Chapter 25: The Enlightenment of Silver
Faced with Yu Chensi's question, Lixia was silent again.
The reason why it is "again" is because a few days ago, Yu Tatsumi asked her exactly the same question.
Lixia is now completely split into two parts.
As the assassin [Silver], Lixia was overwhelmed by this name.
As a dancing girl, Lixia was surrounded by incomparable joy, so she couldn't bear to leave.
However, as a carrier of dual identities, Lixia does not have enough time and energy to maintain both.
Yes, it is only right to abandon one side or the other.
Moreover, to abandon that side, there is no need to even think about it......
Since he was a child, he was semi-forced by his father to learn various techniques, boring, boring, and just routinely inherited the name of silver...... It's completely different from the Rainbow Theatre......
But......
No matter how much you want to abandon it...... Silver's identity ...... Can it really be handed over to this person?
It's not that I'm worried that he's going to do bad things, in fact, what Silver does can't be said to be good. Rather, it said...... Can this kind of thing really be forgiven for throwing one's shackles to others, and then living with peace of mind?
Inheriting the silver meant that his whole life, and his descendants, would have to bear the shackles of this legendary assassin, the heavy shackles that would forever imprison the man and everything he had.
He's just too kind.
Always take it for granted to help the people around you bear the disaster.,That sense of responsibility and tolerance that is almost like self-blame.。 There are also those distorted values, and the inner heart, although there is always a reason to find in the mouth, but in fact it is a reference for others......
There is really only one answer......
"I'm sorry, I can't promise you."
Lixia paused, and Masase answered his question.
Under the moonlight, Lixia's soft face was a little awe-inspiring, and her eyebrows flashed with indescribable awareness. Seeing this, You Chensi smiled bitterly and said, "Don't you want to put the shackles of silver on me?" Lixia-sama, what kindness. ”
No, it's not.
You who take the initiative to help me carry the shackles are kind. I just have a bad conscience.
Lixia mentally denied his claims.
"Well, I see. Let's just say it, that's it. ”
"Hmmm......"
Both of them were silent, and Lixia folded her arms around her knees, and from the crooks of her arms, she raised her eyes to look at the moon.
Today's moonlight is beautiful. Although it is not a full moon, the weather is clear, and the bright moonlight seems to cover the sky with an elegant light veil, and the embellishment of the stars makes it like a fairyland.
"What about me......"
For some reason, Lixia spoke.
Even she didn't understand why she took the initiative to speak. And why do you say such a thing?
"As for me, I've been trained as an Assassin since I was a child."
"Hmm."
"To be honest, I don't think it's hard work, and of course, I don't feel happy. How can I say it, it's like a routine? That's how it feels, haha. ”
"Hmm."
You Chensi sat beside her, listening to her quietly, responding from time to time, indicating that he was indeed listening.
"Over the years, although I can't say how happy Silver's work is, I am still a little reluctant to give it up suddenly...... And I don't want you to accept it because 'I want you to accept it'...... I'm sorry, but I don't know what I'm talking about. ”
Speaking of the back, Lixia herself was also messed up, smiling apologetically, sticking out her tongue at You's cuteness, purple hair and quiet moonlight embellished this playful smile together, which was beautiful.
"Actually, Lloyd said something similar to me before."
You Chensi silently emphasized the name Lloyd.
"Officer Lloyd?"
"Yes."
Yes, it's Lloyd.
You Chensi said in his heart.
I can't.
I know what Lixia is going to say, what she wants me to do, what I want to get.
But I don't have the power to enlighten her.
Because, she and I are people of the same world. People in the same world can only sympathize with each other and understand each other at most, but it is impossible to redeem each other.
People in the same world can only be each other's companions or enemies, but it is impossible to be a savior. This is the reason why You Chensi rejected Rui, and it is also the reason why he gave up enlightening Lixia at this time.
Yourself, it's not okay.
The one who really has the potential to save Lixia is Lloyd.
The one who is in a completely different world from himself, but dares to reach out to this side of the world, idiot, good man, reckless, action before thinking, always with a happy expression, but when there is a decisive mistake, he will turn his face with you, and unswervingly always stand in a positive direction......
Only this kind of person can pull us out of the dark world.
Ling is an example of this, she was touched by Estell. In fact, the only intersection between them is that when Liber is mutated, Ling disguises herself as a lost child and communicates with Estelle for a few days.
Randy and Himself are another example of how we were touched by Lloyd. Randy was willing to expose his cards for Lloyd's sake, and I eventually admitted to Lloyd's growth and my own twists.
This kind of person should be called a leader. They may not have great ability, but they have a cohesive force that makes people want to stand by his side.
I'm sorry, Lixia-sama. I can't. It is Lloyd who can save you.
Not me.
Stopping his thoughts, You Chensi sorted out his words and said:
"Lloyd had come up with the idea of disbanding the Support Section. When I heard this, I was furious and slapped him twice with my bow left and right. ”
"Ah...... No wonder Officer Lloyd's face ......"
Lixia had an incredibly complicated expression on her face. She was still wondering why Lloyd's cheeks were so swollen, it turned out that he had beaten him!
"The reason is simple, there is no need for the current Support Division. There is no work, and the people inside are not strong enough. Only for me, Lloyd gave a different evaluation. ”
"What evaluation?"
"He said, 'I hope I don't stay in the Support Section because of responsibilities or whatever.' I stayed because I wanted to stay in the Support Division. ”
You Chensi can't remember this sentence clearly, so he can only roughly say the meaning, but I believe that Lixia can understand the meaning inside.
"It's really an Officer Lloyd-style speech."
"yes. Compared to you and me, he is obviously very weak, but sometimes, he is powerful and terrifying. So, Lixia, if you have the possibility, would you like to try to talk to him in the future? ”
"Huh?"
Lixia was surprised for a moment, then smiled bitterly and said perfunctorily: "I'll consider taking a look......"
Lixia didn't want to look for Lloyd. The reason is very simple. Because Lloyd didn't know that Lixia was silver. Then when you talk to him yourself, you have to be very careful not to show your feet. At this point, there is no need to worry about this at all when discussing with You Chensi.
"He has a sentence, I think it's very good, I'll borrow flowers and offer Buddha here to tell you."
"Oh?"
Lixia tilted her head slightly, curious.
"To do, 'we're going to do it. We have to do things that only we can do'. Lloyd decides to go to a department to retrain, Ellie is determined to go to politics, Randy is going back to the garrison, and Tio is going back to the Consortium. It's all because of this sentence. ”
“……”
"So, Lord Lixia, what are you going to do, what you should be doing, and what is the only thing you can do?"
You Chensi didn't wait for her to answer, he had already stood up first, the night was still long, and he could still test several physical indicators.
"Wait, wait!"
Lixia panicked, stimulated by the shock sentence and didn't know how to speak, Lixia hurriedly wanted to keep the only one who understood.
You Chensi stood obediently, came back to his senses under the moonlight, and the soft contours of his face were shiny by the moonlight, like an immortal.
"Youjun, have you found it? You have to do it, and only you can do it. ”
"Hehe, my words, of course have been found. That's why I'm training here alone. ”
You Chensi shook his arm, and under the moonlight, his arm gradually became slender, the clothes on his sleeves quickly turned black, and his wrist quickly extended out a large sword as if it had grown, and it was covered with silver armor.
Silver's arm.
This obvious action did not surprise Lixia, and she put her whole body and soul on Yutatsumi's answer.
Confused people are always eager to know the answer. So knowing that this is not suitable for you and can only be used for reference, you still can't resist it.
"Then, what is your answer, Youjun! Please let me know! ”
"Sa...... My answer...... Yes~secret~secret~oh~"
You Tatsumi gave her a wicked smile at the end, continued to stand on the roof, and began to wave the inexplicable big sword in his hand, leaving Lixia alone, at a loss.