5.Chapter 4
The snowflakes fell in a dense and unrestrained manner, and there was silence.
Jiang Yan finished drinking a small glass of red wine, and touched the light gray wallet next to the wine bottle with his fingers, his heart was heavy.
The wallet was given by Shen Xi when he returned to China last year, a very niche brand, he thought about it carefully, that day Shen Xi seemed to say, "Xiao Jiang, I can only afford this for you now, and when I find it next semester, I will buy you a good one as good as you gave me!" ”
He just took it as a joke, touched her head, and said casually: "You are not short of money, and you are in a hurry to find a job." ”
Shen Xi wanted to speak and stopped.
Jiang Yan thinks about this now, and he can't wait to take the time machine back and say to himself that day, can't you listen to Shen Xi talk about her future and her dreams?
At that time, Shen Xi immediately smiled sweetly again, and changed the subject: "Xiao Jiang, you quickly put our photo in the wallet, and the Jiang Zi family will know that you have a girlfriend!" ”
"Hold on." He deliberately teased her.
Shen Xi scratched his head and smiled a little embarrassedly.
He took out his mobile phone and took a group photo with Shen Xi in his arms.
Jiang Yan opened his wallet and took out his campus card, revealing the group photo, which he wanted to put behind the campus card and place it properly.
Once in a bar, after getting drunk, Qin Sheng discovered the secret, took out the photo on the spot, and whistled wildly at the scene, everyone leaned forward and leaned back with laughter, scolding him for being sullen.
Jiang Yan gently rubbed the photo with her hand, because he took it very suddenly, she still had a very real expression, her mouth was slightly open, and she snuggled in his arms, with a little shyness and stunned......
Jiang Yan always felt that Shen Xi's sloppy expression was very in line with her, so every time he saw that photo, he couldn't help but smile.
But now that she thinks about it, there seems to be a little caution in her expression.
Shen Xi wasn't actually so stunned, she was just afraid that he would be unhappy.
The person who was stunned was him, in the days when he was busy and dark, he never thought that Shen Xi would also grow little by little, and Shen Xi, who would only laugh when he fell, would actually have grievances in his heart.
Jiang Yan pursed his lips and looked at the photo of Shen Xi and that Xiaobai on his mobile phone, Shen Xi sat up straight and smiled generously and naturally.
He forgot that she was not a little girl hiding behind him, she was originally a radiant girl.
"It's beautiful." Lin Mo didn't know when he stood behind him, staring at the photo, and a dissatisfied smile escaped from the corner of his lips, "But it's beautiful, it's not easy to look at the head, and there is no pursuit." ”
There was a thick drunkenness in her voice, and Jiang Yan glanced at her coldly, not wanting to argue with her.
Qin Sheng pushed the door and entered, smiling helplessly.
Jiang Yan nodded at Qin Sheng, and walked out with his suitcase.
Lin Mo mourned in his heart and said, "Jiang Yan, if you stay with me now, I will tell you a secret." ”
Jiang Yan squatted down, tied his shoelaces, and said without looking back, "Goodbye." ”
"Bang-" The sound of the door closing was heavy.
"Jiang Yan!" Lin Mo stomped his feet and hurriedly chased out, but his voice was drowned out by the gradually increasing snow.
She had a longing for the man she had been in love with for two years, wearing a thin shirt and dragging a suitcase, walking on the snow in search of another woman.
Jiang Yan couldn't wait for a moment.
Lin Mo's lofty appearance made him suddenly realize that he had thought about Shen Xi like that before-
On the first day of elementary school, Xu Li and Min Rou took Jiang Yan and Shen Xi to report together. Naturally, the two students were connected together, assigned to a class, not much different in size, and became the same table.
The head teacher chose Jiang Yan as the class leader and Shen Xi as the study committee, but soon, she regretted her decision. For example, Jiang Yan's children looked smart and well-behaved in the past, but they were not interested in class affairs and the children in the class.
Shen Xi's children, beautiful and well-behaved, are very enthusiastic about class affairs and other children, every day they either help this bullied little girl to come out, or to comfort another crying child, but they have no interest in learning at all, they are not very attentive in class, and often talk to the same table, and the strange thing is that the results of the big exam are much higher than the usual test scores.
What the head teacher didn't know was that every time he took an exam, Shen Xi lay in front of the window and cried towards the villa opposite: "Xiao Jiang, help......" The earth was shattering, Jiang Yan could still hear the sound on the other side when he closed the window, so he had to open the window again and hook his finger at her.
Then Shen Xi hugged the homework book and textbook, ran to Jiang's house in a hurry, flashed his eyes and said, "Xiao Jiang, you teach me to do math problems, and I will help you do one thing." ”
Jiang Yan pointed to the big bowl of stewed pig brain with gastrodia that his mother had prepared for him, and said to Shen Xi, "You can eat it." ”
Shen Xi looked at the other bowl of gastrodia stewed pork brain that Aunt Xu had prepared for herself, and said with tears in her eyes: "This matter ...... Will it be too small, should you change it? ”
Jiang Yan touched his chin and said, "Yes, it's too small, so you have to help me eat it first, and then help me do something." ”
So, Shen Xi had to swallow two bowls of pig brains with tears, and wrote on the small note given by Jiang Yan with crooked and not very delicate handwriting: Shen Xi Qian Jiang Yan is shi.
I don't know if it's because the pig brain is useful, or if Jiang Yan's guidance is useful, Shen Xi's children can generally perform exceptionally when they take exams, and the only bad thing is that they eat too much pig brains...... Will gain weight.
Shen Xi found that after eating too much in the Jiang family, his face became more and more round!
Although Aunt Xu would hug her every time and say, "Our Xixi is getting more and more beautiful!" She still felt the sadness in her heart, she felt that Jiang Yan was too witty, and she didn't eat pig brains, so she only grew up and didn't get fat.
In order to "lose weight" and be able to go to the Children's Palace with Jiang Yan on weekends, when he was in the second grade of elementary school, Shen Xi enrolled in a dance class, and Jiang Yan was in the Go class next door.
Shen Xi actually learned to dance when he was very young, and the basic skills such as leg pressing are still there, but he hasn't practiced for two or three years, and when he first went to the Children's Palace to learn dance, his tendons were harder than those of the children who insisted on it since childhood, and the cerebellum was underdeveloped, so he ...... Naturally, there are more crying children than other children.
The first distressed person was naturally Min Rou who came to pick up Shen Xi, and then Xu Li was also distressed, and persuaded Shen Xi to simply give up.
Once, after class, Jiang Yan looked at her with red eyes, and couldn't help but say, "Don't learn like you." ”
Shen Xi tugged his fingers, lowered his head and said, "Xiao Jiang, you can study and play chess, and you can speak English, but I don't know anything......"
Jiang Yan asked, "Do you like to dance?" ”
Shen Xi happily took out a pictorial from his schoolbag, a woman wearing a tutu, doing an elegant and classic ballet move.
Jiang Yan thought that Shen Xi would answer with more connotation, Shen Xi said: "How beautiful the skirt is......"
But just for Shen Xi, who had a beautiful skirt, he still insisted silently.
One afternoon in spring, when Shen Xi was practicing leg pressing, he saw Jiang Yan in the opposite window, playing chess with a master.
The little boy's eyebrows and eyes have grown better and better, the tail of the eyebrows flies obliquely into the sideburns, Danfeng's eyes are narrow and dark, she can't see the expression on his face clearly, but the sun shines on his face, outlining a warm outline.
Shen Xi thought, Xiao Jiang still looked the best at this time - they were at the same height on the same floor, unlike when she squatted downstairs waiting for him, she could only see the bright sun when she raised her head.
Later, when Shen Xi practiced dancing, he fell in love with that window, in addition to Jiang Yan, probably because there was a tree outside the window, blooming with pink and white flowers, and in spring, fluttering and sprinkling.
Shen Xi later learned that it was a cherry blossom tree.
Jiang Yan, who never wandered away from playing chess, noticed Shen Xi in the cherry blossom rain that year, a girl who was as beautiful as a doll, with long hair tied into a small bud on the top of her head, wearing a pink tutu, her toes lightly touched the ground, she raised her head proudly, her neck was slender and white like a swan, and the bright spring light leaked into his eyes through the window.
That was probably the first time Jiang Yan was beaten by the master who learned chess, saying that he was distracted.
Jiang Yan was beaten, but the corners of his lips unexpectedly twitched slightly-
But would it be Shen Xi's dream to become a dancer? It shouldn't be anymore, most people haven't realized their dreams when they were young.
He did not continue to participate in Go tournaments.
After that incident, Shen Xi stopped dancing and studied broadcasting and hosting in college.
Thinking of the incident when he was a child, Jiang Yan's heart inexplicably pinched again. He always felt that Shen Xi was not very sensible, but in fact, Shen Xi was much more sensible than him.
Because I was afraid that others would worry, I hid my dreams.
The more Jiang Yan walked, the more he felt that he didn't know Shen Xi as well as he imagined.
And he shouldn't be ignorant.
He came to study architecture, which was too hard, and it was not so practical for the Jiang family. Jiang Changhuai always hoped that he would study business. Only Shen Xi supported him, "Xiao Jiang, no matter what you learn, you must be very powerful." ”
Shen Xi asked him back: "Xiao Jiang, what do you think is more appropriate for me to graduate?" ”
He replied to her, "After graduation, aren't you married?" ”
Shen Xi on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and said with a smile: "Yes, my wish when I was a child was to become Mrs. Jiang." ”
Jiang Yan arrived at the airport and looked at the huge airport in a daze.
In the past, when he returned to China, he would always buy a bag for Shen Xi in the duty-free shop first.
Shen Xi's previous signature was: What one bag can't solve, ten bags can always solve.
But it was obvious that Shen Xi didn't want to wrap it up for a long time, she just pretended to be happy.
Jiang Yan felt that he was really a stupid person, and he would not wake up until he reached this state.
What does Shen Xi want to bag? Shen Xuejian will buy it, and Min Rou will buy it.
He deserves to be a more special person.
Such a big airport, so many shops, Jiang Yan stood in the middle of the airport, but suddenly he didn't know what to bring to Shen Xi, so that she could forgive him for so many years of negligence.