If one day, I am no longer the person I am familiar with, and I get lost and can't find my way to you, you must remember to come back to me and don't lose me.

There have been too many accidents in my life, and I will continue to follow all the luck and misfortune that fate has arranged for me, as long as I can be with you in the end, then I don't care how hard the process is.

"What's wrong?" Yuan Ying noticed that I had stopped, and he had stopped, and he turned to look at me.

I shook my head. But he was stunned and didn't dare to go any further.

Yuan Ying walked back and stood in front of me, "You're scared. ”

I nodded, probably without me saying anything, he could understand my mood at this moment, and he didn't bother to bother to explain the mess in his heart.

"It's someone you'll want to meet." He took my hand and was extra gentle.

"But is he someone related to my past? Something to do with my forgotten past? "I don't know what I'm afraid of.

"He, like Qiao Yi, was ordered to protect your safety, but he used his life to protect you."

That fluttering clothes, picturesque face, if time stands still, I'm afraid this moment will be the most critical moment to change my fate, Yuan Ying's mind has been decided, he can't allow me to regret and retreat, he wants me to look at my past today, the unknown past has left me with inexplicable fear, Yuan Ying will uncover that period of time with me.

I wanted to escape, but I was pulled tightly by Yuan Ying. He said, "I don't remember, you were so cowardly. ”

"What if," I grabbed him with my backhand, "what if, all the qiē has changed, and I have changed too?" ”

Yuan Ying smiled, his slender fingers brushing my cheek, "Don't worry, even if all the qiē changes, I will make it the way you want to see it." ”

Two cups of tea, with a curling mist, I sat side by side with Yuan Ying, but Master Qingyan sat in front of us, calmly, drinking fragrant tea.

There had been silence in the room for too long, and I looked at Yuan Ying, not knowing how to speak.

"I didn't expect the two of you to come together." But it was Master Qingyan who opened his mouth first, as if he was out of the matter, with a kind and kind smile on his face, "The county lord's injury is better?" ”

I nodded, and glanced at Yuan Ying, who had been well taken care of by him these days living in the palace, "Thank you Master for your concern, it's already a lot better." ”

Master Qing Yan also turned his head sideways to look at Yuan Ying, "It seems that His Highness has already got what he wants the most." It's just that this exchange of blood and tears is short-lived after all, and the woman you are guarding with all your heart is not kept with lies, she is destined to fulfill her own destiny. ”

"I'm here with Ayin today for this purpose." Yuan Ying calmly looked back at Master Qingyan. "I also hope that Master Qingyan will invite the old people to meet."

Master Qingyan was very surprised after listening to Yuan Ying's words. "Did Your Highness really decide? Have you ever wondered if the county lord is willing to stay with you if he learns about this qiē? ”

What exactly does he mean by that? The two of them come and go, why I don't understand it.

Yuan Ying took a deep breath and looked sideways at me, "If she wants to know, I won't lie to her." ”

"Squeak." With a bang, the door of the study opened, and there was a person standing outside the door, a familiar and unfamiliar figure, and the warm light in the study radiated out of the door, and he stood between the dim corridors.

My heart was desolate, and the string of yin jade beads on my wrist spread out with a thick chill.

It was as if I had seen the sycamore color in my eyes. Warm and piercing tears blurred the vision.

There has been such a group of people in your life who have walked in, they have accompanied you through the most difficult and helpless adjustment period, they have given you a reason to stay, but they have also left you a way to choose to leave, and what has disappeared is not two years, but twenty years.

On the Fallen Fragrance Mountain, I have also galloped through the wind and clouds, and all the brothers have also fought hand in hand with me.

I think of a different world, of a father who has been with me for more than ten years. In the view of the wind, I exchanged my life for his life, the blood-soaked mountain of sycamores, the despair at the last moment.

"What happened after that?" The heart was trembling violently, and the sound was so wolfy.

"By the time I arrived, you were unconscious." He walked into the study and sat down across from us, "Gong Yu told me that you were dead, but I knew you weren't dead. In order to make you completely forget what happened in those two years, Gong Yu took down the Zhaohua jasper in your hand, that is, the string that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince brought to you as a token. ”

When he said this, he paused, raised his head and glanced at Yuan Ying. "Gong Yu sealed your memories and brought you back to Dongfu, he and Gong Li are always by your side, watching your every move, preventing you from remembering what happened, and I returned to Dongfu before you."

I need time to digest this qiē.

It turned out that I had really died once. It is not a resurrection, but a rebirth, and with Zhaohua Jasper as a guide, the soul has crossed the bonds of a thousand years and returned here.

But I can't tell which one is the real me. "Why, in the memories that should belong to the afterlife, my father will be exactly the same as the first emperor."

There was silence in the room.

"Maybe, it's Gong Yu." Yuan Ying said, "Since Gong Li can use Zhaohua Jasper as a guide, let you come back." Then Gong Yu must have a way to send him over. Or, it has something to do with the other half of the legendary lost Yangyu. ”

Daddy, is there Yangyu?

"Gong Yu shouldn't know that Yin Yu has returned to you. The memories of you that he sealed were actually faintly left traces as early as when Yin Yu returned to you. Now that you can break his seal with Yin Yu, we must find Yang Yu before Gong Yu knows about the situation, otherwise he will still have a chance to get rid of the two of you. ”

"Now that the time has passed, if Zhaohua Jasper leaves me, it should have no effect, in the two years of Dongfu, without Zhaohua Jasper, I'm fine, then return this thing to Yuan Ying, why should we worry about Gong Yu?" I just suddenly thought of that scene, what Gong Yu once said, I reached out to take the **** jade and hurriedly returned it to Yuan Ying's hand.

"After all, it's beyond time, and you don't belong here. If you don't have Zhaohua Jasper in check, you will always be in danger. And what Ao Zhan is worried about is probably that once Yang Yu falls into the hands of Gong Yu, even if you have Yin Yu, he will still be unfavorable to you. "Master Qingyan already understands.

"Why?" I couldn't help but mutter, "He's already killed me once." Why won't he let us go? ”

"The east that he guarded has fallen because of me. The Emperor of the East that he is loyal to is because of you. I'm afraid that's why he won't let you and me go. Yuan Ying already understood this, he only took Yin Yu's bracelet, and then reached out to pull me and put it on my wrist, "I don't need Zhaohua Jasper's assistance, but I must not risk you." ”

"It's just," the eldest brother, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly opened his mouth, "haven't you really seen Yangyu?" ”

Yangyu. The whole body is clear and clear warm jade. "I should have seen it. But"

I don't remember where. It's just, "Emperor Xian, really, it's my father, right?" ”

Once again, the room fell into a terrifying tranquility, and the eldest brother and Master Qingyan glanced at each other, and then nodded slowly.

Therefore, that year, I avenged King Ning and forced the palace, and I was forced to die

"The death of the first emperor has nothing to do with you." Before I was about to lose my mind and let my guilt swallow me, my eldest brother interrupted this qiē, "The first emperor knows it. ”

As early as when King Ning was captured in the palace, he had already told him the secret that had been hidden for sixteen years in the prison. Although the first emperor had already guessed before this, it happened to confirm a qiē at that time. King Ning had long had the ambition to usurp power, probably before instigating the first emperor to rebel and split the Feng Legacy, otherwise he would not have replaced me with his own child who died just after birth. From that moment on, every qiē was all a conspiracy.

"The first emperor loves you very much, otherwise he wouldn't have arranged this before you raised the army, and it was at that time that I received the secret order of the first emperor to leave the palace to protect you secretly. It's not your fault, it's just a game of a father accompanying his doted little daughter, he doesn't want you to be used by King Ning, he doesn't want you to fall into the endless power struggle in the court, and the first emperor wants to exchange your freedom in this way. ”

Why. Why do tears keep falling.

"Then who is my mother?"

After hearing this, the eldest brother suddenly fell silent, and after glancing at Yuan Ying, he stopped talking.

"Why do you all seem to know something, but no one wants to sue me?"

"Everyone has their own demons that they can't control, if you know that the ending is sad, then no matter how much you cherish this process, it will only increase your sadness." Master Qing Yan spoke, breaking the atmosphere of despair that was about to freeze, "It seems that you have a lot to say, rather than forcing yourself to accept it in one day, it is better to think clearly about how to control the destiny you have." I will go and tell my disciples to prepare a room for you, and you will stay in the monastery today. ”

Yuan Ying nodded and didn't say another word.

The moonlight is clear, and you can't see the horizon.

The past seems to be vivid, and the joys, angers and sorrows that I thought I could bear at that time are now pouring into my heart, and the things of the past have been overturned, and people can no longer mind.

Who the hell am I?

Which memory is truly mine?

Daddy, or Uncle Huang, turned out to be nothing more than a beautiful thing woven from lies.

Yuan Ying knocked on the door, I lay on the couch without making a sound, he opened the door and walked in, I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. He didn't say a word, but sat on the edge of the bed.

After a while, he got up and walked out of the room.

"Tuk-tuk." There was a knock on the door again, but it was the voice of the little novice in this temple, "Can the donor rest?" Master Qingyan asked the donor to go alone. ”

He knocked on the door again, and I slowly got up and opened the door, making sure no one was watching. "Please lead the way."

In the middle of the night, the garden was so quiet that even the sound of dead leaves falling on the ground could be heard.

"Master Qingyan specially instructed me to come alone, but what is the matter that I don't want others to know?" Looking out from the top of the building, you can see the Cangyi Temple at a glance.

"The poor monk is approaching, and I am willing to use this remnant body to help the county lord survive this catastrophe." Master Qingyan turned around, his eyebrows were gloomy, and his face was gray.

"But the master has broken through the heavenly machine again?" How did he know that I was going to be doomed. "You deliberately want me to avoid the prince and come alone, so you might as well say anything directly."

"The county lord will not be in a long time, there will be a catastrophe, this catastrophe is sad, and it is destined to rewrite the fate between you and the prince. The poor monk has a way to help the county lord dream back to the past, to find out what you already know, and to find Yangyu. Master Qingyan said, coughing a few times, "I only hope that the county lord can find Yangyu and save the life of the eldest princess." ”

"Why?" I don't understand.

"The eldest princess also had this fate. If you are willing to help the eldest princess, the poor monk will volunteer to help you through the calamity. ”

"I'm just curious, since the master can explore the heavens, why doesn't he personally help the princess?" After so many years, one heart is like ashes, and the other is dying old, and he can't let go of anything.

Master Qingyan shook his head powerlessly, "She is destined for this fate, only you can help." The poor monk is a dying person, it is better to see each other than not to see each other, the dead can let go, but the living can't let go, why do you add sadness to her. ”

When he said this, I was speechless.

He wasn't wrong, if he was really dying, even if he met the eldest princess, what would be left to her would be nothing more than despair, and there could be no end to this long-term wait, but even hope would be lost.

"Eldest Princess," I hesitated, then said, "If I can help, I will do my best to help." It's just that I really don't have any impression of Yangyu's affairs, and even if the master lets me see what happened in the past, I can't guarantee that I can get it back. I have memories of two lives, how do I know which life Yangyu belongs to. ”

"Isn't the county lord curious, what His Royal Highness the Crown Prince wants to hide from you?"

"Curious." "But I know he's not going to hurt me." What he doesn't want me to know, he also knows, how curious I am, just like the master, you know that I have a knot in my heart, but let me come alone at this time, isn't it for this, using those things that happened as bargaining chips to exchange conditions with me, you underestimate me, even if there is no Yangyu, the matter of the eldest princess, if I can help, I will never stand idly by. I don't dare to say how selfless and kind I am, but because I am also a woman, trapped in the royal court, I pity her, and I am glad that the person I love can ignore the world and stay with each other, which is rare. ”

But in this world, there is only one Yuan Ying, and there is only one Fuyin.

"Yuan Ying said he didn't need Zhaohua Jasper, and neither did I. In life, the two of us are together, and in death, we will not be separated. I am confident that if something happens to me, he will definitely find me, Yuan Ying let me be reborn once, I believe that he can let me be reborn a second time, a third time, even if he has something to hide, what is the big deal, I believe him, those past are not important, although I want to reach a condition with you to see what has happened, but I will not carry Yuan Ying, I will not leave him to do anything he does not want me to do. As for Yangyu, if you get it, I am lucky, and if you lose it, I will die. As long as Yuan Ying is by my side, then I can ignore the past suffering. ”

I got up and retired from the building. The moment I opened the door, I felt refreshed, if I hadn't seen the end of others, how could I have figured out this qiē.

Relieved, he finally laughed.

Yuan Ying stood in the West Garden, the moonlight was confused, making his back look more and more arrogant, the moon was white, but it was also dyed with a layer of coldness, hearing my footsteps, he was standing with his hands in his hands, and slowly turned around.

He smiled.

It doesn't matter who it is, but I want to stay with him, I want to, to be a fuyin.

His fingers ran over my falling hair, and after listening to what I had just done, he sighed helplessly, pitiful for a past between the eldest princess and Master Qingyan, "Perhaps, everyone has their own things that they can't do anything about." ”

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