Chapter 201: Leaving Sorrow
Qin Lian saw that there were many people coming, and it was inconvenient to stay in Fu Jinxuan, so he said goodbye to Jin Yi and Jin Ru and left first.
Sima Yulou and a few people entered the main hall, Jinru sat next to his brother, hung his head and said nothing, and he was very reluctant to go to Jiangnan.
Sima Yulou glanced at Jinyi, "I have never been to the courtyard where you used to live, take me around." ”
Jin Yi understood what he meant, and left Zu Juntian to accompany the Jin Xuan brothers and sisters to say goodbye, and took him to the courtyard by himself.
Although he already knew that Jin Xuan was going to leave Beijing in the next few days, when the day came, Jin Yi also felt sad in his heart. He walked in the courtyard with Sima Yulou for a while, and pointed out to him a few bushes of Jianlan that he had planted in a corner of the courtyard when he first returned to Beijing, and now he had produced a few tender yellow and narrow flower buds, and sighed: "When I first came back, I would have thought that I would live here for two or three years, but who would have thought that this Jianlan has not bloomed now, but I have ......."
She didn't finish her sentence, just turned back to him and smiled gently.
Sima Yulou Qingjun's eyebrows brought a smug smile, "You didn't expect it, but I had planned it a long time ago." ”
Jin Yi was dumbfounded, he looked handsome and handsome on the outside, and people who didn't know him only said that he had a noble status, a leisurely and elegant temperament, and was indifferent to power and fame, and even a little wanton and casual, uninhibited.
But Jin Yi knows very well that he learned from Mr. Ji Tao Wu Strategy, and he has seen and heard about it for many years of experience abroad, and he has a forbearance and perseverance, and then moves, if he is willing to pursue fame and fortune, the power in the future will not be lost to his father.
couldn't help but ask him softly: "Yulou, you have been living a comfortable life in Beijing all these years, but you are busy every day, in addition to restarting the Western Regions Trade Road, do you have any other plans?" ”
When Sima Yulou heard her words, his expression became solemn, the smile on his lips was slightly bitter, and he slowly spoke after a long time, "Actually, I, like you, are seeking a glimmer of truth in the past. ”
The voice was low, with a little inexplicable loss.
Jin Yi had never seen him look so depressed, and his heart gradually became worried, and he was puzzled, and suddenly remembered what he said to himself on the night of the Shangyuan Festival, since the two first met, fate has been entangled.
Every time Jin Yi thought of this, he felt a little confused, he met him in Meiju, and he had nothing to do with it before, he thought that maybe the real Qin Jinyi had known him since he was a child, and then he specially inquired about Jinru, only to know that Qin Jinyi had never met Sima Yulou before he was sent to Shangxiu Hall.
Listening to his words at this time, a faint doubt rose in Jin Yi's heart.
Sima Yulou raised his hand to smooth her frowning eyebrows, and his eyes became resolute again, "Don't worry, there will be nothing hidden in the world forever, there are always clues to be found." After a pause, he said: "There is a new news when I go out today, I don't want to affect your love today, and I will talk to you in detail when I go back tomorrow." ”
Jin Yi wanted to ask him what he meant by what he said on the night of the last yuan, so he opened his mouth, but he didn't say it.
Although I have known him for a long time, we have only lived together for a few days. Even if the love is as deep as the sea, it takes a long time for a husband and wife to lay a solid foundation. Knowing each other is not just a simple promise, only after experiencing ups and downs and hardships together, and never giving up, is the real watch.
She put her hand into his palm, shook it tightly with him, and said silently in her heart: I am willing to stand side by side with you, not afraid of hardships and dangers.
Qingyue smiled on his face and said to him, "Go back and see what they say." It's a pity that Jinxuan is leaving, Ru'er is pregnant again, and she originally said that she was going to Zhongshan to hunt a few times, but now it seems that I am afraid that I will not be able to go with their brothers and sisters for a long time. ”
Sima Yulou laughed, "If you want to go, when your mother's birthday is over, the two of us will go and take them to do something." ”
The two walked back to the hall holding hands, Jinru's eyes were red, and Zu Juntian was whispering beside him.
Jin Xuan saw the two of them enter hand in hand, and a sour feeling surged in his heart inexplicably.
On the night of Jinyi's wedding, he drank alone in the house all night, and the bitterness in his heart was even better than when Jinru got married.
He was originally a person of self-denial and etiquette, and he always thought that his concern for Jinyi in the past nine years was only because she was miserable and helpless. When she came back, from her faint alienation, Jin Xuan faintly felt that she had become a little strange.
Since he understood his thoughts about her in the past two days, Jin Xuan hated himself extremely much in his heart, and reminded him again and again that she was his own sister, even if she was not married, it was impossible to marry herself. Moreover, she married her best friend.
He looked forward to going to Jiangnan like never before, and maybe when he came back in a few years, his ridiculous thoughts would have vanished.
He stood up and said to Zu Juntian with a smile: "You take Ru'er back to the house, if you let me know that you don't know the severity of your life in the future, don't blame my brother-in-law for being ruthless." ”
After that, he took a deep look at Jin Ru, then looked at Sima Yulou and Jin Yi, and said with a hearty smile: "I still have some things to pack, so I'll go back first." If you leave Beijing early tomorrow morning, you won't have to send me off, so don't pass by at this time today. ”
Jinru was taken aback and hurriedly said, "Didn't you say that you would leave the day after tomorrow?" Why did it change to tomorrow again? ”
Jin Xuan said with a smile, "Now you are fine, I don't have anything to worry about, I have been to my father's place yesterday, what is the difference between leaving early and walking late." ”
Everyone was silent, and the sorrow of parting quietly spread.
Jin Xuan's heart was gloomy, and there were four people in front of him, two of whom were best friends,...... The other two were the sisters he cared about the most, and when he felt that his eyes were sour, he was about to burst into tears, gritted his teeth, walked out of the hall, and said without looking back: "You all take care!" ”
Zu Juntian held Jinru in his arms, didn't let her see the back of her brother leaving, and kept saying: "Don't cry, don't cry, your brother will come back in a while......"
Sima Yulou and Jin Yi turned around and watched Jin Xuan stride out of the courtyard, Sima Yulou's expression was calm, thinking that he had been away all year round and had long been accustomed to gathering and dispersing.
Jin Yi felt sad in his heart, Jin Xuan had always taken care of himself, but today he almost never said a word to himself, he didn't even look at himself, looking at his figure disappearing at the courtyard gate, Jin Yi sighed silently, inexplicably stunned.
Jin Ru's cry sounded from Zu Juntian's arms, which made people even more sad, Sima Yulou said to her: "It only takes more than ten days to take a boat from Jiangnan to Jianye, if you really miss him, let him come back to see you in a few days." ”
Jin Yi walked up to her and comforted her softly, "Ru'er, don't cry." Now is the time when your body is in a critical situation, so don't be overly sad. ”
Zu Juntian also nodded again and again, Jin Ru stopped crying and comforted himself: "Yes, anyway, Jiangnan is not far away, after I give birth to this child, I will take a boat to Jiangnan to find him when I miss my brother." ”
As she spoke, she gently pushed Zu Juntian and complained in a low voice: "It's all you, so I can't go anywhere now......
Zu Juntian hurriedly said: "Yes, yes, it's all my fault, after my son is born, I will spank him and give you anger." ”
Jinru finally broke into a smile, "What do you do to beat him, it's all your bad father!" (To be continued.) )