Chapter 218: A dilemma

Wake up and walk out of the room, it's still dark.

I looked back, after a busy day yesterday, Cui Xi was exhausted, and now she was still lying on my bedside asleep.

Come to think of it, after all, it's been a long time since I've smelled the air outside the palace.

I looked around the west chamber and saw an arched hillside not far away, and I thought it was not far from the temple. I didn't want to disturb anyone, so I quietly left through the back door of the temple, wanting to go to the hill to enjoy the sunrise.

By the time we reached the top of the mountain, the sun was already shining a little.

The trail was longer than I had imagined, and I underestimated my body and thought I could climb to the top of the mountain before the sun showed, but when I reached the top of the mountain, I realized that I had missed that little bit of time, and all my previous strength was gone. I was a little discouraged, and glanced at the road I came from with annoyance, not knowing who to blame, but I didn't expect that all my actions before and after were seen by another person.

When I first went up the mountain, I didn't notice until I heard the sound and looked sideways, and I realized that there was already a person standing on the top of the mountain.

I calmed down and looked at it, this person was also dressed like the monk in the monastery at the foot of the mountain, and he was also wearing a robe like Master Yanqing, but the robe on this person in front of me was more shabby. He looked a little older than the Master Yanqing, probably in his sixties.

He followed my gaze to the temple below, then turned his head back to continue watching the sunrise.

"I didn't see you when I came to the temple yesterday." I greeted him, "Are you also a monk practicing in this monastery?" ”

"In front of the girl, the poor monk did not dare to claim to be a cultivator." He turned to the side solemnly and saluted me, and the indifference and casualness in his eyes were not something that others could disguise.

"Do you recognize me?" I thought that I hadn't seen him yesterday, and it stands to reason that he wouldn't see me either, but did he know that I was here with Wonhyuk?

The senior monk in front of me didn't come back to me or no, but the smile on his face clearly made me feel that I guessed wrong. "Who the hell is the Master?"

The more mysterious he is, the more unsettling it unstrains me. His expression obviously seemed to have nothing, but it made me feel as if he had really seen through something, especially what he said, in front of the girl, the poor monk did not dare to claim to be a cultivator.

Who the hell is he? Why does it make me feel like he knows everything?

"A poor monk is a person who is close to the Buddha." He explained that the smile on his face was somewhat similar to Maitreya on the mural in the temple, "I heard the girl sigh just now, maybe there is something troublesome, why don't you talk to the poor monk, the poor monk may try to untie the knot in the girl's heart?" ”

"Untie the knot in my heart?" This sentence made me feel extremely funny, not because he said that I had a knot in my heart, but because I knew that these people who practiced in the human world claimed to be on the right path, and they sneered at the same kind of people I used to know and I knew well, and killed them all. There is not only one palace family in this world, but everyone wants to be a big hero. "Since the master said that I have a knot in my heart, I might as well guess what the knot in my heart is."

He was tepid, and looked at me straight for a while, "Isn't the knot in the girl's heart precisely because of the girl's current situation?" ”

I sneered disdainfully, what is my current situation, he guessed like a fortune teller in the city who pretended to be blind.

"What I wanted, I missed it, I couldn't go back when I came, and I overestimated myself, so I ended up in this situation." He uttered the words slowly.

I'm speechless.

He was right, and it seemed that I was climbing up the mountain to watch the sunrise, but in fact he was talking about my current situation.

That's right, the most wanted, missed. Walking here from Shaoshan, I can't go back, I overestimate my own ability, I can't see through people's hearts, so I ended up in such a dilemma, it is difficult to ride a tiger.

He seemed to be just saying the literal meaning, and under that kind smile was a generous, tolerant, and selfless heart. He didn't mean to pierce me, he saw through it, but he didn't say anything, which made me feel a little ashamed. "Then what should I do as the master sees it?"

"Girl, your life is your own, and others can take it away, but you can't take possession of it. The reason why man can be a human being is not as simple as you see, human beings can command everything on earth, they naturally have their own abilities, and selfish desires are not degenerate. You only see one side, but you think you know everything, and you are in a dilemma now just because you know too little. The master in front of him did not have a little shelf, but taught.

I just saw one side, but I thought I knew everything?!

You're in a dilemma right now, just because you know too little?!

These two sentences of this person are deeply imprinted in my heart, and I am quite shocked and embarrassed, because I know too little?!

I seemed to understand something, but I didn't seem to understand anything, and he said it so deeply that I didn't know how to explain it for a while. "The master says I know too little? This sentence is wrong, since I joined the WTO, there are not only a few people who have done their best to help, and the things I have investigated and the truth I know are even more frightening. I paused for a moment and said more cautiously, "I have been entrusted with the task of finding out more and more serious truths, and seeing more darkness and sinister human nature. I've always been finding out the truth about other people's lives, and I don't dare to slack off, how can you say that I don't know much?! ”

"Girl," he said, not in a hurry to argue with me, but listened patiently to me before speaking, "as you say, you have always found out the truth about other people's lives, and have you ever considered what the truth of your own life is?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then retorted, "I naturally know my fate, so why do I need any truth?" ”

After I finished speaking, I saw him smile and shake his head and mutter. "There is right and wrong, there is cause and effect, everything in this world is not just as simple as it seems, if someone did not plant this cause, why would you become a fruit."

"What do you mean by that?" I don't understand, but why does it feel like I understand a little? What the hell is going on? I looked at him with a calm and leisurely look, thinking that this couldn't be something he made up completely out of thin air, he had just said everything right, it couldn't be right and wrong, cause and effect.

What if someone hadn't planted the cause? Why should I be fruitful?!

He smiled and said nothing, but I could guess.

"What the master said, but what I said is that I was calculated by others and came to my dream?!" I thought that he had seen through my calculations and entered Biluo's dream, reversing time.

Unexpectedly, he still smiled and shook his head.

I couldn't figure out what he was talking about, but there was a feeling that I wouldn't be surprised whatever he said now. It seems that there is something that I have already sensed is wrong.

"Girl, everything in this world has its own reincarnation, and you have to meet all this, not just luck, but also fate. In samsara, you just meet the person you deserve. It's like if you meet a poor monk here today, and the poor monk will say such a thing to you, it's just fate. He straightened his robe and said, "Go and find out the truth about your own fate." ”

"I ...... myself," I wanted to keep asking.

"Master......"

"Sister!"

At this time, Master Yanqing and Hou Yue chased after him.

Hou Yue said, "Sister, this morning, why did you come here alone." ”

However, I noticed that Master Yanqing walked up to the person and waited respectfully, "Master, why did you leave the customs early?" I didn't send anyone to say anything. ”

Master? Out of customs?!

"You are the abbot of this temple?!" I remembered what Won Hyuk said at that time, and I vaguely realized his identity.

"It's all fate." The abbot listened to my words and did not respond to me, but only turned his head sideways and said such a sentence to Master Yanqing before looking at me again. "Yesterday's cause, today's effect; Today's cause, tomorrow's fruit; The cause of the past life, the effect of the present life; The cause of this life, the effect of the next life. ”

I was even more confused when I heard his causal remarks, but I saw Master Yanqing waiting on the side, listening to his teachings.

I couldn't help but ask, "Master Abbot, I don't understand what you mean. ”

The abbot didn't mean to blame me, let alone laugh at my stupidity, but said, "Yanqing is my disciple, he is kind-hearted, intelligent, and open-minded and good at learning. I'm afraid that in this life, he will be difficult to cultivate, and he still needs to be sharpened, isn't the girl exactly, maybe in the next life, the two of you will still meet each other, you help him, he will help you, who can say that you can't help each other in the end to achieve positive results. ”

Afterlife?! The more I listened to the meaning of this abbot, the more I didn't understand it, but it was probably understandable that he seemed to be saying that this Master Yanqing and I would meet again in the next life, but I didn't understand this mutual assistance.

"Let's go back." Master Abbot said a word to Master Yanqing, and he had already walked down the mountain.

Master Yanqing raised his head slightly, leaned over to salute me, and then hurriedly chased after Master Abbot.

"Master Abbot, what should I do now?" Seeing him leave, the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't figure it out, so I shouted out.

"If you have checked the affairs of others, check your own affairs." Master Abbot's voice grew farther and farther away, and he didn't deliberately stop.

"Sister," Hou Yue saw that I was going to chase, so he deliberately stopped me. "Don't be in a hurry to ask at this time, wait until you go down, and then find a chance to see him."

Hou Yue is right, I'm anxious. Judging from the words and deeds of this abbot, even if I catch up with him at this moment, I am afraid that I will not be able to ask anything for a while, so I can only relax and give up the idea of catching up with him for the time being. "It's strange what he said to me."

"What?" Hou Yue arrived later, so he naturally didn't know what the abbot master had told me before.

I shook my head and thought, "Actually, I don't quite understand. But I think he seems to know everything. Know who I am, and even know my ......"

My background...... That's right, listening to his tone, he must know something. My life experience, the truth of my life, what is the cause and effect, he seems to really know that I am not just a person, as simple as this, as if he knows a lot of things about me.

"Master Yanqing just said to him, asking him why he left the customs ahead of schedule and didn't tell anyone else. He said it was fate, but I deliberately avoided you and wanted to go up the mountain alone, and it was also a sudden thought, and I was very soft, no one would know that when I arrived here, he was already here. It's like," I hesitated, remembering what had just happened, "as if he had deliberately waited here to say that to me." ”

Let me look into my own business?! What the hell is going on with me?

"Sister, don't think about it, go see him when you go back and ask him clearly." Hou Yue couldn't stand it anymore.

"Not everything, you have the opportunity to ask clearly." I smiled and sighed, and couldn't help but glance at the abbot and their way down the mountain, their backs were getting smaller and smaller, and they were about to see clearly, perhaps, there was no chance to ask clearly.

"My sister is talking about the second son." Hou Yue thought he had heard the deep meaning of my words, and said proudly, "Did I guess right? ”

"Second son? How can I talk about him, he has long since lost his relationship with me. I said that I didn't even bother to recall my past with him, and thinking of this man only made me think again and again of the last thing he questioned me.

"Isn't my sister the second son's master? How can this relationship be broken? Hou Yue asked in a daze.

It was only when I listened to him that I felt even more lonely. "Maybe, it was wrong from the beginning, I was just entrusted by someone to take him as an apprentice and protect his safety, but how could I have thought that the person who entrusted me to do this had the idea of wanting us to develop in the name of master and apprentice from the beginning."

That's right, I finally understood why Yun Chu begged me to take him as an apprentice at that time, not because I was the only one who could protect Yuan Jue's peace. It's because only I can destroy him, she believes that Yuan Jue is destined to die in my hands, so she begs me to accept Yuan Jue as an apprentice. Once the status of master and apprentice is decided, it is destined that I cannot be with him.

"I don't really understand what my sister said." Hou Yue scratched his head and asked, "However, why did my sister have such a quarrel with the second son?" ”

I knew that Hou Yue would ask, at the beginning I walked with Yuan Jue, and he was watching. Now that I'm going to marry Wonhyuk, how can he not doubt it?

"Little Houzi," I called him, "do you believe that I killed Qu Jie?" ”

When Hou Yue heard this, he was suddenly stunned, and his momentary reaction was very stunned. Hou Yue thought for a long time before he slowly spoke, "I don't believe it." ”

He doesn't believe it? Even he didn't believe it, Yuan Hyuk didn't believe it, because he liked me, and even Hou Yue didn't believe it, but he didn't expect ...... "Why?" ”

"My sister is a fairy, how can a fairy who goes down to the world be a murderer." Hou Yue finished this sentence very seriously and calmly, and asked me again, "Sister, did someone say anything to you?" (To be continued.) )