Chapter 186: Street lamp on the street corner
Nanshan Middle School, after all, is the city's No. 1 Middle School, and all the students who can enter it are the pride of the sky. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The students in the school basically have no problem with the three views.
If a person's past style is too bad, it will always attract gossip from some decent people.
I don't know where it came from, although Li Yue is ugly and has pimples on his face, he has had a place since he was a child. Female complex, it's like wearing shoes, he likes to wear new shoes.
But now, with bruises all over his body, looking at the current society, looking at the past, almost all the streets are full of old shoes, and some are still broken shoes.
Li Yue couldn't imagine that the girl who smiled at him on weekdays actually slept with other boys in junior high school, what is the reason!!
Li Yue felt as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and he trembled in pain, and he had the urge to rush over and slap He Bizhen. Fortunately, Li Yue was sane and normal, only heartbeat, no action.
Since then, Li Yue has been unusual, reading very seriously and hard, as if those difficult topics, Li Yue worked hard, and the complicated topics that he did became bright and bright one by one, leaving no piece of armor, so he was satisfied. It can be seen that there is often a contradiction between the original motive and the actual result.
Because of the psychological barrier, when Li Yue saw He Bizhen again, his interest was greatly reduced, and like other male classmates, he called her "Tyrannosaurus Rex" behind his back, his attitude towards He Bizhen was like eating a fly when eating braised pork, although he knew that the braised pork was still delicious, but he would be disgusting unstoppably.
went to the Internet café to update the content of the two chapters of "Knife Shattering the Sky", Lin Yang felt dizzy during this period, and his stomach turned over for a while, and then he ran back to the 309 dormitory and began to vomit and diarrhea, almost collapsed, and after relieving himself a little, Lin Yang weakly took the phone card, and used the landline in the bedroom to call home to ask for warmth, and then called Liu Limin's dormitory, who was studying in the county, but the female roommate who answered the phone said that Liu Limin went out and was not in the dormitory, Lin Yang, who was physically and mentally exhausted, suddenly felt that the world was at a loss, and his heart was numb and almost stopped beating.
On Friday, most of the people on campus went back, and God didn't seem to see his sadness, so he didn't even apply rain.
In the evening, a cool breeze blows, like a warm-up before the rain - it should be a cold body, but I can see the wind and clouds, and I don't see anything substantial falling.
Maybe he ate something bad at noon, Lin Yang was a little sick to his stomach and didn't feel hungry, so he sat on the balcony of his bedroom and watched the autumn colors.
Suddenly I thought of a sentence, "In this world, others will never really love you, and it is true that you love yourself", it makes sense to think about it, you can't treat yourself badly, even if others treat you badly.
Lin Yang stood up supporting the table, the person looked like he was ten years old, and some small sand-like thing fell from the ceiling, falling into Lin Yang's eyes, making the tear stains on his cheeks visible, and the air dried and made people's faces uncomfortable.
When my girlfriend is not around, I just have to find someone, and I can't find a partner for blowing the sand in my eyes, which is really sad to think about.
After Lin Yang laboriously wiped it in the mirror, he dragged his steps to the cafeteria, with no expression along the way, as if all the students in the school had seen his sadness.
There were few people in the cafeteria, and the waiter in the cafeteria also felt that the merit was complete, and was about to call it a day, when he saw Lin Yang walking over slowly like a ghost, his teeth were itchy, and he urged: "Hey, boy, are you eating?" Hurry up! Half-dead. ”
There are few good dishes left in the cafeteria.
Humans have evolved more and more like ancient carnivores.
Lin Yang has a peaceful nature, not as fierce as so many carnivores in Nanzhongli, he hasn't eaten a few pieces of meat for so long, and over time, his function has deteriorated, he has lost interest in meat, and he has become a good boy who loves to eat vegetables.
The good boy casually asked for some food and went to eat sluggishly.
People who are physically fragile especially like to drill into untouched corners.
Lin Yang hid in a corner to eat, but he had to see Zhang Zhicheng and Qiu Ying eating together, his eyes were so red that he wanted to choke himself to death with a bite of food, but today the situation seems to be a little wrong, in the past, they always looked at each other when they ate, as if the other party was a dish, and then they took a bite of food; And today, they are all silent and eating.
Whatever, maybe it's a conflict between the two of them?
Lin Yang's thoughts about Liu Limin became stronger and stronger.
Fridays for high school boarding students are very difficult, there are endless blank hours at night, Liu Limin's phone has not been called, except for reading books, washing clothes in the dim light, Lin Yang has no interest in these things, and is so tired that he wants to sleep.
Chen Jinghui, the squad leader, came to him and asked, "Are you not feeling well?" ”
Lin Yang's frustration was finally interpreted by someone and felt a little relieved. "Nothing," he said. ”
Chen Jinghui saw through Lin Yang's heart at a glance and said, "Lost in love?"
Lin Yang was not mentally prepared, startled, and hurriedly shook his head.
Chen Jinghui patted him on the shoulder and said: "Don't be reckless, I heard that Zhicheng said that you have a girlfriend in your hometown, look away, long-distance relationships are relatively easy to break up, and it will be fine in two days. I used to have a girlfriend in junior high school, but I wasn't ...... yet."
Chen Jinghui expressed his wrong feelings, mistakenly thinking that he had an opportunity to compare the pain with the pain, and he could enlighten Lin Yang well, but in fact, he wanted to express his feelings as a passerby, but Lin Yang said angrily: "Squad leader, you go to read a book alone, I'll do the laundry first." ”
I don't know how long it took.
Zhang Zhicheng also came in dejected, saw Lin Yang, and suddenly didn't care about personal grievances, and said: "I blew it with the surname Qiu!" ”
Lin Yang almost applauded on the spot to celebrate, and finally something happened that made him happy, wondering if Cupid had gone crazy today, or maybe Cupid had finally become normal.
Lin Yang suddenly felt a little pity for Zhang Zhicheng, but subconsciously despised Zhang Zhicheng's pain, and joked with a smile: "It's normal, how did you blow it?" I wanted to add a sentence after "Why don't you take your "female fans" to interview her", but when he said it, he was kind-hearted, for fear of stimulating Zhang Zhicheng to commit suicide, so he didn't do it.
"I was almost deceived by the guy surnamed Qiu!" Zhang Zhicheng looked angry, Qiu Ying's name was contemptuous, and he scolded everyone surnamed Qiu in one sentence.
"Why?"
"The ...... surnamed Qiu" said and took out a crumpled piece of paper from his pocket and showed it to Lin Yang.
Lin Yang smiled bitterly and said, "Why did you write it for me to read?" ”
Zhang Zhicheng glared at the paper with angry eyes and said, "Of course I didn't write it, I found it under her desk." ”
Lin Yang took the paper and looked at it, and was amazed that there were many talents in the city's No. 1 Middle School. The person who wrote to Qiu Ying is a rare all-rounder today, and he can be called a brilliant writer.
As the saying goes, literati are inferior to each other because articles are written by one person.
And musicians respect each other because music is played in an ensemble.
Although Lin Yang is far from being a literati, he also regards himself as a writer in his bones, and he respects the writing of the author of this letter, which is quite rare in the literary circle.
Lin Yang let out a "wow" and said that the love letters written by this person were the same as the prose written by a university professor.
Zhang Zhicheng grabbed the paper and crumpled it into a ball and threw it away, saying, "This kid doesn't know how to pretend to understand, and he deliberately shows off." ”
"But...... This was just written to Qiu Ying by someone else, there are many such despicable people in high school, and it doesn't mean that she has anything to ......do with him" Lin Yang deliberately lowered the tone of the word "despicable", for fear that he would accidentally talk about his tablemate.
Zhang Zhicheng sat on the lower bunk, silent.
Lin Yang asked, "What did she propose?" ”
Zhang Zhicheng relieved himself and hurriedly said: "Of course I got rid of her, damn, I've been with her for more than a year, and I can't sleep, and I don't care about this, I ...... that."
The biggest difference between modern love and previous love is that the life is short, but although the sparrow is small, the life of today's love is short, but the steps required are all missing.
The second difference is to break up, the previous men were afraid of being a negative man, even if the love bird flew away, they were reluctant to speak, and modern men are vying to be a negative man, so as to boast when they take the initiative to dump the hero, so as not to say that it is unfortunate to be dumped passively, and their faces are dull.
After listening to Zhang Zhicheng's words, Lin Yang not only did not sympathize with Zhang Zhicheng, but began to dislike him even more.
Zhang Zhicheng asked: "How about going to have a good time, the Internet café is all night?" ”
The Tao is different, and they do not conspire with each other.
Even if they go all night together, Lin Yang has to look at people.
Lin Yang said lightly: "Don't go, the dormitory manager may have to check the room later."
"Where, just make a show, the dormitory manager will only care when he is full of food!"
"No, I'm sick to my stomach."
"Whatever you want! Love to go or not! ”
After Zhang Zhicheng left angrily, the whole bedroom returned to silence, and it was unbearable.
Lin Yang decided to go out of the campus to take a breath.
Walking out of the school gate, the whole body is lit up and placed in the light.
The high school inside seems to be a generation away from the outside world. There are not many shops on this street, but there are many lights and cars, which seems to be a little lively, Lin Yang is tired of walking, sitting under the street lamp, listening to the car whistling by, stunned.
It was already dark, and the wind outside began to carry cold, stabbing Lin Yang's heart.
The big road on the embankment of Nanshan Middle School is long and endless, and Lin Yang seems to be stepping on memories all the way, and his thoughts are like a tide with every step.
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