Chapter 142: Young and sincere

"I'll go find him."

Before Yuan Jue could speak, I spoke first, and without waiting for him to say anything, I followed the direction Yuan Jue had left.

Yuan Jue sat on a big rock by the stream, looking still puffed up. He tossed the bow and arrow aside, and I breathed a sigh of relief, walked over, and sat down beside him. He glanced back, saw that it was me, was not surprised, nor annoyed, and turned his head away.

"Actually, you weren't like that before you met me, were you?" I knew he wasn't going to say anything and wouldn't ask, so I spoke first, and I knew he was still angry with me, so I could only try to lighten the mood.

At that time, at most, he wanted to frame Won Hyuk and fall into the trap, how could he be like this, to the point of taking people's lives.

Yuan Jue did not speak.

I waited for him for a while, and when he didn't speak, I said, "Actually, you didn't really want to kill him, did you?" ”

Yuan Jue was angry, and immediately turned his head and glared at me, and then turned his head away. "You like him?"

"Like whom?" I didn't react for a while, and after thinking about it clearly, I realized that I was too energetic, "You mean Wonhyuk?" ”

He noticed me sideways, but his heart was too weak to look at me, and I heard him gasp twice, fidgeting and waiting for my answer.

"I like it." I deliberately teased him, and when I saw that his face changed, I said again, "Yuan Hyuk is very mature in his thinking, very thoughtful, very polite in dealing with people, and will not bully the weak and take a stand by virtue of his identity as the son of the world, and he is very easy to get along with." As a friend. I like him a lot. ”

"Only...... Just friends? "Yuan Jue is unwilling." What about besides being friends? ”

I sneered, "Except as a friend." What else does it matter. To me, you're just kids. Because I think he is young but mature, I can treat him as a friend. Except for friends, you and I are not people of the same world at all, you know? ”

Unexpectedly, Yuan Jue snorted coldly, "You are obviously not big, so you have to pretend to be an adult." If you consider him a friend, then what about me. ”

"You?" I pouted in disgust. "It's barely a friend."

When Yuan Jue heard this, he was a little unhappy, and he lowered his head. Kicked me lightly, and the bell on my ankle made a pleasant sound.

I was about to open my mouth to scold him.

Yuan Jue suddenly turned his head to look at me, "Why is it barely counted?" Actually, you like me too, and I dare not admit it. ”

Why is it barely counted? He asked me this question as well, and I just said it casually. But when I saw him smiling and not smiling, as if he had discovered something, I also thought it funny. "I'll talk about it when you're older."

"Hey. Why wait to grow up? Actually, you're just trying to stall for time, aren't you? You want me to wait, and then you go and quietly like someone else, don't you! Yuan Jue looked very understanding, and deliberately raised his voice.

"I'm not as boring as you." I looked around. I'm afraid that his words will attract the attention of others, "You're just too bored to think about what you don't have." I'm not like you, and I still have a lot of important things to do in my life. ”

"What's the matter?" Yuan Jue seemed to be curious.

What's up? That's a lot. For example, I want to help the Li family change back into her own body, and I want to find out the secret of starting a family. If I want to save the relationship between Biluo and Cheng Jing, I have to find out about Mrs. Ruyi, and more importantly, I have to figure out what Mrs. Qimo is going to do by reversing time. But now, I can't tell this Yuan Jue in front of me. I sighed, and finally choked all the words back into my stomach.

"But why do you have to wait for me to grow up?" Yuan Jue asked. "Now, can't you?"

"Huh?" What do you mean not now?

"Like me, be with me, this kind of thing, can't you do it now?"

I heard him clearly, turned my head to look at him, and saw his unusually serious expression. I smiled awkwardly, trying to hide something, "It's not that I can't, it's that you can't." ”

"What are you talking about?" Yuan Jue's eyebrows frowned slightly.

"Because now you, for the throne, just want, just, compete with Yuan He. And you are still young, and you have not yet understood the strictness of many things, but this qiē will change as you grow up. As you age, what do you care about when your desire for the throne is not limited to what you want? One day, you will be like other people trapped in the royal city, cold-blooded and ruthless, and sacrifice a qiē in order to hold that supreme position, I don't dislike you, I can't like you. "Because I know you later, and I know how much you want that throne, and you are no longer what you are now, and even though you may still like me then, I am afraid that you care more about your throne than dare to promise me.

"I won't." Yuan Jue categorically denied it. "You're not the same to me."

"Nothing is different, for you, everything is the same." Especially today, after I witnessed the conflict between him and Won Hyuk, I couldn't believe him, "Today you can blame him for such a trivial matter because I like him or not, and you even threaten his life with a bow and arrow, then one day, you will also threaten me for other reasons." Yuan Jue, you only care about what you want, but you never care about other people's feelings. How do you want me to trust you, and when you grow up, you won't fail me for other reasons? ”

It's like, your father owes your mother and Mrs. Ruyi.

Only the strongest can survive the palace struggle, but if you want to be the strongest, you will not have the heart.

"I won't."

The second time I heard Yuan Jue say this, in just a few words, I have heard him say it twice, I won't. I couldn't bear to look at him, because I knew I would be soft-hearted.

But after all, this is not the case. If I hadn't met the later Yuan Jue, I would definitely believe him now.

"If ......" Yuan Jue saw that I didn't speak, he lowered his head after a moment. I heard his deep voice, "If." If I don't want the throne anymore, I won't fight. No...... Will you like me? ”

I was stunned, I never thought of such a possibility. I did hesitate at that time, and I asked myself, if he was just an ordinary person, would it be okay? But he is not, he can't decide his own fate, and behind him, there is his biological mother and adoptive mother.

Yuan Jue's life is still in the hands of Mrs. Qimo. Even if he wanted to give up, how could Mrs. Qimo be willing to give up.

"I want to take you as an apprentice, and I mean it. I hope you are safe, I wish you health and happiness, but if you give up what you want because of me, I am also afraid that one day you will blame me. Whatever you want to do, I'll support you, as long as that's what you really want, not to get angry with anyone. "Human life is short. It is so short that they may not have time to take responsibility for their own fate at all, "You think about it seriously, be my apprentice, and I will take you to practice." It's not bad to learn something you can't learn in the palace in the future. Yuan Jue, you may be able to stick to what you want. But at the very least, you have to learn to be restrained. Now that Yuan Hyuk is the son of the world, he is higher than you after all, and he will have no accidents. He must be the one who inherits the throne, and there must be no next time for your words and deeds today, otherwise you will invite trouble for yourself. ”

I thought that this trip could relieve the pressure accumulated in the city for many days, but I didn't expect that the pressure is even more now.

Fortunately, when I proposed to Yuan Jue to take him as an apprentice this time, he didn't react as much as last time, this time after listening to me, he tightened his mouth and didn't say a word, he seemed to have begun to slowly accept the content of what I said.

Do you really want to take him as an apprentice?

I can't say for sure, when he didn't want to before, I had to say that I would take him as an apprentice, but this time he didn't speak or object, and my heart was in turmoil again. Once this apprentice is accepted, many things will be doomed, before I just promised Yun Chu about it, saying that I would accept him as an apprentice, in fact, I just wanted to keep him safe, but now......

"It's so late, why are you still sitting here in a daze and not going back to your room to rest." Won Hyuk walked in from outside the garden and sat down next to me unhurriedly, "I'm already so tired today, I thought you would go to rest as soon as you came back." Seeing that you are so troubled, are you thinking about the second brother? ”

He guessed what was on my mind. "You call him the second brother, you should really treat him as a younger brother."

"Of course." Yuan He was extremely calm, "I am the same age as him, although I am the same age, although I have a half-father, but my mother died early, and there is no special acquaintance in the palace to take care of me, I do homework and play together with my second brother, so it can be said that we grew up together." ”

"Then you will blame him for his reckless behavior today?" I can't wait to know his answer.

When Yuan Hyuk heard this, he hesitated slightly, but the expression on his face returned to normal after a short stalemate, "No matter what, the fact that he is my younger brother will not change, I believe that he will not hurt me, maybe over time, when he grows up a little more, he will understand things more so that he will not be so nonsense." ”

"That said, you don't blame him." I breathed a sigh of relief and listened to what Yuan He meant, he didn't want to blame Yuan Jue.

Yuan He nodded helplessly, he promised not to blame Yuan Jue. "However, what Yuan Jue did today is not harmful, at least he was more honest than me and said what he usually didn't dare to say."

"What?" I've long forgotten about it.

"Niyin girl," Wonhyuk cleared his throat and said solemnly, "If I ask you to stay, is it because I like you, will you change your decision, and will you try to accept me because of it?" ”

I didn't expect him to say that, so I was a little surprised. "Well, I think I'll leave."

"Is it because of the second brother?" Won Hyuk didn't see the slightest change, as if he had already guessed such an answer.

I suddenly felt funny, Yuan Jue thought that I refused to stay because of Yuan Jue, but Yuan He decided that I refused to stay because of Yuan Jue. "To me, you're just kids, so I didn't accept it. In fact, at your age, you are just curious about new things, and you will be a little interested because you have never seen someone like me, but in fact, you just like it, not the kind of care you think. ”

He listened to my words and didn't refute them, but said, "Even if it's a child, it has a heart." Isn't it true that children's feelings are simpler and purer than adults? ”

I used to just treat them as children, and I didn't think about them so deeply, and Won Hyuk's statement made me unable to think of what to say for a while.

Children do have a heart, no matter how old or young, like is like.

"Maybe you care about him in your heart, but you don't dare to admit it." Won Hyuk's next words completely made me think deeply, his words were like dragonflies in water, but they seemed to inadvertently leave thousands of waves in my heart.

Maybe I care about him?

Do I care about him?!

That's right, I do care about Yuan Jue, but I have always only regarded him as a child in my dreams. I never thought about what to do with him, I knew that outside of the dream, I had secretly been moved by Yuan Jue, but, I didn't dare, I didn't dare to like him, because I knew that they were different from me, their lifespan was short, and goblins and people would never end well. And Yuan Jue is very ambitious, in the future he wants, he doesn't leave the slightest trace for me, and he doesn't even know my true identity.

I just instinctively took the two Yuan Jue as one.

I was afraid, afraid that they would know that I was not a phoenix, and I was afraid that the phoenix would know, and I had moved my heart.

Won Hyuk saw the huge impact his words had on me, and he stopped trying to persuade me anything, leaving me alone to continue thinking. Won Hyuk got up and slowly paced out of the back garden.

I thought I should just take Yuan Jue as a child. Whether he is Yuan Jue or not, but the little boy in front of me is only ten years old, and I am not sick, how can I have feelings for him?

Perhaps, maybe it was when I knew that I couldn't go back, that I would never see Yuan Jue again, did I really start to have a different feeling for this little boy who was supposed to be Yuan Jue? Because I can't see it again, I cherish what I can see, because I really like that Yuan Jue.

However, even if he is Yuan Jue, what can he do, it's just to let Yi Qiē do it all over again, he is still him, one day, he will understand what he wants more, and he will understand the truth that the power of the throne is more important than one qiē. He will go further and further on the road of power, and eventually become strangers to me, and even if he has been tempted, he will eventually be separated because he and I are people from different worlds. In his hurried decades of life, my appearance will only be like a flash in the pan, and he will be a deep wound in my eternal life.

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Can you face the predestined end alone? (To be continued.) )