Chapter 112: Lost after all

For the party, Su Xiaoyan will not be the one who refuses to participate, but it will not be the one who is in high spirits. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info She often excused herself a few times, and when others thought she was a little out of place, she reluctantly participated. On this day, a colleague in the ministry said that a new restaurant had been opened, and everyone had to go.

The restaurant is not big, but it is indeed exquisite. 7 or 8 people were asked to order 2 dishes per person before they could enter the box. Su Xiaoyan walked at the back, watching her colleague in front of her giggling and ordering food, Li Xiang beside her, and the two chatted without a word.

"Xiaoyan, I feel like you can't let go of your work momentum when you come back this time. Did you encounter something on your mind? ”

"Director Li, it's because I don't have enough ability and can't do it. I feel that my image age is not suitable for competition with those little girls. I think I'm more interested in some of the planes, and I've interned a few times on the online platform, which is pretty good. ”

"Modesty. I think it's because you have a boyfriend. Ha ha. ”

"This, this, how do you know, everyone knows?"

"Look at your worried look! People don't know much. I can see it. Let's go, it's our turn to order. ”

Su Xiaoyan blushed slightly, but because of his personality, he didn't explain too much, ordered two dishes, and prepared to go to the box. There were some large plates of dishes blocking the ordering place, but Su Xiaoyan still saw a familiar figure in the interval, and she was overjoyed in her heart, thinking that she could actually meet him when she talked about him just now. Li Xiang motioned for her to go, and she excused herself to go to the bathroom first and stood alone for a while. Su Xiaoyan smiled at the corner of her mouth, playful, thinking about how to scare her. But after walking a few steps forward, there were fewer dishes, but she saw that Fan Chengze was not alone, and her inexplicable intuition made her stop and quietly listen to the conversation on the other side.

"Isn't it good to order food in a private room? I have to come here. Fan Chengze's voice.

"The owner here is very strange, there is no menu, the dishes are all placed here, you can order your own and match it. You see, this is the salmon he went to the deep sea to catch himself. A woman's voice.

"It's troublesome, you can do it."

"Nope. Let's order it together. Su Xiaoyan watched with restraint as Wang Sisi put his arm into Fan Chengze's wrist, he didn't push it away, just frowned slightly and looked at the dish, and casually reported the name of the dish.

Fan Chengze came here for the first time. He booked a high-end restaurant, but Wang Sisi refused and took him to this newly opened restaurant on the riverside. To be honest, the restaurant is really good, although it is not high-end, but the decoration is chic and has a unique taste, but his mind is not there. In the past few days, he asked Wang Sisi, or Wang Sisi asked him, and both of them had a tacit understanding. One is waiting, and the other is waiting. One is waiting for his own submission, and the other is waiting for the other to give in.

"How many dishes?"

"Don't worry about it, just order it if you want."

"Hehe, in fact, I don't love these dishes very much."

"And what do you love?"

"I love ......" Wang Sisi looked at the dishes seriously, turned his face, and continued playfully: "You ...... Guess. Her cunning eyes made Fan Chengze's heart sink, but he couldn't hate it, so he could only smile. She deliberately looked at the dishes, but her body leaned against him, and the two of them walked through this row of dishes step by step, turning around to look at the others.

Su Xiaoyan was still standing there. She remembered herself many times afterwards, but she was not calm and calm, she was indeed confused. She wondered if the other half of those actors was how she felt when she watched her lover making out with another woman on TV. Because I didn't believe it, I thought it was a show.

However, Fan Chengze is not filming, and she is not a person who is stupid enough to deceive herself. Looking at each other, his fear, her doubts, they all turned their faces apart. Wang Sisi's provocative eyes happened to not fall into Su Xiaoyan's eyes, which made her feel slightly disappointed, and she didn't feel that she was even tighter by relying on Fan Chengze. Fan Chengze reacted and slowly wanted to withdraw his body, but his movements made Su Xiaoyan look at them fixedly.

What to do? What to say? Su Xiaoyan asked herself, should you turn around and run away? They might just eat a working meal, am I going to yell and scream? Run! She said to herself, but her legs couldn't move. Suddenly, Wang Sisi spoke: "Your ex-girlfriend, right?" Su Xiaoyan immediately turned around and walked towards the box, she didn't want to hear any answer from Fan Chengze, even if there was anything between them, she didn't want to say it in front of other women, she wanted to talk to Fan Chengze face to face. Whether to tear or scold, to be angry or hateful, it's all the business of the two of them. She knew that she couldn't accept that Fan Chengze didn't make it clear to herself, hid it from herself, and betrayed herself. At this moment, she was deeply afraid that if she said a word, she was afraid that Fan Chengze would explain a word, and she would lose control.

Fan Chengze looked at her back as she left quickly, extremely sad and disappointed. She is such a person after all, always running away in self-preservation. If she can come over and confront Wang Sisi; If only she could come up and question herself. His almost vanished courage could come back; His chaotic behavior without right and wrong, will he be sober? How he longed to be pestered by her, calling himself a scumbag. He can convince himself, scold himself, don't give in to reality, can't be so despicable, because she is always there. For her sake, he could at least struggle a little longer. However, she escaped. Avoiding his own shamelessness, he turned away as if he didn't know him. His heart was clung to by a devil's claw, and it was not let go until it cracked, leaving a faint pain that could not be healed.

"Didn't you tell her about us?" Wang Sisi asked aggressively.

"You came here on purpose, didn't you?" Fan Chengze's voice trembled imperceptibly.

"Hmph." Wang Sisi smiled and walked to the box, "Where are there so many unexpected encounters in life." If you don't want to say anything, I'll let her see it. ”

Fan Chengze slowly followed, closing his painful eyes. Dinner was eaten quickly, and Wang Sisi was not in the mood, but he didn't care about Fan Chengze's absent-mindedness. She had already achieved her goal, she knew that Fan Chengze couldn't let it go, and she didn't want to say it, so she designed it. She only needed to ask Su Xiaoyan's acquaintances in the same department to know their usual activities, so she took the opportunity to invite Fan Chengze here. How hard is it to play tricks? Although she has failed many times, Fan Chengze will still be hers in the end.

This night, Su Xiaoyan did not come. Fan Chengze squatted at the door for a night, fantasizing that the key would open the door.

On the second night, Fan Chengze didn't go home, sitting outside to see if the lights in his house would come on.

On the third night, Fan Chengze called Su Xiaoyan, and she answered.

"Come here at night!"

"Good!"

She's used to his initiative, she's really used to it. Fan Chengze felt very tired, he once said to Su Xiaoyan, "Even if I want to leave you, you must remember to pester me." However, she is such a tall person, she will not be able to do it after all.

Su Xiaoyan came, even if it was an unclear light, she could see her haggard face, and Fan Chengze felt distressed for a while. They looked at each other's gloomy faces and felt helpless. They were speechless, sitting on the sofa, not far away at first, and then, not knowing who took the initiative, they got closer, and they leaned together without saying a word. I don't know how long it took, Su Xiaoyan's voice seemed to come from a distant place.

"My grandmother died. On the night before yesterday. ”

She was explaining, and her explanation made him lose any reason in an instant.

"I'm sorry!"

"Tell me what's going to happen next. I'm all up to you. Su Xiaoyan tried his best to control himself and said lightly. About him and Wang Sisi, his cousin Wang Boli said a rough idea secretly, and she understood it at once. And because of her grandmother's eventual departure, her father Suda's pain and anger made her dare not move forward. She cried for a long time in the past two days, not only for her grandmother, but also for the fact that she was helpless.

"Me?" Fan Chengze knew at this moment that no matter what he went through, he was the highest power in Tianyi, and when he was in love with Su Xiaoyan, he always returned to the little architect in H City who drove out of the construction site at once. They don't need scheming and exchange, they don't need games and temptations, they don't need resentment and embarrassment, they just need to tell each other what they want.

Fan Chengze said a lot, and at first he said slowly, as if Su Xiaoyan was just an employee of the company, giving her an analysis of the company's site and the difficulties it faced, as well as the benefits brought by the success of the project. Gradually, his mood began to fluctuate, and the speed of his speech became faster.

"You once comforted me that mother and son are also fateful, and my mother and I are just not close enough. Wrong, in fact, my mother and I are the most destined mother and son in the world. Seeing the curiosity in Su Xiaoyan's eyes, Fan Chengze endured what he wanted to say and continued: "Mom was hospitalized because of disappointment and sadness, home is not like home, and people are not like people. My mom said that if my brother didn't come out, she would die for us. The only way that my brother can come out at present is for the company to cooperate with Wang Sisi's project, which will bring the company back to life immediately, and the other party will withdraw the lawsuit. This is the only way. ”

"Hmm." Su Xiaoyan answered and didn't say anything more.

"You can call me a scumbag, you can hate me for betraying you." Fan Chengze looked at Su Xiaoyan's forbearance and began to go crazy.

"Even if there is no reason for this, my grandmother dies, and my family will not accept you. It's my reason, don't blame yourself too much. ”

Fan Chengze suddenly cried, he squatted on the ground like a child, holding his head and crying all the time. Su Xiaoyan also sat on the ground, hugged his head, and shed tears. Although, how much she hates in her heart, this man who keeps saying that he loves himself is not for the benefit of the family, so he easily gave up himself. However, she could not hate him, because the love he brought to her was real. Fan Chengze, who was sobbing, had an impulse for a moment, and wanted to tell Su Xiaoyan that if he was Chen Jun's child, he could be willful, but he was not. He had to pay off his debts, repay her nurturing grace, and pay off his own mother's debts. However, he could not say that he wanted her to hate herself.

I don't know when, the two of them lay down on the bed and slept quietly. They were lying on their sides, and Fan Chengze hugged Su Xiaoyan, who had his back to him, just like in the past. This familiar feeling made Fan Chengze sleep very deeply. Or, he didn't dare to open his eyes, for fear that he wouldn't have the courage to let Su Xiaoyan leave as soon as he opened his eyes. Before the morning sun came in, Su Xiaoyan got up gently and left.

As soon as the door was closed, Su Xiaoyan cried, and the more he cried, the more fierce he became. She regretted it very much, why didn't she quarrel with him last night, just like in the TV series, she could scold him, complain about him, and vent her dissatisfaction. Or, she begged him, seduced him, and made him reluctant to let himself go. Su Xiaoyan walked to the street, still crying. "I'm still Su Xiaoyan. In the face of similar things, I still don't hold grudges, I still just choose to leave. She thought about it in her heart, but she felt sorry for herself, and she cried even more fiercely. Although there were not many pedestrians on the road, they all looked at her strangely, and she didn't care, she sat on the side of the road and continued to cry.

Two days later, all relatives and friends received an invitation to Fan Chengze's engagement. Chen Jun was discharged from the hospital and began to take care of the engagement banquet.

Three days later, the news that Tianyi Group had signed a rail project with the Ministry of Communications became the most popular search in K City, and the value of Tianyi Group's assets was said to have doubled.

Five days later, Fan Chengguang returned home. Chen Jun and his grandmother hugged him and cried bitterly. Fan Chengze didn't cry, just smiled and looked at his brother and said, "Welcome home." Fan Chengguang burst into tears, patted him on the shoulder and said, "You are a good brother." ”

Chen Jun was stunned for a moment, looking at these two men who looked more and more alike, and didn't know what to say for a while. After Fan Chengguang went upstairs, Fan Chengze walked up to Chen Jun and said, "Mom, you just let everyone think that I still don't know." ”

Chen Jun's eyes were red, and he nodded after turning his head.

"Dad sent someone to send her back to her hometown. Gave her a little money to retire, and we told her never to come to K City again. Fan Chengze still calmly narrates as if he were talking about an outsider.

"After washing your hands, let's eat, go and see if Sisi is here? Aze, stop by to help my mother get a bottle of red wine. Chen Jun called himself his mother, so that Fan Chengze understood her thoughts in an instant. He nodded and walked out.

Wang Sisi walked in from the door and ran to him happily.

He felt uncomfortable for a while, thought of Su Xiaoyan, and said silently in his heart: After all, he still lost her. (To be continued.) )