Chapter 681: Speechless
Luo Hongxuan leaned down, this time as if he didn't want to let me go anymore, I felt Luo Hongxuan's enthusiasm, his kiss from the beginning of the gentle like water to domineering and strong, like a storm swept down. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info I seem to be rubbed into his arms, and his strong and powerful strength comes from my waist. The pain was bearable, and I seemed to have been waiting for a long time.
I heard my own 'pounding' heartbeat, compared to his non-heartbeat, in the darkroom as if we were both in the darkroom.
I feel the blood in my body boiling, and every cell is shouting, as if crying out to be liberated, to untie the shackles, and to release the desires in my heart.
I crave his caresses, I crave him to touch me, I want his acknowledgment everywhere in my body. I don't know why I've become so longing, maybe everything I've seen in the turbulence of time has left a mark on my memory, maybe my heart has been wandering and helpless since I stepped into this netherworld, or maybe a woman's natural weakness has been magnified hundreds or thousands of times in front of her own man.
What should I do, I've become so cowardly again! I don't want to, I don't want to! However, whenever I go into the arms of the man I love, I want to be weak, I want him to hold up a sky for me, I want to rely on him and trust him, I want a lot......
All along, I knew that I was not strong enough, not brave enough, I was just a mountain village woman who didn't know anything, and I just wanted to have a home of my own and a man to rely on. However, there are always so many things going on around you, and you are always in danger all the time. I forced myself to be strong, I forced myself to be brave, I wanted to be strong, to be able to stand beside a man, to be a burden not to him. So, I lived a very tired and hard life, so in his arms I just wanted to ask for comfort and protection.
Isn't it useless for a woman like me?
However, I am so ordinary, so ordinary that I can be seen everywhere, I don't know what can attract Luo Hongxuan's favor. Is it the ignorant love in the previous life, the fate of the thousand-year-old reincarnation, or the uncomplaining dedication in this life, what can get his smiling mercy, what can get his followers in a thousand lifetimes, and what can have his love in this life and this life.
His tenderness makes me always cautious, for fear that it will be lost in a blink of an eye, for fear that everything in front of me is a fantasy, so I cherish every tenderness he gave, and I cherish every bit of tenderness he gives. I don't seek the next life, I don't want to be forever, I only strive for this life and the past.
Thousands of lifetimes of reincarnation are only exchanged for one lifetime, and it is enough to have this life! Even if this life is full of hardships and suffering, even if this life is full of crises and dangers, I have no regrets. As long as there is him, as long as each other's hearts are connected.
I wept wordlessly, relaxed my body, felt his care and love with all my heart, tears slipped silently, with the wordless telling in my heart, washing away the agitation in my heart.
"What's wrong, Leil!" Luo Hongxuan was startled from my body and hurriedly wiped my tears for me.
I opened my eyes and looked at his handsome face in a panic, and the lust in those starry eyes that fascinated me and fascinated me gradually faded in panic. I smiled wordlessly, and lifted my hand to stroke his handsome face, tracing his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose and his lips.
I can't get tired of seeing him like this, I want more, I want to imprint him deeply in my heart and engrave him in my mind. I want to stay with him for the rest of my life, no, not for this life, I have already said, only for this life! So, let's start from now on, every minute and every second together, without separating or abandoning each other, okay?
"Good! Don't leave each other, don't abandon each other! Luo Hongxuan's warm voice was hoarse and dark, and lust stained his eyes again.
Oh my God, how did I say that! I was slightly stunned, and suddenly I felt my face blush and my heart beat.
"Hehe, silly girl, haven't you noticed that a husband can also sense your heart?" Luo Hongxuan smiled slightly, and the handsome face that was already difficult to leave the sight became more and more vivid.
"What do you say, can you sense my heart?" I blinked wide, staring into his eyes quizzically.
In his starry eyes, I saw my little face, which looked slightly silly because of doubt. Oh my God, I just let him know everything I was thinking about.
"Hehe, yes, my husband knows everything, Lei'er, what do you say?" Luo Hongxuan pressed his forehead against my forehead, and his exhaled breath hit the tip of my nose, itchy and numb.
"How should I punish you for my husband, you stupid girl, you only want to stay with your husband for a lifetime, you cowardly guy, how can you be so ungreedy, should your husband beat your ass!" Luo Hongxuan half-squinted his eyes, with an angry look, and his big hand around my waist began to untie my clothes.
I quickly reached out and grabbed his big hand and pressed it against my body, "No, don't ......"
"Don't want anything? Don't you want to stay with your husband for the next life, the next life, right? Luo Hongxuan's voice was cold, he deliberately bent my meaning, but my hand retracted in fear.
"No, it's not......" I began to panic, and my voice trembled.
"Shhh You speak slowly, think about it, and then talk about it until I'm satisfied, otherwise I don't know what I'll do next? Luo Hongxuan's voice began to become threatening.
Speechless, I forced myself to calm down, not to be threatened by the temptation of this dead man, closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths before I opened my eyes and looked directly into his starry eyes, which had become deep.
"Xuan, I don't want to have an afterlife, I don't want to have the next life with you, the next life......" My firm tone made Luo Hongxuan's eyes half-squint.
Perhaps, his previous perception was only a momentary feeling in my heart, and he didn't care, and I said it so firmly that he had to care. Just look at his gradually cold expression, you can see that this man is really angry.
I winced, forcing myself to look him in the eye, and perhaps, only now, at this moment, with the courage I had so hard mustered, would I be able to say such a thing so firmly. Maybe before, I really just thought about it, but when I met his eyes, I was firm in my heart.
"Xuan, a thousand lifetimes of reincarnation, a thousand lifetimes of waiting, don't you feel tired, no matter what happens in this life, we should be satisfied, and we should all thank God for allowing us to stay together for a lifetime, right? It is enough to have this life, there is no reincarnation and no next life, I only wish you to be the Venerable Arhat, and I will be the green light before returning to the Buddha. ”
"Hehe, is that all?" Luo Hongxuan's eyes turned cold, "Then, I promise that this life will never end in this life and this life......"
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ps: Uh, what, emotional drama or something, I'm really not good at it, but Yingluo is studying hard......