Zhao Baiyun looked at Zhao Qinghan in disbelief, and his heart was uncertain. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Zhao Qinghan ignored Zhao Baiyun's shock and continued: "I was still young at that time, but in fact, it was much more than a baby. Maybe you won't believe it, but I've been a loveless person since I was a child. I want others to love me and spoil me, and I will try to be good and powerful. But ..... father is too busy, and my mother doesn't want me anymore. Although there are servants and housekeepers in the family, they are not my relatives after all. When I was a child, all I wanted was my father's love, and even if it was just a compliment, I would be happy for a long time. ”

Zhao Qinghan said that these are indeed the original owner's thoughts when he was a child, Zhao Qinghan was not unassuming when he was a child, although he still longed to be cared for, but he was well-behaved by nature, and he did good things, such as dressing himself, cleaning up the house, helping the housekeeper tidy up the garden, even if she was injured, she would not cry, she just wanted to get a compliment from Zhao Jingshao, or a hug of love.

However, such a wish was not realized until her death, and Zhao Qinghan finally left with regret. And she survived, took possession of her body, and received the favor and love of her father, who she longed for, and her brother, who loved and feared at a glance when she was a child.

Zhao Qinghan was not without guilt in her heart, she had also thought about leaving far away and not contacting these people, but before she could act, they had already rushed to her side and pampered her.

She also struggled whether to tell Zhao Jingshao and Zhao Baiyun about her rebirth, but every time she looked into their eyes, she lost the courage to continue, and finally ......

"The first time I saw you, my heart was jumping with joy. At that time, I thought, now that I have an older brother, will my brother like me, will he love me, will he ignore me like my father, and will he be disappointed in me. Zhao Qinghan smiled, his smile was a little far-fetched and a little bitter, "I originally wanted to say welcome to you, I originally wanted to say, 'Brother, welcome you'." At that time, you glanced at me and were about to leave, I was reluctant, I wanted to come forward and say a word to you, even if it was a polite welcome to you. Just as I was about to take a step forward, you suddenly turned around, your eyes were cold and hurtful, and your eyes were full of displeasure. You probably don't know, I've had nightmares for a long time because of your eyes. ”

The distress in Zhao Baiyun's eyes was about to overflow, he didn't know that his habitual vigilance when he was a child actually hurt Zhao Qinghan so much when he was a child, what kind of mood did Zhao Qinghan have at that time to welcome him, and what kind of mood did he feel after seeing his guarded eyes? Zhao Baiyun didn't dare to think about it, as long as he thought of it, he couldn't wait to slap himself hard, how could he, how dare he hurt little Qinghan.

Zhao Baiyun stretched out his hand to hold Zhao Qinghan in his arms, hugged him tightly in his arms, but he couldn't say anything about the apology in his mouth. Is he still entitled to apologize? Is he still entitled to ask for Qinghan's forgiveness? After he hurt Qinghan so much.

Zhao Qinghan took a deep breath, the depression in her heart was better, these were not her memories, but she felt distressed, for the poor little girl, for the girl who was just guilty when she was dying.

She wanted to tell that girl's feelings, not for anything else, just to let Zhao Baiyun and Zhao Jingshao know that the girl had never been unwell-behaved, and that girl had always wanted only the love of her father and brother. This family affection is not extravagant, but the girl will never forget it when she is dying, and finally leave with hatred.

Zhao Qinghan pushed Zhao Baiyun away and smiled softly at him, "At that time, I was thinking, since you don't like me, then don't live with me, so that you can't see me, and you won't hate me so much." So I clamored not to live with you, I didn't know that you would be sent abroad, and I didn't know that my father would leave me alone in the Zhao family because of you, and go abroad with you. ”

"You thought I was unlikable, didn't you? At a young age, he can't tolerate others and drives people away. But it's not! I just wanted to ..... I went to Uncle Zhang at that time, and I said that I would like to live in the most remote part of the Zhao family's old mansion, and I would avoid you, as long as you don't hate me so much. At that time, all I wanted was my family, was my request really excessive? ”

"Not too much! Not too much! Not too much at all! It's us, it's us who misunderstood you, and even left you alone in the country, Qinghan, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Qinghan, I'm sorry! Zhao Baiyun hugged Zhao Qinghan tightly, the annoyance in his heart was about to annihilate him, as if a thousand-pound boulder was pressed in his chest, and every time he breathed, he had to use all his strength, and it was a point more painful than the last time.

He should be damned, it was he who misunderstood, it was he who thought that Qinghan when he was a child didn't like him, and thought that he would rob the Zhao family's things. Damn it, he never even cared about that girl, after he came out. Even the annual gifts were bought and sent back by different people, and he never gave Qinghan a gift that he personally selected.

Zhao Baiyun's eyes were red, he hugged Zhao Qinghan tightly, and kept cursing himself in his heart: Zhao Baiyun, what a bastard you are! How cruel are you!! Zhao Baiyun, you bastard!!

Zhao Qinghan packed up the emotions in his heart, and told the two of them the expectations in the girl's heart over the years, yes, the two of them, and one person was behind the big tree behind them, that was Zhao Jingshao, who had just returned to China.

Zhao Qinghan said that the girl was well-behaved, and said that the girl was full of joy to learn the piano after hearing the housekeeper say that her father often listened to the piano, even if her tired hands were too bad, she still learned with a satisfied face, just to be able to play a piano he liked on her father's face paint one day.

Speaking of the girl's apprehension, every few days before the holidays and birthdays, the girl was in a state of anxiety and couldn't sleep, afraid that her father and brother would forget to send her gifts, afraid that they would forget that she still exists.

Speaking of the girl's joy, whenever she received their gifts and calls, the girl couldn't help herself with joy, although it was only a few formulaic words of concern, but the girl was not greedy, and that was enough.

Speaking of the girl's inferiority, whenever she saw the news about her father and brother on TV, the inferiority complex in the girl's heart became more and more serious, although she still had desperate efforts, but it was not as good as her radiant father and brother.

After the girl found out that she was in trouble and could get the attention of her father and brother, for this trivial concern and even reprimand, the girl kept getting into trouble, in the hope that they could come back, come back to see her, even if it was to scold her.

Talking about the girl's despair, she wanted to receive a call from her family on her birthday and say happy birthday to her in person, but she waited from night to early morning, from early morning to dawn, from dawn to night, but she didn't wait. She wanted to tell them on her birthday that she had always been well-behaved, had always been well-behaved, had never been bad, had never, just....she had waited until after that day and had not waited for the phone call. She drank heavily, and finally got alcohol poisoning, if it wasn't delivered in time, I'm afraid it would have ......

Zhao Qinghan didn't say anything about the girl's disappearance, she didn't know how to explain her rebirth, so she simply let them think that she had gone through life and death, and then grew up.

Just one thing must be said.

"When I came back that day, I found a piece of feng shui treasure and buried my former self. The child who longed for affection was dead. It's me who is alive, the brand-new, Zhao Qinghan who lives only for himself. Zhao Qinghan pushed Zhao Baiyun away, and tears appeared on his face at some point, Zhao Qinghan chuckled: "Do you have time to see her?" She's really well-behaved, she doesn't want much, all she wants is the care of her family. Would you like to have time to check her out? Please! ”

I beg you to see her, and look at that poor child, that child who just wants a family. (To be continued.) )