Zhao Yu sent him in and left, Su Xiaoyan didn't look at him all the time, just lowered his head and said, "Thank you, I'm sorry for your trouble." After closing the door, she hurriedly helped Lu Ming, but he dragged her and fell down on the sofa together, she was extremely suppressed and did not scold, not wanting people outside the house to hear the movement inside.

Finally breaking free, Su Xiaoyan tried hard to stand up, and saw Lu Ming wanting to vomit. Hurriedly ran to get the trash can. Lu Ming, who had finished vomiting, looked like his face was poor, but his mind was a little clearer. Some of the vomit splashed on the carpet, Su Xiaoyan pulled out the napkin and wiped it fiercely.

This carpet was bought during their honeymoon trip in Nepal, and although they liked it very much, Su Xiaoyan had been hesitating because the carpet was heavy and inconvenient to carry. Lu Ming said that he would buy it if he liked it, and he paid immediately. After paying the money, everything was fine, and as for how to move it back to China, he didn't think about it. Su Xiaoyan still found a way and moved back. The happiness I felt at the time seems to be a difference in personality that cannot be run-in.

Buying a carpet is a trivial matter, but in their lives, too much Lu Ming is reckless, and Su Xiaoyan is forbearing. She looked at Lu Ming coldly and said, "Go in and sleep." ”

"Where to sleep? Bedroom or guest room? Lu Ming squinted his eyes and asked.

Su Xiaoyan looked at him seriously, exploring how drunk he was. On the way out of the bar to his home, Lu Ming fell asleep, and threw up again just now, looking a little more awake than in the bar.

"Whatever you want." Su Xiaoyan saw that he was in a decent state, and turned around and entered the room. Lu Ming jumped up and grabbed her, hurting her. "Lu Ming, you're enough. You've made such a big fuss, what do you want to do when you get home? ”

Lu Ming saw anger, pain, disappointment, and disgust in Su Xiaoyan's eyes, he was touched, but his hand strength did not decrease, and he pulled Su Xiaoyan back to the sofa.

"You have to sue me, who sent me back just now?"

"Lawyer."

"Oh. Come to think of it. Chen Xinran said that you have a lawyer to talk about divorce, you have the ability, when did you know a lawyer, and the relationship was not ordinary, you can invite him home. ”

"Filthy! It's unbelievable! Su Xiaoyan got up to leave, but was stopped again.

"Yes, I'm dirty. I have a woman outside, you are noble, you are pure, you won't let me touch it. Lu Ming sneered. Marriage is two-sided, and it's wrong to have an affair, but you treat me as a heinous person. ”

Su Xiaoyan wanted to say very much, you think I started to separate after exposing you, in fact, I have known for a long time, I still sleep in the same bed with you for so long, because I trust you, how many times have I given you. Su Xiaoyan thought of "The Game of Love" that I read a few days ago, in which the moment when one party sends a communication invitation to the other party is called the "sliding door moment". Even if I feel so bad, but I am still willing to open the door of my heart to see what is going on between us, the party who actively invites at this moment is the party with a higher sense of trust, this party is willing to choose the position where they are exposed to risks, and the other party may choose to face or turn their backs to their partners, but every time they turn their backs to their partners, the result may be an escalation of conflicts, and the other party's trust in themselves is eroded step by step.

When Su Xiaoyan opened the sliding door again and again, in exchange for his self-confessed luck. Her kindness and hard work were dismissed by him as stupidity and ignorance. Until the truth was pierced by Su Xiaoyan, he became angry and ashamed, and blamed Su Xiaoyan for never trying to grasp his heart. In such a duel again and again, she lost confidence in Lu Ming and marriage.

Su Xiaoyan said sadly: "At the beginning, I always asked myself, I have paid so much for this family, how can you still cheat?" Why do you never consider my feelings? Later, I thought about it, I can't think that I have paid more than you because I quit my job because I am at home with children. So, I communicated with you again and again to repair our relationship. But what about you? If you don't get lucky, you think I don't know anything, and you are unscrupulous to be with her. Either be arrogant, don't communicate with me, and let our quarrels escalate. Lu Ming, I don't hate you because of cheating. ”

The last sentence made Lu Ming feel uplifted. With his drunkenness, he leaned unsteadily on Su Xiaoyan, hugged her, and said, "That's good, it's good if you don't blame me for cheating." I told her at the beginning that it was really just for fun, wishful thinking, and we didn't owe each other. She said that it would not affect my marriage. Xiaoyan, you may not believe me. ”

With a mocking smile on the corner of Su Xiaoyan's mouth, she broke free from him, sat down, and said lightly: "I believe it, I understand what you said." I've been trying to understand your emotions, so I understand. The marriage is unhappy, just find a safe haven. ”

Lu Ming was overjoyed in his heart, and hurriedly said, "I don't really want to divorce you and marry her." When we quarrel, I'm angry. Later, she actually got pregnant. She took the initiative to do it, and I was very moved, so I said that I broke up and went to see her again, and things were not what you thought. ”

Su Xiaoyan restrained her trembling voice and asked, "What else can I think?" Like your mother said, men make mistakes once in a while, just change it, and when nothing happens, forgive you? I've thought about it too. But who gave me this opportunity? She looked at Lu Ming's eyes that were a little dazed because of alcohol, how much could he understand? However, if she doesn't talk about it tonight, she may be even more reluctant to speak in the future. "Do you know how many times she comes to me? She disturbed my life and Sissy's. You know, she came to protest with me after the miscarriage with the surgical order? Wishful thinking, don't owe each other, are you a fool when you are a woman? She's an unmarried girl, how can she not know how to hold on to you? ”

"Xiaoyan, I'm sorry! I'll be sure to part with her and we'll start over. ”

"Don't tell me I'm sorry. The reason for our divorce is not cheating, but our attitude towards marriage and each other. We can't do it anymore. Su Xiaoyan closed her eyes in pain and cried lowly. Marriage is a game, based on trusting love, dare to open yourself, and do not worry that you will bring harm to yourself while giving or reaping. Because they no longer trust, compromise and give, they will be unwilling, calculate each other, and eventually be resentful.

It's a pity that men, especially men like Lu Ming, will never understand these truths, he only recognizes that Su Xiaoyan refuses to forgive himself for cheating, so he entangles and refuses to recognize it.

Suddenly, Su Xiaoyan's phone rang, and the piercing voice made Lu Ming, who was slightly drunk, red-eyed. At this time, Su Xiaoyan actually had a call, could it be that the lawyer called? There was an inadvertent fire in his heart, and he hurriedly came over to grab the phone, Su Xiaoyan only glanced at it lightly, and snatched it with Lu Ming. He glared a little fiercely, looked at the name "Xiaoyu" on the phone screen, and was stunned.

"Let's take it." Su Xiaoyan said calmly.

Lu Ming swiped the screen a little dazed, and an excited voice immediately sounded over there: "Su Xiaoyan, where is Lu Ming?" He's going to divorce you, and you're still haunted by your dead face. Lu Ming was stunned, seeing the familiar mocking smile on the corner of Su Xiaoyan's mouth. For the first time, he felt a chill in his heart, and she had been silently watching herself act.

Seeing that Lu Ming didn't speak, Su Xiaoyan took back his mobile phone and said lightly: "He went home to sleep, if there is anything, you can call him yourself." Then he hung up, looked at Lu Ming, and said coldly: "Your girlfriend who doesn't owe each other wants the identity of Mrs. Lu." Since I'm not rare, I'll give it back to you. Let's divorce peacefully. ”

Lu Ming's phone rang, kept ringing, kept ringing, Su Xiaoyan didn't change his expression, and his quiet appearance made Lu Ming shudder. The phone continued to ring, and Su Xiaoyan said, "Pick it up, there may be something wrong." ”

"Hey, what do you want to do?"

"Lu Ming, are you really at your own home? I was wrong, I shouldn't have dropped something. I was back at the bar and they said you're gone. Don't be angry, forgive me. ”

"Xiaoyu, I'm drunk and very uncomfortable, let's talk about it tomorrow."

"No, you come out, I want to see you."

"Xiaoyan is at home."

"I don't care, I'm just downstairs at your house, if you don't come, I won't leave."

"What?" Lu Ming ran to the balcony, and Su Xiaoyan slowly followed. On the 10th floor, there was a small figure, thinly dressed and shivering in late autumn.

The couple, who had been in love with each other from college until they got married, stood on the balcony and looked at each other silently. The once sweet was like being covered with a layer of autumn mist, close to the end of the world, powerless to touch, in this marriage war without gunpowder, Su Xiaoyan is no longer in love.

"Lu Ming, let me go."