153. Complex minds
"Girl Jin, I really didn't expect us to have such a day! You see, the entire Hou Mansion is full of red lanterns and plastered with wedding cards. Are we really going to get married? Xia Mingyu opened his arms, looked up at the huge Hou Mansion, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, indicating his good mood.
Once upon a time, he thought that in this strange country that made him wander, he would come and go alone, and he had planned to be alone for a lifetime, who would have expected that his world would appear again for "her", the person who made him unforgettable......
Feng Dujin bowed her head in silence, and the cold aura on her face was slightly subdued! She raised her eyes to look at Xia Mingyu who was smiling, and couldn't help but be stunned!
Under the halo, he opened his hands and soared, his purple-red hair looked compellingly bright, he squinted slightly in good-looking light blue eyes, with a gentle smile on his lips, and a deep purple-red brocade robe was as dazzling as him! She had to admit that Xia Mingyu, who she knew, was a man who was flying wantonly and squandering his qualifications with capital! No, it's her man......
They're getting married! She obeyed her heart and was about to marry him. But why, she was panicking! At this moment, the heartbeat that had never been excessively beating was beating wildly......
"Girl Jin, we'll be together......" Xia Mingyu looked back at Feng Dujin, blinked her pale blue eyes, held her hand against her chest, and smiled brightly.
Feng Dujin was stunned for a moment, and then wanted to return the same smile, but when she saw a little red clothes, she suddenly withdrew her hand and looked nervously into the distance......
"Jin girl......" Xia Mingyu was stunned for a moment, he was surprised by Feng Dujin's overly excited behavior, her eyes were full of panic, and he couldn't help but look into the distance with her gaze......
The red-clothed man in the distance was none other than Su Ci who came on horseback! He was like a noble peony standing in the green, his eyes were so sad, infected with the green of this bush, with a strong sense of suffocation lingering around the entire courtyard.
"Su Ci ......" Xia Mingyu couldn't help but open his mouth to call out his name, the strange thing was that he didn't even look at him, this sad and bitter smile on his face made him feel nervous deeply, he suddenly seemed to understand something, and turned his eyes to look at Feng Dujin who was also staring at Su Ci without blinking.
This is a kind of ignorance that no one else is around, if it is placed in normal times, Xia Mingyu may make a prank teasing, but today he suddenly didn't want to! He suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness and sorrow!
He couldn't bear the complicated emotions in his heart, and reached out to take her hand, although she still looked at him stupidly......
Su Ci turned his eyes to look at their clasped hands, and couldn't help but pull out a smile, it turned out that he had been running all the way to understand this scene, it turned out that this month of sleepless food, sleepless nights in exchange for such a result, this red mansion actually showed his sadness, it was really laughable.
Now he is still standing here in a daze, what are he doing, does he want to whip himself again, and deeply understand what it means to be self-inflicted? No, all he could do was turn around and leave, leaving the red-covered mansion and the soon-to-be-married couple......
"Su Ci......" Feng Dujin saw his steps to turn away, and hurriedly spoke, the eagerness in her heart made her instinctively step forward......
"Jin girl......" Xia Mingyu hurriedly held her arm, what is she doing? He subconsciously didn't want to know too much, he just wanted to preserve a trace of dignity for himself. Jin girl, can you not add a wound to him so unscrupulously? It's going to hurt!
Feng Dujin didn't care to look at Xia Mingyu, and reached out to brush the strong hand that held her wrist, but when she touched it, it let go in vain! She had to look at him in a hurry in the future, so she hurriedly chased after Su Ci!
Xia Mingyu couldn't help but smile bitterly, she didn't even look at him! This fact is really hurting! He's really hurt! For a moment, he really wanted to obey his heart and stop her! But when he gave action, he realized that he was not qualified! Why did he think that she would change her mind for him, not to mention that from the moment Su Ci appeared, all she could see in her eyes was him!
He thought that in addition to Feng Xuan Yiyuan, there was also Su Ci who could influence her! It's funny that he doesn't even know when they fell in love! I thought no one would come close to her except him! With that shallow affection, you can enter her heart! It's complicated to want to prove it but you're afraid of losing it!
Life is like a dream, since it is not a beautiful dream, let it be obedient to the will of God! Maybe there won't be a bride at the wedding in two days, maybe Jin Yatou will really marry him! With an unknown fate, he had no choice but to wait.
"Su Ci ......" Feng Dujin shouted his name again, and walked towards him without stopping! She could know how fast her steps were, and the fear in her heart became clearer and clearer.
Su Ci jumped on the horse, kicked the horse with long legs, and rode away! He didn't want to listen to the call behind him, he was afraid that she would sway his emotions again. Since you have made the decision to marry Mingyu, why bother chasing it out! Do you want to see how painful he is? No! No......
"Su Ci ......" Feng Dujin hurriedly pulled Su Ci on the horse's back, and kicked the horse's legs and kicked up a puff of dust, choking Feng Dujin to dodge with his head.
Feng Dujin didn't care about the surprised eyes of the people in the house, and when she saw the groom who was out walking the horse, she immediately grabbed the horse and jumped on the horse, and slapped it hard: "Drive ......"
"Su Ci, you stop for me......" Feng Dujin shouted in a deep voice, if you fall off the horse like this, it is not as simple as having fewer arms and legs!
Su Ci heard Feng Dujin order him, and he couldn't restrain himself from being sad for a while! Feng Dujin, who had never spoken out loud to him, shouted at him today! With a hint of anger, he waved his horsewhip vigorously and turned out of the city gate.
Feng Dujin was frightened, such a rampage regardless of safety, fortunately, in the scorching weather, there were no people on the streets! At this time, she didn't care about his wayward behavior, she was just worried that he couldn't control the horse for a while, and fell off the horse, and couldn't help shouting nervously again: "Su Ci, stop quickly!" Beware of the branches that come out of the trail......"
"Don't come with me,......" Su Ci couldn't help but turn around and answer! What are you doing chasing after him, is it because he is not upset enough?
"Stop...... Be careful! Feng Dujin exclaimed, this thing doesn't look at the road and look back at what she does! Do you know that there is a towering tree in front of you! If you crash into it, you'll have a concussion if you don't die!
"Ah......" Su Ci was reminded by Feng Duijin, turned his head and said in surprise! At this time, there is a big tree one meter away, if he hits it, won't he fly out! Hurriedly went to pull the reins, who would have thought that the horse lost control, the front hooves were raised, the horse's neck was raised, the horse's body shook, and Su Ci on the horse's back shook half of his body.
"Su Ci ......" Feng Dujin nervously raised her voice and called, seeing that Su Ci on horseback was about to be thrown off the horse, the legs holding the horse's belly clamped hard, the horse galloped towards Su Ci, when passing by him, loosened the reins, and reached out to pull Su Ci who was half-hung on the horse's back, but he didn't expect that the strength of Fang Cai's legs made the horse run very fast, and he was about to cross over, but the outstretched hand did not catch him.
Feng Dujin didn't care about her own safety, she only knew that if he was injured, she would blame herself for not being able to protect him, watching him fall off the gravel road, she instinctively stretched out her body, grabbed his arm, and at the same time lost her balance and jumped off the horse's back.
The two of them both fell off the horse, Su Ci was surprised by Feng Dujin's unexpected behavior, the moment she grabbed his hand and jumped off the horse's back, his mind was blank, he couldn't perceive the shock brought to him by this scene, he didn't know anything except seeing her face up close, the itch of hair crossing her ears, and smelling the cold smell that belonged to her......
"Woo ......" Feng Dujin changed her seat and hugged Su Ci to her chest, but she had a close contact with the ground. She couldn't help frowning slightly, feeling the sharp stone rubbing against her back, and only breathed a sigh of relief when she was a little better......
Su Ci looked at her in a daze, he couldn't help but have sour eyes, he was speechless for a while and could only look at her nervously, his heart was complicated! She was always able to help him when he was in danger, which made him both self-reproachful and guilty! Why is he?
"Are you alright? Let me see, where is the injury......" Feng Dujin nervously half lay up, and took advantage of the fulcrum on the ground to help him up, who was stunned.
"Why ......" Su Ci muttered and asked, he was very confused! He couldn't be sure of her intentions after a month of absence, as if that night had been an illusion, an intoxicating dream.
Feng Dujin was stunned for a moment, frowning, she didn't understand what he meant! Shaking his head, he said in a deep voice, "There is nothing why!" ”
"Why do you want to marry Xia Mingyu? Didn't you say that apart from your husband, I am the only one who can control you? Why chase it out? Since you want to marry Mingyu, why do you have to chase after you? Why do you have to save me at the risk of your own safety in a time of crisis? Why? Do you know if you make me feel uneasy and distracted? Don't be like this anymore, I'm afraid I'll rely on you more, be more reluctant to leave you, and be even more reluctant to stay away from you......" Su Ci asked excitedly one by one, at this time he was conflicted, some were sour, and some were moved...... He is so grinding and chirping, even he feels so hypocritical!
Feng Dujin was stunned, there was no expression on her face, she looked at the pair of sparkling eyes, and thought for a while before saying, "There's no why, I just don't want you to suddenly appear and disappear from my eyes in vain!" ”
She chased after her without caring about anything, she was obedient! She finally understood where the daily irritability, that hesitation, came from! It was the person in front of her, she couldn't ignore the care about him in her heart, so she didn't care about explaining to Mingyu and ran out of the Hou Mansion.
Said that he would never meet again, and he looked a little pale! She thought that if she couldn't see her when she left the palace, she wouldn't think about it, and if she didn't think about it, she could ignore it, but the more she escaped, the more distinct it became! She really felt that she was no longer herself, and she was becoming more and more amorous! But what could she do, there was nothing she could do!