Back at the resort, Li Shuo was tired and sleepy, Zhou Jinxing helped him to the room, poured him a glass of water, he rested for a while, and then went to take a shower, washing away the smell of cigarettes and alcohol, and also washed away a lot of muddy.

After taking a shower, he was too lazy to blow his hair, wiped it hastily, and fell on the bed, so tired that he almost didn't have the strength to think about anything, but he couldn't forget a kiss between Zhao Jinxin and that Ken.

It's just a kiss, it's just a kiss, is it worth it?

It doesn't seem to have much to do with whether it's worth it or not......

Li Shuo smiled bitterly, rolled up the quilt and wrapped himself, closed his eyes, and soon, sleepiness hit his nerves, and he fell into a deep sleep.

In the confusion, something warm gently covered Li Shuo's head, Li Shuo's eyelids trembled, but it was difficult to open them, he groaned and subconsciously turned over. But the slight pressure on his head did not disappear, and he finally woke up and opened his eyes slightly.

A pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes came into view, the eyes were full of helplessness, and there were some incomprehensible feelings.

"Why don't you blow dry your hair, you'll have a headache tomorrow." Zhao Jinxin's fingers shuttled between Li Shuo's hair, and his tone was a gentle reproach between lovers.

Li Shuo frowned, and it took several seconds to distinguish between dream and reality, he squeezed his eyes uncomfortably, and said in a dumb voice: "You...... How did you get in here? He remembered as he spoke.

Zhao Jinxin held him down and shook the hair dryer in his hand: "I'll help you dry your hair before you sleep." ”

Li Shuo pushed his hand away and sighed heavily: "How did you get in?" ”

"Mr. Cui brought me in, what's the matter, are you worried that Zhou Jinxing won't let me in? What kind of thing is he, what position does he not let me in. Zhao Jinxin felt that his heart was still pounding, as soon as he entered the villa, he ran to Li Shuo's room, and saw that Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing were not sleeping together, and then he felt that the hand that was holding his heart was released.

"I won't discuss what position he has, but you, don't have a position to come into my room." Li Shuo tried to make a cold and hard expression, but he was too sleepy, and all he could say was thick tiredness.

Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear, "I'll help you dry your hair, don't get sick." With that, he turned on the hair dryer.

Li Shuo only felt boundless anger at Zhao Jinxin's hypocritical concern, maybe he drank too much wine, maybe there were no outsiders here, he didn't need to take care of cultivation and face, the anger hoarded in his body exploded in an instant, he opened Zhao Jinxin's hand fiercely, and roared: "Get out-"

The hair dryer slammed to the ground and stopped moving in an instant.

Zhao Jinxin froze.

There was a suffocating silence in the bedroom.

Taking off the mask of "demeanor", Li Shuo simply let it go, he grabbed Zhao Jinxin's collar and pushed it hard, his eyes were scarlet, and he gritted his teeth and said: "We broke up, do you understand when we broke up?" I don't want to see you anymore, I don't want to hear your voice anymore, you understand?! What are you pretending to care about, and you still expect me to continue to strip naked for you? Can you get out of my world? Can you get some face, don't provoke me again! ”

Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo blankly, he had never seen such Li Shuo, so hysterical, so angry and ...... Sad. It was as if he had been hit hard, and there was a dense dull pain in his chest, and he suddenly couldn't even make a sound.

Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin again and pushed him towards the door: "Get out, get out, get out!" Don't let me see you again! Get out—"

Zhao Jinxin grabbed his wrist, his feet seemed to have taken root, no matter how Li Shuo pushed, he didn't take a step back, his nose was sour, and his voice trembled uncontrollably: "I'm sorry......"

Li Shuo looked wolf, stared at Zhao Jinxin's eyes without blinking, and said coldly: "I don't need you to apologize, I need you to disappear." ”

Zhao Jinxin bit his lip lightly, his eyes were a little red, and his voice was faint: "Uncle Li, don't treat me like this......"

Li Shuo's heart ached, and Zhao Jinxin's slightly pleading tone was like being coquettish to him countless times before, and countless pictures of the past flew through his mind, and he remembered those once beautiful details so clearly that the amount of information was so much that it made him have a splitting headache. He endured all the pain he felt at the moment, and said in a dumb voice: "What you do to me, how I treat you, no debt or debt, the two are clear." He took a deep breath and said with all his strength, "Go." ”

Zhao Jinxin closed his eyes, laboriously changed his breath, and when he opened his eyes again, the person calmed down, he let go of Li Shuo's hand, but gently stroked Li Shuo's hair: "Listen to my last few words, okay?" ”

Li Shuo looked at him in silence.

"I don't want to hurt you at all, and I've never liked anyone as much as I like you." Zhao Jinxin's eyes were full of sadness, "But I don't like bondage, I don't like commitment, I can't imagine what it's like to live a lifetime with someone, a lifetime is too long, who knows what will happen tomorrow, so I can't respond to the kind of feelings you want......"

Li Shuo said in a trembling voice: "Enough, let's go." In fact, he already knew, but when he said it from Zhao Jinxin's mouth, it was extremely bloody. Zhao Jinxin is too young, he can't imagine a lifetime at such an age, but Zhao Jinxin shouldn't know his feelings but play with it wantonly, he can't forgive this person for the deception and humiliation he gave him.

"But I think about you every day." Zhao Jinxin's eyes gradually became confused and at a loss, "All the time...... Why, why can't you forget it? ”

Li Shuo closed his eyes, turned his back, and silently refused with his movements.

"I'm sorry, I won't bother you again." Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo's back, step by step back, the more he retreated, the more he felt that his eyes were sour, and his heart suddenly tore and hurt, which he had never experienced, this strange feeling He gave birth to an unspeakable fear, as if Li Shuo's back would eat people, and he almost ran away from the bedroom.

Li Shuo froze in place for a long time before he collapsed on the bed, and all the strength in his body seemed to be drained with Zhao Jinxin's footsteps.

That's it, great, that's it......

Li Shuo lightly covered his eyes.

The next day, Li Shuo didn't get up, not really uncomfortable, but he didn't want to see anyone, so he used a hangover as an excuse.

Zhou Jinxing paused outside the door for a moment: "I'm sorry, is it because I didn't stop Mr. Zhao from coming in yesterday?" ”

"It's not." Li Shuo said in a hoarse voice, "I'm really uncomfortable, I'm sorry, you guys go first." "Zhou Jinxing has no reason to conflict with Zhao Jinxin for him, and it is already very righteous to insist on bringing him back yesterday.

"Okay, I'll ask the hotel to bring you medicine and have a good rest."

Li Shuo breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his sore temples, and looked at the empty bedroom, not knowing what to do. He thought about it and called his mother, he wanted to hear a voice that would calm him now.

As soon as she answered the phone, Mrs. Li asked worriedly, "Son, are you sick?" ”

"No, yesterday at dinner, someone smoked, and my throat was choked."

"Oh, let's go to dinner less in the future, our family is not short of money, you can work if you want to work, and go out to relax if you don't want to work."

"It's boring not to work." Li Shuo smiled, "Besides, I've rested long enough, it's time to do something." If the project of this hotel can be negotiated, I will leave a custom suite for our family, and you can wear all kinds of beautiful dresses to take pictures at the beach. ”

Mrs. Li was very happy: "That's good, the climate is good, I also want to live for two months......"

The mother and son chatted about some homely things, and Li Shuo's heart gradually calmed down, and he enlightened himself in his heart while chatting. His whole family is healthy and happy, it is already God's love, he shouldn't embarrass himself too much for his feelings, all the grief will pass, just wait for the past, just the past.

Li Shuo hid for two days before he packed up and came out to meet people. Although I can't be high-spirited, I won't be too wolf.

Zhou Jinxing and Mr. Cui have been maneuvering between various organizations these days, in order to get lower land requisition prices and higher policy support, he is embarrassed to continue to pretend to be sick, helping to get through the relationship at all levels, negotiating, advancing, and soon getting busy.

The deeper the contact with Zhou Jinxing, the more Li Shuo found that this person was deeper in the city, on the surface, he was a gentleman and polite to everyone, but the way to solve the problem was somewhat yin, especially those that were difficult to solve, although it was very effective, and it was not illegal, but it often made Li Shuo dumbfounded. He never feels naïve or innocent, but he also does not force others to be like him.

Mr. Cui left for a few days because of family matters, leaving only Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing, the two often eat and drink together, they have a common language, and they are gentle and polite on the surface, even if there are any differences, they have always communicated and resolved calmly, this mature and intelligent way of dealing with the world makes them appreciate each other, and gradually change from partners to friends.

Zhou Jinxing showed Li Shuo the photos of the so-called "wife" and the child, the "wife" in the photo is clearly a man, his facial features are Zhouzheng, his smile is very cool, he is not very handsome, but he has a casual and big manly smell, from the perspective of gay, you can smell a trace of wild hormones across the screen.

Li Shuo was quite surprised by Zhou Jinxing's sexuality, after all, Zhou Jinxing was married, Zhou Jinxing didn't explain much about this, and Li Shuo was not easy to ask, he could only bless from the bottom of his heart.

Since that day, a month has passed, and Zhao Jinxin has not appeared, and there is no news. Li Shuo knew that they were really over, but he never felt relaxed for a moment, and he never didn't think about Zhao Jinxin for a day, but he knew that one day, he would completely forget about this person.

Like Zhou Jinxing, he hopes that one day, he can find someone who truly belongs to him and get the blessings of a lifetime.