticulous thinking, and peaceful personality, I have been with him for three years, and I have never seen him say that others are bad behind his back. ”

"Oh, that's so good." Zhao Jinxin's tone was a little mocking, "Then how can you become your ex-boyfriend." ”

Li Shuo felt a little uncomfortable with Zhao Jinxin's sarcasm, but he didn't say anything: "I went to Africa to teach after graduating from university, but he didn't go, so we separated. ”

"It's him, who promised you to go and regretted it for work."

Li Shuo stopped: "I already said last time, he has his troubles. ”

"No matter how hard he is, isn't it also a reversal."

"His family is not good, and he finally found a good job, I only thought about myself at the time, I didn't care about money, I thought that other people didn't have to care, it was too selfish."

Zhao Jinxin chuckled: "If he really cares about money, he shouldn't break up with you, as long as he is with you, will he be short of money in this life?" To put it bluntly, he doesn't trust you at all. ”

Li Shuo put down the knife with a bang, and his voice sank: "Jin Xin, this is the relationship between us, I don't need or like you to analyze it casually, what do you know?" Even if he really didn't trust me, it was because I was too naΓ―ve and didn't give him enough security. ”

Zhao Jinxin unconsciously let go of his hand, raised his voice and said: "So you broke up, it's all your fault, you must be full of guilt, right?" Are you planning to rekindle the excitement of the past? ”

Li Shuo turned around, stared at Zhao Jinxin's eyes, and said seriously: "The feelings are over, no matter how sad and sad they are, I don't plan to rekindle any excitement." His love for Han Feiye is completely integrated into the memory of his youth, no matter how beautiful and worth recalling those years, after all, it can only be recalled. He has always liked Han Feiye, it is his appreciation of that person's character, personality, and soul, but he has long since lost his love.

Zhao Jinxin raised his eyebrows: "Really? ”

"Really."

"And what if he still likes you? Want to renew your old friendship? ”

Li Shuo was stunned, he hadn't thought about this possibility, after all, he seemed to be too self-inflicted.

Zhao Jinxin narrowed his eyes: "Did you refuse?" ”

"I ......," Li Shuo paused and said cautiously, "I don't know, I don't know if our thoughts, concepts, and principles are still in line after 12 years." ”

"What if it fits? Is there anything else you might like him? ”

Li Shuo stared straight into Zhao Jinxin's eyes: "I can't predict what will happen in the future, what's the point of you discussing this with me?" There should be boundaries between us, right? He was already annoyed by Zhao Jinxin's aggressive questions, why should he answer? He would never ask Zhao Jinxin how many people he had slept with, and what position Zhao Jinxin used to issue such a post-like question.

"Boundaries." Zhao Jinxin sneered as if he was chewing on these two words, "Of course." So did I cross the line today? ”

Li Shuo lowered his eyes: "Yes, it's not an example." ”

A trace of coldness flashed in Zhao Jinxin's eyes, and he smiled: "Uncle Li is so ruthless, I suddenly know why you have so many ex-boyfriends." ”

This sentence can be regarded as stepping on Li Shuo's tail, and was ridiculed by his own father for a few words, he endured it, and was ridiculed by a boy who was almost ten years younger for failing his feelings again and again, and his face was always a little unbearable, he frowned: "I have affection for everyone and treat each other seriously, and if we can't go together, it's fate, is it too much for you to say this." ”

"Am I wrong, you always look like a saint, but you are actually more affectionate than anyone else. For example, Li Chengxiu, my brother turned the world upside down for Li Chengxiu, what about you? Have you really been sad? Zhao Jinxin couldn't help but want to stimulate Li Shuo, he knew that he shouldn't say a word of these words, but he just couldn't keep his mouth shut.

Li Shuo said angrily: "Do you have to be stupid to be affectionate?" Ridiculous or not? I'm not a kid like you anymore. Fickle? Am I unkind? What are you who are famous in the North American gay circle? Amorous love? ”

Zhao Jinxin's face changed slightly, and he smiled coldly: "Who sued you?" ”

"Who sues me for what matters?" Li Shuo made a stop gesture, "Okay, this dispute is completely inexplicable. Your past belongs to you, my past belongs to me, we shouldn't ask each other, and we don't have a position to blame, this is called boundary. ”

Zhao Jinxin clasped his hands on his chest: "I'm young, I'm not married, I don't make commitments, so what's wrong with me going to bed with someone you like?" ”

"No problem!" Li Shuo suddenly became angry, "No, no problem, that's your freedom." So how many exes do I have, am I affectionate or unaffectionate, who am I dating, who am I going to be with in the future, and it's also my freedom, can I stop this pointless topic now? Li Shuo felt that he was stupid to argue with Zhao Jinxin about this kind of issue, and today's Zhao Jinxin was like eating gunpowder, and he couldn't understand what happened to the two of them.

He is obviously the most restrained kind of person, but he is always made angry by Zhao Jinxin.

Zhao Jinxin lowered his head, was silent for a moment, and suddenly laughed twice: "Okay, I was wrong, I crossed the line, Uncle Li don't be angry with me." ”

Li Shuo could hear the sarcasm in Zhao Jinxin's tone, and the apology also made him feel unhappy, he turned on the faucet and flushed his hand: "Today we are not suitable for getting along and communicating, I'll go back first." ”

Zhao Jinxin hugged his waist: "I won't let you go." ”

Li Shuo frowned and said, "Let go, I'm serious." ”

Zhao Jinxin was silent for a moment: "I'm afraid of the dark." ”

Li Shuo suddenly felt deflated, full of powerlessness. I don't know how many times, Zhao Jinxin stimulated him with words, and then reconciled with the coquettish as if nothing had happened, and he sometimes wondered if it was because his character was too tolerant that Zhao Jinxin would be tried again and again. He sighed: "Jin Xin, I hope you can respect each other in the future, don't question my life and feelings again, I'm serious, if you can't do it......" He wanted to say separation, but for some reason, he couldn't say it. The two of them weren't really together, but at least, at least before, they had a good time. Thinking of separating from Zhao Jinxin, his heart was very blocked.

What the hell is Zhao Jinxin thinking? agreed to the relationship between their bed partners, and expressed that he was jealous, Rao is Li Shuo, who has been tempered by a lot of feelings, and he can't see through it at all for a while. He wanted to observe for a while longer, and then decide whether or not to speak clearly, even if it was possible to bring humiliation on himself, it was better than wasting time like this.

The relationship with Zhao Jinxin gave him a feeling of a game for the first time, because he was the dominant in every paragraph in the past, maybe he was subconsciously addicted to such an exciting and fresh game, but he was also afraid of this unprecedented feeling. In any case, he wants to control his relationship with Zhao Jinxin like controlling every relationship of his own, and he uses reason to direct the direction of his life, and he should never go wrong emotionally.

Zhao Jinxin kissed his cheek with warm lips, and there was a bit of coldness in his soft voice: "Okay, it's better to communicate with you only in bed." ”

Li Shuo narrowed his eyes and waved away the unhappiness in his heart.

They are bed partners, and what Zhao Jinxin said is not wrong in a word.