I really want to go back to that time, I am still in this village, and I am a dashing young hero of the ninth master.

That year, I thought I had died unexpectedly.

Every day I think about how to find Zhaohua Jasper and return to my world.

At that time, I didn't know Yuan Ying, I didn't know Huangfu Xuan, I didn't know Fu Ang, I didn't know Huo Yu Shenyi, I didn't know all the people who came after, I only had my eldest brother, only my brothers in the cottage.

We work hard for commissions, and we think we are doing chivalrous deeds.

At that time, Gong Li was just my savior.

Even if you go back to that time.

Nothing, at least every day we have a good time.

I finally lost Fu Ang, the younger brother who maintained the Fu bloodline, and the relatives who depended on me for their lives in the long years of Dongfu, even if I could return to Dongfu at that time.

The sky lit up slightly, and the first rays of light were cast into the hall. I hugged Fuon's cold corpse, feeling like I was dying with him, crying so much that I couldn't cry, and my chest hurt so much that I couldn't feel it.

There was a buzzing in both ears.

The brain went blank.

Yu'er woke up and walked out of the house, and when he saw me, he was terrified and stood there for a while.

"Mother, what's wrong with you." Yu'er whispered to me. His eyes were fixed on Fuang in my arms.

"It's my brother. The only younger brother. I told him.

Yu'er was stunned for a while, then walked over, reached out, lifted his toes, and hugged my neck.

This may be the most fortunate comfort in my life, but it is not the helplessness of being embarrassed in my life. I saw my own son, but I had to end my brother's life with my own hands. No one in this world will call me Sister and run over to me like a flyer, no matter how many have to do it, I finally used his death to open the final curtain of this scene.

Gong Li and Fu Ning are about to take Yu'er back to Beishao.

I saw them off and accompanied them to the entrance of the cottage, Gong Li turned around and asked me worriedly, "Is it still ...... Is that possible? ”

I shook my head slightly, frowned, and didn't reply to him. The taste of losing a hand and a foot should not have been experienced for the first time, but the taste of self-cutting off a hand and foot is not just something that can be borne by hollowing out the heart.

And a qiē is all caused by myself, and it seems hypocritical to say anything.

"If only you hadn't saved me." I chuckled and complained, watching Yu'er struggle beside Fu Ning, not wanting to leave, I said to Gong Li before walking towards him, "Have you ever wondered why you can recall me from another world?" ”

Gong Li was stunned for a moment, and he didn't immediately understand what I meant.

I walked over to Yu'er, and he reached out for me to carry him.

"Yu'er, as the emperor of a country, you can't do everything according to your own mind and your preferences. There will be a long life in the future, and you will meet more likes and dislikes, but you have to learn to control yourself, and never let anyone know what you like and what you hate. I held his little hand and told him, "We'll meet again." Before that, you have to go back to take charge of your country, learn to see everyone around you, don't be too smart, and never be lazy, you have to learn how to deal with yourself in the court, forbearance, and then be wise, and be a good emperor who can bow down to the world. ”

"When Yu'er becomes a good emperor, will she be able to meet her mother?" He pouted reluctantly.

"When you learn how to protect yourself, how to gain a foothold in troubled times, how to surrender to the Quartet, and how to protect the people around you, Niangniang may go to your side, at that time, you are needed to protect Niangniang." I couldn't help but poke his puffed little face and said to him with a smile.

Yu'er nodded vigorously. "That Niangniang agreed with Yu'er that when Yu'er can protect Niangniang, Niangniang will come to Yu'er's side."

"Good. Mother makes an appointment with you. "Be like your father, wise and wise, and protect yourself.

Yu'er finally put her mind at ease, and returned to the carriage under Fu Ning's persuasion, and Fu Ning looked at me before turning around, "Auntie......"

I nodded, signaling her to reassure, "Let's go, otherwise, I won't be reluctant." ”

Gong Li passed by, got into the carriage, and said, "Let's go." ”

The carriage swayed, then moved forward.

I was already reluctant, chased the carriage for a few steps, and forced myself to stop.

Watching them go farther and farther, my heart ached so much that I couldn't even make a sound. I want my son! I want my son too! I crouched down and hugged my knees, crying alone in the forest path.

The army returned to the DPRK.

The joy of a great victory, from the moment you enter Nancheng, you can feel the carnival of the people in China.

The cry is in my ears, but it seems that it has nothing to do with me.

The battle was a great victory, but I lost someone who should have loved one.

Riding by, the crowd was crowded, in the original inspiring shouts, but more and more I felt that a person in front of me was disgusting, what kind of world did I want to keep?

Entering the palace, he avoided a qiē audience. I hid in my study, too lazy to face anyone else.

It was late at night when Shao Yi walked in with Huangfu Xuan, and I stood in front of the map hanging on the wall for more than four hours. After Shao Yi helped Huangfu Xuan to sit down, he quietly withdrew from the study.

Huangfu Xuan didn't interrupt me, but I was in a daze.

I wasn't sure if I was really looking at the map in a daze, just staring at Dongfu's thoughts and sighing and sighing, but I couldn't spit out the stuffy breath in my chest anyway.

I felt like I was going to suffocate.

"The DPRK and China cannot be left without a master for a day, and there is no one in Nancheng today to take care of state affairs." Huangfu Xuan was silent for a while before continuing, "Fuyin, are you willing to come to power in front of hundreds of officials?" ”

I just listened to him quietly and didn't respond to him, and I understood what he was saying.

"The widow is thinking that if the widow goes ahead of you, you will have a harder life in the future. If you want to start adapting to being in charge of Nancheng at that time, you should be hindered more, so it is better to start from now and adapt a little bit. Huangfu Xuan said one sentence at a time, very plainly.

A little adaptation, adaptation to even he lost the days in the future.

"Ah ......" he tried to call me that, but he was very unaccustomed to it, which made the atmosphere even more awkward, so he had to say again, "Fuyin, no matter what happens, you have to live well." ”

"Sister, it would be nice if I were your own brother." The words that Volion had spoken before he left rang in his ears again.

"In these troubled times, the kindness of a woman will only bring more troubles to herself, and if the county lord wants to show his strength, now is the most suitable time." But I unconsciously remembered Yuan Ying's words.

"If you lose Nancheng in my hands, will you hate me?" I asked him.

"I'm afraid that I won't give you enough, not good enough. How can I blame you. Huangfu said.

"I'm not going to let you see Nancheng fall," I said, "so you have to live well, even if it's for Nancheng." ”

Huangfu Xuan behind him smiled slightly, a little bitter, and it was self-evident.

The queen's coming to power is not only the Nancheng that has been established for nearly 30 years, but even if you look at the whole world, even compared to the phoenix inheritance country for hundreds of years, you have not seen this scene.

An edict from the emperor.

It seems to confirm the rumors of house arrest, no matter what the truth is on this day, what the world sees in the eyes of the world is probably a very scheming woman, who put the emperor under house arrest, pacified Xiyi, and quietly turned the imminent palace change in Nancheng into a must, relying on an edict to take charge of the dynasty, usurping the government of a country, and completely changing the fate of Nancheng, and the emperor of a country has been useless since then.

Huangfu Xuan can finally breathe a sigh of relief and recuperate in the Jing Palace with peace of mind.

I can't say that I don't really accept this qiē.

Fuang's death made me completely understand what I wanted.

Dressed in a golden silk phoenix suit, in the support of the palace people, he walked through the corridor from the Nancheng harem to the front hall.

All the officials knelt down on the side.

I stepped on the throne of Huangfu Xuan, who had been in power for many years, and was congratulated by all the people in front of the palace. Shao Yi stood on the side, and clearly read out the edict written by Huangfu Xuan.

Nancheng, the queen is in power.

"Biography, the oracle of the palace. To the east of the emperor's gift, the thick burial of Fuang. Emperor Dongfu is brave and resolute, led the army to recover the lost land of Dongfu unfortunately died, should be remembered by the people of Dongfu, the people of Dongfu are in the lineage, so far the system and so on have a lot of tribulations, the palace will inherit the deceased brother did not become a will, bless Dongfu, Dongfu belongs to the cities, all, assigned to the territory of Nancheng, the old courtiers all entered Nancheng, the people of Dongfu are also the people of Nancheng, the Fu clan of Dongguo, and finally is, the nobility of the country. ”

In this world, there is no need for another Dongfu.

"The queen is wise." The ministers worshipped.

I want this throne, I want this supreme ruling country, I want to stand side by side with the people who have hurt me, I want people in the world to know what kind of grievances I have suffered to survive.

I don't want to endure all the grievances to death alone.

What if I am infamy, the officials who worship me today, and the people who sang praises for my triumph, who helped me on the day I fell, who did not want to step on my head twice?

In the eyes of the world, there is only your glory today. Tend to be inflammatory, and the trees fall and scatter.

"Looks like you've figured it out." When he sent Yuan Ying out of the Nancheng Palace, he stopped and said to me. "Although I can't imagine what you have experienced, but looking at your expression when you are the former ruler of the dynasty today, you can also imagine what has happened in just two days, and growth always comes at a price."

I raised my eyebrows unconsciously, and sneered, "I can't imagine what you've been through, but if you just said this to me today, it's not hard to guess what has happened in the past five years." ”

Yuan Ying paused for a moment, turned to look at me, and actually laughed. "Although this king doesn't remember the past, he seems to remember you, or rather, he remembers this feeling."

"Is it my honor to be remembered by you? Perhaps I should erect a monument to your grace forever. "I'm laughing at him, and I'm laughing at myself.

"Volt, sound?" He playfully read my name word by word, pondering it. "Maybe calling you that way it feels closer to you."

"You didn't call me that before. But even if you remember how you used to call me, I'm afraid you won't be able to go back. I followed his wishes, but he was stunned.

Yuan Ying didn't look as relaxed as me, and took a deep breath without leaving a trace, the more impossible things were, the more they would arouse his interest, and the more things he wouldn't let him know, the more curious he would.

He always looks determined, and he doesn't score a single qiē calculation.

It was the unexpected circumstances that he had anticipated, and the unexpected circumstances in his plan, that could easily attract his attention.

I've been with him for so many years and know his habits inside out.

So a qiē is within my grasp.

"Ayin."

He narrowed his eyes slightly, extremely dangerous, and the face that had lost its smile looked a chilling threat. After he said these two words, he was silent for a while, his body seemed to exude a strange magical power, seductive and deep, and he would not escape the fate of being devoured by one mouthful, he gradually provoked a wicked smile on his lips, "I remember." ”

I shrugged my shoulders slightly, as a way to show him a feeling that I didn't care about in the slightest.

He really hit the plan, and his expression was even more like frost, "Destroy Xiyi first, and then collect Dongfu, I'm afraid the next step is to face Beishao." ”

"However, the current strength of Nancheng is still a little close, and a tie is not the result I want." I smiled calmly, "Any expedition that is not aimed at reconquest is aggression. Smart people know that there is no need to fight hard at this time, and the sacrifice is only the foundation that has just been laid, isn't it? ”

"So?" He induced me to continue.

"So I want to give Xiyi to you." I have to be generous, "After all, I have only just stood in the highest position in Nancheng, and if I want to gain a firm foothold, I must not take the liberty of fighting." I will give you Xiyi, the east will return to Nancheng, and the west will return to Beishao, you and I will form an alliance, the north and the south will not move for the time being, and let me sit firmly in the position of my husband. ”

I knew that offering to give Xiyi to him was the biggest provocation to his self-confidence. He had to stand in a dilemma and weigh whether to accept it or not. Yuan Ying doesn't like other people's concessions, but I just give it to him.

"Are you begging for peace?" He asked me rhetorically, with a hint of banter in his tone.

"That's right, I'm showing you goodwill, you can swallow such a large territory as Xiyi without moving, I believe you won't refuse me." He'll promise, I bet.

"Okay."

I was a little surprised by his surprise. "Say goodbye here, we'll see you later."

"I still want to trouble Lord Yuwen." I stopped him, "Please, take care of Yu'er." ”