239 Don't want me
Meng Shuixin's eyes dimmed slightly, and then he ripped off the boy's shirt, and the boy looked at Meng Shuixin so stupidly, and he didn't move to cover his upper body that had captured the green.
"It seems that the injury is not much better." Meng Shuixin gently stroked the boy's body with his hand, and the gentle technique made the boy's body tremble, but he didn't dare to make any movements, but the head of the lower one revealed the boy's trembling thoughts, Meng Shuixin's hand stopped on the boy's chest, and then said: "You see, after so long, you can't even bear this most basic touch?" What value do you have to stay with me? ”
Meng Shuixin said that he wanted to take his hand off Meng Xi's body, but it was the boy who lowered his head and held Meng Shuixin's hand, and the boy's head did not rise, but the first one was me, on Meng Shuixin's hand, with Meng Shuixin's hand, he was wandering on his posture, and he could clearly find any of his sensitive points, and then raised his head to look at Meng Shuixin's confused eyes, as if he was half intoxicated by such a touch.
"People say that the people of the Blue Water Clan have become the best at killing and demagoguery, I'm wondering, are you all going to kill people after you realize the demagogy of people?" Meng Shuixin let Meng Xi grab his hand and said.
Meng Xi's hand was obviously trembling, as if he was afraid of something, Meng Shuixin didn't pay attention to Meng Xi's abnormality, but used his remaining hand to pick Meng Xi's chin and said, "Why did I say something wrong?" ”
Meng Xi looked at Meng Shuixin's neck, because this posture was a little uncomfortable, but the boy didn't seem to notice it at all.
"Meng Xi, have you been by my side for a while?" Meng Shuixin's grip on Meng Xi's chin became more and more forceful, as if he was about to pinch off the boy's latent little chin.
The boy's face was full of discomfort from the posture, but he nodded anyway.
"Haven't you recovered your memories yet, or don't you dare to recover your memories?" Meng Shuixin looked at Meng Xi and said, "You should know that I met the Night Wanderer, right?" ”
Meng Xi's eyes drooped a little, Meng Shuixin shook Meng Xi away, Meng Xi sat on the side in disheveled clothes, his head against him, and no longer looked at Meng Shuixin.
"The Night Wandering God, originally an ancient god, why did he become a monster?" Meng Shuixin's voice was full of playful thoughts, "I heard that there is an ancient curse in the blue water, which can curse the gods into demons, and the ancient gods created the gods, and the blue water tribe is used to subvert this qiē." ”
Meng Xi still didn't speak, but his shoulders couldn't stop trembling.
But Meng Shui's heart did not intend to let go of the boy, he leaned on the back of the sofa, his eyes no longer looked at Meng Xi but sighed lightly and said: "Such a legendary Blue Water Clan disappeared hundreds of years ago, and it seems that there is no such race in history, and what disappears out of thin air is nothing more than legends made up by the world. They created an incomparable culture but suddenly disappeared overnight, and many archaeological teams began to conduct special research on this one. ”
Meng Xi still lowered his head, his hands hung weakly on the ground, and the joints in the middle of his fingers trembled slightly unconsciously, so that self-protection could slightly reveal his little mood.
"However, I know that from the first time I saw the information of the Blue Water Tribe, I knew that this people had not disappeared at all, they were just hiding." Meng Shuixin picked Meng Xi's chin with a finger and said, "But why did such a nation that was bent on disappearing suddenly appear?" And what are those injuries on your body? You really don't remember anything, do you? At the time, you said you couldn't remember, and I wanted to believe it, but to this day, you still say that you don't remember anything? ”
"What did I say?" Meng Shuixin let go of Meng Xi, picked up the red wine next to him and poured himself a glass of red wine, "Oh yes, if you are in a hurry and really hide it from me, I don't think you need to stay." ”
Meng Xi did not speak.
"You go, I don't want to see you again when I come next time, and you don't want this pitiful appearance in this clothes, the Blue Water Tribe's killing nature doesn't look like this pitiful appearance no matter how you look at it, so you don't need to pretend to be like this in front of me." Meng Shuixin drank all the red wine in his hand and stood up, but he was hugged by the boy and couldn't move.
"I don't ......," came out of the delicate boy's mouth, and it was like a tug-of-war, as if the boy's doctor had exhausted his strength, "I didn't hide it, I really didn't rush much." ”
"Do you remember that?" Meng Shuixin wanted to take a step forward, but finally the boy screamed hoarsely, "I only remember one thing......
Meng Shuixin finally listened and looked down at the boy.
But the boy didn't dare to raise his head to look at Meng Shuixin this time, and after a long silence, he finally said: "I remember, I was on the altar and was ......."
"By what?" Meng Shuixin asked calmly, with inadvertent cruelty in his eyes.
Meng Xi stopped talking, pressed Yahe's lips and didn't let go of Meng Shuixin, and only after more than ten minutes did he speak again, "I'm not clean anymore, I'm not clean anymore...... There is no place in me that is clean, I am a filthy ......"
Meng Shuixin looked at the boy who was talking with his head down, his eyes were deep and he didn't know what he was thinking, the altar was not clean, and then he said, "That's all I remember?" ”
The boy nodded with difficulty.
"If I said I wish you remembered more, would you remember for me?" Meng Shuixin knew that this was a very cruel thing for Meng Xi, but in Meng Shuixin's psychological side, he didn't have any thoughts about anyone.
Meng Xi's whole body trembled, and he bit his lip tightly and didn't speak.
"Don't want to?"
"I do." Finally, the boy said lightly.
Meng Shuixin knew that the appearance of the Blue Water Clan must have a great connection, and this boy who suffered inhuman abuse on the altar must also be an important person in the Blue Water Clan, but what kind of person would fall to the point where the Blue Water Clan wanted to bite her or didn't want him?
"I'm waiting for your good news." Meng Shuixin gently stroked the boy's head, like a beloved pet of the Buddha and Demon, "Keep an eye on the recently changed place, Lin Chuyang's side, I am afraid that I will take advantage of this time to think that we will relax our vigilance." ”
"I see."
"Lately, there's nothing unusual over there, right?" Meng Shuixin said as if he suddenly thought of something.
The boy shook his head.
"Thank you for your hard work." Meng Shuixin said that he was lifted to his feet, but seeing that the boy still held his footsteps tightly and let go, like the owner of a puppy, he said helplessly, "Let go of me, there is still something to do." ”
"Don't want me to ......," said the boy pitifully, his eyes as if they had been soaked in the blue ocean were foggy, and they looked pitiful to their confidants, like little animals about to be discarded.
Meng Shuixin finally sighed and said: "I don't want you, I have something to do, if there is nothing you will take to the place where you want to go, if something goes wrong, I really don't want you." ”
Meng Xi nodded and let go of Meng Shuixin, but his eyes were full of longing when he looked at Meng Shuixin.
Meng Shuixin repeated and said: "I won't want you, I'll repeat it again, I know that you betrayed me." ”
Meng Xi nodded.
It was already noon when Meng Shuixin left the peak of the country, he took a taxi to the vicinity of the central square, but there was a traffic jam here, unlike usual, there was a car accident in front, and Meng Shuixin got out of the car and walked over by himself.
When passing by the road, I happened to meet a young couple arguing on the side of the road, and the girl sat on the side of the road crying and refused to leave, crying and saying, "You don't really love me at all." ”
The boy seemed to be a little anxious, and finally squatted down and coaxed the girl and said, "No, I just think that we don't have a car or a house yet, so isn't it unreasonable for you to buy a garage first?" ”
"Then you can't afford to buy a house or a car, and now I'll let you buy me a garage to live over, you don't want to, you don't really love me at all!" The girl said as she cried.
"I used to buy you an ice cream when I was in school, and you would be happy for a long time." The boy sighed and said, "But it's getting harder and harder to make you happy now." ”
"In the past, when I was in school, my parents gave you the money to sell clothes, and you stayed in charge to make me happy, of course I found it easy, but now I want money for everything when I get along with you, of course you find it difficult!" The girl cried out loudly, "You just don't love me anyway!" ”
Meng Shuixin has gone far away, and the boy and girl are arguing behind and can't hear it clearly, Meng Shuixin is standing on the road in all directions, because of a car accident, but the road has its own story.
Meng Shuixin stood in the center of the central square, which has been renovated, but there is no project yet, the last square bombing did affect the development here, but I believe it will be fine soon.
There are advertisements on the superstar TV series on the building opposite, surrounded by busy people, Meng Shuixin suddenly felt that in the last life, he was alone, and in the end he was still alone, and in this life, there are obviously many people around him, but he still often feels that he is alone, no one drinks with him, no one dances with her, perhaps, in the end, he can't escape, no one can judge him to the fate of old age.