Chapter 57: Finding You

She pursed her lips and stood on a tall building, looking at the endless sky in the distance, obviously there were no dark clouds, but she didn't see the blue she wanted to see.

The sun was very big, the sun was shining, but it was not as hot as expected, but it was very cold and icy, and those biting coolness blew in the hair, freezing so cold that the whole heart could be frozen.

It was quiet around her.

Just like her expression, it was so quiet that it was distressing.

She didn't know how long she had been standing.

But I really want this second to never pass, so that she can stay away from the noise and noise, away from the scolding that seems to be hanging over her head.

The wind blew and disturbed her thoughts.

Confusion and uneasiness filled her pupils, and in front of her was an invisible and untouchable wall, trapping her in a dim and lost world.

I'm about to suffocate.

"I'm tired, really tired." The voice was very soft, and in the wind, her body was very thin, like a piece of pasted paper, which would be torn apart and blown away by the cold wind at any time.

She closed her eyes, and her ears were full of abuse.

I couldn't speak, my heart hurt, and I couldn't breathe in pain.

When I opened my eyes, there was still an endless sky in front of me.

"Little girl, this is not the place for you." Behind him came an uncle with a scumbag on his face, he twisted a big bag, squatted aside to sort out the cans and waste paper, glanced at the girl, and spoke to himself.

"Agassi, ...... are you" She slowly put away her silent and lost expression, and looked back at the uncle who was putting an iron can into the bag, a little surprised and surprised.

The uncle's voice was very deep, he glanced at the little girl, and smiled happily: "I'm taking advantage of the lunch break to make some extra money, don't tell anyone else, little girl."

"However, the little girl looks familiar, is she an employee of this company?"

She was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Hmm."

"Little girl, uncle told you, don't think about your good youth."

The uncle sat on the ground with a puff and exhaled: "Today's young people can't think about coming to these places, not to mention you this time, the uncle has seen a lot of this kind of thing when he goes to other companies."

He patted the ground: "Little girl, I'm tired from standing here for so long, sit down and talk to my uncle about anything unhappy."

She hesitated for a moment and sat down with her uncle.

"The little girl looks very beautiful, and working in such a big company, life is not expected to be a problem, although the uncle does not have much culture, but the clothes on your body should not be cheap, it is not a work problem, it is an emotional problem, right?"

She was silent.

The uncle looked at the distance and said with emotion: "Don't look at the uncle's stout face, when I was young, there were many beautiful girls who pursued me, handsome."

She glanced at it, and smiled at the corner of her mouth.

The uncle said happily: "The little girl should smile more."

She suddenly asked, "Agassi, do you feel tired of doing these tedious things every day?"

The uncle stretched out his arm: "Uncle is also a human being, and people's hearts are not made of iron, how can they not be tired."

After a pause, he sighed: "When I was young, I was impulsive and reckless, I didn't have the ability to do anything and didn't know how thick the sky was, so I didn't have many friends, and when I grew up, I had a good girl waiting for me, but unfortunately I lost this precious love because of the obstruction of many things, and now I have lived for most of my life, and these things have been seen through and clearly."

"If you don't grasp many things well at the moment, no matter how deep your regrets are in the future, you can only sigh in your dreams."

The uncle turned his head to look at her: "Little girl, uncle doesn't know what difficulties you have encountered, people like me who have failed for half a lifetime can't tell you anything, but everything is a truth, if you can't think clearly and can't see through, don't care about it, follow your own heart, you can get the answer."

She was always so quiet when she was silent, like a pool of lake water, clear but difficult to see into the depths.

The pair of very beautiful eyes looked at the uncle: "Agassi, but I may not be able to do things according to my own heart, my heart is very heavy, like a mountain pressing down, I can't see the end, I can't see the way out."

The uncle stood up on his knees, shook his head, twisted the big bag and turned his back to her, walked a few steps and stopped, his voice was very gentle and calm: "No matter the consequences, no matter what other people think, just once, give yourself a chance, little girl."

She looked at the back of this rickety for a long, long time.

The words he said stayed in my ears for a long, long time.

"Really?"

"Can I really do it?"

She looked up at the sky, there was no end in sight, no edge in sight, and only a trace of tiredness in the depths of her gaze could not be washed away.

The wind blew, and it rolled up a chill.

Like the sound of her breathing, it was still cold and icy.

"I'm sorry."

The only sentence in my mind slowly dissipated.

She watched this day for a long, long time, and spoke in a very soft and calm voice: "Just once, just once......"

……

Xia Xuan ran to the top of the building, but stopped the moment he rushed to the door.

He clenched his fists.

He slowly let go of his hand again.

Bow your head and laugh at yourself in silence, not knowing what to do.

With his back against the iron door, the coldness of the door welled up in his heart, and he tilted his head and took a deep breath.

Inside the door, outside the door, are two different worlds.

"Don't like me."

"Because I'm probably not someone who deserves to be liked."

Her voice was like a hammer striking her heart.

Hesitation, apprehension, hesitation, all emotions dissipated in that second.

Xia Xuan stretched out his hand to push open the door, and a ray of light pierced through the darkness and shot in.

He blocked the light and ran to her.

Gasping for air in his mouth, he leaned over his knees with his hands.

She turned slowly and looked at him in surprise.

His smile was bright, sunny, and warm, and he looked up at her without any hesitation.

The voice was very light and soft, like a spring breeze, looking over, and smiling, "Kim Taeyeon, I found you."