It's not that I didn't like boys when I was a child.

In my vague memory, one day she was playing in the park near her home, and saw a boy sitting on a bench reading very seriously, and he looked good.

He asked her what she wanted to be when she grew up, and she replied that singers because they could sing many, many songs and bring joy and happiness to others.

The boy smiled and said nothing, the smile was very warm, like the sun in the sky, bright and bright, she asked the same question, he said that if he had to talk about dreams, it would be a good thing to be able to protect other people's dreams.

Do you want to guard my dreams?

She tilted her head and blinked her eyes wide, and said that.

The boy shook his head and said that he would soon leave here and go to a far, far away place where he might not see the day when she became a singer and if he could, he would become her first fan.

She happily stuck out her tail finger and made an agreement with him.

The boy nodded, smiled, and said that fifteen years later, the two of us have grown up, and if we remember this agreement, let's go to this park and meet us.

She didn't understand why she had to wait fifteen years, but she was happy to say yes.

The memory stayed here, and the boy never appeared again, and with the passage of time, I couldn't even remember what he looked like.

Some are ignorant, some are immature, but they are impressed.

My heart was beating at that time.

Now my heart is beating.

But this kind of beating, like she curled up in the quilt on the bed, calm with fear, quiet with timidity.

All the while, she closed her heart.

The reason why Bian Boxian can enter her heart is because the person he likes since he was a trainee is her, he is willing to wait, willing to be a touch of sunshine for her, share together when he is happy, and listen silently when he is sad.

He really likes himself.

At that time, she was really tired, busy with work, problems with members, and many other things that made her almost out of breath.

She wants to escape, she wants to rely on, she wants to be loved by others.

Her heart became fragile, in fact, she was just a girl, really not that strong.

She didn't need much, a broad shoulder was enough for her to lean on, and at that time, Bian Boxian was waiting by her side, so she caught him like a drowning child.

Looking back now, is she too irresponsible for this relationship?

But...... There is no regret medicine in this world, and she will not be allowed to start over.

Looking down at this small piece of paper, slowly, Kim Taeyeon's eyes became clear, no longer confused, no longer hesitating, gently pinching this small piece of paper, folding it, and putting it away.

At this time, Xia Xuan came out with a small plate of food, put it in front of Kim Taeyeon, and said with a smile: "You have a good taste today, not only can you eat sauce noodles, but you can also taste freshly baked pumpkin pie."

With small eyes shining, Kim Taeyeon said curiously, "Isn't it different from ordinary pumpkin pie?"

Xia Xuan patted his chest and promised: "Of course the pumpkin pie I made is different, and the taste is several streets away from ordinary pumpkin pie."

Her eyes rolled and glanced at him, "Will you be dumb if you don't talk big?"

Xia Xuan spread his hands helplessly: "Okay, sometimes it's not easy to be a good person, you see, no one believes the truth, and a certain child is ridiculed."

Kim Taeyeon tilted her head and puffed out her cheeks and glared: "Who do you say is a child?"

"Whoever takes on the role is a child." Xia Xuan laughed twice, took a piece of pumpkin pie and put it in his mouth, and ate it very deliciously.

"Mo." Kim Taeyeon looked at him angrily: "Is it that delicious?"

Xia Xuan pushed a small piece of pumpkin pie in front of her: "You can try it yourself, and you will know it, and you will want to eat it after eating."

Kim Taeyeon took a sip, her face became more and more strange, she lowered her head and hurriedly took a sip of tea, frowning and looking at Xia Xuan unhappily: "Why does this taste so weird?"

Xia Xuan laughed heartily: "I forgot to tell you, this is my special bitter gourd cake, which is my special gift."

Kim Taeyeon gritted her teeth and slapped him on the arm.

"Kim Taeyeon, you're going to kill someone?" Xia Xuan screamed in pain.

"Who told you to trick me?" Kim Taeyeon squinted and hugged her shoulders and snorted softly.

Xia Xuan rubbed the red mark on his arm and was speechless: "It turns out that you are still a violent maniac."

Kim Taeyeon glanced at him: "It's too late to regret it now, I don't think it's so difficult to change an assistant."

Xia Xuan stared at Kim Taeyeon suspiciously, and then looked at her suspiciously: "No, ah, Kim Taeyeon, your attitude has changed too quickly, right?"

"Hurry up and eat your pumpkin pie." Kim Taeyeon pretended to be evil and glared at Ha Xuan fiercely.

Xia Xuan lowered his head and gulped down the pumpkin pie.

The uncle watched Xia Xuan and Kim Taeyeon noisy through the crack in the kitchen door, laughing happily, and the wrinkles on his face dissipated a lot, he took a bite of the almond cake he had just made, and muttered to himself as if he recalled: "The noisy scene of these two children is exactly the same as the first time Xiaosheng brought a girl here, I don't know what will happen to them in the end."

"Let's hope it doesn't get too bad."

……

The two said hello to the uncle who was studying food in the kitchen and left the Old Tang Pavilion, along the way, Kim Taeyeon talked a lot, and occasionally heard an unsatisfactory answer, and would stare at Xia Xuan regardless of the image and raise his hand to slap Xia Xuan, so that half of Xia Xuan's arm was covered with red marks.

"Are you going back to the company?" The previous "violent beating" made Xia Xuan look at Kim Taeyeon strangely now.

Kim Taeyeon glanced at the time, 13:24, shook her head and said, "The recording doesn't start until half past two in the afternoon, so let's just sleep in the nanny car."

Xia Xuan nodded: "It's okay, anyway, there is only this left on today's itinerary."

He took out a cushion and a sleep mask with a skull drawn on it from his backpack, turned his head and made an OK gesture: "It's more comfortable."

Kim Taeyeon looked at Xia Xuan in surprise: "When was it prepared?"

Xia Xuan smiled: "I didn't plan to use it for you, but I became your assistant, so I had to cheapen you."

Kim Taeyeon Nunu said, "It's as if I've taken a big advantage."

Xia Xuan smiled without saying a word, Kim Taeyeon put her hair behind her ears and sat down, adjusted the position of the seat and pillows, and was about to put on the seat belt, but Xia Xuan quickly got her head into the car and pulled the seat belt to her side.

Call.

His gaze slowly became stunned.

The sound of breathing is getting clearer and clearer.

Kim Taeyeon opened her lips and watched at a loss as the man fastened the seat belt for herself.

"You ......"

"Sleep."

Ha Xuan didn't give Kim Taeyeon a chance to speak at all, closed the car door gently, and walked to the river in the distance with his backpack twisted alone.

Kim Taeyeon, who had been in a daze for a while, suddenly sighed.

Lowering her head and biting her lip, holding the skull eye patch in her hand, after a few minutes, she took out two mobile phones from her bag, opened the communication software kaokaotalk in one of them, and popped up a cute little white rabbit avatar with a line of signatures underneath: Do I really like him?

She has two accounts, one for internal communication, and the other for her private use, and even if she is a member of Girls' Generation, she doesn't tell them.

Kim Taeyeon clicked "Edit Signature", hesitated for a while, lowered her head and bit her lip, but decided to enter her thoughts on the keyboard.

Slowly a word appeared in the blank long box.

After all, the sound of percussion rippled a little in my heart.

The fingertips stopped at the last word.

The gaze is first confused, then complex, and finally completely clear.

It took Kim Tae-yeon a lot of effort to type that sentence.

It's simple, it's straightforward, there aren't many words, only seven.

Kim Taeyeon put on an eyepatch and faced the dark world, her expression was as calm as ever, but the thoughts in her heart were the same as the seven words she typed.

"Can I trust you?"