73. Chapter 73
Luo Luo has been in a very depressed mood recently, and since her mother was pregnant with a child, she finally understood what a world of difference is. In these sad days, Luoluo's life is like this:
I originally liked to eat steamed sea bass, but because the lady smelled it, she would feel sick to her stomach, and Luo Luo had never seen this dish at the dinner table since.
Originally, everyone spoiled themselves, but now because the lady is pregnant, everyone's attention will only be on the more prominent belly of the lady. Sometimes I want to fiddle with my favorite institution, but I will be blamed by my mother, saying that I don't care about Qingxue and the child, and I want to help take care of it, and say that she is clumsy and afraid of hurting the fetus in the womb.
And she found that the lady's attitude towards her also began to change, and many times she would get angry because of some trivial things. The result of this anger is that he will be cleaned up by his mother again. In short, everything you do is wrong, and it is even more wrong if you don't do it. Such a change made Luo Luo at a loss, and in the end he became silent.
Recently, Qingxue found that Luo Luo would be in a daze from time to time, and the smile on her face became less and less. Just like waking up in the middle of the night today to find that the bedding around you is already cold, this phenomenon has become more and more frequent in the past month. This made Qingxue feel a little uneasy, since she was pregnant, she has become much more sensitive, and of course she is more irritable. is always nitpicky about the closest Luoluo, and even loses his temper for no reason. The two didn't have much intimate contact because they were afraid of hurting the child. Is it because these Luoluo are starting to get tired of themselves? The more Qingxue thought about it, the more she felt that it was possible. So I slowly got up and wanted to find the person who made me feel at ease.
Lang Mo, who was keeping vigil outside, watched the young lady staggering out of the room, and hurriedly got up to greet her, wanting to ask her what she needed. was asked by Qingxue about Luo Luo's whereabouts, and Lang Mo pointed to the brightly lit secret room opposite with some embarrassment. During this time, the young master had to follow the orders of the owner of the village and accompany the young lady from time to time, and he wanted to do other things that had nothing to do with Qingxue. Now I can only sneak into the secret room in the middle of the night to do what I like.
Sometimes Lang Mo feels pitiful when he looks at the young master who is always scolded, but the young lady is now a national treasure-level figure. All she could do was to hide it for the young master and remind her to go back to the room before dawn, so as not to be discovered by the owner and the young lady.
Qingxue looked at the opposite room and didn't know why she felt a little sad, and began to reflect on whether she was a little too much. With the help of Molmo, Qingxue came to the secret room of the organ, and motioned for Mol to wait at the door, and he needed to talk to his father-in-law alone.
At this time, Luo Luo, who was excited to think of the breakthrough point of the mechanism, was concentrating on fiddling with the mechanism in his hand, but the excitement was instantly extinguished when he heard the shouts of his own lady.
"Luo'er"
Luo Luo heard the voice and turned around and saw Qingxue standing not far away with her stomach up, looking at her, Luo Luo was busy hiding the mechanism in his hand behind him as if he had been caught, and asked with a panicked expression: "Why are you here?" ”
Qingxue didn't break it, but smiled and said, "I woke up and saw that you weren't around, so I missed you, so I came over to take a look." It's getting late, let's go back to our room and rest. ”
Luo Luo was relieved to see that Qingxue didn't fix herself, but she had finally found a breakthrough in what she had been studying for a long time, and if she left now, maybe that inspiration would disappear, so Luo Luo rarely refused Qingxue's request: "Oh, then you go to sleep first, I still have some things to finish." ”
Qingxue, who was rejected, felt a little uncomfortable, but still insisted on staying and waiting for Luoluo: "It's okay, then I'll wait for you here, and we'll go back together when you're done." ”
This kind of insistence made Luo Luo inexplicably angry, she just followed her in everything on weekdays, Qingxue was slightly dissatisfied and she would be punished by her mother, and now she can only secretly do what she likes and be detained. What did she want to be satisfied: "Don't you understand when I said let you go back and rest by yourself?" Do you have to make trouble until your mother gets up and scolds me, so you are happy? ”
As soon as Luo Luo finished speaking, he was shocked that his attitude was a little too much, but the unhappiness that had been accumulating in his heart for many days If he didn't find a place to vent it, Luo Luo felt that he would be driven crazy. So even if she felt that she had spoken too much, she couldn't pull her face to apologize, so she just turned her head and sulked.
And Qingxue felt a pain in her heart because of Luo Luo's alienated attitude, and her Luo'er treated herself like this for the first time. But what if I can't live without her?
Qingxue thought about Luo Luo's words, only because she had been wronged recently and had a small temper. So he said softly: "Luo'er, during this time, if you accompany me during the day and sacrifice your rest time at night to do this, your body will not be able to stand it." Even if you don't think about me, you have to think about your children. ”
Qingxue's family card did not play any role, but it angered Luo Luo even more: "Child, child, it's not what I want to give birth, why do I have to think about her in everything?" "Just because you have a child, you have to be humble without a bottom line? She's had enough.
Qingxue looked at Luo Luo in disbelief, she had always thought that with this child, their lives would be complete, but she never thought about whether Luo Luo really wanted this child. Now listening to Luo Luo say this, Qingxue is really like a knife. Are you really wrong? No, no, it's the crystallization of their love. But what if Luo'er really doesn't want them?
Qing Xue thought about it, only to feel a stream of blood rush to her head, and her body softened as soon as she saw it. Luo Luo, who was still angry, saw Qingxue softening and was so frightened that she ran over and hugged her: "Lady, what's wrong with you, lady?" Don't scare me? ”
Luo Luo helped Qingxue to the soft couch, turned around and wanted to call the doctor, but was stopped by Qingxue: "Luo'er, don't go, please don't go." Qingxue, who was relieved, pulled Luo Luo for fear that she would disappear as soon as she turned around.
"Okay, I'm not leaving, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault" Luo Luo pulled Qingxue's sign and said incoherently, she really regretted why she was so impulsive and hurt to speak. If the lady has three long and two short, she will regret it even if she dies thousands of times.
But Qingxue still paid attention to Luo Luo's attitude towards the child, so she stroked Luo Luo's face, trembled and asked again: "Luo'er, you tell me the truth, are you, do you really dislike this child?" She looked forward to Luo Luo's answer and was afraid of Luo Luo's answer, if Luo Luo said no, wouldn't all her dreams have come to naught?
Luo Luo lowered his head in shame and replied in a low voice: "I didn't, I just felt that I was redundant, and everything I did was wrong." Without me, you'll probably feel a little more comfortable. ”
Luo Luo's words made Qingxue's heart warm, did his little fool actually think like this? Since this topic has been talked about today, Qingxue wants Luo Luo to know her true thoughts, so as not to have unnecessary misunderstandings in the future: "Luo'er, do you know that since I was born, I have seen all the warmth and coldness of the world, and I didn't think it was too difficult to be accompanied by my mother, but since my mother died, I feel that my whole life has become completely dark."
Sometimes when I go on a mission, I think that if I can't survive one day, I will deliberately end myself, and I will be free. Later, Daddy asked me to marry you, the price is to let my mother's immortal card into the ancestral hall, in order to fulfill my mother's last wish I agreed to his request, after all, marrying a woman is also beneficial, at least we will not have descendants to let me leave without worry.
But when I met you, I was a dumb little man. It was you who gave me unreserved love, even risking your life to save me. But when I thought we could be happy forever, my mother woke me up with a stick, and it turned out that staying together needed not only affection, but also the strength to shelter each other.
That's why I've worked hard to get to where I am today. Later, when my mother told me that we could have each other's children, I was no longer afraid but full of anticipation. But our way of conception is unusual, and I am afraid that if I don't succeed, I will disappoint you, so I hide something from you. But no matter what, you are an indispensable part of my life and that of my children. Do you understand? ”
Luo Luo listened to Qingxue's story, she never knew that the lady had such bitterness in her heart: "Lady, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm too willful." ”
"Shhhhh But because of it, they ignore your feelings. Can you forgive me? ”
Luo Luo almost shed tears for his mother's thoughtfulness, and he really wanted to give her all his heart, so he lay on his side on the soft couch and carefully hugged Qingxue: "Well, don't talk about the past, we will all be good in the future." ”
"Okay" Qingxue smiled sweetly, and at this moment, Qingxue noticed the dazzling array of small things on the table and asked curiously, "Luo'er, what are those?" ”
Luo Luo followed Qingxue's gaze and replied a little shyly: "It's the toy I made for the child these days, and I don't know if she will like it." ”
Is this how his little villain expresses his love for his children? I really blamed her: "This is made by her dearest mother, how can you not like it?" She's going to love it. ”
Luo Luo, who was praised, had his eyes shining: "Really? Actually, I've figured out how to educate her. When the child is born, the first thing to do is to practice martial arts with you, and you can't be too weak like me (that's why I'm often pressed under my own lady, well, that's it), and then I teach her beast language to be with different little animals will make her happier. I'll also teach her the secret art of the mechanism to earn money to support the family......"
The two hugged each other like this, imagining their future lives, and before they knew it, the sky was bright and a new day had begun.