93.Rebirth Revenge (1)
What should I do if I really can't remember the lines? During this time, Xiao He thought of a lot of ways. In the past, he didn't have any worries about this at all, and he could remember all the lines after reading them once. But now he not only can't remember his lines, but he also has trouble concentrating. When the director started filming, his whole brain was empty, and he didn't know if it was nervousness or what the reason was, but his whole body was frozen and he couldn't move.
The doctor said there was something wrong with his brain, and he didn't know if it was the cause.
It's so painful, I want to give up. But since he took over this play, if he gives up now, his whole life will be ruined. What will he do in the future? Don't take on the show for the rest of your life? And in his current situation, he can't do other work, right?
Every night before going to bed, he repeatedly recalled the lines he memorized today, and Xiao He did this at first. If you memorize it before going to bed, you should remember to familiarize yourself with it. And doesn't it mean that there are thoughts during the day and dreams at night? If he memorizes lines throughout the day, maybe he subconsciously memorizes lines when he dreams at night. That's what he thought, but he could recall very few lines alone every night, and he had faint signs of insomnia.
There's nothing scarier than not being able to sleep all night. He was already very sleepy, but he couldn't sleep. Only when you are constantly busy, can you feel a little sleepy and squint for a while. And what makes him feel even more painful is that the schedule is very full in the past few days, sometimes he doesn't sleep all night, but the next day he has to keep filming, even filming day and night. His physical condition is very bad, but there is nothing he can do to change it.
The best thing to do now is to give up this movie and then pay liquidated damages, anyway, the crew can always find a suitable actor, not to mention his current situation, even if he is a newcomer, he is much better than him.
But he didn't want to give up. He didn't believe he was so unlucky, no, no, he didn't believe he was so defeated. So he gritted his teeth and resisted.
Sometimes when he can't hold on, he feels sad and sad, and when he is sad and about to die, he thinks about Qi Xia. He had now figured it out, whether that memory was true or false, even if it was a delusion. He loves Qi Xia all. It's all because of this person's existence that his dark life has brightened.
In the past, when he was possessed by the god of decay, he was always very unlucky, the kind of situation where he would be unlucky wherever he went. Can you imagine that life? Bad luck constantly. In the summer, he can't turn on the air conditioner at home, because the air conditioner will break down when he touches it, so he can only ask someone to help him turn on the air conditioner. Even electric fans, computers, mobile phones, and other things, he can't touch them, because they will break if he touches them. At the most exaggerated time, when the teacher showed a movie in the class, he asked him to turn off the lights, and he touched it...... There was a power outage. Before he met Qi Xia, he didn't have anything happy. After the god of decay was taken away, he did feel relaxed, but he couldn't say that he was happy.
Maybe he subconsciously felt that he didn't deserve happiness. Because he's always so unlucky.
In fact, he was quite sorry for Qi Xia, he had been abusing him, and he didn't care at all at first, because, because he may have been unlucky, he was not as kind as he imagined, and in a sense, he hated the world.
Before he met Qi Xia, he didn't know what it meant to be happy. can't say that, it should be after meeting Qi Xia that he knows what happiness is, right?
But now that is the end of the qiē.
couldn't remember the lines, so Xiao He also adopted a method. Choose a place that is most familiar and use your imagination to put various items in order. This method can be difficult to use at first, because it forces people to think. Although Xiao He memorizes the lines carefully every time and delves into the meaning, his thinking is not under his control, which means that he can't devote himself wholeheartedly to it. There is no way to do this, people are always inert, no matter how determined they are. For example, when he was told a line, he memorized it very seriously and tried his best to be single-minded, but even if he was really engaged, he still lacked a little, he didn't think about it. He lazily thought.
Using the method of memory palace, Xiao He forced himself to think. Overall, it worked much better than rote memorization before, because the things were there, and he could see them as they were by walking over and blowing off the dust that was floating on them.
The next thing to overcome is that he is so nervous that he trembles every time he starts filming, and he can't move. He hadn't encountered this kind of thing before, he has always been confident and calm when he worked, of course, everyone who has seen him recognizes his acting skills and his talent. But he's forgotten all of that now.
It's just forgotten, it's not that it's gone, and he'll be able to get it back one day.
"Okay, the first and second planes are ready." The director made a gesture to Xiao He, who was about to enter the country, "Turn on." ”
…… Again, here it is, and I can't even move my body.
There were bursts of questioning whispers around, he had been laughed at many times, he must not lose this time, hurry up and move, what is wrong with my body? Xiao He's cold sweat flowed down.
He suddenly felt a warm object approaching behind him, someone put his arm around his shoulder, and the warm palm gave him strength: "Don't be nervous, relax, you can, take a deep breath, take a deep breath."
Xiao He smiled when he looked back at those amber eyes, then closed his eyes trustingly and took a deep breath.
"Take a deep breath...... You're doing a great job. Qi Xia's gentle voice sounded. Immediately after, he greeted the director, who was stunned with wide eyes, "Director, do it again, is it okay?" He was not feeling well, so he came out of the hospital, so everyone should be considerate. ”
Although the director frowned dissatisfiedly, he didn't say anything serious this time.
"Unit 1 and 2, ready, turn on."
After the words fell, Xiao He took a deep breath, and then opened his obsidian-like eyes, this time the brilliance in them regained his previous confidence and calmness.