Chapter Thirty-Eight: Why Fear the Heart
"Sister." Volion was surprised by my sudden appearance, but soon that surprise dissipated, and he walked down himself, "Why are you here?" ”
"Looks like you're discussing something very important." There were not only civil officials, but also military generals, and when Fu Ang gathered such a group of cronies together, when they saw me appear, everyone was shocked, thinking that the matter they were discussing was deliberately avoiding me.
"Isn't Sister in General Chaho's case, why did you enter the palace today?" Fu Ang did not reject my presence as the other ministers, or because of my own initiative to enter the palace, he seemed very happy, not at all panicked, and it was really impossible to think of what they had just discussed in private.
"I miss you, let's take a look, what's the matter, can't Sister enter the palace?" I tried to find a little bit of a flaw in Voon's subtlely changing expression.
"Of course not!" He flatly denied it, "Sister Ah entered the palace, I am the happiest." Let's stand down first, and I and Sister Ah have a good chat. ”
But when he said this, the people in the temple were in trouble, and they looked at me, and I looked at you, and no one went first.
"What's wrong! You dare not listen to my words, don't you? I told you to stand down first. "Volon's attitude changed quickly, and he could be very kind and happy in the face of me, but he reprimanded the minister as he looked at me intently, and his eyes were full of disgust.
The ministers on the left and right saw that he was really angry, so he withdrew.
"Sister." Seeing that everyone was gone, he greeted him again with a very happy look.
"Xiao Ang, what are you discussing?" I asked deliberately.
Fu Ang was startled, but obviously wanted to avoid the topic, "Is General Huo awake?" ”
"Xiao Ang, will you help me?" I asked him.
"What is Sister Ah saying, I will definitely help Sister Ah, Sister Ah should know that no matter what happens, I will definitely be on your side." Von is very confident.
"Then why do you want to help others this time, calculating Sister?" I asked again.
"Sister." Fu Ang was stunned for a moment, and then seemed to be angry, "Sister, what are you talking about, when did I calculate you, you know"
"It's your mother's idea." I interrupted him. "You and I, don't you even want to tell the truth now?"
Fu Ang was silent for a while, and then he calmed down, "Sister, do you know?" ”
"I'm not stupid, it's already so obvious, can't I guess?" Judging by his expression, it seems that I guessed it, but he doesn't look like he is deliberately concealing it.
Von walked under the dragon chair, but sat down on the steps. "Where did you start knowing?"
"What you are plotting has something to do with Prince Yuwen." I just felt a little lonely about his calmness, so I sat next to him.
Volvo was the default. "During the time that Yu Wenzheng stayed in Leyao City, I always had such a plan, as long as Yu Wenzheng was imprisoned in my Dongfu, and on this condition, I negotiated with Bei Shao to get out of Bei Shao's control. If they don't agree, I will kill Yu Wenzheng, and then send troops to fight Beishao to the death, and I will never let Dongfu be controlled by Beishao again. ”
Fu Ang is planning to do the battle of the trapped beast, he fought to the death for the east of the east, his courage is commendable, but this bet is too big, once he loses, how can Bei Shao continue to stay in the east of the east?
Yu Wenzheng already knew about their plan, so let me stop it.
"Then, General Huo's matter was also designed by you and the Queen Mother." I know that I can't stop Volion, and Volion's ambitions that have swelled over the years have made him no longer willing to be a puppet emperor.
He lowered his head, and he recognized it.
"Why do you do that?" I don't understand.
"Because of you, sister." The words of Vonen were squeezed out of his teeth, with his irritation.
Because I?
"It's because of you!" He gradually raised his head and looked at me, "Why do you want to forget the shame!" Why should you forget the shame of being captured by Beishao! Yu Wenzheng never took you to heart, but you were tempted by him again and again! ”
"I didn't," I denied.
"You have!" The anger in his eyes was undoubted, he was really angry, an angry teenager, a tyrant who wanted to fight for the world, "From the first time he appeared, I saw it in my eyes, why did you avoid him!" Isn't it because you still have him in your heart? I can see it at a glance when you look at him!! ”
I was uneasy to see that I was uneasy, as if someone had discovered a secret. I thought I was well hidden, I thought I could pretend to be okay until he left, but I didn't think it had been discovered. And what about him? Did he see it?
"The reason why I agreed to the queen mother's request to help her do this is all for you!" Fuon was angry, as if angry I didn't understand and blamed him.
He promised the Queen Mother, for me?!
"If you don't have any thoughts about him, how can I be so sad! It's all because of you! You know that the country and the family hate him, but you still love him! But I can't! I can't let you be tempted by him anymore! I must get rid of him! "He's excited.
"Xiao Ang." I had to call him out loud.
"Don't call me that!!" He was unexpectedly furious, as if all his anger was because of me, "If you don't have him in your heart, I will give you and Huo Yu a marriage, you should agree!" If you are with Huo Yu, you will definitely stay in Dongfu! It's you! It was you who refused! ”
"I refused to marry because I didn't want to stay in Dongfu." He was ridiculously wrong, it was from this one thing, did he misunderstand something?
"The queen mother said, if I want to keep you, I must get rid of Yu Wenzheng. But you're not going to let me do that! She wants me to test you, and if you refuse to give you a marriage, you must be hiding something from me. Fu Ang looked strange, "Sister, I want to believe you, but you betrayed me!" ”
Treachery?! "Where to start?"
"When Huo Yu had an accident, why didn't you discuss it with me first, but find out the truth with Yu Wenzheng?!" Fu Ang's sharp questioning made me speechless, "I was waiting for you to ask me, as long as you asked, I would tell you the truth, but you didn't!" You're with Woo Moon Jung! ”
"Xiao Ang, you shouldn't use General Huo as bait to test me." Your temptation has put Huo Yu in a predicament, and even if you can solve the mystery, it is very likely that his identity will be exposed.
"Sister, you disappointed me so much." Volion changed, I don't know when it began, it became so strange, I began to be a little afraid of him, he really grew up.
"Let me do it." I let out a long sigh, and I knew that it was impossible to bring a qiē to peace by now, and that was the only way. "Xiao Ang, let me come, I'll get rid of Yu Wenzheng for you and imprison him in Dongfu. After that, I will give you the answer, you have to help me clear the suspicion of General Huo, he can't have an accident, General Huo is you, the only general in Dongfu who can rely on. ”
If this qiē needs to have an ending, then that's it.
"Have you been waiting for a long time? Why not come in? Shen Yi opened the door, saw me standing outside the door, and smiled and let me into the room.
Huo Ting was awake, half-leaning on the side of the bed, and when she saw me, she hurriedly asked, "How is it?" What's new? ”
I nodded and sat on the edge of the bed, "Don't worry, I have almost investigated the details of this case, you can concentrate on recuperating here, and on the day the case is clarified, someone will naturally take you home." ”
"Great!" Shen Yi was very happy.
"Hmm." Huo Ting responded, she looked at Shen Yi, the tension in her eyes finally let go, she turned her head and asked me, "Is there anything you need my help with?" ”
"You have to trust me." I patted her on the shoulder to put her at ease. "However, I do have one thing I want to ask you, would you be willing to reply to your daughter if you had the chance?"
Huo Ting was taken aback.
Shen Yi was stunned.
"Haven't you thought about it? If you want, I can let you return to your original appearance and inherit the hereditary general of the Huo family as Huo Ting. "This is the last chance, although it is a bit risky, but it is better than living under this heavy pressure for the rest of her life.
Huo Ting hesitated for a long time, but said, "Huo Ting died in a fire that year, I am Huo Yu, the only male in the Huo family, only this method can let Huo Yu live and become the pride of the Huo family." Huo Yu's life should not be buried in a fire, he is General Huo, and it is the honor of the Huo family. ”
It turned out that she used Huo Yu's identity to survive, and there was such a reason, to survive in place of Huo Yu, to continue his life, and to complete Huo Yu's mission, even when I offered to help her, the strength in her eyes was far beyond my expectations.
"Okay." I agreed. "I really miss it, when we fought together before, I didn't know you were a woman at that time, but now I think about it, it's really funny."
Huo Ting also smiled. "Yes, we can still fight together in the future, although the days in the barracks are a little harder, but they are very meaningful, and I feel very lucky to protect Dongfu with my own ability."
Is there still a chance? I couldn't bear to interrupt her. "Good. You have to remember that no matter what happens, you have to live well, even if it is to complete his honor on behalf of Huo Yu, or to take care of Miss Shen on behalf of Huo Yu, you must live well first. ”
"County Lord, you're a little strange today." Huo Ting noticed my abnormality, "Isn't it?"
"It's just a little sentimental." I really want to live a peaceful life, but some people don't allow it. "Huo Ting, since you have decided to be a man, let's do it to the end, don't let people find out, this world can't tolerate a woman who is too powerful."
Only by living as a man, it is possible not to be sacrificed, it is possible to protect the person you want to protect, a woman can't cover the sky with one hand after all, I never thought of doing this before, but now I have the idea that I want to, if I set the rules of a qiē, can I reduce too much of the tragedy I don't want to see?
I was just about to get up, but Huo Ting grabbed me. "No, I know you."
"Yes, if you know me, you know something, and since I have decided, I will definitely finish it." This matter, we can't choose, it is fate that chooses our ending, not the fate we decide, Huo Ting is probably the last person in the world who understands me.
She looked at me and slowly let go of her hand, "Be careful." ”
She didn't know what I was going to do, but she understood that what I was going to do must be to take risks, I decided to do it, no one could say anything to me, if the whole thing needed to be sacrificed, I hope it was me, I could guard Dongfu, guard Fu, guard him, guard everyone.
He walked up the stairs step by step, and every footstep was clearly imprinted in my heart, just as I saw him when I was dying, it turned out that this heart was the same as it was at the beginning, and I never regretted it.
He pushed open the door and stood in front of me, I pretended to look at him intentionally or unintentionally, and continued to turn my head sideways and look out the window, opposite was the Mingyue Tower, and the storm was still going on tonight.
"Come back to Beishao with me." Yu Wenzheng sat next to me, and I could hear his sigh.
"There's a question I've never asked you." And I've always wanted to ask, "What am I in your heart?" Is it just an adjunct to your ambitions? ”
Yu Wenzheng didn't speak, at this moment, the room was terrifyingly quiet, and my heart was terrifyingly quiet.
"Maybe, you like me and care about me, but for you, this kind of relationship is redundant, your ambition, your dreams, your world." It wasn't until Huo Ting chose to continue to be Huo Yu that I realized that the obsession of becoming an honor can make people irregressible.
Yu Wenzheng's eyes, I really liked them before, I like that pair of bottomless eyes, the deep ink color, very poignant. The trembling in his eyes, I saw in my heart, but stopped him before he could speak, "Yu Wenzheng, be yourself, don't give up your ambitions for me or anyone." Go and take your world, if you become the overlord of the world, maybe it will be the best ending, no matter where I am, I want to see you like that. So, you have to win the world. ”
If you had become the only emperor in the world, perhaps there would not have been so many misfortunes.
This unique man in this world, I can't accompany him to sit and watch the beauty of the world, but I hope that he will sit in the world one day and not live up to his original wish.
"Let's go, go back to Beishao, go quickly." Hurry up, or it will be too late.
He heard what I was saying, until he heard me say to go quickly, his pupils constricted slightly, as if he was a little frightened, habitually defensive. He leaned towards my body and instinctively leaned back. He frowned, got up, and left without looking back.
Unlike just now, unlike when he walked up the stairs, just now, he walked into my heart step by step, and now, step by step, he has completely walked out of my world.
Come on.
You have to win the world, don't forget your ambitions.
The sound of horses' hooves gradually disappeared, and the wind and rain continued outside the window. The sound of the rain had hidden the traces of his departure, as if he had never been there, and the rain hit the windowsill, splashing from time to time, and hitting my face, and it was cold, and the warmth that I had just had became cold again in one fell a sudden.
This should be the end for me. Warmth should never belong to me, it is not for me, the cold hit on my face, big drops of rain, but it hurts, like a knife twisting in the chest.
The guards were still late, I was sitting in the teahouse, and suddenly there was a commotion on the other side, and many guards all crowded into the Mingyue Building for a while, rummaging through one by one, until someone saw me sitting here through the window opposite, and a group of people rushed over again, and surrounded me in three layers and three layers outside.
"County Lord, what about Prince Yuwen?" The leader was very surprised, I asked them to wait in Mingyue Tower, but he saw me here, although he realized it later, he still asked habitually.
He left and returned to Beishao.