August 24th, 17:24.

"Bang~~" The knock on the door of the ward sounded again.

"May I come in?" Shi Zixi's voice.

"Yes."

After a simple conversation, Shi Zixi walked in from the doorway.

"It's late today." At this moment, Leng Liuli was originally thinking about something in front of the somewhat dim sky outside the window, but when she turned her head and saw Shi Zixi walking in, she asked curiously.

"My editor-in-chief went to Mingzhu Prefecture, and she came to me and talked for a long time." Shi Zixi was empty-handed, and this time, she didn't bring anything.

She pulled the chair placed on the white wall and placed it next to the cold glass bed, and then her two delicate calves were scattered and sat down.

"Are you talking about the Nebula Awards?" Leng Liuli asked.

"Yes."

"It seems that the conversation is not going well."

"I thought there would be an answer, that's why I went."

"She didn't give you a Jian yì who is going to receive the award?" Leng Liuli said with a slight sense of surprise.

She could see that Shi Zixi was now in a time of two swaying, as long as someone close to her had a strong will to help her make a choice.

Then, Shi Zixi will definitely do what is built in accordance with this.

It seems that the decision about himself is completely left to others.

Now, it's 17:35, and there are only two and a half hours left before the awards show begins.

Thinking about the traffic in the big city of Pearl State, even if Lugang Hospital is only a little more than an hour away from Pearl University of the Arts, which is the venue of the Nebula Award, it is very likely that there will be some accidents on the way to it, and it will be delayed.

"Nope." Shi Zixi shook her head in distress and said, "She just analyzed the situation with me, and told me that I don't have to worry about the pressure of public opinion at all, whether to fight for this award or not, all care about my inner thoughts." ”

She had made a decision in her previous life, and to this day, she still doesn't know if she was the right one.

"You said, if that Sun Jiang came to talk to me sincerely, the title of the book was his own difficulties, and if he didn't make these small moves, he would probably agree to it." Leng Liuli imitated Shi Zixi's distressed tone and said such a thing.

"What do you mean by that?" Shi Zixi raised his head, and his eyes were a little hopeful.

"It's just random speculation and sighing, and there is no other meaning." Leng Liuli smiled lightly, "It's that the editor-in-chief of your Bole is a little surprising, but I didn't expect her to be an interesting person." ”

At this point, Leng Liuli stopped, and did not continue to talk about this topic, but suddenly turned to say: "Today, Dean Wu talked to me about the condition again. ”

"What did you talk about?" Shi Zixi cared about the way.

"It's about the surgery, about my physical condition, if I don't have the surgery, I may have an accident at any time in the next few days.

If the surgery is successful, the life can be extended by one month. Leng Liuli said simply.

"What about the success rate of the surgery?" Shi Zixi frowned.

“37%。” Leng Liuli said in a flat tone, as if she was talking about something that didn't concern her.

"How low?" Although he had been mentally prepared, Shi Zixi couldn't help but gasp.

"Is it low? I think it's already high. Leng Liuli muttered in a low voice, and then continued, "What do you think, which 37% do you think I should choose, and risk dying on the operating table on the spot."

Or is it ~~~~ dragged like this, can you live one day at a time?

Listening to the meaning of Dean Wu's words, with those high-end medicines to continue his life, there are about two or three days of peaceful life to live. ”

It is to choose to live for two or three days, and then die peacefully.

Or risk dying on the operating table on the spot to fight and prolong your life by a month.

Although the essence of the two is the same, neither can escape death, but people will die after all, it's just that some people leave early, and some people leave to eat.

However, human nature always drives a large number of people to hope that they will go later.

"This...."Shi Zixi was embarrassed, how could she know how to make a choice for Leng Liuli.

Seeing Shi Zixi's dilemma, Leng Liuli said with a relaxed smile: "This is my own business, I make my own decisions." “

"What?" Shi Zixi was puzzled, and didn't understand the meaning of Leng Liuli's words for a while.

"I chose to have this surgery." Leng Liuli said seriously.

"But...."Shi Zixi opened his mouth to persuade, but ......

But....so what, is it necessarily better to choose another than the present?

In the final analysis, aren't the advantages and disadvantages of the choice between the left and right equally obvious? Originally, the two did not obviously outperform the other, so it was embarrassing.

"Okay, now that I've told you my choice, what about your choice now? What will you choose, you who will always bring me novelty, seem to be hesitating and wandering like this, just sitting and waiting for the time to come, and then passing again.

Escape or give up your choice and let God help you choose one of them?

Shi Zixi

Can you tell me clearly, in clear words?

Are you going to receive this award?

Or give up this award? ”

Leng Liuli's gaze stared at Shi Zixi as if it were substance, and his tone was slightly aggressive.

"I...."Shi Zixi didn't know how to answer.

It is to brutally take away the dream that Sun Jiang has fought for all his life and is about to touch now.

Or the poor person must have something to hate, play small actions, do bad things, will eventually suffer retribution, the bad guy should have the bad guy's suffering, even if it is a poor bad guy, but also deeply rooted in society. What are the basic principles of the construction and dissemination of ism?

Why is life so full of choices that people don't know what to do?

In the past life, it was in this life.

Life and death, glory and fame.

This is something that connects the lives of countless people, and it will always be inadvertently entangled.

"Paper airplane dreams?" Shi Zixi muttered, "If it were my fans, they would probably want me to fight for this award, right?" ”

"Most of them should be like this, after all, selfishness is like this." Leng Liuli said truthfully.

"Liuli, I once heard a philosophical question like this:

A university professor asked his students in a public lecture,

Say that a train is traveling on railroad tracks, and on a fork in the road, there is only one person on one track, and there are many people on the other track, how many are there?

Five is fine, as long as there are so many people standing on that track.

Then the problem comes, the train brakes are no longer possible, and now you are standing next to the fork in the road with a device in your hand that can change the track.

Are you crushing one person and saving 5 people, or crushing 5 people and saving one person. ”

"Or do you just leave it alone and stay away from the place where the tragedy is about to happen?" Leng Liuli said with a smile, she didn't answer Shi Zixi's question directly, but asked with interest, "How did those students answer?" ”

"At first, there must have been a lot of students who didn't realize the nature of the problem and they answered that they would sacrifice one person and save those five people. But then the professor asked the students rhetorically, one person is also a life, and five people are also lives, so why should one person be sacrificed in exchange for the lives of five people.

Is it fair to do so? Is that one willing?

The professor even gave another example and directly changed the concept to whether to kill 1 person or kill 5 people."

"So the people were silent?" Leng Liuli asked.

"Yes, there was silence. Who wants to take on this moral dilemma? It is a sin to kill 1 person, and it is also a sin to kill 5 people. Shi Zixi replied.

"If you don't make a choice, is it not your business?"

"It seems that this is the case, this is completely a third-party problem, and the participants can completely give up the choice, they don't have to bear too much guilt in their hearts, and outsiders can't say anything." Shi Zixi nodded and said, the moral problem of this train wrench does have a big loophole.

Because the people on the track have little to do with the interests of the participants before doing left or right, the participants actually have a choice before that, either to give up the choice, or to execute the choice.

That is, whether you want to wade into this muddy water that has little to do with you.

"In this case, giving up is the best of both worlds for the participants, and there is nothing to dwell on." Leng Liuli said with a smile.

"That's right." Shi Zixi agreed without any hindrance.

Obviously, however, the problem will not end so simply.

Shi Zixi then raised an even more tangled, upgraded version of the question:

"If one side is your friends, your parents, and the other side is hundreds or thousands of times more people, what would you choose at this moment?"

Now, for the participants, there is no such thing as giving up on the choice.

"......" Leng Liuli did not answer.

Obviously, Shi Zixi at this moment seemed to be like Leng Liuli who had just raised the question, and she didn't expect Leng Liuli to answer.

"Relatives and friends are on the left, strangers are on the right, and I choose to lead the train to the right." Shi Zixi gave his own answer.

Leng Liuli smiled, and her watery eyes shone brightly: "I hope I can have a chance to see you holding the crystal paintbrush of the Nebula Award." “

"Yes, definitely." Shi Zixi looked at Leng Liuli, her eyes staring at her, hoping to get the same answer from her mouth.

Leng Liuli bit her thin lip and nodded slowly. "Promise you, I will survive the operation alive and see you holding that brush of honor."

After the heavy topic was discussed, Shi Zixi also showed his usual smile.

She stretched out her tender right hand and said, "Let's take a vow." ”

Although Leng Liuli didn't understand Shi Zixi's meaning so much, she still followed Shi Zixi's instructions.

The two little fingers are hooked together

"Hang yourself on a hook for a hundred years, and you won't be allowed to change.

Whoever repents is the puppy

OK, get a stamp..."

The two of them put their thumbs together as white as green onions.

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