Chapter 150: The Doubts of Life
"Yes." I admit it, seeing that Yuan Jue's bright eyes slowly dimmed, I was ruthless, "I want to take you as an apprentice, who said that it is impossible for me to accept you as an apprentice?" If you are a disciple, you are my man. If anyone else wants to touch you, they will also ask me if they will agree. ”
Yuan Jue was angry.
"Your life is different from others, and you are destined to have many events." I continued, "When the Lee affair is over, I'll leave here, and you'll probably never see me again." Yuan Jue, I just want to keep you safe for the rest of my life. ”
"You're leaving?!" When Yuan Jue heard this, he reacted greatly, "Why do you want to go?!" ”
"I'm not from here in the first place, and I just broke in by mistake when I appeared here, and I thought it would be good if I solved the cause and effect of what I did, but I filled in too much trouble in vain. After the matter of the Li clan is settled, I will go back to the mountains to continue my cultivation, and maybe the next time I come out of the mountains will be decades or hundreds of years later. "At that time, I am afraid that everything in this world will be different.
Yuan Jue snorted coldly, angry, "You also said that you want to protect my life's safety, but you have to go back to the mountains to practice for decades and hundreds of years, how can you protect my life?" ”
"No," I knew he had such a big reaction in his anger, "if you want, I can take you as an apprentice, or take you out of here, and your life can be ......"
"That's enough." Yuan Jue smiled bitterly, "Take me away?" Why did you take me away, and if you took me out of here to keep me safe for the rest of my life? No kidding, if you hide in the mountains, you won't have a day in your life. What can I do even if I live a peaceful life, is it interesting? ”
I should have thought he would say that. But he sighed, only to feel a desolation in his heart.
"Why can't you stay?" Yuan Jue asked.
"Because your life is too short. And my life is too long, destined to see the prosperity pass away, what you call longevity, for me is only a moment in my life, and I am afraid to watch the familiar qiē pass quietly. People have their own lives, and I have my lives, and I should have returned to the mountains to continue my cultivation, instead of wasting my time in this long red dust. "And the human world can't tolerate me.
Yuan Jue was dumbfounded. Looking at me, I have already seen the helplessness of the world through the gray and black color of his eyes.
I understand that he is as attached to the throne as I am to the approval of the heavenly realm.
I shouldn't have persuaded him to give up, I have done everything I could. Maybe the fate of this life should be over, he should have been my fate to pass by in a hurry. It's just because I stayed a lot that I overdue the bloom of this refined sycamore.
Human life is always wonderful, and there can be infinite changes in just a few decades, including changes in physical shape. A change in heart, a change in the perception of things. Maybe I'm greedy and want to let him live even a decade longer. Twenty years, I always feel that if there is still his existence in this world. It won't be so bleak, but isn't it true that sooner or later it will be lost?
We spent two or three hours in the mountains. From the occasional glance at each other, to the gradual exhaustion, I fell asleep leaning against the wall of the cave with my head tilted, and it was only when I heard the sound of a carriage outside the cave that I woke up and looked around with my eyes rubbed.
I don't know when, I actually lay down, Yuan Jue was next to me, and I fell asleep like this with his lap on my pillow.
Maybe it was my move that woke up Yuan Jue, and he woke up with it. looked at me and heard the sound of carriages outside. "The man who picked us up is here."
I stood up, stretched, and prepared to walk out.
"If I recognize you as a master, won't you leave?" Yuan Jue suddenly spoke.
I think I probably didn't react because I just woke up. After Yuan Jue finished speaking, I thought for a while before I understood and turned around.
"If I recognize you as a master, will you still leave here?" Yuan Jue's tone was very uncertain, I was afraid that he didn't know why he was so flustered, he repeated again, "Will it?" ”
"Yes." I say.
His eyes widened instantly.
He asked me a question that he had thought about countless times since I fell asleep. And I am afraid that the answer to him is the only answer he has thought, beyond the countless times.
"I will still go back to the mountains to practice, the earthly qiē is not suitable for me, and I don't want to be affected by the human world. If you want, I can take you away, but if you don't, you can come to me in the mountains. If you practice under me, I will let you find me. "As for the rest of the world, I don't want to be affected by these messy things anymore.
"Then you swear." Yuan Jue said. "You swear that you will never avoid me and see me, and you will not affect our relationship because I worship you as a teacher, then I will ......"
When I heard him say this, I raised a hand in front of him, "I swear." ”
The carriage took us back to town.
"Master, you're finally back." As soon as I got out of the carriage, Biluo came up through the back door, "If you don't come back, we don't know what to do?" Hey, whose carriage is this? ”
Bi Luo noticed the carriage behind me, Yuan Jue sat in the car and did not come out, Bi Luo just spoke, and the coachman drove the carriage away.
"Master, who is the person in the car? Who did you go out with and didn't come back all night? Biluo kept asking.
"Okay, go back and get ready, we should go out with Mrs. Li." I could only pretend I didn't hear, ignore her and ask myself, and walked inside.
In the mourning hall of the family, the people are doing the final work before preparing for the burial, and they are busy in a mess.
"Miss Biluo." We walked into the mourning hall, and the only subordinate hurriedly retreated after greeting Biluo, apparently because he didn't want to provoke Biluo.
Seeing that there was no one around, I turned to Biluo and said, "It's almost over, you go and pick up Mrs. Li in." ”
"Hmm," Biro replied as she went out.
"That's right." I was not at ease, so I asked again. "Be careful, don't let people see it. Mrs. Li should be very nervous at this time. I'm afraid you'll show a flaw when you bring her in, in case someone sees something is wrong......"
"Then I'll shout at it. It would be nice if the subordinates would never dare to come forward. Biluo said proudly, "Master, don't worry, I know what to do." ”
"Alright. Then you should hurry up. "I'm afraid that if I delay any longer, someone will come in.
After Biluo answered, he ran away. I walked to the coffin, opened the lid on it, and Mrs. Cheng lay peacefully inside, her complexion was still so good. As if she were still alive.
Suddenly I heard the movement, and I thought to myself, I couldn't have come back so soon.
turned around and saw Cheng Jing. I chuckled, "Every time Cheng Gongzi appears, he can be frightened." ”
Cheng Jing didn't care about my ridicule, but he also walked in straight from outside the mourning hall, walked to the coffin, and looked at Mrs. Cheng lying in the coffin, he still asked without giving up. "Is there really no way to save my mother?"
I've always thought of him as a person like Wonhyuk, thinking that he was precocious and sophisticated enough, but the words he blurted out made me suddenly realize. He was still a child who was afraid of losing his loved ones.
I shook my head, "I can't help it. ”
The moment the nine-star lantern array went out, it was destined that Mrs. Wei's soul was bound and difficult to free. Make deals with witchcraft and steal the lives of the living. She couldn't come back for a long time.
When Cheng Jing looked at Mrs. Cheng, he was very sad. I'm afraid this is an ending that he didn't even expect himself.
"Give it up." I advised him.
Cheng Jing looked up at me, but a sneer came out of his lips.
I saw a chill, thinking that Cheng Jing would not be able to withstand the blow of his mother's death, and he was going crazy.
"Neon Girl." Cheng Jing opened his mouth, his voice was so cold that people couldn't help but shiver, "A person's mind can change a qiē." ”
"What do you mean?" I don't understand what he meant by saying this to me all of a sudden.
"I'm advising you, don't be tempted." The smile on the corner of Cheng Jing's mouth became more and more confusing, whether he was grief-stricken or ......, "People's minds can still be changed, not to mention your mind, your ability is beyond the reach of ordinary people, if you help whom, I'm afraid that what is destined can also change." ”
What he said sounded to me as if it were something out of the strings.
He clearly didn't mean what he meant on the surface, but he looked plain, I don't know if he really understood it, or if he was ......
At this time, Biluo came back, she led Li Shi Gang into the mourning hall, looked up and saw Cheng Jing, Bi Luo's face immediately became embarrassed, she let go of Li's hand, "Master, I'll go outside to guard." ”
I glanced at Cheng Jing and understood Biluo's thoughts, so I nodded.
Cheng Jing had no intention of being in Bilona at all, he took his eyes off Mrs. Cheng's corpse and looked straight at the Li family.
After Biluo went out, there were only me, Cheng Jing, and Mrs. Li standing in the mourning hall.
"Hurry up, if someone comes, it won't be easy." I urged, now is not the time for the two of them to look at each other and have time to delay, we can only exchange the Li family's body back.
"What should I do?" Li asked nervously, his breathing becoming more and more rapid.
I took two steps back and looked at Cheng Jing, he looked at the relatives in the coffin uneasily, and also took a step back, I raised my hand and exerted my strength to lift Mrs. Cheng out of the coffin, lay it flat on the ground next to the coffin, and then turned my head sideways to look at Li.
Although Li hesitated for a moment, he still stepped forward as if he had made up his mind and lay down next to Mrs. Cheng's body. She closed her eyes tightly, her hands clutching the hem of her clothes, not daring to look to the side, even though it was her own body.
I guess she probably remembered the night her body was replaced.
"Wait a minute." Cheng Jing suddenly said, "Let me say goodbye to my mother." ”
Seeing that I didn't mean to stop him, Cheng Jing said, "Thank you." After speaking, he walked up to Mrs. Cheng and leaned over and knelt beside him, "Although I can't accept it, my mother's body is borrowed from someone else, but I have been familiar with her since I can remember, and now I suddenly want to replace her, I can't accept it." ”
Perhaps, the pressure that Cheng Jing has to bear at this moment is beyond my comprehension. I have no relatives, so naturally I don't understand the pain of losing my loved ones, so we are bent on how to transfer Li and Mrs. Wei, but we completely ignore Cheng Jing's feelings. Regardless of whether Mrs. Wei and the Li family have been exchanged, but since Cheng Jing was born, the mother who has been watching has been the appearance of the Li family who has replaced Mrs. Wei, and Mrs. Cheng, who combines Mrs. Wei and the Li family, is not the Li family, and she needs to avoid people's eyes and ears and can no longer claim to be Wei's.
Cheng Jing has to go from knowing nothing to being forced to accept this qiē, even if he is crazy now, I think it's normal.
Cheng Jing knelt beside Mrs. Cheng, with his head down, I couldn't see his expression, but I vaguely saw the tears falling.
After a while, Cheng Jing stood up. "Hurry up."
I saw Cheng Jing take out a dark gourd-like object from his arms, the size of a palm, he leaned over, opened the mouth of the bottle, and placed it under the snort of Mrs. Cheng's corpse, I only saw his mouth move, as if he was reading something, but there was no sound at all, and then, a red breath loomed on Mrs. Cheng's chest, slowly moved up, and actually led out from under the snort, and entered the gourd-shaped object.
After Cheng Jing finished this action, he put the lid on and walked up to me, he turned his back to the two women lying on the ground, just turned his head and said to me, "It's your turn." ”
Only then did I realize that what he had just done was to take out the Death Knot, which the world thought was a death knot of a thing, but it turned out to be a crimson breath.
Cheng Jing was not surprised by my reaction, but retreated to the side.
Naturally, I knew the priority of the situation, raised my hands flat, summoned the spirit of the tree spirit, and cast a spell between Li and Mrs. Cheng. The purple color spread along the gesture, and Tuan Tuan surrounded the two of them. I began to recite the mantra Izumo had given me.
Slowly, the spirits of Li and Madame Wei began to struggle to come out of the shell.
I tried my best to swap the two of them for each other, and there was an unusually powerful spiritual power against me, and I pushed them desperately. But it became more and more difficult, and gradually, I began to vaguely sense that something was wrong, the source of that spiritual power turned out to be the Li family!
How could it be! I don't understand why Li suddenly has such a powerful spiritual power in her body to fight with me, as if it came out of her, but it doesn't seem to be what she has, I can only push her soul to the body that originally belonged to her.
There was a "boom", and there was a thunderclap from outside the mourning hall.
I lost my mind, and my body was immediately struck by lightning, and a strange force roamed all over my body, and I could only forcibly recall my consciousness and concentrate all my attention on Lee.
But......
"Li Qiao'er, don't you want to die?" I let out a loud shout.
Suddenly, a chill from the back of my waist penetrated into my bones, and I could feel a cold blade piercing my body.
I looked back, but I saw Cheng Jing's different smile. (To be continued.) )