65.Chapter64
The sheets were stained with blood.
The clothes were messily thrown on the ground, silently telling the story of what happened. Duan Ruiqi arched his body, his eyes were tightly closed, but his eyelashes were still trembling.
Hurt.
It hurts all over my body.
Without the gentleness of the past, this time it seems to be a one-sided sadism. He could only feel the overwhelming pain coming towards him, and he didn't know if it was his body or his heart that was torn.
Chu Yunshen's eyes drooped slightly, and his gaze fell on the man's bruised body.
"Don't pretend to be asleep." forcibly lifted Duan Ruiqi's chin and forced the other party to look directly at him. The man pursed his lips, trying to see himself in his eyes.
No.
It was a pair of eyes that were too vacant, and he felt flustered. However, all that panic turned into anger, and he wanted to tear the people under him apart again.
Duan Ruiqi felt tired and slowly lowered his eyes.
"Look at me!" The hand pinching the chin increased its strength again, and you could see the bruising of the water. Chu Yunshen roared angrily, and the expression on his face became terrifying again. However, he only trembled slightly in fear, and did not look at the other party.
"Look at me!" Directly lifting his chin, the man tried to force him to give in with pain, but in fact, he was already numb. At the moment of being torn apart, he cried and begged the other party, but he did not get a trace of tenderness.
Now these hurt...... And what is it?
Chu Yun gritted his teeth deeply, and his hands trembled slightly. It's good, I don't even want to look at him......
All the guilt he felt was replaced by anger, and he raised his palm and slapped him again. The already swollen cheeks immediately turned red, and Duan Ruiqi tilted his head sideways like that, not saying a word.
"Okay, good......" The man's voice began to tremble, and the hand that had been holding his neck unconsciously began to increase its strength. Duan Ruiqi felt that breathing began to become difficult, and his heart was desolate.
I'm going to be strangled to death......
If you die, you don't have to hurt anymore.
"!" Seeing his rapid breathing, Chu Yunshen realized what he had done and quickly let go of his hand. At this moment, those panic and guilt flashed again, and his hand trembled slightly, caressing the man's red and swollen cheeks.
I actually ...... Beat him like this.
At the moment when his fingertips touched his skin, Duan Ruiqi seemed to be frightened and subconsciously shrunk. The man's hand froze like that, and it took a long time before it was raised and clenched into a fist.
His cheeks were swollen and there was a slight bloodstain at the corner of his mouth. Chu Yunshen was suddenly a little panicked.
Duan Ruiqi's crying and pleading are still in his ears, but why doesn't he speak now?!
"You speak, you speak!" Hold down the thin shoulders and shake them for life. The man stared at the man below him, hoping that he would be able to speak and say a word.
Let him get out of this room.
However, no.
Duan Ruiqi only raised his eyes slightly, his gaze was a little trance-like and full of despair. Just one glance made Chu Yunshen feel flustered. He seemed tired, and slowly lowered his eyes.
For the first time in his life, a man felt scared.
He was afraid that Duan Ruiqi would look at himself with that kind of gaze again, and he was afraid that the other party would say something irreparable......
"You are mine, you will be my ...... all your life" It seemed that only repeating this sentence made him feel relieved, Chu Yunshen trembled his hand and gently touched his hot and swollen cheeks. Finally, clenched his fists.
Even in the previous seven days, he had never felt the panic of losing the other party. took a deep breath, pulled over the quilt piled up in the corner of the bed, and covered Duan Ruiqi. Then put on his coat and walked out of the bedroom.
Hearing the "click" of the door, the person on the bed covered his face, and tears wet the quilt.
……
He hunched over and hugged himself so that the pain could ease a little. The blood had dried up and was still sticking to his body. The wound should have scabbed, and with a slight movement, it looked like it was going to tear again.
The right eye is a little unopen, and the cheek is too swollen. He smiled self-deprecatingly, closed his eyes again, and continued to numb himself with sleep.
It's good to go to sleep......
The door clicked and unlocked, and Chu Yunshen walked to the side of the bed with the ointment. Gently pushed Duan Ruiqi, saw his high swollen cheeks, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice: "I'll help you with medicine." ”
The man shuddered slightly, and did not open his eyes.
The man sighed and squeezed some milky ointment into his fingers, gently tapping it on his cheek. The ointment with a hint of coolness was spread, relieving the hot pain. His body trembled, instinctively trying to avoid the other party's touch, but he was too scared to move.
Chu Yunshen's eyes became darker and darker. He would rather Duan Ruiqi jump up and grab him by the collar than see him like this. took a deep breath and softened his tone slightly: "Whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you." ”
He didn't speak.
"Is shredded chicken porridge good?" Seeing that the other party's delicate neck was covered with bite marks, the man was slightly stunned, and then touched the place where he was bitten.
Duan Ruiqi ...... It hurts.
He was so afraid of pain that he had to wrinkle his face for a long time even after an injection......
"You rest a little longer." The hand that wanted to caress his forehead finally stopped and silently withdrew. Chu Yun darkened his eyes, sighed lowly, glanced at the trembling person again, and turned to leave.
The door was locked again.
By the time the man returned, an hour had passed. Smelling the fragrant chicken soup, Duan Ruiqi did not have the slightest appetite, but felt a little uncomfortable. He opened his eyes slightly, and the redness on his cheeks had subsided a little, but it was still very noticeable.
"Eat a little." Pull over the stool and sit down on the edge of the bed. Chu Yunshen put the bowl on the cabinet. He wanted to help the other party up, but Duan Ruiqi refused his help, endured the pain in his body, and sat up by himself.
The quilt fell from his body, revealing bruised skin. The man's gaze darkened again, and then he took the clean shirt and put it on him. His gaze was slightly dazed, but he did not resist, and obediently raised his arm and put on his white shirt. Chu Yunshen breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the porridge again, and planned to feed him.
"I ...... I'm good on my own. When he saw the bowl, he had some palpitations. It seems to have accepted the other party's overtures, but there is fear hidden in his eyes. He took the bowl with trembling hands, and didn't even take a spoon, just took a small sip.
He was really scared......
If you don't obey him again, will you be strangled to death......
With a hint of panic in his eyes, Duan Ruiqi quickly swallowed a mouthful of porridge. However, he hadn't eaten anything for a long time, his stomach was tumbling, and he coughed directly. The already weak hand failed to hold the bowl, and the porridge was all turned over on the quilt.
Chu Yun was stunned for a moment, and then wanted to say something.
Duan Ruiqi's eyes widened violently, and the panic was revealed without concealment. His body was trembling with fear, his mouth was slightly open, his hands were trembling, and before the man could speak, he once again picked up the bowl full of porridge and swallowed the remaining mouthfuls in a panic.
"I'll finish it...... I'll finish it......" repeated in panic as he swallowed the porridge.
Tears overflowed from his eyes, and he looked at Chu Yunshen in front of him with a frightened face.
"I didn't mean to...... It really wasn't intentional......" Duan Ruiqi's body trembled, he thought that the man was angry again, grabbed the porridge stuck to the quilt and sent it to his mouth, "Really...... I'll finish it......"
Chu Yunshen was completely stunned.
He stretched out his hand and wanted to pull the other party's arm, but Duan Ruiqi shrank back in fear, his face full of tears. Directly pull up the quilt and bite the places that are stained with porridge and soup.
"Don't hit me......" he pleaded in a low voice, humble and timid, just like the "pain" that he kept crying out when he was violently assaulted.
At that moment, the man clearly saw his eyes full of fear and panic, and even despair. He was so cautious, trying to avoid the wrath of the other party. The eyes that were always smiling on weekdays are now only scared.
Chu Yunshen was really stunned.
He wanted to pull the other party into his arms and coax him well, but Duan Ruiqi seemed to have seen the most terrible thing, regardless of his unbearable lower limbs, he tried to shrink to the side of the bed.
The hasty, tear-filled eyes broke into his sight like that, and the man's heart suddenly tingled, and the raised hand was finally put down in a daze.
Myself...... Is it so scary?
Trembling and taking a deep breath, he picked up the bowl stained with porridge. He smiled reluctantly and said in a low voice, "I'll go to Sheng again." ”
Originally...... I really scared him so much.
The man hiding in the corner was still terrified, and the sheets were covered in dried blood. Seeing the man leave the bedroom all the time, Duan Ruiqi was not so nervous. His stomach was tumbling, and he finally couldn't hold back the ** that was about to vomit, his back trembled, and he coughed violently a few times.
A smell of blood came over him, and he stared blankly at the red-dyed quilt, and panic instantly crossed his eyes.
Chu Yunshen held a bowl of porridge again, clenched his fists, and finally opened the door with the key. He just wanted to appease a few words, but saw Duan Ruiqi take a step back in fear. He dragged the quilt and was trying to move to the bathroom built into the bedroom.
"I ...... I'll wash it clean......" The corners of his mouth were still bloodshot, and he was wearing only a shirt. Because I haven't eaten well for seven days, my body has long been emaciated and looks skinny. He shook his head in a hurry, "I didn't mean to...... It really wasn't meant to ......"
"Duan Ruiqi!" Chu Yunshen's pupils shrank suddenly, the bowl slipped from between his fingers, and fell to the ground again. The man seemed to be frightened, and took a few steps back in a panic.
"I ...... Ahem, cough ......" coughed violently, dark red blood on the ground. The man almost froze, watching him slowly sit on his knees.
Duan Ruiqi......'s lips trembled, and Chu Yun knelt beside him and hugged him into his arms. However, the other party seemed to be very afraid of this hug, and screamed in fear: "Don't, don't kill me......"
I don't know where the strength came from, he directly pushed the man away, and ran away with his hands and feet. Tears dripped down big and begged, looking at each other pleadingly: "I listen to your ...... for everything"
He trembled and prayed, "I'll be good...... Really, don't hit me ......"
“…… It's cold on the ground. Chu Yunshen only felt that his heart was cut open and throbbed, he took a deep breath and hugged the person into his arms. Trembling hands, stroking his hair. There was a hint of hoarseness in his voice: "Don't cry, I won't hit you......"
Duan Ruiqi just kept sobbing, and he didn't even dare to make a sound. Even if the man's movements were so gentle, he still couldn't stop feeling scared.
"I ...... I'm sorry. Those panic and remorse welled up in his heart, and Chu Yunshen hugged him tightly, only to feel a slight sourness in his eyes. Obviously he is a person who swears to be spoiled for the rest of his life...... But he made him scared to be like this.
"I'm sorry." He whispered, "I shouldn't have done that to you." ”
"......" Duan Ruiqi just trembled, that thought had already taken root in his heart, he didn't dare to think that if he didn't obey the other party, would he be so brutal after this short period of tenderness.
Warm tears quickly wet the man's clothes, Chu Yun took a deep breath, and trembled: "It's me who is wrong......
What the hell was he doing before!
"......" Duan Ruiqi's mind was in a mess, and he still clearly remembered the tenderness when the man proposed to him in the sunset that day, but he could not forget the suffocation when he was choked before. Thinking of the young man who was not blind, my heart throbbed.