"Squeak......

I was woken up by this dull sound, only to suddenly realize that I was lying in front of the bed and fell asleep unconsciously, following the sound, Shao Yi just pushed open the door and stood by the door, he saw me wake up and lowered his head, until I got up and tidied up, Shao Yi came over.

His gaze hung on the floor, not paying much attention to the room, but dutifully returning to the task entrusted to him.

"Shaoyi." After the simple conversation, Shao Yi wanted to exit the East Chamber, I called out to stop him, turned sideways to look at Huang Fu Xuan, who was still asleep on the sickbed, I walked to Shao Yi and motioned for him to go out with me. "Let's talk."

Shao Yi walked out of the east wing after me, closed the door of the east wing, and waited quietly.

I glanced at the East Chamber, and then asked him casually, "Have you followed His Majesty for a long time?" ”

Shao Yi was silent, but he didn't say a word.

"Maybe I've heard that when I was still in Dongfu, I had a good relationship with General Huo." I didn't call myself this palace any longer, it was to make him lower his guard a little, and I turned around to look at him halfway through the words, and there he stood, not far or near, a very defensible position, but his expression was slightly gloomy, and I think I knew the secret he was hiding in his heart. "But General Huo and I are not what everyone thinks, from Huo Yu to Huo Ting, she dressed as a man to maintain the honor of the family, Shen Yi was the only one who knew her identity, and we were all very good friends at that time. It's just that I owe Shen Yi, and I didn't keep the person she loves for her. ”

"Niangniang misses her old friend, but what's on her mind?" Shao Yi gave me a chance to continue.

"When Shen Yi left with Huo Ting's ashes, I was already mentally prepared that I might never see her again in this life. However, I really want to see her now, I really want to think that she may be the only one who can save Huang Fuxuan. But I also knew in my heart that even if I could find her, I didn't have confidence that she would see me or help me. Shen Yi may be relieved, but Huo Ting's matter is first, will she still be willing to set foot in the palace again and get involved in a troublesome battle?

"Mother is not cold-blooded as you think. On the contrary, it is easy to get trapped in feelings, and the people around you should be able to feel it, and you are working hard to protect a good determination, even if the sky is not satisfactory, how can it be regarded as the fault of the mother. "Shao Yi stepped forward in two steps, leaned over to my side, and handed over the Jinpa, polite and distant, without losing the slightest inch of attention, without using a moment of attention, without offense, you can understand why you have to trust Huangfu Xuan in Nancheng Palace." Niangniang should not be disappointed too early, Xu is that others also understand the dilemma of Niangniang in the world, so they can't bear to tell, so they have to suddenly disappear to escape, I don't know how to face Niangniang, and even more so I should be afraid of hurting you, so I have to do this. ”

I turned around, Shao Yi leaned over, and his words really spoke to my heart, and also said my heart.

I don't know what to say anymore.

"The slave entered the palace at the age of nine." Shao Yi lowered his head, breathed in and out, and said unhurriedly, "My father was also a nobleman in Nancheng, because he committed something unforgivable and implicated the whole family, and the slave entered the palace as the son of a criminal minister......"

That year, Huangfu Xuan was six years old.

Shaoyi's family surname is Qin, and Qin's father worships the second-rank military general. Although the territory of Nancheng is rich, but the army is not strong, the first emperor of Nancheng is worried about whether his son Huangfu Xuan will be able to cope with the attack of the three kingdoms in the future, so he set a marriage contract for him, that is, a marriage contract with the lord of Zhaohua in Dongfu. But unexpectedly, Nancheng sent a marriage letter to Dongfu, and Emperor Dongfu sent an envoy to visit Nancheng, and something happened in it.

The Qin family intended to overthrow Huangfu Xuan, and brought the eldest son of the first emperor of Nancheng to the throne, so they took advantage of the envoy from Dongfu to visit Nancheng and besieged the palace to admonish. But at that time, the envoy sent by Dongfu was the father of the lord of Zhaohua, the king of Ning in Dongfu, and it was King Ning who led several accompanying cronies to break the Qin family's plan and personally kill Qin Shaoyi's father.

Shaoyi and Huangfu Xuan were playmates even earlier, Huangfu Xuan was not as strong as his cousin, and he was often sick, the first emperor asked Shao Yi to be his companion to practice martial arts together, Shao Yi practiced his skills, but Huang Fu Xuan still couldn't. Until Qin Shaoyi's father led his troops to surround the royal city, he did not hesitate to break with his father and swore to protect Huangfu Xuan.

King Ning wanted to cut the grass and eradicate the roots, and Huangfu Xuan left Shaoyi's life.

Shao Yi entered the palace as the son of a criminal minister and became a close subordinate of Huangfu Xuan, but he no longer took Qin as his surname.

I quietly listened to Shao Yi half-restrained, telling this, a little surprised, until he finished the first half of the story, temporarily stopped, I remembered that I almost forgot to breathe, I never thought that Shao Yi and Huangfu Xuan, there is some relationship with me, but it is not so easy to accept. "I'm sorry."

Shao Yi's voice did not slowly become a little heavy as I thought, on the contrary, I felt that he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, as if he had a faint smile. "Niangniang doesn't need to blame herself, this matter has nothing to do with Niangniang. Success or defeat is just fate for life and death. ”

Shaoyi, he should like Huangfu Xuan.

I wasn't surprised by this incident, over the years, every time I was in the palace, I spent more time with Shao Yi day and night than I did with Huang Fuxuan. Shao Yi likes Huang Fu Xuan, I noticed it, he waited for Huang Fu Xuan carefully, every little detail was very thoughtful, he never had any ill will towards me, and he took care of me meticulously, assisting me in every big and small thing in the palace, so I didn't care too much.

Some external and internal changes in his childhood, I thought he was just more like a relative to Huangfu Xuan. But in the past few days, I have clearly felt that he is more worried about the Huangfu Xuan lying on the sickbed than me, and even so, he has never acted more.

It was just this that reminded me of Shen Yi and couldn't help but think back to the past.

I feel sorry for Shen Yi, so I can't help but want to care about him.

"But because of you, everything has changed." Shao Yi's voice suddenly cooled, and I suddenly felt a little chill in my back, perhaps because he suddenly changed his tone, and he no longer respectfully called me Niangniang.

I froze in place, but reacted quickly, not rushing to interrupt him, just waiting for him to continue.

"If, Niangniang is waiting for this sentence...... Shao Yi suddenly regained his usual appearance, just now it seemed to disappear as if it was gone, and I couldn't help but wonder if he really said that sentence, he straightened up quietly and took a step back, "I don't know what Niangniang wants to hear?" ”

"Why?" I asked him, "I don't want to ask why you say that I made this qiē change, I just want to ask you why you have to be so respectful to me, but it makes it difficult for me to figure out what you are thinking, you seem to be deliberately hiding something from me." ”

At this stage, I must fully understand the person in front of me, and then decide how much I can trust him, otherwise we will not be able to go on at all in the current predicament, but Shaoyi makes me feel very strange, the more he respects me, the more I feel uneasy, I can clearly feel that he is hostile to me in the sentence just now, but in the past five years, he has never let me notice except for the moment just now, I don't understand why.

Shao Yi no longer avoided my gaze. "Don't you know why Your Majesty is so sick?"

It was as if he was scolding me, as if he was scolding me, "I don't remember, I forgot something." ”

"Five years ago, when His Majesty went to Beishao, did Niangniang still have an impression? Niangniang has been missing for many months, although I don't know how you woke up and what happened, but have you ever thought that something might have happened to your majesty? Shao Yi said.

Five years ago, I got into Huangfu Xuan's carriage and finally slipped into the eldest princess's mansion, and I found a letter left by Master Qingyan under the pillow of the eldest princess. Huangfu Xuan helped me make a trick in front of the imperial concubine, and when we wanted to find Qingyan, we ran into Gong Yu. I only remember that in that battle, I heard a strange understanding of the flaws in Gong Yu's illusion, and asked Gong Li to take Huangfu Xuan away, and then I suddenly fell into another illusion.

It's just that in the following days, even if I remembered those things at the beginning, I was mostly sad for the one in the illusion, and I felt sorry for my young son who I didn't have time to meet. But I never paid attention to what the flaws were at that time.

Isn't it, the flaw in Gong Yu's illusion......

I couldn't help but be surprised. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm ......"

I know, I'm not telling him I'm sorry.

There are some things, we have never paid special attention to them for five years, if it weren't for Shao Yi who would have said those words for Huangfu Xuan and reminded me, there may be some things I will never remember.

Why...... Why did things suddenly turn out like this, it's hard to control?

Does Yuan Ying also know?

Do you know that five years ago, in order to save me, Huangfu Xuan made a flaw in Gong Yu's illusion and was seriously injured?

If he really knew, could I forgive him? If he really knew early on that Gong Yu would attack me, and Huangfu Xuan would be seriously injured for saving me, could I still forgive him?

Even if he has exhausted his calculations, but he uses people's hearts to use human nature, and uses Huangfu Xuanhui to save me, whether he is out of attack on Huangfu Xuan or Nancheng, or against the imperial concubine, then he is wrong.

Yuan Ying can use all kinds of measures to protect me without affecting his plans.

But the person lying on the sickbed now is Huangfu Xuan. It's Huang Fuxuan, who I thought had always been friends in the same camp as us, who could be seriously injured in order to save me, or he could not say a word all these years.

"Mother."

When Shao Yi pushed the door in again, I didn't know how long I had been lying in front of Huangfu Xuan's bed.

I wanted to respond, but I moved my mouth, but I felt that my lips were so dry that they had cracked, and my throat was so hoarse that I couldn't make a sound. I tried to stand up, and I moved, and I was tingling.

"Niangniang, the person sent to find Miss Shen Yi has returned."

I felt like I suddenly saw hope and wanted to turn my head away.

"Miss Shen Yi is no longer alive two years ago."

For a moment, just for this moment.

The heart is like ashes. "Got it. Let's go down. ”

I have imagined the scene of seeing Shen Yi again thousands of times, but I have never thought of this possibility.

Even she is gone. The last hope is gone.

It turned out that when he turned around, he didn't have time to say goodbye, and he could only be left with the nostalgia of eternal life. Huo Ting is gone, even if she doesn't know how Shen Yi came by herself in the next few years, but when she finally dies, she must miss Huo Ting very much. I have been alone for too long, and my relief has finally become a torment, day by day, how much I miss it, how tormented I am.

So, in the end, did you choose to go to Huo Ting?

I thought I missed a qiē.

But it turned out that there were only regrets.

The heyday of his life should have been the unbridled cottage life of ignorance. And the qiē that was gained after that was slowly lost later.

I want to just go to sleep.

Ignore nothing anymore.

No way! Not yet! After Dongfu, the cottage brother, Huo Ting Shen Yi, has not avenged the revenge of taking the son, she is now afraid that she is holding my son and laughing at the qiē she stepped on under her feet, playing Yuan Ying, this qiē, whose fault is it, someone must always be responsible for the beginning of everything! At the very least, you owe me justice.

"Huangfu Xuan, do you remember, you asked me, if I borrowed troops from you at that time, if you agreed, would this later be different. If you want to know what I'm thinking, just wait, don't be so quick to take it away. Just a few more days, you know, I'll find a way to save you. "He was lying there, breathing lightly as if he was dead, but I still couldn't help it, and I couldn't turn back to this point, right or wrong.

I sighed and shouted out the door. "Shaoyi!"

Shao Yi pushed the door in and waited on the side.

"Repair a letter for the palace to the regent of Beishao, and ask him to go to my Nancheng palace in person. This palace has important matters to discuss with him, and it will definitely be a condition that satisfies him. Also, be sure that you deliver the letter to him personally. ”

Counting up, the time is just right.

Yuan Ying, whether you are the Prince of Yuwen or the regent of Beishao, you dare to make such a big bet is nothing more than calculating my intentions, but whether you really don't remember anything or not, I can't let you rely on me to set a trap again and again.

The matter of Fuang, the matter of Wei, we, one by one.

Shao Yi has been going to Beishao for nearly three days.

I believe that he will return and deliver the letter to Yuan Ying's hands.

After Shao Yi left, I moved Huangfu Xuan from the East Chamber to the main hall, sealing off a piece of news inside and outside the Jing Palace. The ministers are not allowed to be seen, and any recital will be directly handed over to our Jing Palace by the Huangfu Xuan's Casting Palace.

From an outsider's point of view, it's like I'm under house arrest.

Fortunately, when the fourth day was about to dawn, Shao Yi came back and brought back the person who was now the regent of Beishao. Shao Yi asked me what I meant, where to meet the regent, I explained Shao Yi, and brought people to the main hall of Jing Palace.

As expected, Yuan Ying stepped in with a slight sunrise, only stopped for a moment, turned his head slightly, and noticed that the cabinet that was seen from the main hall of my dormitory, Huangfu Xuan was lying on the sickbed and sleeping peacefully.

Yuan Ying's complexion, immediately, was not so good-looking.