Chapter IV
Shen Dusen is extremely possessive, and he has been married to him for several years. He wouldn't let me say a word to other men, and he wouldn't let me look at other men.
"Who allowed you to dance with him!" He pinned me to the floor at the top of the stairs and pulled my hair at me to force me to look at his furious face.
"I, I'm ......" I stammered, not knowing what to say. When Shen Dusen saw my reaction, he became even more furious, and directly tore my clothes from above to his chest.
There was a "tear" and my shoulders and chest were exposed to the air.
"I knew that Shen Yuecheng was back, and you couldn't be safe!"
"So you want to throw a hug on him?"
"Slut, do you know whose wife you are! A woman with a watery poplar! ”
In his rage, he took possession of me in the presence of many servants, in spite of my pleas.
I shuddered with shame.
"You know you want to face now?!"
"Why didn't you think of it when you danced with Shen Yuecheng?!"
"Say, are you still thinking about him now?!" He pressed me and pinched my chin.
"I didn't ...... Yes. I sobbed.
"No, how did you dance with him?!"
"He made me ...... Jump with him. ”
"When did you become so obedient, I don't know!" He said with a sneer.
Under his torture, I intermittently said that my clothes were wet, and Shen Yuecheng helped me, and then asked me to dance with him. I said yes.
Shen Dussen listened, and his anger did not decrease. only whispered to me to stay away from Shen Yuecheng, and never to bring me to others.
Eventually, I fainted in a big cry. I don't know how to be carried back upstairs by him.
I don't know what kind of eyes the servant has in me.
“……”
The next day, I lay in bed weakly. Shen Dussen took breakfast upstairs. Hitomi also ran up, with a childish one
The voice asked, "What's wrong with Mom?" ”
"Mom is sick, go down to eat and go to school." Shen Dusen said.
"Oh, mom needs to get better soon." He ran over and kissed me before he went down.
There were only me and Shen Dusen left in the room, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.
"It's time to eat." He put a plate at the head of the bed, on which was hot red bean porridge, and pumpkin pie, eggs, and buns.
"I'm not hungry." I closed my eyes.
He walked over and put his hand on my face, his tone a little gentle.
"Yesterday, it was done ruthlessly. But I can't be blamed entirely. You and Shen Yuecheng have so many pasts, but I don't. Perhaps, this time he came back to snatch you away. So, as soon as I saw the two of you in contact, I lost my senses. ”
"I'm not going to let him snatch you away." He whispered in my ear and kissed my ear gently.
"I asked for leave for you, you have a good rest, and you have breakfast."
After he finished speaking, he turned to leave, and the footsteps faded away.
I slowly opened my eyes, looked at his departing back with mixed feelings, and closed my eyes again.
“……”
I slept until noon and woke up hungry. Ate some porridge hastily and had nothing to do. Just hugged Huang Huang to watch TV.
Shen Dusen has always refused to let me have a dog, and he doesn't like me to hold a dog. But at my strong request, he had no choice but to agree.
It's lying on top of me now, obediently, limply. I touched its little fluffy ears and laughed unconsciously.
It has been with me for the past five years. When I saw it, I remembered the time I had with Shen Yuecheng. I feel that Shen Yuecheng has always been by my side and has never left.
But the reality is that everything is no longer human, he is no longer my Shen Yuecheng, and I am no longer his Su Xiaotang.
“……”
In the afternoon, I received a call from Hitomi's teacher, but it was Hitomi who spoke, "Mom, why hasn't Dad come yet?" His crunchy voice was puzzled.
Shen Dussen didn't go to the parent-teacher conference? Is there something urgent in the company?
"Dad can't go today, Mom will be there soon."
"Hmm!"
I hung up the phone and wanted to drive myself, but I was a little out of energy and took a taxi.
Sitting down with Hitomi is like an elementary school student, listening to the teacher above how to communicate with the child and how to cultivate the child's interest. Listen, listen, and I fell asleep.
"Mom, you're going to go on stage and speak." Hitomi shook me awake with her little arms.
Speaking on stage? What to talk about? I stood up a little confused, and the young teacher saw my somewhat confused expression, and hurriedly said, "Come, give the applause to the pupil's mother, let's listen to how she communicates with the pupil." Hitomi is the cutest and best kid in our class. ”
Immediately applause rang out, and I went on stage in a daze. After a few simple words, he stepped down in a daze.
After the parent-teacher conference, parents go home with their children directly from school.
I took Hitomi's little hand and waited on the side of the road for a bus, and I waited for a while but didn't wait for an empty bus.
Waiting impatiently, a Rolls-Royce pulled up in front of us.
The car window was slowly lowered, and Shen Yuecheng's expressionless handsome face slowly appeared.
"Get in the car." He gave me a faint look.
"No, I'll wait for the bus myself." I said, looking down from his disturbing face.
"We need to talk, don't we. Don't you want to know how I've lived these years after being abandoned by you? ”
His dark eyes looked at me with a heavy gaze. He got out of the car, lifted his slender legs, and walked towards me.
My heart was stagnant, but he had come up to me.
Looking at the pupil behind me, his face stiffened, and returned to normal, "He is the child of you and Shen Dussen?" ”
"Yes," I said, taking a deep breath as I shook Hitomi's small hand.
"How old are you?"
"Five."
"Five?" He repeated, mocking in a tone that "turns out you've been with him really for a long time." ”
He must have thought that when I was with him, I had already given my body to Shen Dusen. I must have felt how ridiculous it was to hold back my self.
I feel bitter in my heart, but since I have already chosen, why do I care that he misunderstands me more?
I ended up getting in the car. Sitting in the passenger seat, Hitomi sleeps lying in the back seat.
We were relatively speechless, and I could only close my eyes. I couldn't really make eye contact with him. Every word I said to him seemed to use all my strength.
The space is full of his taste. Familiar and nice smell. It reminds me that I used to like to sniff at him like a dog, and he would avoid me with a smile or touch my head with a chuckle.
"When I went back yesterday, Shen Dussen beat you." I was caught up in the memories when I suddenly heard his voice. I opened my eyes and saw his gaze on my exposed wrist. There are strangulation marks on the belt.
I quickly pulled my sleeve and blocked it. "Nope." I whispered, not looking at his inexplicable eyes. It was Shen Dussen who tied my hands with a belt to keep me from struggling. (To be continued.) )