Chapter 43: Lee Soon-gyu's thoughts
Just as Wang Shengzhe was meditating in the car behind, Lee Soon-gyu was curled up in the back seat of the van in front. There were two big men sitting beside her, and they had wrapped her around her, and there was no room for her to escape. She was surrounded by butchers like an old sow waiting to be slaughtered, and could only wait patiently for the butcher's knife to swing down.
The moment she was pulled into the car, many thoughts flashed through her mind. For example, what is the purpose of the other party, who is the other party, where the other party will go, etc. And one of the things that Lee Soon-gyu is most concerned about is that if the other party finds out that he is not Kim Taeyeon, how will he treat himself?
Without any answer, Lee Soon-gyu took Kim Taeyeon's coat and walked out of the hotel. At the door of the hotel, she felt someone approaching her, and her body couldn't help but tense. She's really scared, no one wants to have an accident on her own, it's human nature. But why would Lee Soon-gyu choose to go on an adventure alone?
Not to mention that Kim Taeyeon can't figure it out, Wang Sung-cheol can't figure it out, and even Lee Soon-gyu herself doesn't understand.
After Lee Soon-gyu found out about some situations, the first thing he thought of was not to inform Kim Taeyeon, but to test the other party's actions instead of Kim Tae-yeon.
Because Lee Soon-gyu knew that if he sued Kim Taeyeon, Kim Taeyeon would most likely choose to go to the meeting by himself because he didn't want to affect everyone. It's just that this move is the most helpless. Who does Kim Taeyeon think she is? Superman? I want to carry everything on my own.
"If Kim Taeyeon knows about it, if everyone can't stop her action, it would be better to let herself go instead of her." Lee Soon-gyu's thoughts were a little wandering, she clutched the hat on Kim Taeyeon's trench coat, smelled the familiar scent, forcibly endured the fear in her heart, and told herself. "It's all worth it. In order to protect Kim Taeyeon, who always likes to be strong. ”
"At least, it's always better to go by yourself than Kim Taeyeon, isn't it?" Lee Soon-gyu laughed at himself in his heart. "For Lee Soon-gyu himself, maybe Girls' Generation can be without Lee Soon-gyu? Maybe there can be no one, but it must not be without Kim Taeyeon, right? ”
Kim Taeyeon never knew that Lee Soon-gyu, a seemingly swaggering otaku girl, saw things more clearly than anyone else in her girlhood. So she is also comfortable in handling interpersonal relationships, unlike Kim Taeyeon, who is simply a mess. Thinking of Kim Taeyeon's embarrassment, Lee Soon-gyu was happy in his heart, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Jin Hyo-yeon may have a good relationship with all the members because of the team's positioning, especially the best relationship with the busy. Except for Kim Hyo-yeon, the one with the best popularity is Lee Soon-gyu herself, and the relationship between her and the members of the league is relatively good, but it is unknown how much because of her uncle's identity. So everyone still kept some distance, except for Kim Taeyeon.
Kim Taeyeon has always been special to Lee Soon-gyu. Isn't it?
Lee Soon-gyu has always lived a very smart life. She's always considered herself to be the type to be very good at things and know when to do something. This is also the reason why when she came to ** through Ayumioni's recommendation, it only took a few months to parachute into the girlhood project. This qiē has nothing to do with her own uncle Li Xiuman. It can even be exaggerated to say that when she decided to join Girls' Generation, her uncle learned the news that she had entered **.
After nine years of trainee career, her debut was terminated on the eve of her debut due to the collapse of her father's company, and she finally had a second chance. And this hard-won opportunity, she cherishes.
It's just that she is about to make her debut, but what she ushered in was not everyone's welcome.
The preparatory members of Girls' Generation are suspicious, suspicious, and puzzled by her arrival. Even the innocent busy, who has no quarrel with the world, is restrained by her Ernnies, and does not dare to show any closeness to herself.
For the first time, Lee Soon-gyu found that there was no room for his vaunted emotional intelligence. Lee Soon-gyu knew why they were treating her like this, but she didn't know how to solve it.
The alienation between the pre-members prevented her from fitting into the group. And she patiently analyzed everyone's personality traits, but realized that she didn't know how to start at all.
Kim Taeyeon looks preoccupied, unpredictable, and difficult to touch.
Zheng Xiuyan has a cold attitude, doesn't like to talk, and is difficult to contact.
Quan Yuli, who is so confident that he looks a little proud, such a person will definitely not have a good impression of himself who is airborne.
……
They either fear that their status is threatened by themselves, or they disdain to interact with them. After joining this preparatory group for so long, she could only talk to Hyo-yeon and Seo-hyun in the short time after rehearsals. Everyone else ignores themselves.
How could the smart Lee Soon-gyu not know that they were worried that the airborne Lee Soon-gyu would threaten their position and wanted to protest against the top in such a childish way.
I have to say that their method is actually a good one. If a member of the team has never been able to fit in, will the top management compromise for the sake of this member? Even if she is Li Xiuman's niece, can she bring profits to the company's team?
So no matter what they do, Lee Soon-gyu can't resist.
At that time, she comforted herself. That's it, as long as I can make my debut.
As long as it goes on like this, you can make your debut. That's how many relationships within the team are. It's just a bunch of colleagues.
But she still overestimated her heart. Once again, she was hurt by the inexplicable remarks circulating in the company.
Shady scenes, internal decisions, transactions and other rumors made her feel very painful at the age of 19.
No one believes in the sweat she has put in, and no one believes in the achievements she has made. And no one in the preparatory group who recognized her strength stood up to speak for her. Lee Soon-gyu finally chose to back down.
"Not this time, maybe next time."
At first, she thought with tears in her eyes. No one understands what is left of a girl who has been practicing silently for nine years if she can't stand on the stage.
However, it is no longer possible to quit. After Lee Soon-gyu finds her uncle Lee so-man, she proposes to him the idea that she wants to quit the Girls' Generation group. She remembered her uncle calmly telling herself that he knew. When Lee Soon-gyu thought he had agreed to his request, Lee so-man asked her to go back and think about it herself, and then come and sue him for a decision.
That day, she thought about it for a long time on the rooftop of the company, from day to night, and she didn't know how many times she secretly cried on the rooftop.
Is it really good to give up like this? She questioned herself in the bottom of her mind.
It's not good, but there's no way to continue.
After she has made her own decision thoroughly, she discovers a person.
Kim Taeyeon was hiding behind the door of the rooftop with an embarrassed face.
"What are you doing here?" Lee Soon-gyu's tone is not very kind, since he has chosen to give up, then naturally there is no need to be so hypocritical, right?
It's just that to Lee Soon-gyu's surprise, Kim Taeyeon actually bowed to herself and apologized, saying that she knew about it too late.
After apologizing, she immediately pulled herself to refute the trainees who spread rumors one by one. Looking at the trainees who were reprimanded by Kim Taeyeon and apologized to him again and again, Lee Soon-gyu inexplicably felt very relieved.
In this way, she did not wait for her decision to quit on the rooftop, but waited for a person.
Maybe without Kim Taeyeon, there would be no person today, right?
That's exactly what Lee Soon-gyu thinks.
Perhaps, my uncle asked her to come, right? Lee Soon-gyu has speculated about Kim Tae-yeon's behavior at that time countless times. However, she did not want to confirm it. Kim Taeyeon helped herself. There is no doubt about that.
Kim Taeyeon, for herself, is a special character.
The personalities of the two of them are really similar at times. Whether it is on the surface, or in the heart of the hidden forbearance and introversion, the two of them are exactly the same.
Without Kim Tae-yeon's help, how can she gradually integrate into girlhood?
The friendship between the two of them, maybe it started on that day, Kim Taeyeon was like an underworld boss who took his little brother to inspect the ** territory, right?
Lee Soon-gyu chuckled. Aren't you just an otaku girl? The identity is special, how can others get so close to themselves. Even if you want to get close, it will make others think that you have ulterior motives, right? That is, Kim Taeyeon, when she was most helpless, stretched out her hands.
This is just that Xiao Yuan, who can occasionally talk after rehearsals, can't compare with Xinnei.
Through the bridge of Kim Tae-yeon, he has also established a good relationship with Pani and others, plus Hyoyeon and Busynae, who had a good relationship before, and he can be regarded as initially gaining a firm foothold in Girls' Generation.
The icing on the cake is not as good as sending carbon in the snow.
Just for this, Lee Soon-gyu can remember Kim Taeyeon's good life. Maybe Kim Taeyeon doesn't think there's anything, but for Lee Soon-gyu, the person who waited on the rooftop saved her dream, and it can even be exaggerated to say that it was her life.
It's really funny to say, Kim Taeyeon, who feels the most unpredictable, will eventually become her closest friend in her girlhood.
Sometimes watching her interaction with Tiffany really makes me jealous.
Obviously she is smarter in doing things, but she is also the type of otaku who is worried about everything, why do more people like Kim Taeyeon?
A hint of relief appeared in the corners of Lee Soon-gyu's eyes. It turns out that unconsciously, like everyone else, he has already been poisoned by Kim Taeyeon, right?
I was so intoxicated that I couldn't help myself.
Perhaps, that's why you're here?
PS: Thank you for the Han rice reward, and I'm so sleepy, wake up and fight again, this chapter is actually outside the outline of this week, and it was added temporarily, so it took a long time. Lee Soon-gyu's behavior in this chapter should be relatively reasonable, thank you for the reader's opinion. I still owe you a chapter, everyone calm.