In Lin Yang's view, Shenzhen is definitely not an ordinary city, but the technology and financial center of southern China, and it is also likely to be Tokyo, New York, or London in the future. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Now its status is far from matching its strength, Lin Yang believes that in another ten or twenty years, Shenzhen will finally be recognized by the world.

In 2007, choosing to buy a house in Shenzhen did not need any hesitation for Lin Yang today.

In addition to the bright side, he bought a 130-square-meter house in Longgang District with his parents, Lin Yang himself also secretly bought another set of commercial houses in Luohu District, with a total value of more than 2 million houses, and over time, the price of these two houses will definitely increase several times, and at that time, as long as he relies on these two houses bought in Shenzhen, Lin Yang can make a net profit of 10 million.

After staying in Shenzhen for a few days and completing the procedures for buying a house, Lin Yang went back to Shanghai, arranged the development plan of the studio, and went back to Meicheng directly.

This summer, Lin Yang finally had time to go back to Meicheng, and met with a group of high school classmates, Xu Qianhuan didn't come back from a summer job in Guangzhou, but Wu Xuexing came back, and the two of them made a special appointment to chat.

Wu Xuexing was drunk at the wine table and asked Lin Yang: "When Teacher Zhan left Nanzhong, was it because of you?"

Lin Yang said, "Why do you suddenly ask like this?"

Wu Xuexing thought for a while and said, "Others may not know anything, when I was filling in the college entrance examination, I heard someone talking behind my back that Teacher Zhan left Nanzhong because he was in love with a student, and I guessed that the male student must be you." ”

One Tiannan, one Haibei, after all, Lin Shi went to Shanghai to study at university, Wu Xuexing thought that Lin and Zhan Shuzhi had broken off contact, and asked curiously: "Lin Yang, are you still thinking about Teacher Zhan now?"

Lin Yang said: "Yes, in fact, looking back, Mr. Zhan is a very plain person, he can't make money, and he is not self-motivated. The guts are so small, they are afraid of anything. ”

Wu Xuexing laughed when he heard this, "It turns out that you regret it, I know that your feelings for her will not last long." ”

Lin Yang thought for a while, smoked a cigarette, and said after smoking: "I have never regretted it, the only thing I am worried about is what will be the final result if I choose to persevere to the end, in fact, Teacher Zhan is a fool, as long as she is willing, I will definitely let her live well." ”

Wu Xuexing waved his hand boringly and said, "Come on, your parents will definitely not accept it."

Wu Xuexing was indeed right, and Lin Yang did not refute it.

Lin Yang knew very well that his parents would definitely not agree to him and Zhan Shuzhi.

Wu Xuexing also smoked a cigarette and replied lightly: "No matter how worried you are, it's over, right?" ”

Lin Yang didn't speak, there were some things that he only understood.

I don't know why, Lin Yang felt that when he thought of her, he felt very sad in his heart, and he was so painful that he couldn't find the north, no one could understand it, and no one could share it.

When he thought of her, Lin Yang was like drowning in the sea of spirits, groggy and drunk, he wanted to vomit in his heart, but he couldn't vomit it, thinking that he was going to die, when he opened his eyes, the sky was still there, and his heart was still painful.

Although the one-year appointment with Zhan Shuzhi is still valid, I don't know why, when the day really came to this time, Lin Yang felt that when he thought of her, he was very hesitant in his heart, and the hesitation was not because he didn't want to be responsible, but because he was afraid of hurting Zhan Shuyi and Liu Limin.

This may be the most fundamental reason why he has always wanted to make Sunshine Weibo bigger and successful, this indescribable feeling, only because Lin Yang felt guilty in his heart, he never found a window to confide.

Coupled with the existence of Liu Limin, Lin Yang's feelings for Zhan Shuzhi were destined to be wrong from the beginning, not to mention, paper, after all, could not contain the fire, between the two of them, Lin Yang had no way to escape, and was destined to choose only one.

Just like before, the so-called one-year appointment is just a bad excuse for Lin Yang to subconsciously find to delay time in order to temporarily escape the choice, in fact, Lin Yang knows very well in his heart that as long as he is financially independent, everything will not be a problem, and Zhan Shuzhi does not need him to fulfill his great promises at all.

However, when he thought of Zhan Shuzhi in the past few days, Lin Yang was like drowning in the sea of spirits, groggy and drunk, he wanted to vomit, but he couldn't vomit, thinking that he was going to die, when he opened his eyes, the sky was still there, and his heart was still floating in mid-air without landing.

Lin Yang always wondered, how did he become what he is now, why he was never able to make a final choice, why did he always feel undecided?

Thinking about it, he would urgently ask himself, was it right to pester Teacher Zhan like this in the first place?

Lin Yang and Wu Xuexing walked to the riverside and wanted to blow the wind.

Wu Xuexing asked: "After you went to college, you didn't go to her?" ”

Lin Yang shook his head, and he didn't want to tell him the truth: "I studied in other places, and I didn't come back a few times a year, and when I came back, I went straight home, how could I find her?" Where to find her? ”

Wu Xue shrugged excitedly and said, "I heard that she has returned to her hometown to teach, if you go to Pingyao, you may meet her."

When Lin Yang heard this, he laughed: "You lack morality, and you still use you to pretend to tell me?" ”

The next day, Lin Yang set off from Meicheng City and went to Pingyao County.

Lin Yang never expected that the first news he received when he arrived in Pingyao was that Zhan Shuzhi was sick and hospitalized.

"Please don't drag her down any longer."

When Luo Shan handed him her medical records, Lin Yang was speechless for a moment.

"You said you would take good care of her, you said you wouldn't fail him, you would ......prove it to me," Roseanne pointed to the medical record, "This is the proof you gave me?" ”

She was so angry that she was almost speechless, her face flushed, and her hand pointed to Zhan Shuyi, who was pale and haggard lying on the hospital bed at the moment, "I handed her over to you in a good way, but in less than half a year, her recent health has been bad like this, don't you say that you love her very much, don't you say that you will take care of her, this is the result of your care?" You will go back to Shanghai to study in the future, you are not by her side, how do you take care of her? ……”

Her eyes were red.

Lin Yang opened his mouth, his brain was buzzing, and his throat was sour, but he didn't know what to say.

"I'm going to be a bad guy today, you don't feel sorry for her, I feel sorry for her!" Luo Shan bit her lip, and couldn't hide her resentment in her words, "Please stop pestering her, even if I beg you, haven't you hurt her enough?" ”

Luo Shan's words were condensed, Lin Yang clenched the medical record sheet, and after a while, he whispered out the words from between his teeth, "I don't want to leave her." ”

"You still have the face to continue to say such things?" After hearing this, Luo Shan couldn't wait to grab the bag in his hand and throw it over, "Then tell me, what do you want to love?" Don't always be ashamed to speak in the vernacular. What did you say when you first confessed to me? It was also you who promised that if you didn't take care of her in the future and lost her, you would be willing to leave. What have you done for her during your time together? What efforts have you made and what problems have you solved? ”

She asked, "These problems have not been solved for a day, and she will entangle with you again, just wasting her time, are you really unwilling to ruin Shuzhi's life!" ”

Lin Shi gritted his teeth, and his heart was like a knife.

If you want to add to the crime, there is no excuse, Lin Yang knows very well that Luo Shan just doesn't want herself and Zhan Shuzhi to continue, so she imposes the blame for Zhan Shuzhi's illness on herself.

She sighed secretly, "Shuzhi's heart is very soft, if you insist on entanglement now, she will definitely choose to continue to wait for you, but please also touch your conscience and think about it, whether you want to continue to drag her, if you really feel sorry for her and really love her, please leave." I'm begging you, please leave......"

Lin Yang was silent for a long time.

Fingers carefully and carefully traced her face along the contours of her sleeping......

Every second was infinitely extended in this moment, every line was infinitely magnified in his eyes, and he firmly imprinted the contours under his fingers deep into his heart.

Let go, or continue?

Lin Yang knew that he now had the financial ability to give her a living guarantee.

However, Lin Yang was afraid that in the end, she would continue to be hurt because of Liu Limin.

In this era, monogamy is difficult to accept.

Not only the woman, but even Lin Yang himself knows that it is simply unrealistic to do that, no woman can really be willing to share her husband with others, women are all vinegar bottles, no woman will not mind.

On the day she was discharged from the hospital, Luo Shan took her hand and hurried past Lin Yang as if she was hiding from the plague.

When the crisp footsteps of the heels faded away, he looked back at her thin and slender back, and he stood there for a long time, almost standing himself like a tombstone.

Lin Yang thought about it alone for a long time, and now he can tell Zhan Shuzhi and tell Luo Shan that he has the ability to give Zhan Shuzhi a stable life and a better tomorrow.

However, Lin Yang also knew that it was wrong to do so, he didn't want to disappoint Zhan Shuzhi or Liu Limin, he wanted to make a decision as soon as possible.

Zhan Shuyi and Liu Limin, choose one of the two, Lin Yang can only choose one.

It was a problem he would never be able to escape.

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Today, I went to sweep the tomb early in the morning, and there are still many things to be busy......