13. Emergent
The night in Stuttgart is as quiet as an eerie scene from a horror game, with long streets deserted and shops lined with lights that look like waiting for a traveler who has not returned.
Yue Yiran walked on the stone road, accustomed to the cool breeze blowing on his cheeks, and felt more relaxed and quiet after a long time. She stood on the old bridge of the Neckar, climbed the yellowed stone railing with both hands, closed her eyes and took a deep breath, and the fresh oxygen immediately washed her whole body.
Suddenly, her eyes were blindfolded, her hands were so warm that they were like a comfortable steam mask, and her whole face was steamed, and she guessed without thinking, "Jonas?" ”
Jonas grinned, lowered his hand, and walked over to her.
Yue Yiran turned sideways, the heat on his face didn't seem to have dissipated, but his eyes were already looking at the young man in front of him intently. At night, his skin was as white as an oil painting, and her favorite green eyes shone in the light like the waters of Lake Neckar around her. Her heart was suddenly very full and full, it turned out that liking a person is this feeling, you look at him as if he has got the whole world.
No wonder there are so many people who want love and not bread, Yue Yiran thought, because this rich feeling is more satisfying than food, and more intoxicating than wine. She made up her mind and said, "How did you think of coming out of me?" ”
Jonas stiffened, he hesitated, and pulled a small pendant out of his pocket, the hanging pendant glittering on his hand.
Yue Yiran was about to be blinded: "You did it yourself?" In front of me was a little angel with wings, its hands folded, and its blue eyes spoke of beauty and hope.
"Well," Jonas said, pointing to the little cherub's glowing little dress, "it's zircon, peridot, crystal, and the eyes are made of topaz, and they're not worth much!" My salary is not much. He smiled, a little embarrassed.
"I love it so much, Jonas!" Yue Yiran couldn't wait to kiss this little angel, I have to say that it is right for Germany to open a handicraft class since childhood, this craft is really not to say, he used to make garlands are also very beautiful.
Seeing her so happy, Jonas also smiled: "I will give you a real gem to make in the future." ”
"That's already good!" The preciousness of a gift is never about the value, but about the heart. Just like Maggie's gift, even if it is wrong, it never makes people feel stupid, only that it is so beautiful to love and be loved.
"Are you happy?" Jonas leaned down, much like touching her flushed face. Yue Yiran is not a big beauty, judging by current standards, her cheeks are too round, and her body is too plump. But she always had a sincere smile on her face, as if nothing could annoy her. Her heart was so soft that she shed tears when she saw the pitiful thing, and blamed herself for her low tears while falling.
Thinking of this, Jonas smiled secretly, Yue Yiran didn't notice it, she replied with a smile: "Happy! ”
Jonas blushed, his hand unconsciously rubbed the hem of his clothes, and he squirmed, "Then can you kiss me?" ”
What the? Yue Yiran's eyes widened, almost thinking that he had misheard.
Jonas hurriedly pointed to his cheek and hurriedly defended: "Just kiss it here, I'm ......"
"I haven't been kissed on the cheek yet!" The more the voice spoke, the more aggrieved it became.
This is starting to pretend to be pitiful! Yue Yiran thought, she has lived for more than 40 years, and she can't see the real grievances and false grievances? It's really impressive! The ancients did not deceive me!
However, seeing that he was so nervous that his clothes were about to be worn out, she softened her heart and still stood on tiptoe and kissed him. The boy's cheeks were cooled by the night breeze, like a smooth popsicle sweet. Apparently less than a second of touch, she felt that a long, long time had passed. And Jonas instantly seemed to be on fire, so hot that her lips began to numb, the two looked at each other, and then bounced away like an electric shock.
"I ...... I'll send you home. Before Jonas could finish speaking, he hurriedly walked ahead, not daring to turn his head back.
Yue Yiran tried hard to follow him with his little short legs, running straight and panting, and Jonas found out about her embarrassment, quietly slowed down, and the ears that had just retreated from the heat began to redden.
A road that is usually very long is especially short today, and it will soon be at the doorstep. Yue Yiran lowered his head, not daring to look into his eyes: "Be careful on your way." Or ......"
She thought for a moment and said, "Why don't I send you back?" I haven't visited Aunt Hannah in a long time. "I've never visited.
"Well, she misses you too!" If Yue Yiran still had sense, she would probably vomit, Hannah didn't even know who she was, right? What do you think? But she has now become an animal dominated by feelings, and the forty-year-old aunt is also terrible to fall in love, and she blushes shyly and pulls Jonas by the arm and sends him all the way home.
"It's too late, and it's not safe for you to be a girl," said Jonas, standing at the door of the house, "I'd better send you back!" ”
……
I sent it back and forth three or four times like this, and it was already past ten o'clock when I stood at the door of Yue Yiran's house again. Before the two could speak, the window was opened from the inside, and Leon poked his head out, his face full of impatience: "Can you get in?" I saw you at the door before eight o'clock. Lena, you're not the only one living in the house, so you don't want people to lock the door and sleep? ”
"Then, then I'll go," Jonas looked at Yue Yiran's hair, "You go in first!" ”
Yue Yiran lowered his head and was embarrassed to look at him, whispered goodbye and went in three steps and two steps.
Yue Ze'an and Ida were not there at home, and only Leon was sitting on the sofa watching TV. Seeing Yue Yiran walk in, he didn't look back, and as soon as the TV was turned off, he was ready to take a bath.
Leon hadn't been home for a long time, and Yue Yiran wanted to talk to him more, so he asked, "Why did you come back?" ”
"What? This is my home, and I can't come back yet? Leon was so angry that he threw the remote control, "You want me to be away from home so that kid can enter the house, right?" ”
"What are you talking nonsense?" "I mean, Aunt Ada misses you so much, why don't you come back while she's home?" ”
"What about you? You don't want me? Leon's anger has always been like a balloon, it disappears when he pokes it, and the topic changes so quickly that people can't keep up with his thinking.
"Of course I miss you!" Yue Yiran hurriedly coaxed, "I know how good you are to me." "From the bottom of his heart, Leon was a very close friend, who may have spoken viciously, but he was always impeccable in his actions. Just like last year, she said that she wanted to eat lotus seeds from her hometown, and Leon asked a friend to send them to her.
Hearing this, Leon's face turned slightly pale, and he pointed to a bag on the table: "This is for you, I went to France last month." "Leon signed to the economic company last year, and now he is a well-known singer, and many girls in the class have bought his new album.
Yue Yiran took the bag back to the room, and inside was a small bottle of delicate perfume, sprayed a little in the air, it was a smell she liked, light but long-lasting. It can be seen that this is not a big brand to buy casually, but a well-prepared gift. She took out the cherub made by Jonas from her pocket and placed it side by side with the perfume.
Little by little, her joy faded and slowly became heavy. She was not a dull person, and even if she didn't know before, she could guess his mind from this gift. In Germany, perfume is given only by the closest people. She suddenly thought of the previous life, Leon was also so silently good to her, but that kind of good was hidden under his cold face, and she didn't understand it when she was young. Now she understood, but she couldn't give him anything. But what about the last life? Was she ever moved at that time?
Yue Yiran suddenly couldn't remember, those memories faded little by little with time, some overlapped with reality, and some were placed in the depths of his soul and could no longer be touched.
She thought, fortunately Leon is still young, as long as he doesn't respond to him, he will slowly give up this hopeless relationship, right? After all, he was so proud, how could he allow a woman to ignore his heart all the time?
Yue Yiran sighed and slowly closed his eyes.
On the other hand, Jonas was happy, Hannah had not rested when he got home, and the room was lit with a warm dim light. He smiled and pushed the door open to see Hannah tidying up in the living room, cupboards, fireplaces, and even floors polished.
Seeing Jonas walk in, she stopped what she was doing and smiled slightly: "You're back?" ”
"I'm going to bed, and I'm going to wake up early tomorrow," said Jonas, "Mom, go to bed early, too!" ”
"Good night, Joe. Have a good dream! Hannah said softly.
Jonas nodded, and was about to enter the room when Hannah suddenly called out to him.
Jonas turned his head and wondered, "What's wrong?" ”
Green eyes similar to him looked at him deeply, and when he couldn't help but say something, Hannah whispered, "I love you!" Baby! Her voice was obviously soft, but it seemed like she had used all her strength.
Jonas felt himself suddenly smaller, and his eyes were hot. His heart felt like someone had been rubbed and swelled, but at the same time it was extremely reassuring. It felt like lying in my mother's arms when I was very young and listening to her sing old nursery rhymes, simple but happy, he wanted to say that I love you too, but his lips moved, and he couldn't say it. Under Hannah's gaze, she ran back to her room with a red face.
In the dead of night.
Jonas lay flat on the bed, thinking about his gentle mother for a while, thinking about the soft touch of Lena kissing on the cheek, tossing and turning like a little girl for a long time, and I don't know how long it took before he covered his face with a pillow and fell asleep calmly and happily.