Chapter 45

Li Shuo froze.

He thought that he had drunk too much and had auditory hallucinations, but Zhao Jinxin's affectionate eyes were impacting his hot brain through the retina, making him unable to avoid it.

Zhao Jinxin gently stroked his face, his eyes were full of concentration and sincerity: "Li Shuo, I like you, I want to fall in love with you." ”

Li Shuo almost fell into Zhao Jinxin's bewitching eyes, and he felt a little dull pain in his heart, but in addition to the pain, it was mixed with some trembling numbness.

Zhao Jinxin...... In the confession? Confessing to him? Real, Formal ......

Zhao Jinxin smiled: "You say something, I'm nervous about you like this." ”

Li Shuo couldn't see that Zhao Jinxin was a little nervous, he was naturally embarrassed to be nervous, he had been accused too many times in his life, how could he be nervous because of a confession that was nothing new?

Li Shuo swallowed his saliva, but his voice trembled slightly: "Why did you suddenly ......?"

"Suddenly? Where suddenly? Zhao Jinxin's expression became a little sad, "I have said that I like you countless times, from the beginning to the present, but you don't take it seriously." ”

Li Shuo was speechless.

Zhao Jinxin is right, but is it a problem that he doesn't take seriously? Isn't Zhao Jinxin the one who doesn't take it seriously?

Zhao Jinxin lay on Li Shuo's body, tapped his lips with his fingertips, and said softly: "I have always liked you so much, and I have been so good to you, but what about you, you will be Li Chengxiu for a while, Han Feiye for a while, I don't know who to drink with yesterday, I know, I can't force this kind of thing if I like it, you don't care about me, I can't help it, but I'm still sad......"

Li Shuo was shocked by the loss in Zhao Jinxin's eyes.

He began to reflect on himself.

Is that really the case? Is it really what Zhao Jinxin said? Is there too much misunderstanding between the two, so that he thinks Zhao Jinxin is not interested, and Zhao Jinxin also thinks that he is not interested, but in fact, they are happy with each other?

Li Shuo shook his head, he had been smart for more than thirty years, and for the first time, he felt that his brain capacity was not enough, and he couldn't tell whether Zhao Jinxin's words were true or false.

If what Zhao Jinxin said was true, wouldn't he go too far?

However, isn't it Zhao Jinxin who avoids his proposal to "rebuild trust", says that he has "never interacted with anyone", and refuses to live together?

Li Shuo felt that he was confused.

Zhao Jinxin kissed Li Shuo's lips lightly, and said softly: "I know, there are many misunderstandings between us, but you are the first person who makes my heart move, I will inevitably be overwhelmed, but the past is not important, I just want to know, Uncle Li, do you like me?" ”

Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin away and sat up, his mind was in a mess for a while, and he completely lost his usual calm.

He didn't know how to describe his current mood, he didn't dare to be happy, because he was faintly uneasy in his heart, and he didn't dare to question it, for fear of hurting Zhao Jinxin's heart. He really needs to go through all his thoughts completely calmly and still be able to sort out the clues.

But Zhao Jinxin didn't give him that opportunity, hugged his waist and said coquettishly: "You speak, do you like me?" ”

Li Shuo was a little afraid to look at Zhao Jinxin's eyes full of anticipation, and he hesitated: "Jinxin, I have to think about it." ”

"Do you like it or not?" Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and forced him to look at himself, "I know you like me too, why don't you dare to admit it?" ”

"It's not that I dare not admit it."

"So what are you doing now? If you don't like me, look me in the eye and say it. Zhao Jinxin simply straddled his lap and didn't give up.

Li Shuo bit his lip lightly, he had never felt that he was so bad, and he didn't even dare to admit that he liked someone, especially compared to Zhao Jinxin's honesty, he felt more and more that he was too unmanly. He took a deep breath: "Jinxin, I like you, but ......"

Zhao Jinxin gagged his lips hard, and threw him into the rose petals again.

Before Li Shuo could calmly think about the relationship between the two, he was dizzy by the superb kissing skills, and Zhao Jinxin didn't let go of him until he was about to run out of oxygen.

Zhao Jinxin had already uncontrollably put his hand up and down, and Li Shuo grabbed his hand: "You wait......"

"I don't care, if you like me, you're my person." Zhao Jinxin laughed and said, "I knew you liked me." ”

"Jin Xin, you also said that there was a misunderstanding between us, so I think we should sort things out before talking about anything else."

"Reason what?" Zhao Jinxin frowned, "Baby, how did you mother-in-law today." ”

Li Shuo couldn't accept being called "mother-in-law", but he really couldn't keep up with Zhao Jinxin's rhythm, he always felt that something was wrong.

Zhao Jinxin took another sip on his red and swollen lips: "Don't think about it, in short, everything you say is right, who told me to like you." ”

The more frank and sincere Zhao Jinxin was, the more Li Shuo suspected himself of narrow-mindedness. After all, the two of them have not discussed relationship issues positively and straightforwardly, if there is a misunderstanding, it is inevitable, isn't this the case between people, no matter how transparent and practiced, it is impossible to know 100% what others are thinking.

Li Shuo's character has always been to reflect on himself first when something goes wrong, and Zhao Jinxin's move caught him off guard, and he really didn't know what to do for a while.

Zhao Jinxin kissed him softly and rubbed him: "Uncle Li, you say another thing you like me, I want to hear it." ”

"I ......"

"You said, you admit it, why don't you dare to say it, I really want to hear it." Zhao Jinxin smiled and said, "You never said it, sometimes I feel very uncomfortable thinking that you may not like me at all." ”

Li Shuo suddenly felt a little guilty, and he said solemnly: "Jin Xin, I really like you, I'm just a little messy now." ”

Zhao Jinxin smiled: "It's enough to have your words." You are my Zhao Jinxin's person, you are not allowed to get drunk outside casually in the future, do you know the danger, I am just reluctant to be angry at you, otherwise I should really punish you. ”

"What danger can I have as a big man." Li Shuo remembered that he borrowed wine to kill his sorrows alone, and he also felt a little embarrassed, "And I don't want to drink too much, maybe the cold is not good yet, and it is very easy to get started." ”

"What's at stake?" Zhao Jinxin narrowed his eyes and pinched Li Shuo's cheek a little harder, "Do you know how delicious you look." ”

Li Shuo said in embarrassment: "What is delicious or not delicious." He pushed Zhao Jinxin away again, got up from the woolen blanket, knocked his chaotic brain hard, took a deep breath, felt that he had finally calmed down, and said softly: "Jinxin, I like you, but I can't understand your previous behavior, I have to ask this clearly." ”

Zhao Jinxin also stood up, and said after a while: "You ask." ”

Li Shuo looked at him without blinking: "I wanted to live with you at the beginning, why did you refuse?" ”

"I'm nervous." Zhao Jinxin pouted, "I've never lived with anyone, and I was a little stunned when you suddenly brought it up." ”

Li Shuo thought about it, he was really too impatient at that time, and he didn't have any foreshadowing at all, and it was really abrupt to suddenly ask for cohabitation, and Zhao Jinxin's reaction was reasonable.

Zhao Jinxin took Li Shuo's hand and blinked his eyes: "Is it important to live together and not live together?" I think it's better to have a little distance between two people, and if you get tired of being together all day, there will be more friction and contradictions, which will affect the relationship too much. ”

Li Shuo smiled lightly, he didn't want to sue Zhao Jinxin, proposing to live together, it was just a temptation, if he really had a heart for him, he would not refuse with such a blunt and ridiculous reason, which is why he still can't fully trust Zhao Jinxin. He said, "You're right. ”

Zhao Jinxin also smiled: "As long as I can be by your side, I feel very happy, you can't drive me away anymore, I will always rely on you." ”

Li Shuo slowly straightened his spine and regained his usual rationality, he touched Zhao Jinxin's face: "Jinxin, you have to listen carefully to everything I say below, they are all truths." ”

Zhao Jinxin was slightly stunned, Li Shuo's honest and warm gaze made him feel weak for a while, but he still nodded.

Li Shuo said softly: "Jin Xin, you are too elusive and very fickle, I once said that you saved my father, and the past grievances were written off, but the trust I lost in you can't be restored all at once, especially when I found out so many things later, and many of your behaviors make me very disgusted." Yes, I like you, but there are many things in life besides love, and I can't do what I want like you, even when I'm your age. ”

Zhao Jinxin listened quietly and did not speak.

Li Shuo continued: "I like you, I don't want to give up the opportunity to be with you, but I also have a lot of doubts about you in my heart, so I ...... now"

"Let's rebuild trust." Zhao Jinxin rushed to the road.

This time it was Li Shuo's turn to be stunned.

Zhao Jinxin grabbed his hand and put it on his waist: "I know your concerns, so let's start anew, but, I don't want to be your friend, I want to be your man." ”

Li Shuo looked at him deeply, and a voice in his heart said over and over again, do you want to agree, isn't this what you want, why hesitate, why mother-in-law, why have you become so stubborn

Li Shuo couldn't tell, the more he liked it, the more he suffered from gains and losses, he never dared to imagine that he would become so indecisive and cranky about emotional matters, but every trace of entanglement he has now really affects his heart, and he can't be careless at all.

Zhao Jinxin hugged him into his arms: "You are not allowed to refuse, if you refuse, I will always pester you." Uncle Li, I know you like to be with me, you like to be with me, you are just angry with me, I won't make you angry in the future, we will be together well, just like before. Do you remember, in the beginning, we were always very compatible and happy? ”

Li Shuo's heart moved.

Before knowing that Zhao Jinxin came for a purpose, it was indeed a time when his heart was about to fly with happiness, but unfortunately it was fake.

What if they can become real? Who doesn't want that kind of happiness to be true.

Li Shuo sighed softly, obviously it should be a happy thing, but his mood was inexplicably heavy, but he still said decisively: "Jin Xin, I'...... Accept what you say and we rebuild trust. "It's ridiculous to think about it, after they went around in such a big circle and made so many messy things, they just returned to the original www.biquge.info of Biqu Pavilion. If Zhao Jinxin had responded if he was in the hospital at the time, how much harm would have been avoided and would not have implicated others.

Li Shuo felt a little tired because he had a lot of things he couldn't figure out.

He likes numbers, that is, he likes the logic of numbers, there is one to say one, there are two to say two, as long as the method is right, he will be able to calculate the beginning, passage and end clearly, which is exactly the core part of his personality.

But feelings are the most difficult thing in the world to sort out, so he rejects overly invested feelings in every possible way, but he didn't expect to fall into a pit.

On the one hand, he was disgusted with himself who was confused in his feelings, and on the other hand, he was uncontrollably trapped in it, as if it was a swamp under his feet, and the more he struggled, the deeper he sank, and he didn't even want to, and he couldn't get out.

Someone could turn him into this......

Should he rejoice or be worried?

Zhao Jinxin didn't seem to be so worried, he picked up Li Shuo, turned around happily twice, and laughed: "Uncle Li is my person." ”

Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin's undisguised joy, and also forcibly suppressed the worries in his heart. Maybe the confession came too suddenly, making it difficult for him to digest, so he had so many heart-blocking thoughts, Zhao Jinxin wants to fall in love well, isn't it exactly what he has been longing for, his expression today, no wonder Zhao Jinxin laughed at his mother-in-law.

Since the two are in love, they should try to tie this person to their side, this is a real man.

Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin, and a strong desire to conquer rose in his chest.