Chapter 58: Sigh under the moon
Another August 15 came over like this, this was the first August 15 after Whelan graduated from university, and she was still thousands of miles away from home, which made her feel deeply.
When she was in college, Huilan spent three Mid-Autumn Festivals at school, all of which were spent with Yu Wenkang. At that time, I was going to school in Beizhou City, and I couldn't go home to celebrate the holiday with my family, so I had to spend it with my boyfriend. It is said that they lived together, that is, they had dinner together, and then snuggled together in the small garden of the school and looked at the moon. Then Yu Wenkang went home to reunite with his family, and Whelan returned to the student dormitory.
Now that I've graduated from college, I wanted to be able to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with my family every year, but I didn't expect to be able to spend the holiday with my family. Not only that, but there is no boyfriend, no one to snuggle up, and I can only spend the holiday at the house of a female classmate.
In the past few years, there was no way, because the school was in the field, and it was impossible for you to go home for the holidays without going to school. But now? Now that I have graduated from university, I should be able to go home and spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with my family. But I still can't go back, because I have found a job thousands of miles away from home, and I still have to go to work every day. What about later? Is it that you can't spend the Mid-Autumn Festival at home every year in the future? No one can say this for sure, but it's very likely!
The future can only be said later, where can you spend the Mid-Autumn Festival every year, you can only leave it to fate! However, Whelan thinks that the Mid-Autumn Festival is better to spend with her family, after all, it is a day of reunion. If the day of reunion cannot be reunited, this is not complete.
When she was a child, Huilan liked the Mid-Autumn Festival. At that time, she felt that the moon in the Mid-Autumn Festival was particularly beautiful, round and bright, and she could also eat moon cakes. She especially likes to eat mooncakes, no matter what kind of filling they are. He felt that the filling in the moon cake was different from the filling in other dim sum, the filling in the moon cake was particularly delicate, refreshing, and sticky, and it felt very good to eat it with the moon cake crust. Of course, it feels best for parents to be able to play with them for a while. At that time, she didn't feel the preciousness of the Mid-Autumn Festival, anyway, she had to spend it every year.
After going to college, Whelan gradually felt how happy she was to be able to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with her parents! At that time, she also imagined that after graduation, she would go home to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with her parents. But the truth is the opposite, not only did she not go home, but she chose to stay in Beizhou City. This stay means that from now on, the days of spending the Mid-Autumn Festival with my parents are basically gone, and the happiest feeling will probably not be recovered.
She seems to feel that this kind of day came a little earlier, it seems to come a little suddenly, it seems to come too ruthlessly! It turned out to be good, but all of a sudden, the previous days were gone, and it completely changed. In fact, this just means that you have grown up, you are already an adult, and the days of children spending the Mid-Autumn Festival with their families may not be there. As time goes by, I am afraid that I will spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with my husband and children in the future.
Time is stingy and merciless. It will not pity and sympathize with anyone, nor will it pull relations with anyone. It is burying its head forward all day long, accumulating its own annual rings day by day, eroding people's years day by day. When people suddenly look back, they find that the rings of time have become larger, and their years have passed.
Thinking of this, Huilan said to Tong Shuihe: "I really didn't expect that this year's Mid-Autumn Festival was spent here, and it was spent together by our two old classmates. She glanced at Tong Shuihe, "I'm afraid there will be fewer days for the two of us to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival together in the future!" ”
Tong Shuihe also felt the same way: "After all, we have graduated now and joined the work, and it is very accidental that we can spend the Mid-Autumn Festival together." Next year's Mid-Autumn Festival will definitely go its own way, and there will be no more time for the two of us to celebrate the festival together. Unless the two of us still don't have a partner, that's still possible, otherwise it's not possible! ”
"We've really grown up and can't go back to being kids. The happiness of childhood may no longer be there, there is only the joys and sorrows of us as adults. Whelan took a sip of tea, "The transition between childhood and adulthood, we did it unconsciously in college. As soon as we walked out of school, we suddenly became adults, and suddenly we had to earn money to support our families. It's so interesting! ”
What Huilan said made Tong Shuihe feel strange in her heart, she sat down beside Huilan with a small bench, held Huilan's hand and looked at the moon together with Huilan's back. Tong Shuihe said to himself: "We have grown up unconsciously, and we are going to be a partner before we know it, and we will become mothers unconsciously in the future." Then he unconsciously raised the child to adulthood, and unconsciously aged. A qiē has changed unconsciously, and the years have been left on your face unconsciously. One day when you look in the mirror, you will suddenly notice that there are more wrinkles on your face and more gray hair, and then you will notice that you are really getting older. ”
"Yes! In retrospect, decades of life are instantaneous, as if everything happened in an instant. But when you are living, it is still going day by day, no one can take away every day of you, only you can let go of your every day. Hui Lan said as if she felt that the day was about to pass again, so she reached out and hugged Tong Shuihe's lower back, and rested her head on Tong Shuihe's shoulder, as if she said to herself, "If we don't have a partner in the future, then the two of us will live together!" Isn't it nice to take care of each other, pull each other, and accompany each other! ”
"What you said is really wonderful, it's much better than living alone, at least you have a companion, a person to think about, someone to serve, at least you won't get depression, you won't get autism." Tong Shuihe pondered and said, "The most important thing is that it won't feel so desolate!" After a pause, he said, "However, let's not look forward to this now, if you keep thinking about this, it will really affect your love for love, and affect your burst of passion, so let go of this matter first!" ”
"It's okay! Let's talk about it first," Whelan said very seriously, "let's make up our minds, and if we are two separate people by then, then we will live together, and it will be good for everyone." ”
The two of them seemed serious, and it seemed casual, and more like they were talking and playing, but it was a good idea. If two women have never been married in their lives, and when they are old, they will be alone again, and it is really good for them to live together. They know each other very well, and they are all used to it, even better than the old couple. When the old couple gets old, they will quarrel and have an opinion or something, and the two of them should get along very well.
"Let's not be too pessimistic, when we are young, we think of old age." Tong Shuihe encouraged, "The two of us have to make a plan, we will get married within two years, and we will have children within four years." We must enjoy the joy of family, the love and love of men and women, and the nurturing feelings of mothers and children. As he spoke, Tong Shuihe increased his strength and hugged Whelan's back vigorously.
Huilan felt the power of Tong Shuihe, so she also stepped up, hugged Tong Shuihe's waist tightly, looked at the round and bright moon in the sky, experienced the love between the two women, and looked forward to a better tomorrow.