Chapter Twenty-Nine: Xu Xian's Phone Call
After leaving the two sisters, Wang Shengzhe walked alone on the street, blindly following his feelings.
Just walked along the familiar street scene to the unfamiliar, Wang Shengzhe himself didn't know where he wanted to go? Not only Wang Shengzhe, but even among the people who are busy all day long, how many people actually know what they are busy with? Where do you yearn for it?
But seeking peace of mind is my hometown. It's a light sentence, but it's still hard to do. Wang Shengzhe is homesick, not in this bizarre bustling city, but on the other side of the distant ocean. That quiet little mountain village, that green old forest, that simple original mountain people.
Although he didn't have much of the past, he still found helplessly that he was yearning for that kind of life.
However, in the process of growing up, it is inevitable that there will always be too many things to lose. Those things can never be found again.
The ringtone of the mobile phone rang unfortunately when his thoughts spread, Wang Shengzhe willfully listened to the ringtone of the mobile phone gradually fading in his pocket, but he didn't even reach out to dig out his pocket.
He just wasn't really interested in answering the phone. For him now, he is only willing to be alone in a quiet daze. A person quietly watches the people coming and going on the bustling street, letting the inexplicable sadness engulf him, letting the sadness spread and sweep his whole world.
Maybe only in this way will he have no time to think, no time to guess, no time to mess around, no time to entangle.
After it has just been confirmed that Zheng Xiujing's kidnapping case is simply Wang Shengzhe's own dream, the relieved Wang Shengzhe didn't bother to pay attention to the eight-year-old who appeared inexplicably. As for the stranger's warning to himself that appeared inexplicably, it was naturally nothing more than nonsense.
As for why the man who claims to be an eight-year-old knows everything about his dreams, that's not a question he needs to think about now.
Wandering alone on the street corner, Wang Shengzhe didn't know how to describe his feelings.
For a relationship that has been irretrievable, letting go may be the best choice now. Although he has always told Sรน to learn to be free, to be relaxed, to be free, and to let go of those unbearable memories, he still finds it difficult to let go.
Wang Shengzhe's heart trembled, as if he had suddenly discovered something.
Now he is floating uncertainly, isn't he wandering in a strange world, wandering in the bustling city, wandering in the bleak street corners.
As Sanmao said. A person has at least one dream and a reason to be strong. If the heart does not have a place to dwell, it is wandering everywhere.
Does his dream belong to someone else? Wang Shengzhe interrogated his heart, otherwise, why no matter how noisy the crowd was, it was not enough to dispel the loneliness hidden in his heart.
Lonely people, wounded hearts, cool nights, gentle winds.
Now Wang Shengzhe was shocked to find that he had never been really strong.
seems to be very strong, in fact, he has just been imagining himself as someone else, using other people's behaviors to restrain himself and motivate himself, and once he really encounters something that Wang Shengzhe is unwilling to solve or even difficult to face, he still seems fragile after all.
The hero is sad about the beauty pass, this old saying is really true. What's more, Wang Shengzhe is not a hero, so isn't he for beauties to eat? Many times, love is not just a simple two or three small things.
Look at the man in front of Wang Shengzhe now, holding a bouquet of roses and offering them to her beloved. And the beloved of the man who sent the flowers was also naturally held in his hands and hugged into his arms. It's just such a simple scene, who dares to say that at this moment, love is not eternal.
The water flows forever, and the love is eternal. It's silent, but it's always moving. Haven't you ever heard that like water flowing through the years, take away youth, take away life, take away a qiฤ, but it is impossible to take away love no matter what? So, what should be answered now? Who can give Wang Shengzhe an answer. Is it okay to say that there is no love between him and her? If it's not love, why is it so lost? Is it just pure resentment? But even if the whole world is now resentful of his own efforts, what can Wang Shengzhe redeem?
Seeing that many couples gradually appeared on the street, Wang Shengzhe was still stupid after all. Standing under the same sky, but there is a lack of breath by a person, it is a little desolate after all. And this desolation is indeed unspeakable to anyone.
The mobile phone ringtone in his pocket rang inadvertently, and Wang Shengzhe felt the vibration of the mobile phone, ignoring the meaning of the call. The phone rang helplessly for a long time, and finally stopped.
Wang Shengzhe touched his pocket, took a few deep breaths, and finally didn't choose to take out his phone.
Don't think about it, the people who will look for themselves at this time are nothing more than those few people. The current Wang Shengzhe doesn't need pity, doesn't need comfort, and doesn't need to hear anything related to Lin Yun'er. Everything that passes away with the wind belongs to yesterday, and all that remains through the wind and rain is future-oriented.
Let it pass.
Even if it wasn't supposed to pass, since it's been missed, then forget it. Wang Shengzhe raised his head, closed his eyes, and enjoyed the feeling of the breeze blowing on his face. Such a feeling is not bad.
The mobile phone looks like it can't be stopped tonight, the phone ringing in Wang Shengzhe's pocket rang again, listening to the ringtone that seemed to be unstoppable if he couldn't wait to get connected this time kept ringing in his arms, Wang Shengzhe, who was bathed in the strange eyes of the people around him, was finally forced to pick it up under pressure.
He subconsciously walked a few steps, leaned under a street lamp, and listened to a familiar voice on the other end of the phone.
"Xiaoxian?" Listening to this familiar voice, Wang Shengzhe blurted out a name. It's no wonder that perhaps only such a stubborn little girl would dial a phone number over and over again for no reason, knowing that her owner is unwilling to connect.
"Oppa, where are you now?" Xu Xian's tone on the other end of the phone was as usual, and he couldn't hear anything else. Wang Shengzhe listened to Xu Xian's question, looked up at the buildings around him, and realized that he didn't know where he was going. Wang Shengzhe, who discovered this situation, couldn't help but smile bitterly and said to the other end of the phone. "Can I say I'm lost?" Wang Shengzhe was really worried that Xu Xian was making another fuss now, but fortunately, Xu Xian did not have that kind of reaction. "Really?" Xu Xian just held his phone tightly and said lightly. Through the phone, Wang Shengzhe couldn't hear her feelings at all.
The gap between Xu Xian's reaction and a few years ago is really big, I still remember that it was about five or six years ago, Wang Shengzhe accidentally got lost in Seoul, and Xu Xian dragged Lin Yuna to look for himself in the streets.
After Wang Shengzhe met Xu Xian, he always felt that Xu Xian was born with a feeling of worrying about losing something, so she always cherished the things around her, and sometimes even felt that there was an old-fashioned stubbornness in it. No matter who is lost or lost, she is very nervous and anxious. Haruka remembered that during the Black Sea, she also took herself to find all the places where Kim Taeyeon might be, but unfortunately she didn't find it in the end.
It's really rare to see such a little girl. It's just that it's really cute.
"So, why are you lost? Is it because of Ernie? โ
Xu Xian's tone finally fluctuated a little, probably angry at his lack of self-love. Wang Shengzhe can fully imagine her wrinkling nose now.
"You've found it all out." Wang Shengzhe pretended to be relaxed and said. It's just that bitterness, but Xu Xian can still hear it.
It's just that she has always been considerate of other people's feelings, and she actually chose to continue to ask.
"What is OPPA going to do?"
"What else can be done?" Although he was a little puzzled by Xu Xian's actions, Wang Shengzhe still chose to answer. "Since it's all like this, isn't it?"
When he said this, Wang Shengzhe looked up at the night sky, and the corners of his eyes were still moist. How can it be so easy to let go? If the feelings say let go, let go, then what is the previous effort.
"Is it really that simple?" Xu Xian seemed to really want to stab Wang Shengzhe in his heart.
"Isn't it easy?" Wang Shengzhe asked rhetorically, his tone was inexplicably calm, but Xu Xian, who was already standing not far in front of Wang Shengzhe, took a look at Wang Shengzhe's expression. Wang Shengzhe, who immediately talked about his feelings to Xu Xian, didn't know that he was standing under the street lamp, like a big light bulb, and his inner structure was spied on clearly. He didn't know that Xu Xian had already followed him the moment he left, watching him lose his soul, watching him sigh again and again, watching him force a smile, and watching him pretend to be calm. He couldn't know that when Xu Xian was distressed, she couldn't help but take out her mobile phone and dial that familiar phone number.
"Oppa, are you really okay?"
Xu Xian looked at Wang Shengzhe's appearance, but he couldn't help but ask the question he had wanted to ask a long time ago.
"How could something be?" When Wang Shengzhe wanted to continue to say something, Xu Xian blocked his mouth with a sentence.
"Then OPPA has to find a way back."
As soon as the words fell, Wang Shengzhe noticed a beeping sound on the phone. It's just that Xu Xian's call, although he didn't tell her his mood or anything like that, after all, he still said a lot of words, which made Wang Shengzhe's mood improve a lot.
"This girl." Wang Shengzhe was disgusted, chuckled, and put away his mobile phone. "Can't you take a taxi yet?"
In a lighter mood, he would never know that on the night he heard his ex-girlfriend's ruthless words, not far ahead, an angelic girl had come and gone, not taking a trace of dust with him, but seeing through his disguise.
Time is really critical for love, and it doesn't work if you know it too early or too late.
PS: Thank you for the health of leaving, the reward of sin โ love, and it was added temporarily