Chapter 116: Between Life and Death
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"It's not your fault." After being silent for a long time, Yuan Jue suddenly said.
I still don't know how to answer him, I can really understand Jialan's situation, because I have the same situation as her, because the same identity can't tell the people around me that we are different species from them. Jialan has to hide from everyone that she is an elf, and she has to hide from everyone who knows her elf identity who her ability comes from, and that feeling of hiding from everyone must be uncomfortable. And I can't tell Yuan Jue my identity, even when he misunderstood that I was a phoenix, I couldn't explain it to him because I promised the phoenix.
At first, I thought it would be good if it was just a few days. Unexpectedly, dragging it out day by day, not only did not solve the problem, but made the problem more troublesome. In fact, her original intention was just to have the power of elves and protect her companions in the clan.
In fact, the misunderstanding between the son of the family and her was just because she didn't tell him the truth. If two people could be honest from the beginning, I'm afraid there wouldn't be so many things, so why should you feel guilty about them. Yuan Jue's tone was a little cold,
Indeed, he was right, if Jialan could explain her situation to Cheng Jing at the beginning, the two of them would not have misunderstood because of the accumulation of more and more unspeakables, because they concealed a little thing at the beginning, so they needed to hide more things later to make up for it.
If I am honest with Yuan Jue about my situation now. So can he really understand?
"What's wrong?" Yuan Jue noticed that I had been looking at him, and turned back to ask me.
I hesitated how to say it, and after thinking about it for a long time, I could only slowly tell him about Jialan and Cheng Jing, "If, Jialan sues Cheng Jing Gongzi, she is not a human being, can Cheng Jing Gongzi accept it?" β
Humans, will they accept us?
"Not human?" Yuan Jue was surprised at first, and then quickly calmed down. It was as if he understood something. "If Cheng Jing really cares about her and doesn't mind who she is, maybe that's acceptable." β
"If you care, you don't mind who she is." That kind of affection must be rare. But can Cheng Jing do it? Even the fact that she could not have children. He couldn't accept it. How could she possibly accept her non-human identity?
Perhaps, Jialan did the right thing at the beginning, and it is impossible for humans to accept our identity in the first place.
"Actually. Many times, many people lie when they don't want to deceive anyone at all. It was not intended to hurt, it just happened naturally, but in the end, when they know the truth, people will always feel that they have been hurt, and they will wonder if that person wants to deceive himself at the beginning, whether he has the intention of hurting himself. Yuan Jue said.
"I see, that's it." I don't seem to understand.
A crescent moon hangs high in the night sky, and the night is sultry, quiet and leisurely. Yuan Jue and I sat side by side on the stone steps, his white clothes were particularly beautiful in the moonlight, and his outline was very clear, looking at his side from me, thick eyebrows, deep eyes, high nose, slightly raised corners of the mouth......
"Then, will you also have something to deceive someone?" I just thought of it and asked casually.
Yuan Jue stopped talking, was silent for a while, and then he turned his head to look at me, "Of course there will be." After a long while, he asked me, "Would you be angry if you knew I was hiding something from you?" β
If Yuan Jue hides something from me, will I be angry? I sat upright, thought for a moment, and said, "It depends on what happens, if you deliberately lied to me, I would be angry." However, if you lie to me for a reason, you can explain the situation to me, maybe you will figure it out after a while when you get angry, and it will be nothing. β
"That's right." Yuan Jue said.
"What's right?" I was confused by him.
"You've said your thoughts yourself, and then think about the situation between Miss Jialan and Cheng Jinggongzi, do you still think you can't understand?" It turned out that Yuan Jue just asked me to assume that he had something to hide from me, and tried my mind to let me understand the situation between Jialan and Cheng Jing.
It turns out that this is because Jialan didn't explain to Cheng Jing, Cheng Jing will become more and more unable to figure it out, even if he knew that Jialan was unintentional at the beginning, he couldn't convince himself to forgive Jialan. Not because of the lie she told at the beginning, but because later, Jialan didn't want to explain it to him at all.
"Feelings are really complicated, aren't they? It's a problem that can be solved very simply, but if neither of the two people makes it clear, it seems like it's hard to end. "I really don't know what they're for.
Yuan Jue listened to my words, and his smile became more obvious. "Because feelings are not so easy to communicate in the first place. The more people care, the harder it is to say some things. β
"Isn't there an easier way?" I don't understand why humans torture each other in such a complicated way.
"Yes."
"What's that?" I'd love to know what the easier solution is, and if I tell SΓΉ Jialan and Cheng Jing about that easy solution, maybe they can easily untie all the knots.
Yuan Jue's smile was a little different from just now, there was a feeling of evil, and he asked me, "Do you really want to know?" β
"Hmm." I nodded.
Suddenly, all of a sudden, it came too fast. I didn't react, and even forgot to hide, obviously I saw Yuan Jue's cheek, but it seemed that the moment came quickly, but, he was like this, close to me, I could clearly feel that his lips touched mine.
That's it gently, a little.
But the moment his heart beat close to me, it pounded violently, as if it was about to burst out of his chest. At that moment, I was so nervous that I forgot to breathe, just staring at a pair of eyes. I watched him approach me.
His lips are so soft that they are against mine, and they are a little cold.
His exhaled snort spilled on my cheeks, and I could feel the scorching heat of the snort soaking up on my face, spreading to my cheeks with an extraordinarily burning sensation.
Until his lips leave mine. He leaned over to me unprepared, and when he left, he sat back in his position. But they don't look at me. I saw him in the afterglow, a little deliberately pretending, and it was only then that I finally caught my breath. Just that moment. I really thought. I'm going to suffocate......
Neither of us spoke again, and the atmosphere was in a somewhat awkward stalemate.
"Hmm......" Yuan Jue made a faint sound, as if he was about to say something. I pricked up my ears and listened carefully, but I didn't dare to move, and only heard him hum for a while before I said, "Scared, scared you." β
"Hmm." I was indeed frightened, not long after I entered this world, I have been frightened many times in succession, but in fact, so many times add up, no more than the surprise I received this time.
I felt that I should say something, or else the atmosphere would only be more awkward, and I hesitated for a long time, and said, "This, this is ...... Easier way......"
"Huh? Well. Yuan Jue's two tones were different, but they seemed to answer me.
Next, I didn't know what to say again.
"We ......" Yuan Jue looked even more shy than me, but he still had to deliberately pretend to be very calm, he only said us, and then quietly turned his head to look at me, I turned my head sideways to look at him, he immediately looked away, "We ...... Isn't it, it's time to go back. β
"Huh?" Time to go back? "yes, it's time to go back. Also, I have to treat Cheng Jing's son. β
I almost forgot the purpose of our stay in this city tonight, but every time I look at Yuan Jue now, I always inadvertently notice the corners of his lips, and then my cheeks are as hot as a fire, as careful as a thief, for fear that he will find out.
"yes, I...... I'll go with you. "Yuan Jue said that he wanted to accompany me to explore the mansion at night.
"Okay." I don't even know what I'm talking about.
In this way, we were forced to walk awkwardly towards Chengfu one after the other. I followed him with my head down, walking step by step, and one of them didn't pay attention, and I almost fell under my feet.
However, Yuan Jue, who was walking in front, reacted very quickly, and he hugged me, as if he had just started, although he was walking in front, he had been paying attention to my every move. It's just that I just reacted from the loss of my soul that almost fell, and I found that I was actually held in his arms at this moment, and the whole person involuntarily burned again......
"Hmm......" I made a noise, embarrassed to stand up.
Yuan Jue suddenly laughed.
I took advantage of his slack and escaped, and watched him laugh more and more exaggeratedly. From the smile that had just been lowered with his mouth covered, to the fact that he let go of his laughter, I wondered if it was because I had just looked too wolf to cause him to laugh like this.
"Still laughing." I thought he was laughing at my appearance, but I naturally felt a little unbearable on my face, and I lost my temper with some anger.
"Don't laugh, don't laugh." He said this in a tone that sounded like he was coaxing a child.
I was a little unconvinced, as if his every move was seen through by him, he always knew my words and deeds in his heart, no matter how much I tried to hide it, he was always easily noticed.
Shaking him off, I walked forward on my own.
His legs were longer than mine, and his steps were naturally bigger than mine, and he caught up with me in three steps and two steps.
Before I could turn around and lose my temper this time, he caught up, took my hand, and said with doting eyes, "Let's go, lest you fall again." β
"I won't fall again." I said something angry, but he pulled me forward.
The Chengfu tonight is obviously different from when we came during the day. Maybe it's because it's the middle of the night, and there is still movement in the mansion that makes people suspicious, it's so late, but it's noisy inside.
"Looks like we don't need to break in at night." Yuan Jue stood there, quietly listening to the movements in Chengfu.
Before he could finish speaking, the door was opened, and the little servant poked his head out of it, and when he saw us, he almost cried with joy. He almost came up to us crying and hugged our legs, "Two, I'm glad I met you here!" β
"Is there something going on in the house?" Yuan Jue asked calmly.
But in my opinion, Yuan Jue seems to have known that something will happen in Chengfu tonight.
"Childe...... Childe, he suddenly vomited blood...... The situation is very dangerous......" The little guy was so panicked that he couldn't say a complete sentence, stretched out his hand and gestured, pointing to the mansion and continuing, "Mrs. Biluo ordered the little one to look for the two...... Luckily, I met two of you here...... Otherwise, there will be a delay on the road...... I don't know......"
"Okay, let's not talk about that, take us to see it." I can't see how anxious he really is, but he has to keep talking at the door, isn't it even more time-delaying.
"Yes, you two, please come in." Then he led the way and led us to the house.
"Has Lady Jialan ever returned?" I asked as I walked.
"Not yet." He didn't even have to think about it. "Childe suddenly started tossing at night, vomiting blood all the time, and somehow, Mrs. sent someone to invite the doctor back, but she couldn't see anything, and finally she could only ask the little one to invite the two of you to come over in the middle of the night."
If that's the case, it seems that Jialan finally turned her back on the witch of Yibu, so that the other party doubled her torture to Cheng Jing.
But what does Jialan mean, is she just like this, really abandoning Cheng Jing?
"Madame......" saw us enter the door, and Mrs. Biluo, who was pacing back and forth in the room, immediately greeted us, and she actually called me Madame first, which stunned me, and then remembered the lie that Yuan Jue told during the day.
Madame Biluo suddenly knelt down at me, and I reached out to stop me. "Lady Biluo, what are you doing?"
"Madame, no matter ...... No matter what, please save my husband. Mrs. Biluo wept silently.
"In that case, don't waste time, get up first." I picked her up and walked to the front of the collapse to see, Cheng Jing's eyes were rolling, and he was vomiting black blood from time to time, the situation was not very good, I paid attention to the surroundings, except for a few small people standing outside the door, the yard was also a mess, and there were several doctors in the room who were discussing, at a loss. "Lady Bilo."
Lady Biluo heard me call out to her, and hurried forward.
"Could you please go out first?" In front of so many people, it is inconvenient for me to cast spells to save people. Human beings are quite wary of us, so it's better to avoid people's eyes as much as possible, and I saw that Mrs. Biluo nodded her head in response, and then said, "By the way, I also have to trouble Mrs. Biluo to send someone to find Mrs. Jialan, because I'm afraid that only she can cure Cheng Jing's illness." If she can't find her, Madame can turn to the palace master who used to help the palace, presumably he has a way. β
If you want to completely cure Cheng Jing's illness, you must find out the witch who cast a spell on him behind the back, and among us, only Jialan has seen her, so we have no choice but to find Jialan first.
Although Mrs. Biluo was a little reluctant, she looked at Cheng Jing, who was getting worse and worse on the couch, and agreed.
After everyone left the room one after another, Yuan Jue walked over, "Be careful, I'll wait for you outside." Call me if you have something. β
"Hmm."
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