141. I treat you as a father

Although the sound of the night is very low, in this quiet mountain village, all kinds of sounds seem to be amplified countless times. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Jinghua is naturally able to hear clearly.

However, at this time, she could only pretend that she had not heard anything.

But her heart was cranky, could it be that she regarded herself as her father every night? What the hell does it take to treat a little Lori as his father!

Jinghua thought, looking at the night at a loss.

At this time, Night Night is seriously helping Jinghua wash her feet. It's like you're doing something great. Her serious expression moved Jinghua.

The mirror didn't dare to move, waiting for the night to be washed.

After a while, Ye Ye finally finished washing the mirror flower and began to wipe it.

Moreover, Ye Ye opened his mouth to thank him: "Thank you, so that I don't have to regret it anymore." ”

"Regrets?"

"A long time ago, I wanted to wash my father's feet, but I never did. As a result, there will never be such an opportunity. ”

"But you're looking for me to replace ......," Jinghua said, unable to continue.

She always felt that there was no way to speak.

Looking at the wiped feet, Jinghua felt a little regretful in her heart, such a feeling, but unfortunately there is no way to continue to experience it. What's even more regrettable is that she was just shocked by the night, and she didn't feel it at all, and when she couldn't realize it now, she felt a pity again.

After washing her feet, Jinghua went to bed, and after a while, she finished washing every night and climbed into bed.

Jinghua wanted to say why you came, but considering that this was Yeye's home, she couldn't say anything. I can only stiffen my body to prevent myself from doing anything embarrassing.

Night and night, as if he didn't feel anything, he slept next to Jinghua, which was very close to Jinghua's position.

She turned off the lights, and it became pitch black.

In the darkness, Kagami's sense of hearing seemed to become more acute, and she could even hear her own breathing and heartbeat.

At this moment, Ye Ye spoke.

"Are you feeling bad?"

"Huh?"

"I feel your body stiff." Ye Ye said.

"I ......" Jinghua didn't know how to explain.

Ye Ye said, "Can't you have contact with girls?" ”

"It's not all, it's just ......" It's just such a cute girl, and it's easy to have an accident as soon as you come into contact with it. Jinghua silently added in her heart.

Ye Ye said: "But you are not a way to do this, you have to face it." I think it's a good way to get a little closer to this as a way to hone it. Let you get used to it full. ”

"Is that so?"

Kagami said slowly.

Ye Ye approached Jinghua, broke her face in the direction she was facing, and said, "Do you know what your illness is?" ”

"I don't know, it's just that if you get close to a pretty girl, you'll have a seizure." Jinghua said, but she thought in her heart that as a man, she would naturally have some thoughts in the face of beautiful women, which was a man's instinct. It's just that now, she has changed to a girl's body, so the reaction is a little special.

"Aside from the fact that you only have seizures for girls, it's not particularly weird, and my feeling is that you are thinking about other things, but what you do is completely different from what you think. What you think in your heart is completely different from what you really do. ”

The mind is masculine, but the body is feminine.

However, this is not entirely a contradiction.

Obviously I want it very much, but reason stops me.

"Have you heard of it? There are many people who are addicted to sex, and they can't bear it. I think you've asked Dr. Lu about this. ”

Jinghua nodded and said, "I know." ”

"You're just restraining now, and you don't know how to channel, so the reaction is so fierce now, I think it will become familiar if you experience it more."

Jinghua also believes in Yeye's words, but she doesn't want to be familiar with it.

If she really adapts to this situation, or even really becomes a person who is addicted to sex, then if not passively played badly, then she is actively blackened.

At this time, Ye Ye said again: "Ji Xiaolan of the Qing Dynasty is such a person. ”

Of course Jinghua knows that Ji Xiaolan, who is known as a Qing official and is also a great minister, even sings in TV dramas, who said that he is a useless scholar, it seems that he is a useless scholar. But in fact, I have to be with many women every day, and I don't feel uncomfortable more than a dozen times.

A man may admire his physical abilities, but it is a disease. Kagamika knows that the modern-day Tiger Woods suffers from the same disease.

Ye Ye said: "Doctor Lu said that there are physical reasons for this, but there may also be mental reasons. During the Qing Dynasty, as a scholar of literature, he originally wanted to write a book and speak for generations, but in the end he could only write a strange and mythical notebook story. This is a kind of mental torture for a great talent, and under this torture, he will have this strange phenomenon. ”

Although Jinghua doesn't know if Ji Xiaolan in history is like this, as the same night said, this is also a very likely thing.

As Tongjinghua said before, if you can't ask for the outside, you can ask for the inside.

When a person can't gain fame and fortune, he will often turn his head to pursue inner pleasure.

And when you can't turn to the inside, you will naturally turn to the outside.

When a person can't satisfy his spirit, he may vent on some things.

Speaking of this, Jinghua turned her face away.

She didn't understand her physique at all, why she had such a physique.

Perhaps, as the same night said, she didn't have a girlfriend in her previous life, and in this life, such obsessive thoughts have affected her body. He really wanted someone to be with him and put an end to his loneliness, but she also knew that she was destined to be impossible. So I kept suppressing myself, and the final result was that I couldn't bear it mentally.

She even guessed that she wanted to take the initiative, but reason suppressed herself, so she began to become passive to seduce others, hoping that others would take the initiative.

This is actually a very shameless approach, but Jinghua can't admit it. If you admit it, doesn't it mean that you want to be on someone else, but you don't want to bear the price, and you're afraid of taking responsibility and causing trouble, so you lure others to come to you.

Just as she was thinking like this, Ye Ye spoke.

"When I asked Dr. Lu about you, I also asked myself."

"Yours?" Jinghua thought about it and found that Ye Ye really needed to find Dr. Lu, because she felt that she also had some mental problems.

"I like my father."

"Huh?" Jinghua was startled, she had already seen that Ye Ye had a tendency in this regard, but this kind of thing, no matter how suspicious she was, couldn't really be sure. "Everybody likes their father."

Ye Ye continued: "It's not the relationship between father and daughter, but the relationship between men and women. ”

"This." When Jinghua didn't know what to do, Ye Ye continued.

"Jinghua, I treat you as a father."