"I saw you lying in a pool of blood, and at that moment, I didn't know anything, and I lost the calmness that I had learned so hard over the years. By the time I reacted, I was already ......" Yuan Hyuk frowned, his eyes were fixed on a certain place, and his eyes were as black as thick ink, and under his calmness, they were covered with too many emotions that he had hidden.

Then? I suddenly felt an inexplicable nervousness, and even involuntarily held my breath as he continued.

Yuan Hyuk that year was calm and sophisticated, and his tolerance and forbearance of everything were beyond what an adult could do. He looks at everything so indifferently. Just because he knew that although he was a son, he was not the right person for their father to succeed him, and he knew that one day, the so-called second brother would snatch all this, and all he endured at that time was just hoping to have a stable rest of his life in the future.

What kind of despair must have been for him to take my words of encouragement as hope for life.

However, when he saw the sudden thunder struck the mourning hall of the family, he broke in recklessly because he was worried about my safety, regardless of the embarrassment of his identity. He saw that Cheng Jing's knife had stabbed into my body, and I fell in a pool of blood and slowly lost consciousness.

Won Hyuk became angry for the first time, and he shed the mask of forbearance that belonged to a helpless son, and he beat up Cheng Jing, who was also a teenager.

And all I know is that when I woke up, I had been rescued by him.

“…… Cheng Jing was seriously injured, and my father imprisoned me for three months because of my atrocities against him. When I was released, I found out that Cheng Jing was seriously injured at that time, so ...... Later, in order to remedy the damage done to him, I asked him to succeed him as his father's eunuch in the palace after the funeral affairs of Lord Cheng Si were properly handled. Won Hyuk's tone sounded very peaceful, but the more calm he was, the easier it was to hear the flaws, not even a little ups and downs, which showed that he was suppressing his emotions when he recounted the incident back then.

Cheng Jing seriously injured? So, can't he have children of his own?

No wonder Cheng Jing's tone was terrifying when he mentioned the incident back then. It turned out that this happened ten years ago, when I passed out. I didn't even know that Yuan Hyuk was imprisoned for three months after I left because of the big fight against Cheng Jing.

But even if Cheng Jing takes over the position of Cheng Si during his lifetime, for a teenager, the injury to his body will be a shadow in his heart for a lifetime, not to mention that at that time, Cheng Jing has already experienced so many things.

However, having said that, since it is impossible for Cheng Jing's body to have a child, then, whose child is the child in Biluo's womb, is there anything else she is hiding from me?

"At that time, I heard that Biluo and Cheng Jing got married as they wished, and I thought they would live happily together for the rest of their lives. But it didn't take long for me to hear that Cheng Jing was very bad to Biluo, and their husband and wife were always making trouble, and Cheng Jing even brought the Qinglou woman to his home in the land of fireworks...... "I breathed a sigh of relief, "Now that I think about it, I'm afraid the problem between them is here." Who would have thought that Cheng Jing would actually ......"

……

"So, you're tempted?" Yuan Jue's tone suddenly became cold.

"Hmm." I leaned on his shoulder, closed my eyes, enjoying the rare peace here, the terrace behind the palace was really nice, comfortable sunshine, no wonder Yuan Jue would say that his father loved that Mrs. Xian the most, because he gave the best to Mrs. Xian. "Is this the eastern half or the western half? If it's the western half, won't Yuan He demolish this place when he builds Xiangshan for me......"

"I thought that no matter what he did, he wouldn't impress you." Yuan Jue's weapon was more like a question, sounding cold and with a slight mockery.

"I'm not a stone, he cares about me, how can I not be moved at all." I continued to close my eyes and enjoy the sunshine. The sun was about to set, this was the last warmth of the day, but I paid attention to Yuan Jue's reaction and asked with a smile, "Are you jealous?" ”

Yuan Jue was quiet for a while, not knowing what kind of expression he had, and after a long time, he heard him say here. "The day after tomorrow, I will lead the troops out of the city."

"Oh." I replied lazily, I knew it. Lord Cheng was forced to stay and deal with it because of some things, it seems that this time Yuan Jue's expedition is inevitable, I just sighed.

"Will you come with me?" His question was much more unconfident than the previous words.

After knowing how Won Hyuk treated me, he naturally wondered if I would still be willing to be with him, compared to Won Hyuk, he could give me less and less.

"I don't want to." I lazily stretched and sat up straight.

He had expected my answer, and nodded his head clearly, his eyes straight. "Would you rather be with him than go with me now?"

"Don't be stupid, in what capacity can you take me away," I turned my head to look at him, the young man in white in front of me looked like I had met for the first time, "I'm afraid that you and I will be arrested again before we leave the city, and I'm afraid that even my life will be lost at that time." Do you think it's time to do whatever you want? ”

The hem of Yuan Jue's clothes blew up, "So, this will be the last time you will come to see me." ”

"I heard that you are going to garrison the army this time, how can it be a matter that can be ended in three and five years to deal with the Yibu." I knew in my heart that when he left, it was likely to be goodbye. "Maybe the next time you come back, I'm gone."

"Not there? What's not there. Yuan Jue seemed to hear something and asked hurriedly.

I shook my head and stood up, "It's Yun Chu." ”

"What." Yuan Jue didn't understand why I suddenly mentioned Yun Chu.

I turned my head to look at him, "Back then, it was Yun Chu who asked me to take you as an apprentice, and she already knew that you would die because of me, so she begged me to take you as an apprentice, so that there could be no other relationship between you and me." ”

It is impossible for Yuan Jue not to know about this, but before I tell him this sentence, no matter how much it is, it is just speculation, and he will never ask Yun Chu for confirmation or anything.

"When you are out with troops, be careful in everything, and don't be rash." I said, stopped, was silent for a while, and didn't look at him. "You are like this, ambitious, ambitious, dare to think and dare to do, but unfortunately, subject to love. You are destined to miss out on a lot of things that are important to you because of your feelings, and you think you care, but in fact, you are just a coward. Dressed in a disguise that doesn't grow long. Like a child, he refuses to let go of either side of his hand, you say you want to give up everything for me, but do you know it, I only need to look at your eyes to know if you are willing to give up anything else. You are not young, you have to learn to grow up, one day you have to face everything, the problems you don't want to face, just like you know that Yun Chu is your biological mother, but you don't want to be ashamed of herself with her; It's like you know that Yun Chu has always intended to get rid of me, but you don't dare to oppose her for me. ”

"So, you're really going to give up on me this time?" Yuan Jue asked.

"You gave up on me first. I thought about it for a long time, and finally figured out why I can accept Won Hyuk who has the other three ladies, but I can't commit to you who just use Qu Jie, it's because I don't love him, but he has been good to me. But Yuan Jue, haven't you really been tempted by Qu Jie? Not once? I raised my eyes to look at the sunset, "You have liked her, I have a feeling, she has been by your side for more than ten years, even if you don't admit that you have loved her, but you are used to being with her, so when you notice that I found out about you and Qu Jie, you are not willing to break off with her for me." You want me to live in peace with her, but you don't know how to tell me this, so let Xiong Lie tell me. Qu Jie's death, you come to question me first, others say that you have no intention, but in fact, I am your master, and I know if you are sincere with a look. Yuan Jue, it was you and your two mothers who forced me to have no way out. ”

He didn't contradict me at first after hearing what I said, I sighed and was about to get out of here.

"Do you care so much?" Yuan Jue's voice was very heavy, "Qu Jie's matter, do you care so much?" ”

I had no choice but to stop, "Yes, I care a lot, I care about her as much as I like you." It was your biological mother who did not allow me to be with you and designed the most insurmountable obstacle between us. I really liked you at that time, but you were only willing to give me a part of your love...... I'm very happy, this time you're going to be sent to lead the troops, and when I see you, I can't let go, but the more I covet every moment by your side, the more I'll feel sorry for Wonhyuk, and when I look at you, I will remember what happened. Well, if you leave, five years, ten years, twenty years...... Some things always take time to settle down. ”

"Okay, what about five, ten, or twenty years? Would you be willing to forget what I had missed, and if I knew I was wrong, would you be willing to go back......"

He said and stood up, I knew it.

"If," I interrupted, but I didn't look back, I'm afraid I'll relent. "Ten years later, if you still think so, and are willing to give up everything for me, then I'll go with you."

If I had been alive at that time.

"How did you know I was going to change?!" Yuan Jue was quite dissatisfied with the fact that I thought he would change, and he roared angrily.

Because I used to believe that you will not change, but unfortunately I was wrong. In the past ten years, maybe I will die, maybe he will meet other women, once he is famous, there will be many women like Qu Jie who are devoted to him, and there will be other people like Qu Jie who want to use female marriage to envelop him, but if he can't, he will hope to be assisted by that kind of force, and if he succeeds, he will hope to get such a powerful force to consolidate his position.

After ten years, I am confident that he has lost. It's not that I don't trust him, I just don't trust power, and I didn't understand what this thing was good about, so I always overestimated myself. Later, when I was opposed to Lord Meng, Queen Meng was repeatedly embarrassed, even if they framed me for killing Qu Jie, even if I sacrificed my children to protect myself, but there was no way to bring them down at once, even if Yuan He intended to imprison Lord Meng for the crime of murdering the prince's heir, but he still couldn't get rid of him easily.

Now, I get it.

Power is a good thing.

I didn't answer him, and I walked away. At this point, it is enough, I will still take his persistence seriously, and my ambiguity with him is enough here, the warmth that I once longed for, the taste that I once hoped for that belonged to him, here, it is enough.

Today is to send him on the expedition, if he understands my words, fade away the last childish obsession, he returns triumphantly, Yuan Jue must be a big man who is surprised, now there is no one in the court, if he can take advantage of this time to win over his own certain forces, if he can complement each other with Yuan He to protect Yu in the future, it is naturally a good thing, but even if he is opposite to Yuan He, at least he has his own power, and it will not let him end up too miserably.

So be it, and end when this is all just right.

……

Finally, the day came. The Yuanhe Dynasty decreed that Yuanjue was named the king of Moyang. Since their father, the first monarch of Yu State, died of illness, Yuan He, who succeeded to the throne, has not enthroned Yuan Jue, which has made the court and outside the court have been speculating whether Yuan He intends to get rid of the second son who fought for the throne before, Yuan Jue still bears the name of the second son for several months after the death of the first king, and now all this speculation has finally settled in Yuan He's edict.

It's just that whether this King of Moyang has a name or not is still two words, Yuan He gave Moyang City to Yuan Jue, but he can only count it when he returns victorious.

“…… Sister," Hou Yue ran in from outside. I went to the inner room first, and then I found the study, and I was so anxious that I was sweating profusely.

"What's the matter?" I was still intently looking at the scroll in my hand, and I didn't lift my head. "You're so reckless, aren't you afraid of suddenly bumping into the monarch?"

Hou Yue waved his hand, out of breath, "The monarch can go up now, sister, the second prince is going to lead the army out of the city today, don't you want to send it off." ”

"Why should I go?" I casually flipped through a volume.

"But......" Hou Yue was angry, but he didn't know how to explain this. But the second son's departure, at least, will take three or five years, and more, but I don't know which year or month he will come back. ”

"Yes." I continued to read.

Hou Yue was so anxious that he jumped back and forth in the study, and he didn't dare to come forward to grab my book, "Sister, why are you so ruthless, this second son's team is about to leave the city, but you still have the leisure to sit here and read." ”

"First of all, Yuan Jue is no longer the second son, he is the king of Moyang. Secondly, does it matter to me whether he wants to come back or not, and how long he will come back? I corrected his mistake and took my eyes off the scroll for a moment.

"Who said it doesn't matter." Concubine Yun stood outside the door. (To be continued.) )