"If you're looking for a job that guarantees your interest, it's best not to lose what you've learned over the years, and if the salary is not high. So how about going to be a university teacher? ”

How can there be so many jobs in the world that follow your heart, and the work that Sun Jiao does is basically not related to what she has learned. In fact, she has no love for her profession at all to the point where she can give up money, and every time she changes jobs, the first thing she thinks about is whether she can do it, and if she can, then the salary must be higher than the current one.

"University teacher?"

After leaving the school, Lin Tian didn't expect that there would be a time to go back. But if you think about it, this job is really good, you can study what you like, and the people you deal with are students, so you shouldn't be as tired as in the workplace. However, Lin Tian knows that her biggest problem is in communication, she can only be a taciturn technician, to be a good teacher can teach?

Sun Jiao didn't know Lin Tian's worries, in her opinion, Lin Tian, who could still maintain a little innocence at this age, was suitable for surviving in a simple environment. Compared to society, there are still fewer things in school. Although there are also intricate relationships in it, as long as there is one's own research results, communication skills are not so important.

"I thought you and Wen Jing were both suitable for doing research before, but in fact, it is very good in the United States, where the research environment is much better than that in the country of flowers. As a result, you came back, and Wen Jing stayed there. ”

Speaking of Wen Jing, Sun Jiao was a little sad, and it is estimated that the people in the dormitory will not have a chance to gather in the future. She and Zhuo Rurong don't know how long they can stay in D City, maybe one day one of them will leave here with her husband and children. Needless to say, if it weren't for his own name, where would he still be able to think of D and D City. Even if Wen Jing returns to China, she wants to go home, and she will not come to D City casually.

"I can try to stay there, but my parents don't. Even if they immigrate in the future, it will be too difficult for them to go to a place where they are not familiar with their lives, and they don't even understand the language. ”

And if the matter between himself and Tian Lin comes out, it will be a heavy harm to them. Her parents were very nice to her, and she didn't want to cause them any more trouble. After these two years, they are not so resistant to Tian Lin's existence as they were at the beginning, especially Lu Wei, Lin Tian does not need to be cautious when he mentions Tian Lin now. Although she never took the initiative to ask Tian Lin about it, every time Lin Tian and Lin Xing'an said how they were now, they would hide and listen.

Speaking of her parents, Sun Jiao stopped talking, since she was admitted to college and came to D City, the relationship with her parents has been far less intimate than when she was at home. I can only go back twice a year, especially after getting married, and only once. Every Spring Festival, she and her husband take turns to go to each other's houses. When it comes to a long holiday like Eleven, it's a change.

"What do you say, why are they all silent? Are you tired of walking? As a woman, you should have the physique to walk around the mall without getting tired. Forget it, let's go to the movies. ”

Zhuo Rurong came out of the store and saw two people half-leaning on the pillar. In addition to commenting on their languishing state, she put one around one and half-pushed them upward. The movie theater is upstairs, watching a movie is regarded as a break, and when you go home, you have to face your husband and children, and you have a headache when you think about it.

The three of them pushed each other in the direction of the elevator, they all had things in their hands, they didn't have free hands to fight, and their arms could still exert themselves. Although they are beyond the scope of young people, they are still unhappy as if they were in college. The worries of life were far away from the three of them at this moment, and they were still the carefree college students, living the days of wanting to eat this meal.

It's a pity that no matter who you are, you can't go back to that carefree life. Before the movie was finished, Zhuo Rurong's husband called. The child is crying for his mother again, and he can't coax him. After that, Sun Jiao, the movie had just ended, and the two were still discussing where to eat, when the call came. Let her hurry home and get the food ready.

Although Sun Jiao invited Lin Tian to eat at her house, Lin Tian refused. She took the bus back to the hotel alone and got off when the bus was still a few stops away. The evening breeze was blowing, but you could still feel the heat mixed in. Walking slowly on the road alone, all kinds of pedestrians flashed next to him.

Those pedestrians turned into phantoms in Tian Lin's eyes, and only Lin Tian was really there between heaven and earth, but she seemed to be leaving. Lin Tian's pace became slower and slower, and even stopped later. She was staring straight ahead, but her eyes weren't focused. Confusion filled her heart, and she turned her head to look around, as if something was missing from her surroundings.

Tian Lin stopped earlier than Lin Tian, and now she is lagging behind, she always feels that Lin Tian is wrong now. She saw Lin Tian turn his head, but he just glanced at her and looked away. Something is absolutely wrong, Tian Lin shouted in his heart. How could Lin Tian not see her?

As soon as she turned around, Tian Lin found that she had been summoned again, and before she could sigh if Lin Tian's eyesight had decreased again, she was summoned to Lin Tian's side.

"I thought I had lost you."

Lin Tian hugged Tian Lin, and his voice was whimpering. Along the way, she was thinking about her future and what she should do. Sun Jiao and Zhuo Rurong have their own lives, and the pedestrians around them also have all kinds of lives, but none of them are hers. She was lost in her life, as if she had lost her purpose, and she didn't know where her life was going.

From a young age, Hayashida's goal was to go to a good junior high school, a good high school, a good university, and then study well for graduate school and a doctorate, so as to meet the graduation requirements, or even better than the graduation requirements. Once you're done, it's time to look for a job. When working, as a technician, as long as you complete the tasks required by your superiors.

With this in mind, Hayashida worked for two years until she found out that this was not what she wanted and quit. But after quitting, she found it harder to find what she was looking for, and she didn't know what she had to do. She seems to be suitable for every position recruited, but she is not suitable.

When I came to D City, I also wanted to find a job that suited my heart, but of course, there have been no good results so far. Until today, she met her former roommates, and when they talked about their lives, although there were a lot of worries, they still smiled and were quite satisfied with their current state.

It seems that she is the only one who is stuck in a bottleneck, does not know how to get out, and does not want to come down and live in a bottle. Walking is one of her usual ways of thinking, and as she walks, Lin Tian thinks more and more, and finally slowly stops. And as soon as she stopped, she realized that something was wrong. It seems that something is missing, whether it is the things around me in reality, or the things in my mind, it seems that something is missing.

Tian Lin found out that something was wrong with her after Lin Tian's resignation, and in her opinion, it was better to let her slowly sort out her feelings and smile at others if she pressed her love in her heart. For this reason, she rarely appeared in front of Lin Tian, and the reason she used was also the retreat codeword, the delivery deadline was approaching, and so on.

Although she encouraged Lin Tian to come to D City, she rarely spoke along the way. Because Lin Tian has been thinking about things, his attention to Tian Lin is not so high, so he naturally ignores why Tian Lin, who used to be twittering, doesn't say anything now. After meeting his classmates, Tian Lin felt that this was a gathering of the three of them, and it was boring to get involved by himself, so he didn't speak again.

In this way, until Lin Tian found that there was something missing around him, and found that Tian Lin, who had been following him, was gone, he looked around, but he always felt that there was a layer of fog in front of him, and he couldn't see what it was. At this time, Lin Tian, who was eager to see Tian Lin, dispatched a small mirror to summon Tian Lin.

"I'm fine, it's just that you're thinking about things, and you're a little behind."

After saying a few words dryly, Tian Lin found that Lin Tian looked even more stunned. Looking at the map, it was not far from the hotel, so he simply took Lin Tian's hand and carried him back to the hotel.

With a warm towel on his face, Lin Tian felt that his consciousness had returned, and he was not as dazed as before. She looked at Tian Lin, who was standing in front of her with her waist crossed, waiting for an explanation, and shrank back on the bed with a weak heart. There was nothing wrong with her, but she felt as if she had sinned heavily.

"Well, I really haven't been feeling good lately, and I'm holding something in my heart, and I can get a bunch of philosophical questions when I walk."

Sun Jiao and Zhuo Rurong, who haven't seen Lin Tian for several years, can't see this, they can only think that it is because of her personality, and Lin Tian, who used to be introverted, has become more introverted. But Tian Lin, who is opposite to her day and night, is not blind, but she doesn't know how to solve this kind of psychological problem. Obviously, you can analyze psychological problems for others on the Internet, but when facing Lin Tian, I feel that nothing is right.

"I guess I'm too idle...... No, the same can't be said either. Lin Tian was silent for a while, and continued to analyze: "It should be the feeling that I know that there is a goal, but I don't know what way to achieve it, and I feel powerless. ”

"It's a different environment than I've been exposed to. When I was in school, I knew what to do to get better grades, to do great results, to be a little more innovative, to do things that I liked. ”

"After I worked, I became a part of a big system, where I had to go and what I had to do. The timeline and task requirements are fixed. This also has a purpose, but why don't I like them, but hate them? No, part of it is also due to colleagues and the atmosphere of the company. ”

"Could this be the reason why the target is too dead? Then add to that the inability to adapt to the surrounding environment, so I resigned. ”

Or what I can do is make some changes within the rules, not according to the rules. But without these rules and regulations, I will become a plate of loose sand? ”

……

Tian Lin has been surrounded by Lin Tian's leaping thoughts. She shouldn't have asked Lin Tian these things, now it's okay, neither Lin Tian nor she knows what Lin Tian is talking about. Record, save Lin Tian at that time to get a result, and then ask herself how she deduced this time.

"I didn't say something strange, although I don't know what I analyzed, but I feel like I'm in a much better mood now. Tian Lin, what's wrong with you, don't pretend to be dizzy, did I say a lot of things that were wrong? ”

Today, Lin Tian still looks like a philosopher.