As Zhao Jinxin spoke, his eyes began to drift, and his voice became more and more subtle. His palm was sliced horizontally, the flesh turned out, and the bones of his four fingers were faintly visible, and the blood flowed incessantly.

"I've lost too much blood, get people into the car, quick!"

When Zhao Jinxin was still conscious, he kept holding Li Shuo's hand, Li Shuo followed him into the car, he looked at Zhao Jinxin's eyes, and felt that it was one of the most difficult moments in his life.

Zhao Jinxin half-squinted his eyes, smiled at him, and said with his mouth: "It's okay." ”

Li Shuo's hand lightly covered his forehead, and he choked up: "I'll be in the hospital soon, don't be afraid." ”

Zhao Jinxin nodded, his eyes gradually lost focus, and he passed out.

Shao Qun also followed into the ambulance, he sat opposite Li Shuo, looking a little calmer, but looking at Li Shuo's eyes was still fierce.

Li Shuo didn't look at him, and said expressionlessly: "You want to fight, wait for him to be sent to the hospital." ”

"Fight?" Shao Qun smiled coldly, "What your result will be, it all depends on what will happen to my brother." ”

Li Shuo was not in the mood to have a war of words with him, but just looked at Zhao Jinxin silently, reflecting on the qiē he had experienced, and the qiē that Zhao Jinxin had done for him.

It's really ironic, the more he doesn't want anything to happen, the more things will always go to that place, maybe he is not pious enough, he has cultivated small goodness, and he can't understand the great way, so he has the cause and effect, so he is to blame.

But he wants the cause and effect of his sowing to be borne by himself, so that he will never complain.

"Li Shuo, you are not worthy of Jinxin." Shao Qun looked at Li Shuo resentfully.

"You don't deserve Li Chengxiu, can you shut up." Li Shuo said annoyingly.

"People like you, it seems that everyone likes them, but in fact, no one likes them, all you like is yourself, if others can't cater to your imagination of feelings, they will be kicked out by you, right?"

"Yes, what does it have to do with you?"

"My brother is different, his illness is destined to make him more prone to accidents than others, and the mortality rate is higher, so he cares a lot about having fun in time, because he doesn't know when the destiny will come, he and you, it is the first time to talk about feelings, you have changed his life plan and attitude completely, what you give him is what you and others have left, and what he gives you is all." The more Shao Qun spoke, the more vicious his eyes became.

Li Shuo smiled sarcastically: "You, fart, fart." Shao Qun, I don't have any arguments with people like you who are absolutely self*, and my feelings are not your turn to make irresponsible remarks, what you say is similar to a bird's cry to me, and it doesn't sound good yet, I just need you to shut up. ”

"What, did I get it?" Shao Qun showed a cruel smile, "May a person with a high sense of morality like you never get rid of the torture of guilt in the days to come." ”

Li Shuo's eyes flashed, and he glared at Shao Qun viciously: "May a person with a cheap sense of morality like you always pay a heavier price for his lack of morality, for example, send him to me." ”

The two stared at each other, their breath getting heavier and heavier, and if hatred was a tangible gas, this little ambulance could burst at any moment.

Finally got to the nearest hospital, and Zhao Jinxin was pushed into the operating room.

Li Shuo sat in the chair outside the operating room, looking vacantly ahead as if his soul had been emptied.

Shao Qun, the bastard, was right, he would be deeply tormented by guilt, but he didn't want to regret it, regret was a useless emotion that needed to be abandoned with all his might, he just wanted to focus on how to make up for his mistakes.

Zhao Jinxin's operation was only done to stop the bleeding, the medical conditions here are limited, the severed tendons, muscles, and nerves need more precise surgery to repair, Shao Qun transferred a helicopter and sent them to the best hospital, where Zhao Jinxin entered the operating room again, this time for seven hours.

It wasn't until the sun went down that Zhao Jinxin came out of the operating room, his operation was successful, but his vitality was greatly damaged, and his face was as white as paper.

Shao Qun stood beside the bed, looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, and after a while, he said, "Accompany him here, I'll pick up his parents at the airport." ”

Li Shuo's body trembled slightly, and his expression seemed to be frozen in ice.

After Shao Qun left, Li Shuo gently lay on the head of the bed, his eyes were full of tiredness, he stretched out his hand and quietly traced Zhao Jinxin's face, from the full forehead, to the high bridge of the nose, to the blue-gray lips. Zhao Jinxin's lips were originally very ruddy, and the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, making him smile pleasingly, but now this pale and weak appearance made his heart ache.

Shao Qun said that the feelings he gave Zhao Jinxin were all left from others, which is not right, the feelings he gave Zhao Jinxin subverted his understanding of feelings, and he did not give anyone an unforgettable heart, and there will never be a person like Zhao Jinxin, who left such a heavy and deep mark in his life.

Li Shuo felt his eyelids getting heavier and heavier, he hadn't closed his eyes for a day and a night, and he held Zhao Jinxin's hand before sleepiness swept over his consciousness.

Li Shuo didn't sleep long before he felt some noise, and he barely opened his eyelids and met a pair of familiar eyes.

“…… Jin Xin. Li Shuo immediately sat up, and because he had been lying on his stomach for too long, he had no feeling at his waist.

Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's face: "Fall into bed and sleep, how tired it is to lie on your stomach like this." ”

"You...... The anesthetic is over......" Li Shuo looked at his hand, "It hurts." ”

"Okay." Zhao Jinxin wanted to be flat, but his eyes still revealed his concern, "My hand...... It's not wasted. ”

Li Shuo said quickly: "No, the operation was done very well. ”

Zhao Jinxin breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good." ”

"Jinxin." Li Shuo said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry ......."

"Don't say those three words." Zhao Jinxin touched Li Shuo's lips with his finger, and he grinned, "You can say 'I love you', you can say 'you are so handsome', but you are not allowed to say 'I'm sorry'." ”

Li Shuo was stunned, and barely squeezed out a smile: "Okay, thank you." ”

"I know you're the kind of person you are, and I like people like you." Zhao Jinxin stretched out his hand, "Uncle Li hugs me, it won't hurt to hug me." ”

Li Shuo stretched out his arms and hugged him.

"How do you know about me?" Li Shuo asked softly.

"You're going to be mad at me."

"yes, now is the best time for you to say it."

"Okay, I installed a location on your phone, and the last time I saw that your phone call was not normal, I went to investigate."

"Well, I guessed it." Li Shuo touched his head, "You're really a bastard." ”

Zhao Jinxin sneered: "Well, I am." ”

Li Shuo also smiled.

In the middle of the night, Zhao Jinxin's parents arrived, and Mrs. Zhao cried when she saw her son.

Zhao Rongtian was still very calm, and in turn comforted Li Shuo for a few words, and learned about the situation.

Li Shuo said 1510.

After Zhao Rongtian listened, he pondered for a moment, nodded and said, "It seems that he really likes you." ”

Li Shuo looked up in surprise.

Zhao Rongtian patted Li Shuo's shoulder, turned around and left.

Li Shuo froze for a moment, revealing a wry smile, as if the whole world knew about his relationship with Jin Xin, and he was still trying to hide it.

That night, Mrs. Zhao stayed in the hospital, and Li Shuo returned home.

He took a shower, changed his clothes, then took out a bottle of wine and drank it alone. When he was slightly drunk, he saw a big shopping bag on the ground, and he thought about it for a long time before remembering that it was a gift from Japan that Wen Xiaohui gave him.

He put down his glass, walked over and picked up the bag, opened it and looked at it.

There are love-fun underwear, love-fun props, and even love-fun snacks in it, all of which are blushing gadgets, which are really in line with Wen Xiaohui's style.

Li Shuo picked up a pair of underwear and shook it in front of his eyes, he couldn't help but laugh, and then his eyes turned red.

He picked up the phone and called Xiao Chen and Xiang Ning respectively, asking Xiao Chen to collect all the evidence that Xu Darui was blackmailing him, and asking Xiang Ning to find someone to dig up more evidence of Lao Diao's gang, he hoped that after these people went in, they would not come out again.

The next day, on the way to the hospital, Li Shuo received a call from his father and was severely educated, he felt that his father was right in every sentence, and he was not mature enough, decisive enough, and thoughtful enough to deal with the problem, so it caused a series of adverse consequences.

When he arrived at the hospital, he saw Wen Xiaohui and Li Chengxiu, who rushed to hear the news, and both of them were relieved when they saw that he was in good condition.

Li Shuo smiled bitterly: "I hope that the next time we get together, we won't be in the hospital." ”

Wen Xiaohui sighed: "I don't know why, I have been very close to the hospital in the past two years, which is really unlucky." ”

Li Chengxiu frowned and said, "Brother Li, if Shao Qun says anything unpleasant to you, don't take it to heart." ”

"I'm not going to take it to heart." Li Shuo smiled, "I'll tell him something even harder." ”

Wen Xiaohui slapped his hands and said approvingly: "Yes." ”

There was a deliberate cough from behind, Li Shuo didn't need to look back, and he knew that Shao Qun was behind him, so he patted the two of them on the shoulder: "I'll go see Jin Xin, thank you for coming, I'll have dinner with you another day." ”

Li Shuo walked into the ward, saw that Zhao Jinxin was crossing Erlang's legs, playing with his mobile phone with one hand, and when he saw Li Shuo, he smiled: "It's coming." ”

Li Shuo frowned and said, "Why are you still playing with your mobile phone?" ”

"It's boring. I just hurt my hand, and my mom had to let me lie in bed, what logic. Zhao Jinxin threw down his phone and stretched out his hand, "Uncle Li hugs." ”

Li Shuo pressed his hand: "I brought food, eat first." ”

"You feed me." Zhao Jinxin deliberately smacked his mouth.

Li Shuo opened the lunch box, scooped up a spoonful of egg custard, and stuffed it into his mouth.

"It smells so good." Zhao Jinxin licked his lips.

Li Shuo smiled slightly: "Eat more, I also cooked red date bird's nest to replenish blood." ”

"Hey, don't mention blood supplements to me, my mother is going to force me to eat all kinds of blood, all kinds of liver, and all kinds of supplements, it's disgusting to think about."

Li Shuo paused: "You used to ...... Shed a lot of blood too? ”

Zhao Jinxin shrugged: "Hmm." ”

"You were ......" Li Shuo thought about it, Zhao Jinxin didn't tell him about being kidnapped when he was a child, and he shouldn't have asked, so he shook his head, "I have to make up for it this time." ”

"My brother told me, he sued you, didn't he?" Zhao Jinxin smiled, "I just feel ashamed, such an adult is still afraid of the dark, if only you always thought I was joking." ”

"There's no shame at all, and there are a lot of things that adults are afraid of."

"Yes." Zhao Jinxin looked at Li Shuo's eyes quietly, "Then what are you afraid of?" ”

"I ...... Fear of a weak self. "Cowardly, wanting to escape, lacking courage in self.

Zhao Jinxin shook his hand: "You are not weak at all, you have the broadest and tolerant mind, which requires more courage than being fierce and ruthless." ”

Li Shuo laughed at himself, he didn't dare to agree, and he didn't want to refute, his broad and tolerant mind was exchanged for repaying virtue with resentment, in exchange for the biggest loss and the biggest crisis in his life, which made him not doubt himself. There are probably a few moments in this life when a man will have deep doubts about his faith, the first time is when he is on the barren land of Africa, and he is unable to open his eyes under the scorching sun, and the second time is now, as if he is trying to be good, but the good has deviated from his original intention.

But he only allowed himself to doubt for a moment, that there is no right or wrong in faith, and that it was obviously himself who did the wrong thing.

Zhao Jinxin seemed to see through Li Shuo's thoughts, and he gently touched Li Shuo's face: "It's not your fault, you are the best person in the world in my eyes, and no one is more perfect than you." ”

Li Shuo smiled bitterly and shook his head.

Zhao Jinxin pinched his chin and said softly: "Uncle Li, I'm going to take advantage of people's danger, now, I want your broad, tolerant mind to give me a chance." ”

Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin quietly, staring straight into the depths of his eyes, he saw the most sincere feelings.

"This time, I said that sentence, this is the third time, the first two times, you are serious, I didn't cherish it, this time, I am serious, I will hold on to you, and I will never let go." Zhao Jinxin coughed lightly, "'Let's re-establish trust'." ”