58. Write from the heart and read as cowardice
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Izumi Jinghua has a serious sense of getting up.,But,When facing a beautiful girl.,It's always a little more restrained.。 Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info Otherwise, she wouldn't have woken herself up with the cat-eared maid wake-up method.
This time there is no cat-eared maid girl, but there is a naturally cute sister.
Quan Jinghua was sleepy-eyed, rubbed her eyes, and said, "You are wearing too little." Or hurry up and go to bed. ”
She finally understood in her heart why she was able to hold it so comfortably, Nan Shuiyue just ran over in her pajamas. And the chest is not tightly buttoned.
After all, sleeping too tight will definitely not be comfortable.
No wonder it feels so good!
Izumi reminisced about the soft feeling, but felt as if her body had changed.
"Oops."
"I'm nervous when I'm alone, and I'm a little scared. Can we sleep together? ”
Quan Jinghua was thinking about it, but Nan Shuiyue suddenly asked.
Quan Jinghua was shocked.
Sleeping with a beautiful girl.,Whether it's or not.,It's very profitable.。
But at this point she got up and gave up her place.
"You sleep."
Nan Shuiyue went to bed, but she was very puzzled: "Why don't you sleep?" ”
"You go to bed first, I've been woken up and can't sleep."
In fact, at this moment, Quan Jinghua was groggy, but she could only force herself to stand next to her.
"I'm still scared. If something goes wrong with me then. Nan Shuiyue said, stretching out her hand.
"It's okay, I'm there!" Izumi held her hand, "Even if you don't believe in yourself, believe in me." She knew that it was impossible for her to persuade Nan Shuiyue to have self-confidence, so she simply let her believe in herself. Let her transfer her trust in herself to others.
Nan Shuiyue was lying on the bed, she seemed to want to fall asleep, but after a while, she was already breathing smoothly and fell asleep.
Quan Jinghua withdrew her hand from Nan Shuiyue's hand and couldn't help but look at Nan Shuiyue again.
At this time, her expression was relaxed, without any nervousness and fear just now, but the corners of her eyes were still a little moist, probably crying.
This sister of mine is really fragile mentally. I want to come here, probably just to find a comfort. Izumi Jinghua probably understood a little, Nan Xiang Aya had never comforted Nan Shuiyue, and she probably always wanted someone to comfort her. That's why she, who is satisfied at this moment, will fall asleep so easily.
Looking at this sister who is bigger than herself, Quan Jinghua's heart is full of pity. She couldn't help but have a thought in her heart, she kept failing, was it somehow, just wanted someone to care about her?
Quan Jinghua stretched out her hand, in front of her hand, although Nan Shuiyue fell asleep, she didn't even cover the quilt, and the gentle peaks that slowly rose and fell with the rhythm of breathing were already within reach.
I really want to rub it.
I really want to pinch.
Izumi felt that her breathing had begun to rapid.
At this moment, my sister is already asleep, and even if she does something, she will definitely not know.
Once this kind of thought is born, it will inevitably burn in my mind.
However, her hand only covered the quilt for Nan Shuiyue in the end.
Then, she turned her back and began to dress. The beautiful girl on the bed behind her, but she didn't even look at it.
Because she knew that with one more look, she couldn't hold back any longer.
After getting dressed, she walked out of the door, and the moment she closed the door, her body was already paralyzed by the door.
Her eyelashes swayed like stamens.
In the eyes, it is as if you can see the dew on the petals of the flowers.
"I have very poor self-control."
"So don't touch it at all."
She has never had friends, and that's because she knows that she can easily fall in love with others. In her previous life, she was just a fool who had no experience with girls.
As long as others treat her well, she will mistakenly think that others are interesting to her.
As long as the beautiful girl gets closer, her face will be red and her heart will beat.
"It's just a delusion, thinking that others will like you, it's just an illusion of a dead house."
"I can't make any more mistakes!"
I want to take advantage.
Thought no one would know.
But God knows, the earth knows, and he knows.
"Sister Nan Shuiyue will be defenseless and even want to sleep with me, but that's just because I'm her sister and a girl. If I were a boy, she wouldn't have agreed. ”
"Am I a boy?"
An answer appeared in Izumi Kagyoka's heart.
"Even if the body is already a girl, the heart is still a man."
I slept in the same bed with Nan Shuiyue, and even did something bad. Even if it seems to be just a frolic between girls on the surface. But in essence, it is still a man who molests girls.
Is it a crime to molest a man in women's clothing?
Yes.
So isn't it a crime for a man who molests a girl with a girl's body?
"Even without a man's body, the dignity of a man cannot be forgotten."
Quan Jinghua's body was as limp as water, and she imagined the beautiful scenery after holding the warm fragrant nephrite in her mind.
But she just wanted to, she wouldn't do it.
I'd rather fantasize that I'm doing something shameful to a beautiful girl and play myself badly, rather than go in the door and really do something shameful.
This great spirit is called congregation.
Write from the heart, read as cowardice.
Quanjinghua is the world's No. 1 coward.
She is reluctant to contact outsiders, also because of her heart. She was afraid of which girl she would like.
What should I do if I fall in love with a girl?
Confess to her? Will it be recognized?
Even if two people are in love, can they be together?
Do two people have a future?
Will it be blessed?
Rather than being ostracized by the whole world, it is better to decide to be alone for the rest of your life from the beginning.
The happiest thing in the world in this world is that the person you like likes you.
The unfortunate thing in this world is that the person you like likes likes you.
If you can't make the person you like happy, then it's better to bear the misfortune by yourself.
Izumi stumbled to her feet and walked towards the Oriental Venue. Her body swayed, as if she would be blown away by the early morning north wind at any moment.
In the venue, it was deserted.
She walked past the chair, walked across the stage, and finally, walked to a corner in the middle of nowhere.
There was no wind, no snow, just silence.
Izumi squatted down and hid in the corner, holding her knees with both hands, as if she was curled up in a ball because it was too cold.
She just buried her head and waited for the sunrise to come.
The dawn is coming, but before dawn there must be a deepest darkness.
She hid in the darkness, silently waiting.
If the company wants to develop, the future is unknown......
I want to become an idol, but I'm still a long way from being an idol......
His own special physique is destined to be lonely for a lifetime......
Nothing is easy in the world.
"It's okay......"
"It's okay."
"It's okay!"
"I'll handle it."
Everything in the world is not easy, but after all, the night will be bright.
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