10.

The bar was closed, and the silence of the space for just two people was heart-wrenching. Li Chunxi put on a coat, man's, he thought Chen Yu shouldn't be able to see anything.

The young man sat down on the sofa, not far from Chen Yu. As soon as he sat down, the coat covered the upper thighs, and the bare thighs extended into the half-covered shadow of the coat, as if something was looming, but as if he was wearing nothing somewhere. But fortunately, Chen Yu didn't have any thoughts about this silent and tall young woman, he hadn't liked a woman for many years.

The temperature of the bar was turned up even higher by Lee Hee-chun, quiet and lukewarm. Today in the company still dealt with some unpleasant things, Chen Yu didn't want to go home like this, at this moment someone invited him to drink, so they finally sat together peacefully.

"It turns out that you are a relative of Lu Heyuan." Chen Yu poured a glass of wine and looked at Li Chunxi: "What's wrong with your throat?" ”

"Had surgery." Li Chunxi said in a low voice, his eyes drooping, a little shy.

No wonder she doesn't like to talk, but such a good-looking face has been deprived of a voice that matches it, what woman would like her voice to be so rough. Chen Yu took a sip of wine, looked at the person in front of him gently, and smiled: "You are so tall and good-looking, you can be a model." ”

The other party's long eyelashes fanned, and he smiled at Chen Yu, obviously wearing heavy makeup, but showing a little innocence.

Chen Yu paused for a moment, then glanced at Li Chunxi again, and suddenly said, "I don't mean anything else—but you look a bit like someone I know, one, an old man." ”

Hearing this, Li Chunxi's heart jumped. He said he was like his old man. Is it like himself, or like Huang Xiaoluo?

His eyes widened in surprise and glared at Chen Yu.

Chen Yu drank the rest of the wine in the cup, stared at Li Chunxi's dark eyes and smiled: "It's really similar, even the eyes are very similar." ”

“…… What about him now? Lee Chun-hee asked, "Is it still there?" ”

"He's now? It's good, it's like the sky, but we're not friends anymore. ”

At this time, Li Chunxi knew who Chen Yu was talking about, it was not Huang Xiaoluo, the Huang Xiaoluo that Chen Yu thought had run away. Chen Yu said that it was him, even if they hadn't seen each other for ten years, they would be in the same bed as if they had been destroyed by a hurricane when they saw each other. He still knew what he looked like.

Li Chunxi said quietly: "I'm sorry. ”

That's right. They have long ceased to be friends, some of them can meet each other with a smile and a grudge, and some of the grievances will always make people feel like they are in their throats.

"It's not your fault, what are you sorry for?" Chen Yu poured another glass of wine and leaned back on the back of the sofa. The lights are colorful, another glass of wine is in the stomach, and the heat in the body is also rising with the room temperature. Chen Yu said: "Some people come and some walk, some climb higher and higher, and some people ...... There will always be frustration and defeat, life is inherently impermanent, and since some things have happened, even if you can't see it, you must force yourself to see it. ”

Li Chunxi looked at Chen Yu, and he suddenly found that this person was more mature than he imagined. He thought he would be frustrated and annoyed, hysterical because of the collapse of Sangjo, slumping, and doing something ugly.

But he is growing, and Chen Yu is also growing. Even if you do something wrong and cause yourself to fall into the abyss, because you have grown, you can say these words.

"Sorry, I'm a bit of a." Maybe it was because he was a little drunk, otherwise Chen Yu would not have known why he would say this to the person he met for the first time. In the past, when he and his group of fox friends and dogs were singing and having fun at night, he rarely told anyone about his thoughts, and he didn't mention much about the past of his youth.

The "woman" just looked at him quietly, smiled at him in return, and did not say anything in response, but as if to encourage him, it didn't matter what he said. She looked at him, and he looked at her, those eyes so familiar that they were nostalgic, mesmerizing in the wine, and their eyes were warm and serious, giving him the illusion that she liked him deeply.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Chen Yu asked.

The other man was immediately taken aback, frowned, and then shook his head.

"I'm just asking, don't care. Hey, I'm not much of a disciple. Realizing that he was a little abrupt, Chen Yu immediately laughed jokingly twice, and then gave the other party a reassurance: "What I like is men." At the beginning, I chased one or two girls, but gradually Chen Yu realized that in fact, what he was really interested in was men.

The person sitting meekly in his seat thought, of course I know that you like men right now. It's a little sad to think about it. Chen Yu likes men, but not him.

In order not to reveal Li Chunxi, he didn't talk much, Chen Yu said a few words in between, but he didn't chatter. After that, Chen Yu drank a lot of wine. Later, Chen Yu gradually couldn't remember what he said to the other party. And he remembered that "she" advised him not to drink anymore, otherwise he would not be able to go home, and he also remembered that "she" had a hotter body temperature, more domineering strength, and broader shoulders than he imagined.

Maybe even these are just illusions. All he wanted was a drunken party that he didn't remember anything.

The wine glass finally let go of Chen Yu's hand, fell to the ground, and rolled a few times, while his own head was heavily tilted, and his body was like a marionette that had lost its support.

The night outside was already dark, and I didn't know how many decades had passed in the bar.

Chen Yu. Half in the bag.

Li Chunxi fished up the drunk Chen Yu, and let the man honestly rest on his shoulder. His palm was on Chen Yu's head, and there was no longer the tranquil smile on his face that had been set up all night.

The young man's always innocent and harmless face was expressionless at this moment.

"I gave you a chance to leave, but you refused to take it. I'm not going to let you go now......" he said, looking at the black hair just below his chin, his eyes down. Like a messenger of death in the night.

Then, Li Chunxi held Chen Yu's knee with one hand, and wrapped Chen Yu's waist with the other.

"It stinks of wine." Li Chunxi hugged Chen Yu and walked towards the lounge step by step.

Originally, he didn't have that kind of thought, until Lu Heyuan gave him a dozen condoms, and until this person actually talked about him without knowing whether he was alive or dead, and dared to get drunk in front of him again.

Li Chunxi was in such a mess, and once such a thought arose in his heart, once his body had that kind of **, it was like a gear "clattering" and began to operate, and he couldn't stop anymore.

Throw the person on the bed, then go back outside and turn off the lights and air conditioning.

The air conditioning in the staff lounge was a bit old, but it was still warm, and soon the small room was warm.

He stepped onto the bed, sat on top of him, leaned down towards him, kissed Chen Yu's slightly open mouth, and very lightly, his tongue probed into Li Chunxi's mouth, sucked and bit Chen Yu's retracting tongue, and rolled him.

He didn't have time to remove his makeup, his sanity had already exploded to ashes the moment he put the person on the bed. A long head of black hair hung down on the pillow, covering the wet lips of the two of them and covering the gaudy tangled tongues.

……

……

The sheets and duvet covers are a mess, and I'm afraid they can't be used anymore. The skirt had already been soiled, and Lu Heyuan must have hated him to death.

I hope Lu He Yuan won't be unhappy when he gets the new sheets. Young people think.

The temperature of the air conditioner was turned on too high, and after strenuous exercise, the heat made the population dry.

Chen Yu turned his back to Li Chunxi, falling asleep in Li Chunxi's arms, sweating profusely. Li Chunxi was also sweating, and his long hair was also full of moisture, and a few strands were stuck to Chen Yu's neck, and Li Chunxi didn't bother to reach out to remove them. He just wanted to enjoy the moment, and he didn't want to do any superfluous movements.

……

He wanted to do it again, and do it twice, as he thought, until one of them died on the other.

But he just ...... Feel his heat, feel this short period of pretended affection. It's just his one-man show, pretending that the other party also loves him and has never hated each other.

……

He clenched his palms, endured and endured, and finally took a deep breath and turned his head, turned over and jumped out of bed.

I took off my makeup and took a shower, changed my clothes, and carefully cleaned up Chen Yu, and when I carried the person to the bed in the room upstairs, I came back and cleaned up the mess, it was already the second half of the night.

Lee Chun-hee threw everything he couldn't use anymore into the trash, and then he went back upstairs and pushed the door open and quietly walked in.

He sat on the edge of the bed and didn't turn on the light, looking at the face of the person on the bed who couldn't see clearly by the dim light outside the window, the young man pursed his lips tightly, even if he was reluctant, it was still the moment of parting.

When the stars faded and the morning mist first rose, they each woke up from different places, and the first night was just a mandarin dream.

Juvenile is a young man, but that kind of thing happened back then, and in the end, he said to Chen Yu "never forgive", even if he still wants to start, no matter how big his determination is in front of others, no matter how many plans he makes, only he himself can understand - he doesn't know where to start.

Li Chunxi touched Chen Yu's already dry forehead, leaned over and dropped a kiss on it.

"Goodbye Chen Yu." He murmured like a lover. Then he got up and walked outside, closing the door.

Li Chunxi sent a message to Lu He Yuan, and walked out of the bar through the back door, the night breeze was biting.

Thankfully, he didn't hear anyone's name from him tonight. Lee Chun-hee picked up the car, and a few minutes later, he drove out of here, got on the main road, and drove in the direction of his house.