It was destined to be a sleepless night, because I lost sleep because of this call. Lying on the bed with my eyes wide open, I had cigarette after cigarette in my hand. Keep snuffing out the cigarette with your fingers, and keep lighting a new cigarette. Smiling, I couldn't help but reddened my eyes as I looked at the dark ceiling.

I didn't sleep all night, and the next morning I discussed the next step with Brother Hao Nan and Liang Bin.

Sandwiched a bun for Liang Bin. I thought about it, lit a cigarette and said, "What about the casualties last night?" ”

"Brother Yang, are you going to eat a bun? Isn't it a little too little to eat? Brother Hao Nan asked me.

"I can't eat it." I said with a sigh.

"You haven't slept all night, have you? Look at your pale face. You can't do this, if you continue like this, you will be finished sooner or later. Let's eat another one, this Xinmin's bun tastes good. Brother Hao Nan said to me.

Xinmin's steamed buns really don't taste much. The filling is big and delicious, and the dough is sweet and delicious. But I always felt disgusted, I just wanted to smoke and didn't want to eat anything, and my neighbors ate less and less, no matter how delicious the food in the restaurant was, I didn't have much appetite.

I'm homesick and miss my stepmother's cooking......

Smiling, I continued the topic with Brother Hao Nan just now, "How were the casualties last night?" ”

"Hey........." Brother Hao Nan sighed and said, "Last night, we suffered a lot of losses. Dozens of brothers died, and hundreds more were wounded. Fortunately they did not use grenades. Otherwise, we will have more dead and wounded. Brother Yang, do you have to pay for the settling-in fee? ”

"Eun ......" When I heard that a brother had died, my heart became uncomfortable.

They are all young, and many of them are young bastards who want to get ahead. They all wanted to make some money and make a name for themselves with me, but they lost their precious lives because of it.

"Zhou Gongzi's people have lost more, and the number of dead alone is not less than this number." Liang Bin held up two fingers at me.

Looking at Liang Bin's fingers, I finished smoking a cigarette and extinguished it and lit another cigarette. Taking a deep breath, I sighed and said, "I don't want any damage from us if I can." I don't want any of them to die, after all, these are precious human lives. ”

"Dead brother, ask the family to send two million. The badly wounded brother received a million. The lightly injured brothers received 200,000 yuan and the first brother to enter the county received 3 million, and the rest of the meritorious brothers were each awarded 300,000 yuan. Anyway, Emperor Zhao's money is also ill-gotten gains, so he will give it to his brothers to spend. I said with a sigh.

Listening to my words, Brother Hao Nan couldn't help but take a deep breath. Then he thought for a while and said, "Brother Yang, you are such a money-burning method." Even if our brothers break their legs, I guess they will still work for us. ”

"Sell your life, life is originally bought with money. It's a pity that I don't have any more money, otherwise I would have been better off with my brothers who follow me. I stopped fighting for the past two days, and I felt distressed when I hit last night. Let's all rest, recuperate and get on with our head. After extinguishing the cigarette, I walked back to the cabaret and lay down on the bed in the office to think about my thoughts.

I was sleepy, but I still couldn't sleep. The wounds on my body ached, and my internal injuries also flare-up at the same time, and I coughed profusely. The cough was uncomfortable and I wanted to vomit a little, and I couldn't help but vomit a mouthful of blood after coughing for a while.

He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth. I pulled out my phone with a frown. Then after flipping through the photos on my phone for a while, I looked at the girl on the phone with a slight softness in her eyes.

Little fairy, I'm about to meet my little fairy. Think of how obedient she looks. The thought of her star-like eyes makes my heart feel like it's about to melt.

I love playing with her the most, and now she's finally going to appear in front of me.

There are so many things I want to say to her, and I feel like her. She. It seems that she is still the wife I am marrying.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but secretly kiss my phone. Then put down the phone, and the whole person looked at the white ceiling in a daze tiredly.

Still can't sleep. People have become a little nervous.

I've always had insomnia, and if I slept for more than 10 minutes a day, I might not be able to sleep all day. There are too many things on my mind, and I always think about how to calculate, and others are afraid of being calculated. Occasionally, I saw a police car, and my body was shaking. At night, I will wake up in a nightmare because of a dream of a police car.

I know, it's called a thief's heart. I've done too many bad things, I'm afraid that ghosts will come knocking on my door.

I just felt a bit of restlessness. I thought about it and walked out of the room. The body was very painful when I didn't sleep, so I clenched my fists hard and tensed the muscles of my whole body to feel more comfortable.

Maybe it was last night's victory, or maybe it was the fame I've been accumulating. No matter which brother I am, they call me Brother Yang with great respect when they see me. Some of them are bigger than me, and some of them are smaller than me. When I saw them greet me, I smiled and patted them on the shoulder, and then said sincerely, "Good brother! ”

saw that Brother Hao Nan was busy allocating funds, and Liang Bin was busy taking care of his injured brother. After thinking about it, I called the brother of the root-planing team who delayed me last night. Ask him. "Busy?"

"I'm not busy!" Showing a mouthful of yellow teeth, the brother of the root-cutting team smiled at me.

"I want to find a place to worship the Buddha, you can go with me." I smiled at him.

"Good! I'm happy to play with you. The brother of the root-cutting team laughed.

After inquiry. We found a place to worship Buddha in the county. After a pour of incense, I sincerely knelt on the ground and made a wish, "May the dead brother rest in peace." May the truly good people have a peaceful life. I am a sinner, and if the gods want to punish me, please lay the blame on me alone. Everyone is innocent, please don't embarrass everyone.........."

After talking for a while with my eyes closed, I gradually opened my eyes. Only then did I realize that I was also superstitious, because I had done too many things and had to become superstitious.

People should always have a little faith, and I can finally understand what kind of mood Emperor Zhao is in every day.

Walk out of the temple. I lit a cigarette and asked the brother of the root-digging team, "Do you regret it?" ”

"What do you regret?" My brother from the root-planing team asked me.

"I regret committing crimes, I regret robbing money, I regret killing people, and I regret embarking on this road of no return." I say.

"Regret." The brothers of the root-planing team thought about it and said.

What is digging roots, and the so-called digging roots is a way of committing crimes. It was late at night, and he was holding a hammer and following the pedestrian to dig at his head. The man was killed, took the money and fled.

The brother next to me was a member of the root-digging team that was famous in the province at that time. They killed a lot of people, and even many big brothers didn't dare to come out to drink for a while. for fear that they would plot against them, and they would be killed by them as ordinary people for money.

But no one thought that the demon in people's eyes was actually an ordinary migrant worker. One is too ordinary to be ordinary. A migrant worker wearing a camouflage uniform in yellow rubber shoes. And when he smiled like a mouth full of yellow teeth, he looked very much like a simple and good person.

"I killed myself." After thinking about it, the brothers of the root-cutting team showed me the scars on their wrists.

"Why suicide?" I asked.

"Scared. I'm afraid that the police will catch me and sentence me to death. I waited for them to come and catch me, but they never came. I was scared, I thought it was too scary. So. I just want to understand life in advance. Said the brother of the planing team.

"And then you lost half of your blood and regretted it? Because you're afraid of death? I asked with a smile.

"Yes, I'm scared to death. I thought I could go home to see my wife and children, but I knew I couldn't go back. On the day my mother died, I could only cry but didn't dare to go home. In the first robbery, I only grabbed 300 yuan and a mobile phone. The phone looked very good, but it was sold for more than 100 yuan. If I was given a chance to do it all over again, I would never break the law again. As he spoke, the cloudy eyes of the root-planing team turned red.

"Go to the pillar of incense, and wash away the sins of your body." I say.

"I don't dare to put on incense, I'm afraid that the Buddha won't be able to tolerate me." Said the planing team.

"En........." smiled and nodded, and I took him back.

Because he killed a person for more than 400 yuan, he could never turn back. And he has only one end, and he will continue to fight with me until he dies. Only when he dies will he be freed. He had no way but death.

Think about it, how much better can I compare to him? He went down this road of no return for four hundred dollars, and I didn't even have a penny. At that time, I was just trying to save face. Face is important, but how much is it worth compared to the future of a lifetime? Four hundred bucks? I don't think it's worth anything.

Someone brought in a scientist, and I looked at the young man with myopia glasses in front of me and frowned, "What kind of scientist are you?" ”

"Bombs." The young man smiled and pushed down his glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"Did you plant the remote-controlled bomb under my car?" My eyes lit up.

"Yes, it's despicable. You arrested me, if you want to kill me, you can do whatever you want. The scientist said with a fearless face.

"No, I need talent for you." I smiled and lit a cigarette and tossed him another.

Just as the two of us were smoking together, the door to my room was pushed open. Looking at the people outside the door, I looked at the scientist again. He was looking at me too, and immediately stood up.........