Sister Yi said to the doctor at this time: "Let me take her to see her sick mother, first, because her mother really needs to see her daughter, and second, maybe she will come to her senses after seeing her dearest." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

After a while, the doctors felt that it was feasible, so they agreed to Sister Yi's request, and just like that, Sister Yi left the hospital with Chenchen.

After leaving the hospital, Sister Yi immediately drove towards the psychiatric hospital.

But it was said that Chenchen's mood at this time was really a complicated feeling that I couldn't tell whether I was happy or sad. She leaned against the car window, staring blankly outside, a few years of not seeing, the change of the city, and has long been amazing, all the way, many of the original very familiar places, have long changed their appearance, no longer the original appearance, she suddenly felt that herself, also like a newcomer, has a deep sense of strangeness here.

"Sister Yi, you say, I haven't been here for so many years, can I still adapt to everything here? Why am I suddenly so worried? ”

Chenchen seemed to ask Sister Yi a little to herself, Sister Yi glanced at her, but comforted her: "Don't worry, it's just because of some strangeness when you just came back, and it will get better soon, because you originally belonged to our era, and with me with you, you will naturally adapt to it quickly." ”

"Okay, but 、、、"

Chenchen wanted to say something, but he couldn't seem to find anything suitable to say, so he didn't want to say anything again.

I didn't say anything else along the way, but kept asking about my mother's condition, and when the car finally slowly stopped in the parking lot outside the gate of the mental hospital, looking at the building far away from the city and looking a little lonely and withered, Chenchen's tears suddenly flowed.

Especially when she saw those cold fences and walls, as well as the figures in white hospital gowns that were faintly visible inside、、、 she was really a little sad, her mother worked hard to raise her, and she was expecting to enjoy Qingfu with her, but in the end, Qingfu had not been enjoyed, but she was put into a mental hospital by herself.

"Let's go, Chenchen, let's go to the ward over there, because Auntie's ward is not manic, so it's a relatively quiet ward over there."

Sister Yi reminded her softly at this time, and Chen Chen nodded tiredly and followed her on.

After walking for a while, I arrived in another ward, indeed as Sister Yi said, in addition to the environmental conditions here seem to be much better, it also seems relatively quiet, and occasionally I see mental patients in twos and threes, but they are just either mechanically repeating what movements, or just sitting together in a daze, playing with some gadgets in their hands, just like kindergarten children.

"Look, Chenchen, Auntie is over there, she likes to bask in the sun, so I think, at this moment, she should sit on the chair in front of her, this is her habit, sure enough, that's exactly it."

Chen Chen followed Sister Yi's gesture and looked over, and was stunned for a moment, and couldn't hold back the feeling of tears rolling in her eyes anymore.

I saw a thin figure in front of a chair, full of gray hair, sitting there in a daze, I don't know what gadget was in my hand, sometimes looking up at a wall in front of me, talking to myself, and sometimes lowering my head, looking at my forehead and hands for a long time, her eyes were dull but seemed to be full of concentration, as if she only lived in her own world, and others could not get close.

Chen Chen walked over with very light steps, staying behind her, wanting to carefully observe what she was doing, but at this time, she heard her mouth babbling, as if she had been muttering something, and in her hand, she was holding a small wreath made of grass.

"Every time I come, my aunt is almost weaving this kind of garland, and her mouth seems to be repeating something, but unfortunately, I don't understand it very well."

Sister Yi said softly in Chenchen's ear at this time, Chenchen held back the tears in her eyes, and responded to herself: "Little girl, weave a garland, weave a garland, give it to your mother, mother is happy, kiss the girl、、、 this is a nursery rhyme I often read when I was a child, my mother and she, it turns out that she has always remembered it!" ”

"Oh! I said, I thought my aunt would always like to weave garlands with grass so much, but I was still thinking about you! ”

Sister Yi then understood, and sighed.

"Mom, Mommy、、、"

Chen Chen walked over, half-squatted down, looked up at his mother, and suddenly couldn't help tears burst out of his eyes.

Obviously, the mother paused, as if she had heard her words, but after looking around, she returned to that dull state of gaze, and continued to chant the nursery rhyme she had memorized in her heart.

"Mom, I'm Chenchen, I'm here, I'm here, your Chenchen is back, Mom, look at me、、、"

Jiang Chenchen had no choice but to pull her mother's hand over in order to guide her mother's gaze to her, but to her disappointment, her mother's gaze slowly moved over, fell on her face, and looked at her for a long time, during which there seemed to be some inadvertent light, but in the end it was replaced by a gloom, and then she slowly looked away again, and just continued to repeat her children's rhyme: "Little girl, weave a wreath and give it to 、、、 mother, mother is happy, kiss the girl."

"Mom, I'm Chenchen, why don't you even know me, Mom, look at me, I'm Chenchen、、、"

Jiang Chenchen's tears flowed uncontrollably, only at this moment, she knew how much she owed her mother over the years, not just the past few years, but a long time ago, when she left home and left her side, she, as a daughter, had already begun to be incompetent, and had begun to cause all kinds of harm to her mother, loneliness, loneliness, anxiety, worry, and many, many complicated things、、、

"Chenchen, don't get excited, I know you're sad, but Auntie's illness can only be done slowly, not in a hurry! Have you observed it, the way she looked at you just now is actually completely different from looking at others, I have been with her for so long, and I have never seen her empty and blank eyes, and there is no brilliance at all. )