10. She misses him a lot
After hanging up Hu Shu's phone, Shen Qing immediately called her. To the effect that she should go back tomorrow.
Huo Jiu called Hu Shu in the morning, but he didn't get through, and sent him a text message, telling him that he had gone home beforehand.
When Huo Jiu arrived home, Shen Qing was leaning on the sofa with her eyes closed, a little haggard, and she didn't have makeup, she rarely saw Shen Qing like this. In her impression, Shen Qing always appears in the eyes of others with an intellectual literary beauty.
"Mom, what's wrong? Calling me back in such a hurry. "Huo Jiu and Shen Qing are not tired, Shen Qing was a perfect mother in her eyes when she was a child, she was beautiful, she could draw well, no one's mother was as beautiful as hers, but Shen Qing was also a woman with a sense of distance, she rarely hugged her, unless she was taught to hold a pen or something like that when she was taught to draw.
So that when they grow up, the relationship between mother and daughter is a bit like that of the host and the guest.
On the contrary, Huo Jiu and Huo Weiting are very affectionate.
Huo Weiting likes to pick her up, throw her high, and catch her again. It was the warmest memory of her childhood. "Where's Dad?" I walked around this huge house, and the silence was terrible.
Not even an aunt?
Huo Jiu saw a paragraph before, to the effect that after returning home, everyone habitually asked: Dad, where is Mom?
But she is the opposite, every time it is: Mom, Dad.
"Xiao Jiu, if I divorce your father, who will you go with?" Shen Qing looked at the daughter in front of him who was not intimate with him, and there was a faint expectation in his eyes.
This question was very abrupt, Huo Jiu was stunned in his heart, and did not reply to her, but calmly took out his mobile phone to call Huo Weiting. "Jiu'er, what's wrong?" Huo Weiting's side seemed to be very busy and noisy.
"Dad, what's wrong with you and Mom?"
This was Huo Jiu's first reaction, asking Huo Weiting what happened between them.
Shen Qing looked at her daughter's reaction and smiled silently.
She is a failure as a mother, and the first thing her daughter thinks of is not to ask her right in front of her, but to call her father.
Huo Weiting Xu came out, and suddenly became a lot quieter, and he was also puzzled by Huo Jiu's sudden question, "What's wrong with your mother?" โ
Listening to his tone, Shen Qing didn't mention the divorce to Huo Weiting, that is, she was just testing her now? casually lied to Huo Weiting and hung up the phone, "Mom, Dad doesn't know." โ
"Well, I haven't told him yet, I'm just wondering what you think." Shen Qing seemed to be saying that the weather was good today, and told her that she just wanted to know what she thought.
What could she think? Huo Jiu wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.
"If you want to know what I think, I sue you, I won't agree to your divorce, Dad loves you so much." In Huo Jiu's heart, Huo Weiting has always been obedient to Shen Qing, and she is also a treasure in the palm of her hand, she subconsciously thinks that if Shen Qing wants to divorce, then the problem must lie with Shen Qing.
Shen Qing smiled bitterly, sighed, got up and went upstairs, walked two steps, stopped and asked her, "Xiao Jiu, have you always complained that I didn't fulfill my mother's responsibilities well?" Just thinking about your own drawing? โ
Huo Jiu heard a trace of choking in her mouth, but she didn't answer her after all, maybe she was resentful, other people's mothers held their daughters in their arms, but she rarely felt what it was like to be held by her mother, and it was also because of this that her later temperament was very light and lazy, too lazy to take care of others, too lazy to accept a relationship.
Her relationship with Hu Shu, if it weren't for Hu Shu's painstaking management and letting it go into the hands of others, it would definitely not be able to maintain it for a month.
Suddenly, she wanted to miss Hu Shu very much.
The man who always spoiled her in his arms.
Shen Qing asked her who she would be with if they divorced. She doesn't follow anyone, she has Hu Shu.
"Nope." Shen Qing saw that she hadn't spoken for a long time, and probably understood what she meant, so she raised her feet and went upstairs, but heard her two words softly.
"I never complained about you, my father would always tell me, he said, your mother's hands are born to draw, well, it's a pity that the baby didn't inherit his mother's talent. Do you know how I was at the time? I said, "Am I not my mother's daughter?" Mom won't even hug me. Dad said that Mom's hands were for drawing. But I also want my mom to hug me. Huo Jiu said calmly, tears began to roll in his eyes.
"I don't know why you want a divorce, or it's Dad's problem, but at least, Dad's is a good dad and a good husband to me, and I don't know what your definition of a husband is."
"However, if you do get divorced, neither of you nor I will follow you."
Shen Qing stood with his back to Huo Jiu for a long time.
In her memory, it seemed to be the most she had ever talked to her daughter.
When they used to be together, she was in the studio, and the father and daughter were playing wildly outside, and she sometimes thought they were arguing, so she closed the door and isolated herself from them, but it was also clean.
"Xiao Jiu, I'm sorry." I'm sorry she didn't give her a healthy childhood, didn't give her a warm embrace of her mother, didn't go to her school once, didn't ......
"You didn't feel sorry for me, it was your choice that you gave birth to me, and it was your choice if you didn't hold me." Huo Jiu is very calm, and he is not like her.
Shen Qing was speechless by her words, and her body trembled, this is her daughter, she is so unfamiliar.
Shen Qing went back to the room, thinking about a sentence all the time, she said, could I not be my mother's daughter? Then why didn't Mom hug me? Mom's hands are for drawing.
She had always thought that her hands were for drawing.
But now she realized that she had never helped her husband or hugged her daughter, and how much she hated these hands now, so hated that she wanted to chop them off.
Huo Jiu's room is in the westernmost part, the room is sunny, which Huo Weiting specially customized for her, and also planted a camphor tree in the yard, facing her room, when the camphor tree blooms, there will be a faint fragrance of flowers, she likes it very much.
She couldn't figure out why Shen Qing suddenly mentioned the divorce, and even Huo Weiting didn't know, Shen Qing was a little strange today, but she couldn't say it.
I was a little depressed in the room, and I wanted to call Hu Shu, but I still couldn't get through.
Thinking that he must have been working all night yesterday, he must be sleeping now. and did not disturb him any more.
Shen Qing's studio was in the easternmost part, and she was afraid that Shen Qing would be noisy here, so she deliberately placed her studio in the easternmost place.
How long has it been since Huo Jiu entered Shen Qing's studio? It's been three years, and she hasn't been in college since she went to college.
When Su Yu was in junior high school, he liked to come to their house, clamoring to learn to paint, so he studied with her for a while, Shen Qing said that he was talented, but Su Yu was too stubborn at that time, and he didn't have to worry about learning if he wanted to, so Shen Qing didn't have a mind.
And Huo Jiu likes to paint, but he doesn't have too much talent.
However, she inherited Huo Weiting's talent in numbers, and was extremely sensitive to numbers, originally Huo Weiting wanted her to learn mathematics, but she still chose design without hesitation.
You can not only draw, but also design your favorite wedding dress.
However, at that time, she didn't pass the major when she took the exam, and Huo Weiting came forward to help her get it, so she was really a little unable to do it in the design department with many talents.
Therefore, no one has ever known that her mother is the famous Shen Qing.
She thought that if she also had superhuman talent for painting, she would definitely publicize that her mother was Shen Qing.
It's a pity that she doesn't have that kind of talent.
Walking and walking, I unconsciously walked to Shen Qing's studio.
Once Huo Weiting teased her, she ran to the studio in a hurry, but was kicked out by Shen Qing, and then she didn't make trouble in the studio, even if she wanted to see her paint, she just stood at the door and watched quietly, not letting her find out her save.
At that time, Huo Jiu felt that just looking at Shen Qing's back felt very beautiful, with a thin back, a skinny figure, he always liked to wear a long cardigan, and his hair was locked behind with a pencil at will, such a scene, even if he looked back now, he still felt very beautiful and warm.
The sound of "bang ......" shattered all of Huo Jiu's memories.
Huo Jiu kicked in the door, and the ground was full of scattered drawing paper, pens, and paints, all over the place, colorful, and there was a bang just now......
Huo Jiu didn't have time to think, he rushed straight to the inner room, and the big vase placed next to the bathtub fell to the ground and shattered, it was Shen Qing's favorite vase, Huo Weiting spent 500,000 yuan to buy it.
"Mom......" is heartbreaking.
When Huo Weiting arrived at the hospital non-stop, Huo Jiu bit his fingers in his mouth and walked back and forth restlessly at the door of the operating room, and when he saw Huo Weiting coming, he threw himself directly into his arms, and the tears that "Dad......" had endured for a long time finally came out of his eyes at this moment.
Huo Weiting hugged her daughter and kept comforting her, until she gradually calmed down before asking what was going on, on the phone she only said that Shen Qing had an accident and asked him to come back quickly, but she didn't know what happened.
"Dad, Mom cut off her hand, that's her hand for painting...... Huo Jiu couldn't cry a little, how much pain she has now, how much she regrets it, if she can detect Shen Qing's strangeness, it will definitely not be like this." Dad, will Mom never be able to draw again? Huo Jiu was like a โกโก-year-old girl, looking up and asking the people she trusted the most, expecting them to give her a hope.
"It's okay, good, I don't blame you, I blame Dad for not taking care of you."
As soon as Huo Weiting said this, Huo Jiu cried even more sadly.
Huo Jiu stood at the door of the operating room for two hours before the doctor came out, and as soon as he saw the doctor come out, Huo Jiu immediately caught him, "Doctor, how is my mother?" โ
"The patient has been unstable recently, has taken too many sleeping pills, and her body is extremely weak, and the most important thing is that she injured the major artery this time, which affected the meridians of the side system, and it is estimated that her right hand will not be able to ...... in the future."
"Can she still draw?" Before the doctor could finish speaking, Huo Jiu interrupted him, and asked nervously and anxiously.
"I can't draw anymore, I can only do some basic things in the future."
"Dad, mom can't draw anymore, mom loves to draw the most......" Huo Jiu cried profusely in Huo Weiting's arms, and his speech was intermittent.
Shen Qing was transferred to the ward and has been in a coma, the doctor said that she was emotionally unstable and took sleeping pills, these Huo Jiu never knew, the only thing she knew was that her mother was a well-known painter Shen Qing.
Looking at the pale and thin Shen Qing, Huo Jiu regretted what she had said to her, and within half a day, let her escape from beauty to pain, from possession to loss. Those who understand and those who don't understand, at a moment, it doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is that this person is still by your side.
At this moment, how much she misses Shen Qing, who used to be indifferent to her, how much she misses Hu Shu, who has been by her side.
Hu Shu has been dealing with matters since yesterday, and he lied to Huo Jiu that it was just a technical problem, and that someone actually wanted to buy their studio.
And he has been busy from yesterday to today, and he has not closed his eyes.
As soon as the phone was turned on, I saw several of her missed calls, dialed over, just rang, she answered, the fastest phone in history, he was still thinking about how to tease her, he didn't have time to speak, she was already crying pear blossoms with rain, she said, "Shu, I miss you, I want to think very much." โ
She never plays sensational, he knows.