Chapter 81: The Great Mother
It was only when she made a faint voice that I calmed down instantly, and she seemed to be weak even when she spoke. I didn't expect that the abominable disease would actually attack the weak woman in front of me and torture her like this, feeling that as long as it was getting worse a little bit, she would die at any time.
Originally, I was going to continue to scold this behavior, but when I saw her expression that she had no attachment to the world, my heart ached. Although he was born into a famous family and may not have suffered much since he was a child, he has never despised anything, and he has always had a heart of awe and compassion. Because I have always believed that the greatest happiness in life is nothing more than two things: a healthy body and a group of people who love you and support you.
So when I saw the middle-aged woman in front of me, although she was a stranger, I could already see the despair of life in her eyes, which made me feel pity and hope that I could help her.
But this is not pity, but two special feelings, respect and anger. I respect her because a person is fearless when he is not even afraid of death, and I don't want such a courageous person to die early. I am angry because her actions are a desecration of life and dignity.
While thinking, I gently sat down beside her, held her white and shriveled hands with my own hands, and said lightly [Actually, my favorite thing since I was a child was to hold my mother's hand and get into her arms, do you know? That's a very special sense of security. So even now I like to do it. Don't know you have children yourself? 】
At this time, I saw that her expressionless face turned warm and soft, and I saw her smile and say, "Hmm! I have a son who comes to visit me often and he is the greatest pride of my life. It seems that his son should be the only reason why she has been able to hold on until now.
But when I thought of that kind of behavior just now, my heart was a little conflicted and uneasy, and I hurriedly asked, "Then won't your self-defeating behavior make him sad?" 】
She looked at me and just shook her head slightly, then stared at the ceiling with both eyes and began to say all her inner thoughts [I just don't want to drag him down anymore, in fact, I already have cancer, and my life is not long!] But I haven't told him, and the doctors have been helping me hide it. But he has paid too much for me, and I really don't want him to squander his youth for someone like me, which will only delay his future. I have no choice but to let him live well, which is my long-cherished wish in this life. 】
She wept as she spoke, until finally there were tears around her eyes. In fact, I understand that she has no way to say these words to her children, and maybe she can only open her heart to me as a stranger without any worries.
I took a tissue from my pocket and silently wiped away the tears around her. After a long time I saw that she seemed to regain her affection, and then I thought about it for a moment and was not going to mention anything in her house, maybe those memories might be heart-wrenching.
[Auntie! I think you must have been very beautiful when you were young, just like my mother. I looked at her with a twinkle in my eyes.
I saw her flutter for a moment, and she laughed out loud [haha! I'm really borrowing your good words, but now I've become a ghost, and I've forgotten what I used to look like. 】
[Auntie! In fact, you really have a mysterious temperament in you, which makes me feel that you are particularly relatable, so can you let me talk to you more? Can I hear your story? 】
[You! Your mouth is so sweet, you just want to trick me, right? All right! There's nothing to hide anyway, so I'll tell you my story. 】
In this way, I sat beside her all the afternoon and listened to her quietly. In fact, she used to be a lady, but later she went to society and did not have lofty goals like others, but stayed in a primary school and became a glorious people's teacher.
But then the family did not support her job, and the most important thing was that her family thought that girls grew up to marry a so-called good man, and to put it bluntly, it was that disgusting political marriage. At first, she didn't dare to disobey her family, but whenever she thought of the reluctant eyes of the children behind her, she finally gave up.
Later, because of a coincidence, she met a man, but she didn't expect that she, who had never been in love, couldn't help falling in love with him, and even handed over all her own qiē for him. At that time, she had been stupid to think that the man would be able to marry her, but she didn't expect that it was a scam. When the other party knew that she was pregnant, she told the truth, and the man was actually married.
At that time, she was disheartened and was ready to commit suicide, but thinking of the unborn baby in her womb, she finally chose to survive strongly, and was ready to give birth to him.
Later, she didn't say how she got cancer or how she survived it over the years. But even so, when I listened to it, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart. I didn't expect this weak woman, who seemed to be powerless, to have such a strong heart. But I feel unfair for her, I really can't imagine that such a person is so unfair to her.
As soon as I thought of this, I stood up violently and said to her, "Auntie! My name is Wang Ziyu, if you don't dislike it, you can treat me like your daughter, thank you for saying so much to me, I don't think God gave up hope for you, because he sent me to you. 】
She looked at me blankly, as if she didn't expect me to say this, and then she showed an extremely bright smile, that smile was like the holy light in the church, which could break through the haze of qiē [You are really a good boy, my name is Yang Liuyin. Nice to meet you. I'm as happy today as I am to see my son. 】
[Hmm! Just be happy! As long as you are happy, you can get better! Hey~~】
[Hahaha~~ Then I really have to smile every day! By the way, I saw that your phone kept vibrating just now, and there was something urgent. 】
At this time, I realized that someone had just made a call on my phone. I took it out and looked at it, it turned out to be my mother's, but I still gritted my teeth, put the phone back in my pocket and smiled awkwardly [Hehe~~ It's not a hurry. 】
[Maybe my son will be here soon, you can rest assured! 】
I looked at her with a flat look in her eyes, as if to tell me not to worry about her. After that, I hesitated for a long time before finally standing up, bowing and saying, "Hmm! Then I'll go first~Bye-bye~]
Just as I walked to the door, I suddenly felt that there was something left to do, and then I turned around and ran to her ear and whispered a word [Aunt Yang! I still want to say to you: your son never gave up, and I hope you don't give up either. And from now on, there will be me in your life, and I will definitely take time to come over to spend time with you often. So from now on, there will be two people in the world who will accompany you to walk strongly, so please don't give up hope no matter what. That's it~~Bye-bye~]
After speaking, I beckoned to me with satisfaction, and rushed out with joy, leaving only a warm circle around the willows.