Chapter 19 You Use Me as a Spare Tire?

When he left Hong Sheng's family, he was already in the treetops of the moon. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The night temperature in April is neither high nor low, and it is quite comfortable.

Zheng Xiuxun leaned on the side of the car and did not leave immediately, but put his hands in his pockets and looked up at the starry sky at a 45-degree angle.

There are so many things to know at once today, some of which are beyond his ability to accept.

He has a big heart, but the extent of a big heart is also limited, especially since many of these things have a direct impact on him.

"Heh, have you ever failed, it doesn't matter now, right?" Jung so-hoon smiled bitterly and shook his head.

If Hong Shengcheng had told him these things earlier, maybe it would have had some effect?

But now, he has calmly faced all this, and it seems that it will not work to tell him again, which is also a good thing.

Older people always like to say to the young that it is a good thing to suffer more and fall more when they are young, and most people will think that these people are relying on the old and selling the old to show off their life experience.

But when I reach that age, or after I have experienced some things, I will feel that this statement is very reasonable, and I can't help but transmit it to the next generation.

As a result, there is a perfect cycle of death, from generation to generation.

After going through so many things, Zheng Xiuxun also feels that this is the case, whether Hong Shengcheng is selfish or something else, he has grown because of these two defeats.

made him less impetuous and more calm.

Now he will go to the mall, and the most important thing in the mall is this calmness.

Some of his decisions may be a little frivolous, but they are all for himself, not the kind of reckless quick success.

If he hadn't experienced these past 'failures', how could he be so cautious when he was arrogant and sharp?

Things are all relative.

"Teacher, then you just wait, soon, I will make the company grow." Glancing at the European-style building behind him, Zheng Xiuxun opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat.

Compared with what he lost, Hong Shengcheng obviously paid more, how could he hate Hong Shengcheng?

When we talked just now, Hong Shengcheng also told him that he wanted him to let it go, and Hong Shengcheng would solve the resistance from the company.

Since Hong Shengcheng said so, then Zheng Xiuxun really has nothing to worry about.

After looking at the time, he took out his mobile phone, opened the address book and looked at it for a long time, and finally his eyes inexplicably stayed on Lin Yun'er's name.

He was a little bored, and he was going to find someone to come out and relax.

Countless candidates flashed in his mind, but in the end, he also stayed on Lin Yun'er's smile.

When did Lin Yun'er have such an important place in her heart?

In the past, Zheng Xiuxun might have dialed the phone directly, but this time he hesitated.

He realized early on that the relationship between himself and Lin Yun'er was entering a very delicate stage, and they were still good friends, but because of pretending to be a couple, the two of them were in a relationship that was further than good friends, but it did not reach the level of lovers.

Some people may think that the relationship between men and women can progress so quickly.

But the reality is like this, as long as two people look at each other, ordinary people can quickly establish a romantic relationship, let alone artists.

Seeing that he was becoming more and more ambiguous with Lin Yun'er, Zheng Xiuxun's heart became more and more resistant, this was the biggest betrayal of Krystal, he was so like Krystal that he promised that he would not change his mind.

After hesitating for a long time, Zheng Xiuxun finally did not dial Lin Yuna's phone.

Instead, he dialed Kim Taeyeon directly.

He doesn't know why Kim Taeyeon has become the second choice? I just feel that if I am with Kim Taeyeon, even if the two of them don't communicate, just stay together quietly, my mood will inexplicably improve.

This is probably the charm of Kim Taeyeon.

After waiting for a while, the phone was connected, and Kim Tae-yeon's voice rang inside.

"Hello? Suhoon? ”

"It's me, Nuna." Zheng Xiuxun chuckled, "What are you doing?" ”

"Resting alone in the dormitory." Kim Taeyeon laughed.

"Huh? Why are you alone? What about Paninuna. Zheng Xiuxun asked curiously.

"Don't mention this guy." Kim Taeyeon complained resentfully, "I originally agreed to watch TV together in the dormitory, but I ran away after staying for less than an hour." ”

"What about the others?" Zheng Xiuxun didn't know why he asked that.

"Busy, go home." Kim Taeyeon smiled self-deprecatingly, "You don't know that the atmosphere in the team has been a little bad recently because of the company. ”

Although Kim Tae-yeon disguised it well, Jung so-hoon keenly captured the loss in her words.

After going through those things, he understands how obsessed Kim Taeyeon is with the integrity of the team, so he will protect Girls' Generation so much.

But as Lin Yun'er said, the team is still there, but the people's hearts are scattered, what is the meaning of such a team?

Maybe Kim Taeyeon has been struggling lately, right?

"It seems that Nuna, you're not in a good mood, and it just so happens that I'm not in a good mood either, do you want to take a break together?" Jung so-hoon proposed.

There was silence on the other side of the phone ............, and Kim Taeyeon was inexplicably silent.

"Nuna?" Zheng Xiuxun shouted softly, it can't be like this, right?

"I'm here." Kim Tae-yeon's voice was a little flustered, but she quickly became calm, and she asked, "Shouldn't you go to Yoona at this time?" ”

"Uh......." Zheng Xiuxun smiled a little embarrassedly, "There has to be a degree to show affection, in case it goes too far and provokes sone and melody, won't Yun'er Nu and I have to be scolded again?" ”

"Okay, it turns out that you used me as a spare tire." Kim Taeyeon seems to be angry?

"How is it possible, how can I have this ability?" Zheng Xiuxun hurriedly explained, "I just think that in this case, it may be better to distract yourself from Nuna." ”

"Really?" Kim Taeyeon asked rhetorically in disbelief.

"What are you lying to?" Zheng Xiuxun hesitated for a moment, "I also think it's quite strange, but this idea just appeared, and a voice in my heart told me that chatting with Nunayou at this time may improve somewhat." ”

"Am I that good?" Kim Taeyeon smiled, this laughter seemed to be more inexplicable joy than before, she paused and said, "You come to our dormitory." ”

"This ...... Is it appropriate? Zheng Xiuxun hesitated, no matter how you say it, it is a dormitory where girls are gathered, and there will always be inconveniences.

"Don't worry." Kim Taeyeon knew his concerns, "I won't bother you." ”

"Alright, I'll do it." Hanging up the phone, Zheng Xiuxun drove directly to Cheongdam Cave.

Inside the dormitory of Girls' Generation.

Kim Taeyeon looked at her phone in a daze.

Suddenly, he stood up suddenly, hurriedly ran back to the direct room, turned out all kinds of clothes from the closet, and then ran to the mirror, looked left and right, and saw if he needed to touch up his makeup.

"I'm ...... What are you doing? Kim Tae-yeon's movements suddenly froze.

Isn't Zheng Xiuxun coming, what is she doing so formally?

Thinking about it, Kim Taeyeon can only comfort herself with the lame excuse that she has developed a professional habit of at least wearing light makeup when meeting others.

After dressing up carefully, Kim Taeyeon nodded with satisfaction.

If you take a closer look, you will know, what kind of light makeup is this? This posture is obviously a posture to fall in love.

The time was just right, and as soon as Kim Taeyeon returned to the living room, the doorbell rang.

When I opened the door, I saw Zheng Xiuxun standing outside, still carrying a bag in his hand.

"Coming? Come on in! Kim Tae-yeon motioned for Jung so-hoon to come in and took the bag in his hand.

At first, Jung so-hoon was still a little stunned, didn't Kim Tae-yeon say that he had been resting all day? Why is there still such obvious makeup on the face, I don't know, I thought I just came back from the shooting site.

"Nuna, you just got back from the set?" He couldn't help but ask.

"You're very long-winded, why are there so many questions?" Kim Tae-yeon's face flushed and she glared at him fiercely.

Zheng Xiuxun was speechless for a while, didn't he just ask curiously, as for this? However, looking at Kim Taeyeon's expression, if he continued to struggle with this issue, he would probably die even worse.

When he came to the living room, Jung so-hoon realized that what Kim Taeyeon said should be true, it is estimated that there are 2 or 3 people in the dormitory all year round, and everyone else chooses to go home.

If there are many people who often stay in the dormitory, there will not be so few things in the room, and there will be many small things for girls.

"It's good that you bought something to eat, otherwise there would be no snacks in the dormitory to entertain you." Kim Tae-yeon took out all the contents of the bag and put it on the table.

"I'm bothering you this time, and I'll have to prepare something." Jung so-hoon smiled.

"What happened to you today? He actually called me and said that he was in a bad mood. After taking care of everything, Kim Tae-yeon sat down, quite close to Jung so-hoon, and took the initiative to lean forward.

A woman's fragrance came to his nose, and this smell was still very familiar to Zheng Xiuxun, wasn't it the fragrance of his favorite Chanel No. 5 perfume?

After losing his mind for a moment, he noticed Kim Taeyeon's strange gaze, and he smiled awkwardly, "Actually, it's not a big deal, it's just that some things that bothered me in the past, and today I was suddenly told that those things don't actually exist, and it's a little difficult to accept." ”

"Oh? What can Wuli Xiuxun bother me, can you tell me? Kim Taeyeon asked curiously.

"It's okay to tell you, but you can't tell anyone." Jung so-hoon demanded.

"Don't worry, I've got the tightest mouth." Kim Taeyeon made an OK gesture, and it seemed that he only knew that it was a very secret thing, and Kim Taeyeon was quite happy.

Jung so-hoon was willing to share some little secrets with her.

Prove that he is not defensive against himself, or that he has a high status in his mind? Either way, it's a really good feeling to be trusted.

In the following time, Jung so-hoon probably retold all the content of today's conversation with Hong Seung-sung to Kim Tae-yeon.

"That's about it." Zheng Xiuxun shook his head and smiled bitterly, "So the mood is a little messy." ”

"Whether it's a good thing or not, things have happened anyway, and it's impossible to change them, wouldn't it be better to accept it calmly? Haven't you already let it all down yourself? Kim Tae-yeon pursed her lips and said softly.

"yes." Zheng Xiuxun smiled with relief, "Actually, I have already put it down, mainly because I can't digest it all at once, and I have too many things in my heart. ”

"These are all tricks, you kid don't offend me in the future." Kim Tae-yeon threatened with a smile.

"Wow, you weren't like that before." Jung so-hoon grumbled dumbfounded.

"Don't you know that women are fickle creatures?" Kim Taeyeon covered her mouth and laughed, and kept patting the sofa.

"Then I can't help it." Zheng Xiuxun shrugged helplessly.

"Actually, I don't think this thing is bothering you, it's something else, right?" Kim Taeyeon smiled pointedly, "I guess if it's an emotional problem?" ”

"Sort of." Zheng Xiuxun directly admitted calmly, "There is nothing to hide." ”

"What about Yuna and Little Crystal?" Kim Taeyeon continued to ask.

"That's right, I always feel that the development of things has exceeded my own expectations, I don't dare to face Xiao Crystal, nor Yun'er Nuna, I can only choose to escape for the time being." Zheng Xiuxun sighed in disappointment, "Before I experienced a relationship, I was so longing, but after experiencing it, I realized how ridiculous my original idea was. ”

"Thinking of this, it means that your view of love is very mature, but it is precisely because your view of love has become more mature, and it has also added a lot of troubles that would not have occurred before." Kim Taeyeon shook her head, "I don't have any good advice for you on this matter, I can only say one word to you, the love that is barely maintained is destined to not last long, this time you can compromise, the other party can compromise, but how many more times can you go through it?" There will always be one side that cannot continue to compromise, and it will be even more difficult to deal with when the time comes. ”

"Nuna, you've never been in love, why are you so skilled?" Zheng Xiuxun came out of such a sentence inexplicably.

Kim Taeyeon didn't get angry, but said in a quiet tone, "It's not that everyone is immature in their view of love at the beginning, and you don't understand that there is a feeling called ......."

Halfway through the sentence, it came to an abrupt end.

"What's it called?" Zheng Xiuxun asked curiously.

"I didn't ...... It's nothing. Kim Tae-yeon's expression became a little unnatural and she shook her head.

She added this sentence in her heart, there is also a feeling called secret love, you have been in love for a long time, and naturally the concept of love has been exercised. (To be continued.) )