The man in front of him, with a bath towel sloped around him, his hair still dry, and kiss marks all over his neck and chest, was the same Ken he had seen in the nightclub that day.

Although Li Shuo was ready to see any bad pictures, the moment he really saw it, he was still uncomfortable and didn't seem to be able to breathe. The noisy music that rushed out made him even more irritable.

Seeing him, he was obviously surprised, leaned on the door frame, and said hello with a lazy smile: "Hi, are you looking for Leon?" ”

"yes, is he there?" Li Shuo smiled faintly and looked personable.

"No, how about looking for me?" Ken blinked and said in somewhat jerky Chinese.

Li Shuo was slightly stunned, he obviously heard movement inside.

Haha laughed, "easy, i'mkidding." He opened the door and shook his head, "Come in." ”

Li Shuo frowned, and was reluctant to step into this door in his heart: "Can you let him out?" ”

He glanced back, then shook his head and smiled maliciously.

Li Shuo's eyes froze, and he walked past Ken and walked in.

The eye is a spacious living room, modern and minimalist, with a huge carpet in the middle of the living room, a set of sectional sofas, and a shirtless, jeans man lying motionless on the sofa, unresponsive to the music. Surrounded by messy wine bottles, cigarette butts thrown everywhere, crumpled clothes, take-out lunch boxes that I don't know how many days I hadn't packed, and the house was filled with a foul smell of alcohol, but anyone who saw this image would be more convinced that it was a decadent smell.

Li Shuo's eyes were hot, his fists clenched unconsciously, and he felt sincerely and deeply angry.

He walked over, and the one with messy hair, unshaven beard, and drunk and unconscious was none other than Zhao Jinxin.

also walked over: "You came just in time, help me carry him into the bedroom?" ”

Li Shuo didn't speak, bypassed the wine bottle like an obstacle, picked up the mineral water on the table, unscrewed it, and poured it on Zhao Jinxin's face.

I couldn't stop it, so I had to spread my hands.

Zhao Jinxin bounced up like an electric shock, he waved his hands in front of his face, trying in vain to "push away" the cold water, and scolded in his mouth: "! Exercise! ”

Li Shuo threw away the water bottle and looked at Zhao Jinxin coldly.

Zhao Jinxin wiped the water from his face, opened his eyes in a daze, but it was difficult for his eyes to adjust the focus, and he looked at Li Shuo for a long time before he mockingly "tsk" and closed his eyes again. But soon, he opened his eyes again.

"Li ......" Zhao Jinxin rubbed his eyes with his fingers, "Li Shuo? ”

Li Shuo looked at him expressionlessly.

"Li Shuo?" Zhao Jinxin stood up slowly, his gray eyes were like seeing the sun, and he suddenly had a look, "It's really you?" How did you...... How could it be ......"

Li Shuo said coldly: "Uncle Zhao entrusted me to come and see you, if you are fine, call him back, and then go to work well, don't let your family worry." ”

"I ......" Zhao Jinxin was still a little unconscious, he wanted to say something, but suddenly saw Ken, and his face changed slightly.

Shrugged, "I'll go back first." ”

"Don't go." Li Shuo said quickly, "My mission has been completed, I am leaving." ”

Zhao Jinxin stopped in front of Li Shuo in one step, looking at him silently, his eyes a little red.

Li Shuo frowned, trying to get around.

"Who allowed you to come to my house casually?" Zhao Jinxin suddenly spoke, his voice trembled, and he was still drunk, "Aren't you the one who said you didn't want to see me?" You just listen to my dad like that? ”

Li Shuo took a deep breath: "It's hard for me to refuse, don't worry, I will never come again." He pushed Zhao Jinxin away.

Zhao Jinxin suddenly grabbed his hand and twisted it behind his back, forcing Li Shuo to straighten his chest and look at him head-on.

"What are you doing?" Li Shuo gritted his teeth and said.

"You sent it yourself." Zhao Jinxin's eyes were scarlet, he was full of alcohol, and his whole person didn't look normal.

"me, your dad made me ...... Hmmm......"

Zhao Jinxin suddenly pressed the back of Li Shuo's head, blocked his lips, and kissed him fiercely, so strong that his gums hurt.

Li Shuo was so angry that he trembled all over, struggled violently, he stepped on Zhao Jinxin's feet, Zhao Jinxin frowned in pain, simply tripped Li Shuo, and pressed the person down on the carpet, and pressed his tall body up.

"Zhao Jinxin!" Li Shuo roared angrily and swung his fist unbearably. Thinking that there was still someone standing aside, still a person who had a physical-physical relationship with Zhao Jinxin, he felt extremely ashamed.

Zhao Jinxin grabbed his wrist with one hand, and then clamped the bowl with his other hand, held it to the top of his head, and □□ the soft lips even more roughly.

He sent it to the door himself...... It's him...... Why, why even let me see him!

Li Shuo was kissed so that his brain was deprived of oxygen, anger and humiliation made his face red, he kicked Zhao Jinxin's calf ruthlessly, Zhao Jinxin's facial features were distorted in pain, but he didn't let go, and even reached into Li Shuo's cashmere sweater with one hand, caressing the warm skin recklessly.

I was embarrassed and at a loss on the side, neither did I go, nor did I stay.

Zhao Jinxin's brain was not very clear, he was almost acting on instinct, he kissed his lips enough, and then let go of Li Shuo's hand, wanting to tear his clothes.

Once Li Shuo's hand was liberated, he pushed Zhao Jinxin hard and took advantage of the situation to sit up.

Li Shuo's face turned pale, and his eyes were full of hatred: "You bastard......"

Zhao Jinxin looked at him, and suddenly sneered, with an indescribable sadness in his eyes: "You deserve to come to me knowing that I'm a bastard and still come to me, and you still want to like me?" Isn't it because you can't afford to play? ”

"yes, I deserve it." Li Shuo felt that his heart was hollowed out, and he said viciously, "But, I'll play." ”

"Hey, you guys......" Ken said helplessly, "it's so embarrassing, I'm leaving." ”

"Don't go." Don't go, it was Zhao Jinxin who said. After saying that, he smiled, that smile made people feel cold, he just looked at Li Shuo, his eyes straightened, "What do you mean to be able to afford to play?" Ken can afford to play, he won't talk about any childish liking, he won't want to live with me without his might, and he won't ask for any confession or promise......" Zhao Jinxin said, his eyes became more and more blood-red, and he laughed, "Li Shuo, don't you think you're ridiculous?" Have you lived for so many years in vain? If you could really afford to play, how did we get to where we are today? We'll ...... It's going to be together, it's going to be good...... ...... together," he said by the end, choking up.

Li Shuo was dumbfounded, every word Zhao Jinxin said was like a murder weapon drilled into his body, leaving him covered in bruises. He almost exerted all his strength before he got up from the ground, hearing such words, he thought that he would be angry, he would retort loudly for dignity, sharply ridicule, but he didn't say anything in the end, at this moment, he really realized what mourning is greater than heart death, he didn't even have the slightest strength to defend himself, if his heart was hollowed out, what else did it matter.

Yes, he can't afford to play, he can't.

He just never wanted to play.

Why can even liking someone such a beautiful thing become a mistake?

patted Zhao Jinxin on the shoulder and said in a low voice: "Leon, you drank too much, don't say it." ”

Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear, just stared at Li Shuo so directly, and said in a dumb voice: "Li Shuo, sometimes I think, are you playing with me?" Do you like everyone one by one, and you like it sincerely, but as long as you break up, you can go to the next one right away? Can I disappear right away? ”

Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin, and his eyes suddenly blurred.

Zhao Jinxin showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, "It's only been how long, how many have you changed?" How much is your liking worth, huh? ”

Li Shuo suddenly laughed: "My liking is worthless, so it's no pity to throw it away." Your likes are just as cheap, have you counted if I changed more, or did you change more? Hahaha. "It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, from the moment he entered this relationship, everything, his whole person, became a joke.

Zhao Jinxin also laughed, his eyes were wet with laughter, he smiled and said: "Li Shuo, you go, I don't want you to come to see me, I'm very ......good" He said nonchalantly, "Spend your time and energy on one person, no, chat, thoroughly, I am finally free now." ”

Li Shuo nodded and said weakly, "...... Congratulations. He turned and walked towards the door.

Zhao Jinxin looked at the back, just like the back that rejected him a month ago, as if he had a nightmare again, and he still refused to wake up...... He closed his eyes.

It wasn't until he went downstairs that Li Shuo couldn't hold back his collapse anymore, and kicked the wall one after another, and his whole leg was numb.

Why did he run over today to humiliate himself? Even if Zhao Rongtian forced him with a knife, he shouldn't come, because this trip was much more painful than a knife wound. In this life, he doesn't want to get anything related to Zhao Jinxin again.

He returned to the car and stared blankly at the flowers and plants in the community, without any movement for half a day.

Great, he thought. Zhao Jinxin will never provoke him again, and the two of them have since parted ways and gone their separate ways.

He took out his mobile phone, pressed the keyboard mechanically, and sent a text message to Zhao Rongtian: Uncle Zhao, I went to see Jinxin, and he is indeed not in a good state, but I can't ask the reason, Jianyì You still find someone who makes him more trusting to visit.

After sending the text message, Li Shuo turned off the phone.

At this time, he saw Ken walking out of the apartment building not far away, his steps were hurried, and his face was visibly angry.

Another "enough fun"? Li Shuo smiled lightly.

He no longer felt anger or jealousy, he just felt tired.

I don't want to be so tired anymore.

He will put it down.