31. Lacking

"Oh, after training so hard, I finally have a chance to play. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Xia Fengyao said with some excitement.

Quan Jinghua is different from her, and her heart is very entangled.

was originally a man, but now it is difficult to accept becoming a girl, but now she has to sing and dance, and she has to show her face.

If you live by talent, Quan Jinghua can still accept it. But if you just survive with this look, Quan Jinghua finds it difficult to accept.

Xia Fengyao saw her frozen expression, and thought that she was worried about the failure of the performance, so she was very nervous, and hurriedly comforted her and said, "It's okay, what kind of performance, don't most people watch people." Mirror flower you look so cute, no problem at all. ”

Such a statement couldn't help but fail to comfort Quan Jinghua, but only made her more uncomfortable.

However, she naturally couldn't say this kind of inner pain, so she could only change the topic and say: "I'm just a little curious, what will the show be, what will we perform, if it is song and dance, what will the song be?" ”

"That's right. Singing and dancing, that is to say, we also need songs and dances. There must be lyrics, there must be arrangement, and there must be choreography. Xia Fengyao folded her fingers and calculated.

"I don't know what Aunt Nan thinks." Izumi Kagyoka felt the need to discuss it with Nanxiang Aya.

"It's true that whether it's singing or dancing, you need to practice well, and I think if you really want to perform, you must practice well, let's ......" Nan Shuiyue was saying, but she couldn't say any more.

She thought of herself, it was perfect when it belonged to the typical practice, but when it came to the actual combat link, the chain fell off. She was thinking that if she didn't perform well in this performance, she would simply quit, so as not to cause trouble to the mirrors. She didn't want to be a drag bottle at all.

Moreover, she also decided that if her performance was bad this time, she would simply give up other competitions after that. Anyway, if you only fail in the end, it is better to give up early, so as not to always have something to look forward to.

Seeing Nan Shuiyue's somewhat lost look, Quan Jinghua understood what she was thinking, but she didn't say anything to comfort her. She is not good at this kind of verbal comfort, and even if she wants to comfort people in her heart, she doesn't know what to say. After all, she was single for 10,000 years in her previous life, and if she was good at comforting her sister, she wouldn't have this situation.

At the end of the day's training, when Izumi returned home, she was already paralyzed as if she was about to melt. She was already delicate, and she was even more delicate.

Even An Mengxi, who usually doesn't care much and has been just playing games, came over a little nervously.

"It's okay."

"It's fine, I just didn't expect it to be so tiring. Physical fitness is really not what I'm good at. "The training for this day was not just running, there were some other physical trainings. It's just physical fitness, just some basic sports. The goal is not to train muscles or get in shape.

However, these foundations, which have no skills to speak of, are the most difficult for Izumi Jinghua. This means that advantages like her mental experience are meaningless.

This kind of training can only be easily completed by Xia Fengyao, although Nan Shuiyue is much better than Jinghua, but after all, it is only fifty steps and a hundred steps.

It's too weak and powerless, and Izumi Jinghua feels that it is a miracle that she can walk home, perhaps because she has the goal of going home, so she can still persevere. But the moment she entered the house, she lost the last strength to achieve her goal.

She still wanted to take a bath, but she didn't even have the heart to go into the bathroom.

She barely moved her feet, and as soon as she entered her room, she collapsed on the bed.

An Mengxi watched from the sidelines, worried.

She moved the spring mirror flower and covered her with a quilt.

"Don't." Quan Jinghua whispered, but she didn't even bother to move.

At this time, she was only very active in her heart, and she was still thinking about many things.

"I don't know what Aunt Nan thinks about, but unfortunately I'm too tired today, so I can only discuss with her next time, just prepare before the discussion."

"The content of the performance also needs to be considered, the lyrics, the songs, and the dance, which are essential, and actually the stage, the lighting, the sets, but these are a little less difficult, so it shouldn't be very important."

"And my sister, what should this sister do, when the time comes, I can only play as well as possible, hoping to have a good result and create confidence for her. But good results ......"

Izumi thought about it and thought about the effect of training.

During this period of time, it cannot be said that there is no effect of training, but the core problem has not been solved at all.

"It's psychological."

Perhaps because she saw a psychiatrist for a few days, Quan Jinghua felt that her biggest problem was also psychology.

In the depths of her heart, she still has the dignity and pride of a man, and for this kind of behavior that uses the cuteness of women as a selling point, it is naturally endless pleasure for a man to appreciate her. But when she needs to be an idol in her own right now, she really can't accept it.

It was this kind of resistance that made her training in vain.

"Am I really wrong?"

Deep down, there is still a persistence for men.

But this is already just a kind of emotional insistence, and rationally, Izumi has recognized her role as a woman.

Moreover, as she grows more and more, she becomes more and more aware of her charm.

This kind of charm comes from the body.

So she was a little scared, afraid that her value was just this body, in a sense, she wanted to prove herself, she wanted to overcome her body.

"Can't win."

"Because, it's so cute."

Although it is narcissistic to say this, it is true, in fact, Izumi Jinghua only underestimates her cuteness, because she usually doesn't even dare to look closely at her own body.

At this time, she collapsed on the bed, and her whole body seemed to be liquid, as if it could flow.

The body was sticky and a little uncomfortable, because there was a lot of sweat after exercise, Quan Jinghua wanted to take off her clothes, but one was out of strength, and the other didn't dare.

Originally, she thought that there must be a disgusting smell of sweat on her body, but when he tried to put his arm on the tip of his nose, he couldn't smell any smell, but seemed to have a faint and wonderful fragrance.

"Could this be the legendary Xiang Khan? Impossible, I can't have such a thing, this must just be my delusion. It's because I've never been in contact with a girl in my life, so I have such an illusion. ”

Izumi Jinghua only felt that her heart was surging, and she had a feeling that she wanted to push herself down.

"Damn, I feel like I'm going to fantasize about myself to push myself down."

"I can't fantasize anymore, otherwise my body will react."

In Izumi Kyungha's mind, there is a fierce struggle going on. At the same time, she couldn't help but think that if she reacted at this time, would she attack or suffer?