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on the balcony.

Xia Xuan looked at the starry sky in the distance, just like he said to Kim Taeyeon at the beginning, he didn't like this starry sky, because it was too bright and moving, so people couldn't let go, and it was very different from the first half of his life, struggling in the flickering and wandering in the dark.

What kind of person are you?

I have thought about this question more than once, and the answers I have come up with are always unsatisfactory, and what he used to think was right now does not seem to be right, and those things that he missed because he did not persevere are now his regrets.

than now Xing Zai.

than how ever.

For example, the girl who was fleeting in his life.

But life is not an hourglass, it is impossible to reverse and start over, now think about it, even if he did not leave that cold home at the beginning, the ideal situation is just to become another person with a different personality from now.

"It seems that both the former me and the current me will be stagnant because of these troubles."

Xia Xuan's eyes were clear, and there was a trace of remembrance hidden in the depths of those bright eyes, and his next words were more like stating something that was taken for granted.

"When I first came to South Korea, the most profound thing was that I had no money to pay the rent and was kicked out of the rental house by the landlord, at that time, it was not that I couldn't make money or couldn't find a job, but I didn't want to live like before, so I lived without heart and lungs.

"The job that my uncle used to introduce me to was also messed up by myself. I know, I'm running away from the past, and I don't want to change back to the previous Xia Xuan, so no matter what other people look at me, I don't care. ”

"Although life is annoying, but after all, it is not the same as before, I admit, I am really a little neurotic, but people live, there must always be some shortcomings, and there can be no perfect person in this world."

"I'm essentially a person who hates failure, but I've experienced countless failures over the years, and it seems to have become a habit for me, and to be honest, I'm not afraid of failure, and for me, it's a matter of the day."

"I'm just scared that once I get used to this kind of failure, the life I want to try to change will really be a complete failure."

Xia Xuan's gaze was still so deep, like that eternal starry sky, with a bright light that no one could see in the depths.

The stars in the distance are moving.

Xia Xuan was as quiet as ever.

One second, two seconds, three seconds...... Until a long time later.

Xia Xuan finally exhaled and shook his head with a smile: "I can't imagine that it will become so sentimental to re-depict my life according to the script on the Internet."

"In fact, how can it be so complicated, I just want to live seriously, no matter what the way, the process is the most important, as for the result, it is used to reminisce decades later, otherwise where will people have so many regrets in their lives."

The screen shifts from the balcony to the room.

Xia Xuan opened the browser and entered a forum dedicated to collecting scripts, which was the website given to him by Xu Xiuxia, and there were so many resources in it that they exploded, especially the various creative scripts, which made people dazzled.

Creativity comes from life, and words burn life.

That's true.

After reading the content of the script for more than an hour, a small part of it really opened Xia Xuan's mind, and it was really hard to imagine how these unforgettable stories that relied on small details were written in the hands of writers.

Is this what he will do in half a year?

"Since creativity comes from life, let's experience life well."

Xia Xuan turned off the computer, rubbed his eyes to eliminate fatigue, his mind was blank at this time, there was no inspiration at all, and he didn't plan to stay in the house any longer, he put on his guitar and prepared to hang out outside, and digest calories after eating.

The guitar was brought back by Yoon Se-na.

The community is very quiet, the wind is mixed with the sound of leaves brushing, Xia Xuan once again came to the park where Kim Taeyeon and Byun Baekhyun met last time, shaking the rocker under his feet, and clearly felt the coolness of the breeze.

Such a night is very cozy and comfortable, and you can leave all your worries behind.

I don't know how long it has been, Xia Xuan walked down leisurely from the joystick, sat under the big tree on the side, looked up at the stars in the sky, and suddenly curled the corners of his mouth and smiled.

Eat well and sleep well, have a job and a house, don't worry about firewood, rice, oil and salt, the good years of twenty-five, such a life is envied by many people outside.

Pity...... Xia Xuan wasn't one of them.

"As I said, I will give you romantic and beautiful love like the hero, I will take you by the hand and step into the palace of marriage, I will raise our children together, and I will make noise every day until ......I am old."

"Are you stupid, don't you say a word to me when you leave, so that I can give you more snacks, you don't know that you are greedy, to be honest, why can you take a step forward with those memories, and I will stay behind to clean up the mess you threw down?"

"So it's good for you to come back, I promise not to kill you, didn't you say it, what's yours is yours, mine is still yours, now that you're gone, mine will become mine, you're losing a lot, do you want to do a loss-making business?"

"Although I know that you will never come back, you have always been ruthless, and it is a matter of time to leave me behind, anyway, you probably won't think of me, a voyeur who has been following you, but don't forget it, I'm Xia Xuan, a man who will do anything to pursue his goals."

"You're afraid I won't be able to mess around here? It doesn't matter, I'll go back one day, and I'll get you back to settle this account when the time comes. ”

Xia Xuan snorted and muttered to himself for a while, the coolness of the breeze blowing across his face, he slowly fell silent, and the starlight sprinkled down, illuminating his smile that didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

The bitter taste spreads in the heart.

Bite.

The sound of the guitar sounded, some crisp, some loud.

Slowly, not lightly or briskly, the fingertips are wrapped around the guitar strings, and the guitar strings are played very rhythmically.

The rhythm is very slow, but Xia Xuan plays it very carefully, because this song is very meaningful to him.

It's what she left behind.

Because there is no substitute, it is extremely important.

Everyone will have an unforgettable first love, good or bad, but not every first love will be successful, someone once counted that at least 99% of people's first love ends in failure.

Unlucky, he was one of them.

It's just an ordinary one in the army of lovelorns.

……

The aroma of hot milk slowly wafted through the room.

Sitting down, Kim Taeyeon picked up the cup and took a sip.

This quiet little world is a rare place for her to open her heart and rest, the fatigue accumulated from work is slowly washed away by the bright lights, and there are not only laptops on the desk, but also drawing boards and a lot of nail and beauty cosmetics.

After adjusting the music, Kim Taeyeon rolled around on the bed, hugging the pillow and listening to the song with her eyes closed.

Sometimes I hum a sentence or two, smile at the corners of my mouth, and after a song is over, I open my eyes and look at my phone, look at the comments on IG, and mumble to myself like a broken thought.

"This selfie of mine is very good, pretty, haha."

"These are Baekhyun's meals...... Scold me, scold me, so that you can feel better. ”

"Ah, how can you be twenty-six years old, it's okay to be only twenty-five years old, you guys are too naughty."

After reading the comments, Kim Taeyeon opened the drawing board as usual, colored a piece of paper, and then stopped the brush, frowning and looking at the colors on the paper, feeling that he was not in a state.

Tumbling from side to side, and even puffing up his cheeks like an angry ceramic doll.

Finally, she got up from the bed and sat down at the desk again, clicked on the app on her phone, and slowly searched for something that interested her.

Ha ha.

Auntie's laughter filled the room.

After laughing, he pouted in distress, leaned back with a bang, and lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling with a pair of eyes with some little affection.

The music is getting louder and louder.

Consciousness is becoming clearer.

Kim Taeyeon didn't feel sleepy at all, and after trying to count the sheep in one, two, three, and finally failed, she rolled left and right twice, and patted the pillow around her hand with resentment.

Yaay

The pillow made a popping sound, and Kim Taeyeon finally came to a conclusion that she was accustomed to.

She had insomnia.

Close your eyes, close them, and roll them over again.

It's so cute that it makes you want to laugh. The round little eyes turned from side to side, and suddenly remembered something, and his back immediately bounced off the bed like a spring.

One, two, three.

Kim Taeyeon found the spice that Xia Xuan gave her at noon, opened the bottle cap, approached and sniffed it gently, the aroma of lavender came to her nose, making her whole heart slowly calm down.

This aroma, a little strange, but also very good.

Kim Tae-yeon sniffed again.

There was a hint of surprise in his eyes, this bottle of spice was similar to the effect of incense candles.

Then she laughed inexplicably.

The five-cent spice, sure enough, was not the truth at the beginning.

Thinking about it like this, Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but be stunned, and finally inevitably thought of Xia Xuan.

What kind of man was he?

I have seen it two or three times, and I instinctively feel that I should stay away from this man who does not act according to common sense, but as a neighbor, it is impossible to turn a blind eye when I look down and don't look up.

Like her?

Kim Taeyeon stayed in the room and thought about these words more than once, on the surface, she seems to be the ideal type of many people, but after removing the halo on the screen and getting along, who takes this sentence as sincere.

She shook her head, pursing the corners of her mouth to look at the bottle of spices.

The next second of time passes.

Stood up, opened the door, and then went to the balcony, looking at the starry sky outside in a daze.

Jingle bells.

The sound of the guitar came from the balcony on the other side.

Kim Taeyeon glanced sideways in the direction the voice came from.

Bow your head and fiddle with your fingers, flicking ...... Not bad.

"Although the woman looks a little stupid, she laughs a little bit, she is a little bored when she doesn't speak, and sometimes she makes people speechless."

"I'll try to like her though."

"Well, if you have to say the reason, anyway, she will always get married and have children in the future, and she is always looking for a man to fall in love, and it seems possible for me to be the character?"

Kim Tae-yeon opened her lips, puffed out her cheeks, and took a big breath and stared wide.

What did he say? What does it mean to always find a man to fall in love, and it's okay for him to be this role, so naturally, doesn't he know how to write these four words of wishful thinking?

A madman, a complete psychopath.

Just as Kim Tae-yeon was angry and wanted to return to the room, the man's voice came from the balcony over there again.

The voice was neither loud nor small, just slowing her pace.

"Kim Taeyeon."

He spoke softly and gently, as if he had changed into a different person.

Kim Taeyeon seemed to be able to see the expression on his face as he said this outside the other wall.

However, the words are not finished yet.

His voice was like a breeze blowing under this bright night, with a hint of coolness blowing in Kim Tae-yeon's ears.

As strange as it is, it is like seeing it for the first time.

There were only five words in the lazy voice from beginning to end, which puzzled her.

"Good night, see you tomorrow."

(Although not many people read it, I still took the time to take a look at the book review, the relationship between Ha Hyun and Taeyeon will slowly unfold, and when I write Taeyeon, it's like finding the feeling of Yoona when I used to write 13, Taeyeon believes that I can write it well, ask for a ticket, thank you.) ）

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