Chapter 213: The greater the ability, the greater the desire

From the laptop, Yu Kamiya found the folder that Kamiya Dome said, and after opening it, he watched the diary that recorded the changes in Kamiya Dome's mood for more than a year. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"September 25th

Youyou has changed, it's like a different person, but he still works as hard as ever. It's just that I'm probably not the only one in his heart, why I feel this way, I don't know very well, I just feel like this・・・・・・

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September 28th

I'm used to Yu's changes, but the fact that he concealed that he wasn't his real brother made me feel a little uneasy, probably because I was afraid that You'd abandon me, and this feeling became stronger and stronger with his changes・・・・・・

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October 1

Yes, Yu has changed, why is he hesitating, why has he changed so much, what the hell is he thinking・・・・・・

I don't understand! I don't understand, I don't understand if I don't say it properly...

Why・・・・・

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October 15th

Can I say I'm happy now・・・・・・

Probably・・・・・

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"This was written when Kazuyu first kissed."

"This was written during a quarrel, and then I was not in the mood to record a diary for several days, and I felt very, very uneasy and painful in my heart at that time, and it was also at that time that I knew my true feelings for You, and now I don't want to experience that kind of torment."

"This should have been written by Yu Yu busy with the Ash Heaven chapter of "RWBY", and Yu didn't have much time to spend with me at that time." Kamiya Vault softly recited the time when he had written these diaries, and the sincere feelings that flowed between the lines made Kamiya Yu realize how much the lovely person in his arms cared about him.

The diary records the changes in Kamiya Dome's mood, and also writes about the uneasiness caused by Kamiya Yu's own changes, as early as when the two were really together, she expected Kamiya Yu to choose between her and something, and then under the diary, she also explained her mind, no matter what choice Kamiya Yu makes, she will not object, and when Kamiya Yu confessed to her, she had already gotten everything and was very satisfied.

It took Kamiya Yu more than two hours to read the diary that recorded more than 500 entries spanning more than a year, and he had a faint impression of each diary content, for example, when he stayed in the company and came back late, he would record it on it, and then all the contents of the diary were Kamiya Qiong's mood and the world recorded around him.

The diaries and the feelings expressed are like knives stuck in Kamiya Yu's heart, and what is written in it is not a love story at all, but what kind of attachment Kamiya Dome has for him. It's almost sick and distressing, but this sickness is voluntary by Kamiya Dome and is what Kamiya Yu is looking forward to.

If Yu Kamiya really wants to kill Kamiya Vault, Kamiya Vault will probably be the type to hand over the pistol with a smile.

Kamiya Dome snuggled in Kamiya Yu's arms, raised his hands and held Kamiya Yu's cheeks hard, and asked confusedly, "Yuu, you have already had a relationship with Miss Poison Island?" ”

"Not to that extent, just to help her in underwear apply the medicinal wine used to treat trauma." Kamiya Yu shook his head and replied in a low voice, he really didn't cross the line when he helped Poison Island Purple apply medicinal wine, as for taking off his upper underwear, first, he wanted to see if what Poison Island Purple said was serious, second, it was really inconvenient to apply medicinal wine with underwear, and third, he himself admitted that Poison Island Purple's perfect body was very tempting to him, and he had the thoughts that ordinary men would have.

Kamiya Yu didn't want to completely block his back road, if Kamiya Qiong's reaction was too strong, he might as well just stop and change his strategy.

"Then Yo leave her now and kick her out of the company." Kamiya Qiong pursed his lips and said sullenly, and after speaking, his slender fingers instead pinched Kamiya Yu's cheek and said angrily: "Why can't Yu settle down a little, I would rather pass through the previous life like this, and I don't want Yu to become like this." ”

"You know I'm not going to do that."

"That's what you think after reading these diaries?" Kamiya dome pursed his lips.

Kamiya Yu was silent for a while, shook his head decisively and nodded, lowered his head and bit Kamiya Qiong's tender ear and whispered, "Does Qiong want me to make a choice?" ”

"No, your question is an answer in itself, and I don't want to go on with it." Kamiya Qiong's voice was full of fragility and confusion, and he muttered softly: "Why don't you hide it from me, if you want to hide it from me, even if I know it, I will treat it as if I don't know, so it's good for everyone." ”

Kamiya smiled, put his hands around her willow waist and sneered, "Maybe I'm greedy." ”

"Yes, Yu is really too greedy, why can Yu tell me this casually." As he spoke, Kamiya Qiong's eyes began to brew tears again, sliding from his pale cheeks like a fragile porcelain doll.

There was another silence when he whispered

"Dom, I'm sorry."

"This is your fifteenth apology today."

"Qiong, still angry?"

Of course, not only angry, but also sad, confused, and helpless, I don't know how I should answer now. The only thing that is clear is that I probably can't do anything, so I can only pray for Yu not to leave me with the pitiful words "Yu is my everything". Kamiya Yu muttered in a complicated tone, and after speaking, his little hand grabbed Kamiya Yu's arm and bit it hard: "Now I realize that getting and giving are equal, Yu has paid so much for me, and now he suddenly takes it all back, it's too cruel." ”

Kamiya Yu's efforts over the years have turned into shackles, wrapping Kamiya Vault layer by layer, so that she can't even think of escaping.

"Dome."

"Hmm."

"Where the dome is, it's my home." Yu Kamiya felt very bad in his heart when he said this, he had never felt like a bastard like he did now, and he didn't say how he felt, because it was something he decided for himself. Men are creatures whose desires are greater than their rationality, Kamiya Yu does not deny that it is his own desires that defeat his own rationality, and at the same time, the establishment of the Crystal Palace is not something unattainable for him, to put it more bluntly, he knows that he is a traverser, and at the same time he has a golden finger like consciousness space, it is impossible to be satisfied with only having Kamiya Dome.

There is a very controversial saying in the Spider-Man movie: "With great power comes great responsibility." Yu Kamiya didn't know how to judge this sentence, but he deeply understood the same truth: "The greater the power, the greater the desire." He is not a saint and does not want to be a big hero, including creating animation, he just wants to satisfy his interests or desires.

"I know."

Kamiya Vault let go of his arm and whispered, "Yu has already made several similar vows. ”

"I'm sorry..." Kamiya is running out of words.

"Yo."

"Hmm."

"Ask for leave from school tomorrow, and stay with me all day."

"Hmm."

The two began to really confess their hearts, pouring out all their inner thoughts to each other, and Yuu Kamiya also told Kamiya Dome everything except for the crossing, including his thoughts on the anime, his thoughts about Uehara and their non-separation, and how greedy they were.

"Yo."

"At least don't show intimacy with other women in front of me, and then it's Yu's promise to always be by my side." Kamiya Qiong said softly in a difficult tone, and after speaking, he interlocked his fingers with Kamiya Yu and was unwilling to let go, struggling to find a good position and closed his eyes tiredly.

Yu Kamiya kissed her cherry lips and whispered, "Good night." ”

Kamiya Dome is very smart, and she has already thought of everything when Kamiya Yu confesses.

Break up directly like ordinary women, this option is the result of Kamiya Dome who would rather die than want.

Splattering, scolding, crying, making trouble and hanging yourself, this is not Kamiya Qiong's way of doing things, and this behavior will not have a second effect except to push Kamiya Yu outward, Kamiya Yuu confessed to her means that Kamiya Yu has other options besides her, or without her, Kamiya Yu will only get more comfortable.

So Kamiya Qiong chose the most helpless way to deal with it, default and cold treatment. She doesn't want outsiders to affect the relationship between her and Yu Kamiya, she has had enough of the cold war last year, and she is also confident that she will always be the most important person in Yu Kamiya's heart.

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Early the next morning, what happened yesterday seemed to be a thing of the past, and neither of them tacitly agreed not to mention it. Kamiya Qiong's attitude towards Kamiya Yu has undergone a subtle change.,It's not that it's going in a bad direction.,But he'll take the initiative to be coquettish towards Kamiya Yu.,Express your subjective meaning.,After last night's confession.,The relationship between the two has gone one step further incredibly.。

Of course, this does not include the idea that Kamiya Yuu wants to open the Crystal Palace, a topic that Kamiya Dome does not want to hear a second time. (To be continued.) )