95.Chapter94
"Yun Shen." He suddenly shouted, raised his moist eyes, and looked at him fixedly. "Can I take a look...... Your ring? β
With a slight hesitation in his tone, he pretended to ask casually. When the man saw that he was obviously very concerned but pretended to be calm, he couldn't help but have a teasing thought.
"Okay, but you can't take it off." Raising his hand and handing it to Duan Qi, Chu Yunshen's lips were almost touching his forehead, "I will never take off this ring for the rest of my life." β
"Yes...... ? The man in his arms trembled, but showed another uncaring smile. The fingertips slowly stroked the smooth ring body, which was very beautiful.
But it will never belong to him.
"What are you thinking?" Chu Yunshen chuckled and withdrew his hand, "Let me guess......"
"Are you wondering, why don't I take this ring off?" The person in his arms looked a little hesitant and cared, but the appearance of refusing to ask made him a little unstoppable. No man can resist the temptation of his beloved to be jealous of himself, not to mention, when he sends another ring to Duan Qi's hand, it will only make their feelings deeper.
Duan Qi's face turned slightly white.
"You didn't mean...... Don't you have someone you like? The smile was a little reluctant, he didn't quite understand why Chu Yunshen was saying this to himself.
"That's a lie to them." The corners of Chu Yunshen's lips were slightly hooked, obviously in a good mood. He leaned into Duan Qi's ear, almost rubbing his earlobe - "I love someone very much, for a long, long time. β
Duan Qi's heart stopped beating in an instant.
"He said he would marry me." Hugging the person into his arms, the man's voice was gentle and lingering, "I will only love him alone in my life." β
"That'...... She's so happy. Duan Qi felt a dull pain in his chest, and it was a little difficult to breathe. He was still smiling, but the smile was extraordinarily reluctant.
Why do you say this to him......
If Chu Yunshen only loved that person, why did he say those three words the night before yesterday when he was most emotional......
He couldn't figure it out, and only felt his breath tremble. Chu Yunshen hugged him a little tighter, and some couldn't help but want to explain.
"It's not early, get up." Pushing away the person who was hugging him, Duan Qi sat up in a trance, and stood up almost like a run.
"I'm going to make breakfast."
Throwing this sentence, he hurriedly left the bedroom.
Chu Yunshen just sat up and rubbed his hair with a smile. He suddenly wanted to take the ring directly and put it on Duan Ruiqi, but he would not choose to break his plan again.
They've only been together for a long time, and if they propose now, I'm afraid it will scare the little guy, right?
Duan Qi was wearing pajamas, his hair was still a little messy, and he was standing in the kitchen with a blank expression. What is he? Foster lovers?
He had never doubted men, but now, he suddenly realized that he was not what he thought. Chu Yunshen could hold him around and lift another person at the same time. What the hell are you? A toy?
It wasn't his home at all, it was empty and unfamiliar, and it didn't even feel as safe as the noisy rental house at this moment.
This is not his home.
His nose suddenly became sore, and even he didn't understand why it was the way it was. Even if he lived from 5 to 9 at the beginning, he would never be as embarrassed as he is now.
A toy.
But even so, he found that he was still in love with Chu Yunshen. His heart was throbbing, Duan Qi knew how embarrassing his identity was, but he still didn't have the courage to leave him.
Tears suddenly flowed.
The sunken eye sockets gradually became moist, and then, slowly, tears flowed back. Standing in the kitchen, he could hear the sound of Chu Yunshen brushing his teeth. He was such a gentle person, why would he say such a thing to him......
Duan Qi didn't make a sound, just cried quietly.
He felt tired.
If it continues like this, it will inevitably be discovered by Chu Yunshen. What's the use of crying on your own? Since the other party can say something like that to him with a smile, it must also mean that he wants him to recognize his identity.
What I can't figure out is always myself.
What's the point of crying like this if you're a lover? What he should do is to please Chu Yun, accompany him to bed, make love, and that's it.
"Little Seven?" Chu Yun finished washing up and walked to the kitchen. Duan Qi had his back to him, and the cooking utensils didn't look like they were being used in the slightest. The man stood there as if in a daze.
Hugging the other party from behind, the man sighed softly in satisfaction, and then pecked him lightly on the back of the neck. Duan Qi didn't make a sound when he was crying, and Chu Yunshen didn't see his face, so naturally he didn't notice it.
After enough kisses, he laughed again, and even his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness. I was about to kiss his lips, but suddenly I saw the wetness on my cheeks. The man was stunned, and then he was about to look at Duan Qi's face, but Duan Qi didn't want him to see it, and raised his hand to cover his eyes.
Tears poured in, but he was still quiet, only large tears sliding down his cheeks.
Chu Yun was stunned.
His brain seemed to be suddenly empty, and no matter how quick his thoughts were on weekdays, he was stunned. After a long time, he was like a child who had done something wrong, and he hugged the person into his arms in a panic.
Duan Qi didn't move, his body stood there straight, crying silently.
"What's wrong...... Don't cry, I was wrong. The brain was in a mess, and Chu Yunshen didn't even react. He hugged each other in a hurry, and his voice trembled slightly: "Why are you crying......"
He still didn't speak, just wept quietly.
The man kissed him on the cheek in a panic, and Duan Qi didn't hide, but the tears never stopped. He didn't understand why he was making this appearance now when he was just supporting himself.
Chu Yun pecked away his tears in a panic, and finally thought of the reason. scolded secretly in his heart, and the distress and self-blame on his face were even heavier: "I...... Xiao Qi, I'm sorry I said those words-"
"I know." Duan Qi suddenly lowered the hand covering his eyes, revealing his eye socket full of tears. His smile was stiff, and he didn't know who to show it to, "I know what to do." β
"I won't embarrass my boss." The voice was a little hoarse, with a slight cry. He sniffed hard and whispered, "I was too greedy before, and I won't do it again in the future." β
"Xiao Qi, it's not ......" Chu Yun was confused, and he didn't know how to explain this for a moment.
"Really, I'll do it...... Anything, really, anything......" There was a trace of choking in his voice, and tears flowed even more violently: "I am very well-behaved, and I will definitely not hinder the ...... of the boss getting married"
"Little Qi......" Chu Yunshen wanted to slap himself.
"I can be a lover, I can ...... when I go to bed, do sex, and have sex" Duan Qi panicked, and tightly tugged at Chu Yunshen's clothes, revealing a sad and pleading look, "Don't want me to ......"
He is so humble that even if he is a duck in captivity, he wants to stay by this man's side.
His eyes were red and swollen, and his sunken eye sockets were full of bitter tears, and he looked at Chu Yunshen so pleadingly that he almost knelt in front of him.
"Please......" his lips trembled, and he tried to lean in and kiss the other person's lips. Duan Qi didn't know what else he had of value besides his body. His expression was extremely painful, obviously jerky and not good, but he was trying to please the other party.
"Little Seven." Chu Yunshen's voice was also hoarse. Why did he say those words, making Duan Ruiqi think that he was still in love with another person.
There seemed to be some warm liquid sliding down the corners of his eyes, Chu Yunshen buried his face deep in his neck, trembling, trying to explain: "I didn't mean that......"
"I'll never want you, never!" His arms tightened, he raised his head, and hurriedly continued to explain: "I only love you...... Never loved anyone else......"
Duan Qi looked at him stunned, his eyes slightly empty.
Isn't it, in the face of everyone, Chu Yunshen will say that?
The man pursed his lips, took his hand and walked into the bedroom. Duan Qi was a little reluctant to follow, so Chu Yunshen dragged him tightly. As soon as I arrived in the bedroom, tears began to flow down my face.
"Little Seven!" Anxious and uneasy, the man quickly took out a velvet ring box from the locked cabinet. He took a deep breath and slowly opened it.
A ring identical to his hand lay quietly inside.
Duan Qi was stunned.
"I was going to give it to you when I went to F...... But I'm really sorry for saying those things this morning. The man's voice was still slightly hoarse, "This ring has always been prepared for you." β
"I don't have a fiancΓ©e, if I want to marry anyone, it's you." Chu Yunshen took out the ring, took Duan Qi's hand, who was still stunned, and helped him put it on the middle finger of his left hand. The size is just right, as if it is tailor-made.
Duan Qi was still stunned, a little unaware of the development of things. Brain mess up, what's going on?
"I'm not with you to get to bed...... "No, it's not ...... I mean, I don't love you just to go to bed," he smiled wryly and kissed Duan Qi's cheek gently, "I can't deny it, I want to do it with you, but I hope it's natural...... If you want to. β
"I will never force you...... They won't use you as a tool to vent. His voice was low and slightly hoarse. Duan Qi raised his head blankly and looked at the other party's slightly sad eyes.
"Really...... Is it? His tone was extremely hesitant, his tears had stopped, but Chu Yunshen's eyes were moist.
"It's all true, trust me." Distressed hugged the person into his arms again, and the man gently pecked his sunken eyes, "I only love you, I only love you......"
"But I'm not worthy of you." Duan Qi showed a sad smile, "I'm blind, I'm nothing-"
His lips were sealed.
Chu Yunshen's movements were a little rough, but tears burned his cheeks. After a punitive kiss, the man growled, "I don't allow you to say that about yourself!" You're not blind! It's that I'm not worthy of you! β
His expression was a little crazy and full of sorrow.
With that, the man who had always been resolute hugged his shoulders and sobbed quietly. He couldn't forget Jia Helan's arrogant appearance and the charred corpse he had found. His own life was exchanged for Duan Ruiqi's eyes and memories!
Duan Qi froze.