Chapter 11: Transformation

When Nini heard this, she was basically sure that the teacher's current husband was the boy who wrote a love letter to the teacher and was rejected. But how did it develop after that? She continued to stare at her big curious eyes and listen to the teacher's emotional narration.

The head teacher's tears couldn't be stopped, but he still didn't stop his voice: "The boy who used to give me light silently is finally here... He received a notice from my husband and came from thousands of miles away. When I first met him in the hospital hallway, I immediately recognized him. However, after more than ten years of changes, he has already shed the youthful childishness of the original boy, and has become a man full of vicissitudes and tenacity. Perhaps it was because I learned that he had willingly lit the balcony lamp for three years for me, so when I looked at him, I was full of emotion and affection. He recognized me as well, and I read pity in his deep eyes. In my husband's hospital room, as soon as my husband saw him coming, he immediately felt a sense of relief. My husband said 'I'm sorry' to him at the time. Unexpectedly, he shook his head lightly and said, "It's nothing, in fact, I have known about the two of you for a long time, and I have been silently blessing you." My husband said with tears in his eyes, 'Zhirong, my life has come to an end, it's time to entrust Yingzi (the homeroom teacher's nickname) to you, it's time for me to bless you in another world'. At that time, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and I couldn't help but hide my face and cry bitterly. He also cried. There were tears in my husband's relieved smile. The whole ward is filled with a tragic atmosphere. My husband is finally gone, and I am also down. The burden of taking care of me and my husband's funeral falls on his shoulders. Of course, he also had to take care of my eight-year-old son. When I came out of the gloom of grief, he said goodbye to me. ”

Nini had been listening to the teacher's story with tears in her eyes, and when she heard this, she couldn't help but interrupt: "Why? Is he really gone? ”

The head teacher nodded: "He explained at the time that he still had his responsibilities in that remote mountainous area, and he couldn't leave those children alone." Because after my husband left, my relationship became extremely fragile, and I felt that I really couldn't leave the man's care around me for a moment, so I cried and begged him not to leave. He put his arm on my shoulder and said, "Yingzi, don't worry, since I promised Hermes-epitek (the name of the head teacher's deceased husband) to take care of you, I won't lose my word." Besides, I am reluctant to leave you. But I had to finish what I was doing there. We parted this time for the sake of being together forever in the future. He just left, I was usually so strong, but when I lost the first man in my life, I was really emotionally helpless. I really need a backup emotion to rely on. However, although he is gone, our contact is frequent. He texted me almost every day. Speak a lot of warm words that make me emotional every day. Gradually, my dependence on him became deeper and deeper, and sometimes I was really afraid that he would take away my feelings and abandon me ruthlessly. Because I hurt him at the beginning, I made him suffer for more than ten years. I'm always worried about that. However, when it came to the turn of the summer and autumn of the following year, he suddenly returned. Because he hadn't informed me beforehand, I was so surprised that I could hardly believe my eyes when he first appeared in front of me. He also looked at me in a daze, and suddenly rushed to me very impulsively... I was held in his arms by him, and he kissed me emotionally..."

When the head teacher said this, his face flushed slightly, and he paused before continuing: "I have lived a new life since then. He was a very attentive man, and when my husband died, he always thought of me ahead of me. I treat my son as if he were my own. In order not to wronged the child, he didn't let me have another one. Although I am very affectionate with him, it does not mean that I have forgotten my former husband. I sometimes think of him, but when I think about it, as my husband said and described before his death, I miss him with relief and comfort him that I am living happily now, not sadly missing because of loneliness. Sometimes, I can't help but think that I am a hard-working person, and my husband actually left me in the middle of my life. And I'm very fortunate because there is another man in the world who loves me deeply. With his relay of love, I can continue my happiness. I just mentioned life to you, and I also use the analogy of animal estrus, that is, to tell you a way, for us human beings, his (her) success does not lie in how much wealth he or she obtains, but in always having a partner around him who is in love with him. Only by loving and being loved all the time is happiness. Through my own life experience, I have deeply experienced this truth. And your mom was in a similar situation with me, she lost your dad in the middle of her life. It's really not easy for her to live now. I hope her fate will not sink because she lost your father. She should also have a new happiness. As her daughter, you should do your best for your mother's happiness. ”

Nini's face turned red at this time, and she couldn't help but be embarrassed when she thought about her previous practices. However, she was puzzled: "Teacher, of course I hope my mother is doing well." Now that I've been admitted to university, she wonders how happy she is. Isn't my own fighting like this a kind of happiness for her? ”

The head teacher smiled and shook his head: "Your grades are just to bring happiness to your mother." And the relationship with my mother is always fixed in the category of family affection. After all, family affection cannot represent a qiē. In life, only love is the most complete interpretation of happiness. ”

Nini bowed her head in remorse.

When she said goodbye to her teacher's house and on the way home, she couldn't help but think that she had heard her mother say that Teacher Zhao used to be her mother's classmate, and she used to have a best friend relationship like herself and Chen Rujia. Mom must have had a close interaction with the teacher because of her own reasons. Otherwise, why did the teacher tell herself the story of her marriage today?

Nini suddenly understood. Although the teacher didn't blame her, let alone mention her mother, the unforgettable love story she told was to send a message to herself - she was completely wrong to interfere with her mother's remarriage!

Thinking of this, Nini couldn't help but stop the electric car, recalling that because of her willfulness, she made her mother sad...

She was a little ashamed of her mother, and her pace of returning home almost stopped.

Di Di Di...

Her phone rang, and when she took it out, she saw that it was her mother calling. She guessed that she had been waiting outside for too long, it was already dark, and her mother must be worried about herself.

She answered the phone with moist eyes: "Mom, I'm on my way." You don't have to worry. I was home soon. ”

"Oh, is it? Then you ride slowly and be safe. Ji Jing's concerned voice came from the phone.

Listening to her mother's advice, Nini was so excited that she shed tears.

When she got home, Ji Jing's expression was very calm, and after asking a few words about her situation at the teacher's house, she carried a bucket and went out to fetch water.

Nini looked at her mother's haggard face and emaciated figure, and couldn't help but chase after her in distress. She snatched the bucket from her mother's hand and said, "Mom, go into the house and watch TV." I'm going to fetch water. ”

Ji Jing watched in a daze as her daughter snatched the bucket and came to the faucet outside alone to catch the water, and couldn't help but feel relieved to think that her daughter had finally grown up.

Nini has not been able to calm down since listening to the story told by the head teacher. She was not only moved by that love story, but also worried about her mother. She lay in bed at night, still thinking over and over again that what the teacher said might be right, life can only become full and happy under the care of a life partner. Dad has left Mom, should Mom be lonely and widowed? Was it too selfish to think about it before?

Nini recalled her 'barbaric act' a few months ago, and couldn't help but shed tears of remorse again...

The next day, she stood face to face with her best friend Chen Rujia.

Chen Rujia asked curiously, "Nini, what's wrong with you?" Why did you ask me out? Did Mr. Zhao tell you something last night? ”

Nini faced Chen Rujia's confused face, and did not tell the story of the head teacher, but solemnly said: "Rujia, I want to help my mother find happiness!" ”

Chen Rujia was stunned and said, "What are you... Is there a fever in the head? ”

Nini's expression was still solemn and said, "I didn't say crazy and stupid things, but I said the truth." I used to think wrong and did stupid things. I had to make amends for my mistakes and help my mother find that happiness again. ”

Chen Rujia's eyes couldn't help but widen: "Then how can you help her find happiness?" ”

Nini said with a firm expression: "I want to help her find a man who can truly love her and like her." That way, I can leave her with peace of mind. ”

"Ah, is there such a man?"

Nini nodded firmly: "Yes!" The netizen I drove away last time was the man she liked. I'm going to go and get him back in person. ”